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Chapter V 262: Can't let it go

Mom, can I not get pregnant?

Shu Tongya looked at her daughter who was holding her hand, looking at her daughter expectantly, and suddenly felt a little bit heartbroken. Shu Ran, who was holding her hand, also lowered his head and couldn't help but smiled bitterly, and lay down again.

Hug the soft pillow next to you tightly in your arms.

"Actually, I'm so scared!" Shu Ran, who was curled up with a pillow, murmured to herself. She was afraid that she was too idle, because people tend to have random thoughts when they are idle, because she was idle for the longest time.

She was panicking, and it was precisely because of this that she thought she had a psychological problem.

Shu Tongya sighed slightly, sat down and lay down, leaned against her daughter, patted her hand, and comforted her silently.

Many people think that when a woman has someone to rely on, she can be free and shift the focus of her life to her family. However, Shu Tongya, who has been there, knows very well that a woman who has regarded work and career as a part of her life before

It is difficult to separate from this kind of mentality. Even though Shu Ran was very active during this period, doing flower arranging, yoga, tea art, and calligraphy, she was working hard to keep herself busy, even extremely busy.

Almost, but Shu Tongya only notices the strange light coming to life in her eyes when she is looking at some antiques. What she likes is still her work!

Ran Qidong just called her and said that he had received news from Professor Wen that Shu Ran had been there. He wanted Shu Tongya to persuade Shu Ran not to go with students this time, but

Seeing her daughter who was looking extremely decadent at this time, Shu Tongya frowned. Wouldn't she go? Stay at home all day, raising her like a golden bird?

Sooner or later something will go wrong in the prison!

Shu Tongya's experience is a good example. When she married into the Qin family, she never lived a stable life as Mrs. Kuo. Before she married Qin Houyuan, she was a clerk in the finance department of the Qin Group. She was very talented.

She is smart and has a strong personality. She stood out from the department with her tenacity and refused to admit defeat. When she was with Qin Houyuan, she was already the deputy director of the Finance Department. After she married into the Qin family, she never had time to relax.

Hou Yuan was extremely tolerant to her. He was not the kind of man who demanded that his wife should be the heroine of the house. On the contrary, he worked hard to create conditions for her so that her talents could be better utilized. In Shu Tongya's opinion,

Come on, without the former Qin Houyuan, there would be no Shu Tongya now. A woman does not need much glory in this life, but the greatest pride is to make her beloved man proud of herself!

Dedicated men are fatally attractive, and so are dedicated women!

Shu Tongya looked at her daughter who looked decadent, pulled her to sit up, and quickly wrote a line of words on the writing board.

Of course, whatever you want to do, just do it, starting from now on!

During this time, Shu Tongya has been looking for a way to let Shu Ran release all the negative energy she had before. She experienced a miscarriage, experienced a life-and-death explosion, became deaf, and experienced too many unfortunate encounters.

It can be said that it is lucky that she is just a little depressed now and not insane.

Shu Ran was stunned by her mother's powerful strokes. Before she could react, Shu Tongya pulled the thin quilt and covered her, "Sleep well, we have a busy day tomorrow!"

Shu Ran felt that having a resolute mother was not a bad thing sometimes, but at this time, she was sitting on the chair and couldn't help but doze off. Her ears were burned by the heat next to her, and then she couldn't help but let out a low breath.

, so that the barber who was perming her hair was startled. He quickly stopped what he was doing, straightened Shu Ran's face, and said something with a smile.

Shu Ran's ears were permed, and she lost all sleep. When she frowned, she saw Shu Tongya sitting next to her with her nails trimmed in the mirror. She felt sad in her heart, Mom, even if you have to grab time, can you still let me

Have a good sleep first?

