"This is just a way to vent your subconscious emotions. It is different from what people often say, 'Think about it every day and dream about it at night.' Don't be nervous and try to relax!"
The psychotherapist looked at the woman lying on the chair with a calm tone, took a look at the watch in his hand, and quickly typed Chinese characters on the keyboard with his fingertips.
"Mrs. Shang, maybe you saw something that triggered your memories yesterday, which caused the scene to appear repeatedly in your dreams!"
Shu Ran, who was lying on the seat, opened her eyes gently. It was indeed because she saw that book last night. She accidentally opened it and saw the familiar handwriting that she thought of those things in the past. This does make sense, but
What about before? She had dreamed about it several times before, but the scenes were fragments, not all connected together like last night.
The psychiatrist asked some questions carefully, and Shu Ran answered them one by one, and listened to the psychiatrist's relevant suggestions. In the final exchange, the doctor said with a serious face, "Many people will have doubts about not getting the experience."
A person or something creates a desire to own something. In layman’s terms, it is often said that people subconsciously feel that the thing they don’t have is the best. When a person has no way to own it anymore, this kind of desire to own it.
The mentality will become stronger and stronger, and this desire hidden deep in the heart after appropriate transformation will be stimulated under certain circumstances. Just like the dream you mentioned, you mentioned a person repeatedly in the hypnotic state just now.
This person's name has a very important place in your heart and is deeply rooted in your subconscious, but you just didn't realize it yourself!"
Shu Ran's eyes fell on this long string of handwriting. After reading it, he was stunned, sat up, and asked: "Whose name is it?"
"Nie Zhanyun!" the psychiatrist replied calmly, tapping his fingertips on the keyboard, "You have repeated this name the most while under hypnosis!"
Shu Ran sighed and held her face with both hands. In fact, she was also very surprised. Why was she calling his name inexplicably? What troubled her most was what Shu Tongya said when he woke her up this morning.
You were sleeping next to Shang Qingwen but calling another man's name.
Does he know?
Shu Ran felt that her mood was really bad. Just think about the role reversal. If Shang Qingwen shouted another woman's name while dreaming, she would probably go crazy!
Shu Ran rested in the treatment room for a while. The psychiatrist suggested that she go out to relax, relax properly, and not be too nervous. Shu Ran thanked her and asked softly before leaving: "I know that your industry has so-called professional ethics.
, can you--"
The psychiatrist paused, smiled faintly, and turned the handheld computer in front of her, "Mrs. Shang, please don't worry, I understand!"
After Shu Ran got his promise, she left with peace of mind. She had been here many times. It was Shang Qingwen who brought her here. Subconsciously, she didn't want Shang Qingwen to know about this. She was always in her dreams.
What would he think when he called Nie Zhanyun's name?
Are you thinking about her unresolved feelings, or something else!
Even she herself couldn't figure it out. She obviously didn't think that way. Could it be that she didn't even know what existed in her subconscious?
Watching Shu Ran leave, the psychiatrist asked his assistant to close the door gently, turned a camera on the desk and sighed slightly, "You saw it too!"
A voice came from the other side, "Your conclusion!"
The psychiatrist hesitated for a while, seeming to be thinking about what the so-called boundaries of professional ethics should be, but in the end he shook his head helplessly. Professional ethics also depends on the person. If this person is your big boss, you should hold him
If he can use his money to do his own thing, what kind of ethics can he have?
"There should be a lot of things in her subconscious that she doesn't even know about herself, but I tried and couldn't find out! I suspect that she had been deeply hypnotized by someone, and this person was smart enough to use it during the hypnosis process.
Other methods will make it impossible for those who want to understand and break through her psychological defenses through hypnosis to continue."
"What's the purpose of this?"
"If the human brain is compared to an internal storage device, someone uses a special method to implant some important things into her brain and blur it subconsciously. Simply put, it is using other people's brains to store it for themselves.
The information is just kept secret for the other party, but it is not permanent. This information will be interspersed in the form of dreams! Or it will suddenly explode under certain opportunities."
"What other information did you get from her dream?"