Shang Qingwen had just left for a day, and she was too lazy to have a good night's sleep. Unexpectedly, she was dragged up by Shu Tongya at six in the morning. She was in a daze all the way, falling asleep and watching

I couldn't help but close my eyes when I found a place to lie down.

at this time--

ah--

Shu Ran looked in the mirror and saw that most of her long hair had been cut off, leaving only shoulder-length short hair. She almost fell off the chair. She had never had such short hair in her life!

When she was a child, her hair was always grown long. Grandma and grandpa both liked to braid her hair, saying that girls are beautiful with long hair. As they grew up, they gradually got used to long hair, and there were undoubtedly two hairstyles, straight hair,

Curly hair, which is straight every year and curly every year, plus her workplace is outdoors a lot of the year. Even if she is not working, she travels twice a year and is traveling for months.

, regarding hair style requirements, except when she is teaching in school, she pays special attention to her own image. She usually ties her hair up casually outside, and she can do it as neatly as she wants.

Now, after waking up from sleep, her long hair was gone. Shu Ran stared at herself in the mirror and almost screamed. She saw Shu Tongya manicuring her nails in the mirror and looked towards her, her mouth open.

He shut it up and went back.

Ms. Shu Tongya said, be reserved, be reserved!

Shu Ran looked at more than half of her hair that had been cut off, and sighed to herself that it was all because of confusion that her hair was cut off without anyone noticing. She also secretly felt sorry for her long hair, which she had maintained for many years.

ah!

The hairstylist was startled by Shu Ran's actions just now. When he quickly put away the scissors, carefully straightened Shu Ran's face, he looked in the mirror again and again, and there was a strand of long silk curled up on the tip of his finger.

She turned around and said something to Shu Tongya. Shu Ran looked at Shu Tongya in the mirror and nodded, and then the scissors in the hairstylist's hand started to cut away like flies.

"Do you know this hairstylist?" Shu Ran adjusted her thin coat. It takes some time to get used to such short hair. I always feel empty at the back of my neck and my neck feels cold. No wonder others say I have short hair.

It should be brief little by little and don't be cut off all at once, but Ms. Shu Tongya's move was too cruel, so she cut it off directly!

Shu Ran felt like crying when she looked at the unfamiliar self in the mirror. If she got up in the middle of the night and looked in the mirror, she would probably be frightened. Isn't this herself?

"Short hair can make people look more energetic. Eric is the gold medal expert in this store. It was because I met the owner of this store that I made an exception and gave you the haircut without making an appointment!" Shu Tongya said and stood up.

She used her slender fingers painted with sky blue nail polish to hook up the short hair around Shu Ran's ears. The hair dyed light yellow was created by the stylist to create a messy beauty. Shu Tongya said that she took out the hair from her handbag

She took out a pair of long amber earrings and put them on Shu Ran. Because her hair was short, the color of these earrings was exaggerated and bright, giving it a summery splendor. Once her hair was cut short, her slender neckline stood out.

, wearing this kind of earrings is perfect.

There was a slight pain on her earlobe, and Shu Ran let out a low voice. She felt that her earlobe suddenly fell down. She wanted to cry out with a "pain", but Shu Tongya glanced at her, so she had to shut her mouth obediently. Last night

Shu Tongya said that she would do whatever she said today. As long as she didn't sell her, she would be lucky!

"Seeing you like this today, I have decided!" Shu Tongya arranged the earrings for Shu Ran and looked at her masterpiece with satisfaction. Women just have to dress up. Shu Ran has been staying at home these days, even though there are some

When the time came, she found that Shu Ran didn't care about her image as much as before, which made Ms. Shu very angry. However, because Shang Qingwen was here, she couldn't force Shu Ran to come out and tidy up. It happened to be,

It was just the right time for him to leave!

Self-confidence is a combination of external and internal. The most important thing to do is to adjust her mind. It is just the external factors. Shu Tongya feels that she is the most authoritative person to say this!

Shu Tongya was secretly upset in her heart, seeing what Shang Qingwen had done to her daughter? Did she really agree to what she thought? She was afraid that she would not be able to keep such a young and beautiful wife in front of her.

Every word was full of compliments, and over time Shu Ran was tricked into thinking that a woman is naturally beautiful without make-up or makeup. According to her, it's more like natural beauty!

I was almost fooled into being a fool!

"What to decide?" Although Shu Ran shrank her neck unaccustomedly and her earlobes felt a little heavy, she looked at her new self in the mirror and got used to it after a few more glances. She felt that the short hair was indeed much more eye-catching.

"I decided to open a beauty care salon here with my friends!" Shu Tongya typed this line on her mobile phone and handed it to Shu Ran. Shu Ran rolled her eyes as soon as she saw it, and greeted her with a smile, "Mom,

Does dad agree?"

"Do I still need his consent to do things?" Shu Tongya glared at her daughter and frowned secretly. It seems that the store must be opened as soon as possible, otherwise she is really afraid that her daughter will be deceived into a yellow-faced woman in advance!

If you don’t dress up when you are young, will you dress up again when you are old?

late!

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"Ache--" The man in the hotel suite sneezed several times into his laptop. It was strange that he was sneezing constantly today. When Run Laoer came over to invite him out for a drink just now, he saw that his nose was slightly red and he was sneezing again and again.

Eyebrow, "Shu Ran misses you? Or do you miss someone else?"

Young Master Shang grabbed the tissue that he wiped his nose with and threw it towards Runlaoer who was standing in front of the door, doing a T-step. "Die," a guy with zero love experience said so eloquently. He actually cheated on a beautiful woman during the meal just now.

He said he could tell love through tarot cards, so why didn't he give himself a divination and calculate when he would become a real man?

"Hey, you are angry. The internal fire is very heavy! You need to relieve the fire!"

Shang Qingwen narrowed his eyes and raised his feet towards the door. Langrun turned around gracefully when he saw this. If he didn't leave, someone would throw his shoes over in an ungentlemanly manner!

I really want Shu Ran to see his wicked behavior!

Menopausal men are really untouchable!

Lang Run swore that if someone with a strong inner temper heard these words, they would be so angry that their noses would bleed!

"I just contacted the Wells couple, and they said -" Lang Run paused as he turned around, and glanced sideways at Shang Qingwen, who was looking at him with squinted eyes, "They said

Nie Zhanbai’s treatment went very smoothly, and according to this treatment plan, he will hopefully wake up!”

Can Nie Zhanbai wake up?

Shang Qingwen squinted his eyes slightly, still holding the newly drawn tissue in his hand, and narrowed his eyes slightly, "About when?"

Langrun's eyes were indifferent, "No one can say for sure!" It's difficult to draw a definite conclusion on this kind of thing in medicine. There are many miraculous phenomena, and everything is possible!

"It's not too late to change your mind now!" Lang Run looked at the silent Shang Qingwen quietly, saw Shang Qingwen raised his face and his eyes moved slightly, and quietly tapped the armrest of the sofa with his index finger, "

Do you also think there’s something wrong with him?”

Her face remained calm, her lips parted slightly, "Intuition!"

Shang Qingwen was silent for a while, then looked at Langrun deeply when he raised his eyes again, "If a person often calls someone's name in a dream, what does it mean?"

Langrun's eyes were slightly stunned. Looking at the stubborn look in Shang Qingwen's eyes, Langrun took a deep breath.

"Can't let it go!"

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When Shu Ran saw the text message on her phone, it was already past ten o'clock in the night. Looking at the time on her phone, she suddenly realized that she was just sitting in front of the computer to make a teaching ppt. She didn't expect that time flew by so fast!

She stretched out with her cell phone, stood up from the computer chair, and then started to look through her phone. She found that there were several unread text messages. She flipped through them, and they were all sent by Shang Qingwen. There should be over there now.

Isn't he busy in the morning?

Shu Ran has been with Shang Qingwen for so long, and she has always maintained the habit of trying not to contact him when she knows that he is very busy at work. She is afraid that it will disturb him.

She read through several text messages, one every half an hour. The last message contained several aggrieved expressions, which made Shu Ran couldn't help but laugh. She saw that the time was half an hour ago.

, she thought for a while and sent a message, not many words, just telling him that everything was fine, that she had gone to bed, good night!

The man in New York was currently sitting in a conference room doing the final work handover procedures for Wanmei, which had been acquired. He caught a glimpse of the phone screen flashing slightly. He moved the phone under the table and clicked on it, then frowned.

,Go to sleep?

Young Master Shang felt that it was a serious mistake not to take Shu Ran with him on this business trip, because he found that his little wife seemed to be very busy after he left. She was so busy that he sent so many text messages, and she only replied to one!

People in the conference room looked at the man in the main seat and frowned slightly, thinking that something was wrong. They asked in a low voice if there were any problems. When Guan Yang saw this, he said that there was no problem. Continue. Finish.

, Guan Yang looked at Young Master Shang who had a strange look in his eyes, well, it’s not that there is no problem, it seems to be a very big problem! She took out a book from the table on the bedside and flipped through it. She was used to flipping through books in her hands when she was thinking about things.

, she didn’t need to read, she just needed to organize her thoughts. But when she lowered her head and looked down, she realized that the book she took out at random was the "The Sign of Four" from the Sherlock Holmes detective collection. She turned to the home page again, Shu Ran was startled for a moment,

Isn't this book the only one left by Nie Zhanyun?

She remembered that it was left in that car!

The car was severely damaged and deformed. Shang Qingwen immediately said that he didn't want the car anymore and would give her a new one. However, the last time he took her to see the car, the price of the Mercedes-Benz was extremely expensive.

Tongue, she was reluctant to buy it, and she was still driving Shang Qingwen's car. When she learned that the car was finally sent to a scrapping site, she was still very sorry. What she regretted was not only the car she bought with her own salary, but also the car she bought with her own salary.

There was also the book that was accidentally left inside, but I didn’t want him to pick it up!

Shu Ran felt a sense of joy that she had found something lost. She held her fingers on the cover of the book. This book also contained many memories about Nie Zhanyun. Looking at the familiar fonts on the homepage, Shu Ran felt as if she was in another world. In the dead of night, she suddenly opened the book again.

After reading this book, I felt an inexplicable feeling in my heart.

After all, I once had it. Even though time has passed and things have changed, but when I look back on that memory carefully at this moment, I can still use the word "beautiful" to describe it.

Indeed, very beautiful!

In her green years, there was such a person who accompanied her through such a journey. Although they did not end up together in the end, she was still grateful in her heart.

Shu Ran turned the pages of the book boredly. There was a thin red line sandwiched between the pages. It was used as a bookmark. Shu Ran flipped through the pages. She remembered the content of the book. She would have to have time to read it again.

Okay, she turned to the passage that she remembered the most when she was a child. She saw that the passage that she had copied once was marked with a few five-pointed stars. She was stunned. When was this mark made?

, it looks like the handwriting is still relatively new!

It’s almost eleven o’clock, and you still haven’t slept yet? Women who stay up late tend to age easily!

Shu Ran had no choice. With her mother by her side, how could she have the chance to stay up late and read? Then she sighed, he was in charge when Shang Qingwen was here, but when Shang Qingwen left, Shu Tongya was in charge. She is so miserable now.

She longed for the days when she lived alone, with no one to care about her. She could read until late at night, get up and make instant noodles when she was hungry, and didn't have to worry about being told that she had bags under her eyes the next day, and no one would be there all day long.

She reminded her in her ears - women cannot withstand the torture of staying up late!

She obediently handed the book over, lay down, and closed her eyes. There was a cool feeling around her eyes. Shu Tongya put an eye mask on her. As soon as she closed her eyes, her mind began to feel drowsy. It had been a long time indeed.

I went to bed so late and felt sleepy as soon as I closed my eyes!

I thought that busy days would allow people to have a good sleep, but Shu Ran did not.

Fire, a huge fire, the flames were burning so hard that people couldn't open their eyes. The rolling heat wave rushed towards her face. She was in it and saw the fire surrounding her. She shouted for help, but she couldn't cry out in her throat.

The sound made her suffocate with the billowing heat...

The dream switched again, with the crisp sound of bicycle bells, falling ginkgo leaves flying all over the sky, a girl carrying a drawing board wrapped around the waist of a boy riding a bicycle, and laughter floated out like a silver bell, but the picture was turned upside down again.

Being swallowed alive by tongues of flames, it was as if it started burning from the four corners of the photo, and finally burst into flames -

Breathing heavily, I hurriedly walked down the corridor. I only saw the stairs extending downwards. There was a wet and sticky feeling on the handrails of the stairwell. It was like running in the corridor. Suddenly I had a wide field of vision, but there was a hurricane above my head.

Suddenly, an object falling from a high altitude crashed in front of her. It was Aunt Cui who fell from a high altitude!

She screamed and raised her clammy hands to cover her eyes. She was horrified to find that the clammy hands were completely covered with blood——

...

Shu Ran was woken up by Shu Tongya who was sleeping next to her. When she woke up, she saw that Shu Tongya's face turned pale. She touched her face and kept calling her name. Her eyes were open and she was undulating.

Her chest actually started to tremble, along with other parts of her body. Even when she opened her eyes, she was so shaken by the horrific scene in her dream that she couldn't recover for a long time.

How long has it been since she had such a nightmare? The first miscarriage, that nightmare followed her for more than half a month, torturing her to the point of exhaustion. She didn't dare to close her eyes when sleeping at night. The second time Shang Qingwen had an accident,

In the dream, his car crashed into a cliff, and the next day she received the bad news from him. Just now, she dreamed that she was in a fire, causing the sky and the earth to stop functioning, and she also dreamed of her dead body.

Nie Zhanyun and Aunt Cui dreamed that Zhan Bai's open eyes were filled with deep darkness, as black as thick ink, and the wind and waves were about to swallow her up.

What does this portend?

"Shu Ran, Shu Ran -" Shu Tongya patted her face with her hand, her pale face full of worry. She patted her face with the palm of her hand. Although her daughter had her eyes open, she didn't respond.

She stood up and walked quickly into the bathroom. She took a towel soaked in cold water and came over and placed it directly on her forehead. She felt relieved and trembled all over. She closed her eyes and looked embarrassed as she exhaled for a long time.

Shu Tongya, who was sitting next to her, also breathed a sigh of relief. Seeing that Shu Ran finally came to her senses, she stretched out her hand and stroked her forehead and took a deep breath. She looked at her frightened daughter with a scrutinizing gaze and asked with a frown.

Said: "Shu Ran, how many times have you had this dream?" He drank heavily from the glass of water on the table beside his head. When the water was moistened, his throat hurt, as if he was really being burned by the fire.

The fever was so intense that her throat was mute. After drinking water, she held the water cup tightly with both hands and shook her head. She didn’t know. She didn’t know how many times she had dreamed about it. Sometimes it was a fragment, sometimes it was connected together.

, how many times she lost count.

Shu Tongya looked at Shu Ran who had just woken up from a dream, and his face turned pale for a while, and sweat broke out on his forehead. She frowned slightly, took Shu Ran's hands and looked at her seriously, "Of course, Nie Zhanyun is dead!

"

Shu Ran didn't know why and nodded. She had accepted his death calmly, but the way her mother looked at her made her heart tremble slightly.

What's wrong?

"Do you know whose name you were calling in your dream just now? You have been calling Nie Zhanyun's name. Shu Ran, the man sleeping next to you is Shang Qingwen. Are you still-"

Shu Ran's eyes widened, how, how could that happen?

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