The psychiatrist paused and frowned, "Just like she has a strong sense of anti-reconnaissance, I can feel her rejection when I ask. I'm afraid this has something to do with the person who deeply hypnotized her, and I can't tell if I ask! But -
"-" The psychiatrist said, his eyes narrowed, "I feel like this is just the beginning!"
Those fragmented memory pictures seem a bit messy, but the real hidden key points have not yet been revealed!
Just the tip of the iceberg!
"Or maybe someone wants to let her remember him forever in this way!"
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When she learned that Shang Qingwen had a bad cold, Shu Ran was in the research institute checking the archives of antiquities in the past two months. She couldn't take any time off at home, and she was even more worried about sleeping because of the dream she had last night.
With a hint of fear, I simply came to the institute and started opening the files of the past two months, hoping to get myself back to my previous working status as quickly as possible.
If a person wants to calm down, the best way is to focus on doing something he likes, just like Nuan Yangyang. Nuan Yangyang can stay in the laboratory for a week for a research project, eating, sleeping and thinking about everything.
It was related to the experiment. When Shu Ran laughed at her for being a workaholic, Nuan Yangyang rolled his eyes. Who had gone to the library for two weeks in a row and swept away all the official and unofficial history of that dynasty for an ancient object? He even screamed in his dreams.
Who is this?
People often say that birds of a feather flock together, but Shu Ran actually feels that this saying makes sense, and it couldn't be more appropriate to apply it to her and Nuan Yangyang.
Lin Xuejing said that she and Nuan Yangyang are the same type of people. They are unwilling to give up until they hit the wall and are as stubborn as a cow. They also have a persistent mentality of never giving up on the things they like. Sometimes they use the word "crazy"
There are no two words to describe it enough!
The vibration of her cell phone brought her back from her thoughts. Now she has developed the habit of putting her cell phone in her trouser pocket. She has also set her cell phone to vibrate, just because she is afraid that she will not feel the incoming text messages and the cell phone will be on her thigh.
The vibrations made her tingle for a while. She took out her phone and glanced at the content of the text message. Then she didn't care that she couldn't hear and immediately called. When she realized that the call was connected, she nervously said, "Why do you have a cold?"
?Have you taken your medicine?"
Shu Ran couldn't hear the other party's voice. After saying this, assistant Lin Xuer happened to come in. Just now, Shu Ran asked her to help find the file information for the past two months, and now she came in with the information.
"Shu Ran, what time is it now and you still want to read the information? Hey, I just heard from the senior brother outside that you will sleep in the office tonight. Do you want to stay up late and work overtime to read the information? You desperate mother-in-law, as soon as you come back
It makes everyone in the institute as passionate as chicken blood. You don’t have to work so hard, right? Come on, I’ll bring you a bed and a thin quilt later. The central air-conditioning at night is not good for your physique.
It’s a bit cold!”
After Lin Xuer got no response after speaking, she suddenly remembered Shu Ran's current special situation. She couldn't help but slapped her forehead in annoyance. Seeing what Shu Ran was saying on the phone, she had to drink the milk tea she brought in.
He put it on the desk and quietly left.
"Why did you catch a cold when you were fine?" Shu Ran sighed, pressed the button on the phone and sent it, waiting for the words flashing on the screen. The four words that popped up made her feel tired all afternoon.
All swept away.
I miss you!
Shu Ran looked at those words and couldn't help but blush slightly. She held the phone for a while and didn't know how to respond to him. He usually had a lot of love words when the two of them got along, and he always had a way to make her
Her face was red, her ears were red, and her heart was beating fast. Shu Ran lowered her finger and sent three words without using her voice!
Me too!
They had only been apart for two days. Although she kept herself busy, she always felt empty around her when she was free. If it was like when he was around in the past, he should be in the study at this time, busy with things that he had not finished during the day.
files, and she always likes to walk in quietly and hug him from behind, making a surprise move, but in the end he is holding him in his arms. She can't sleep with him, and he just happens to hold him with one hand.
He looked at her and signed his name smoothly with one hand where needed.
Shu Ran, who felt that time was flying five minutes ago, suddenly realized why time was passing so slowly? It was only the second day!
g on?
When Shu Ran saw this sentence, her tone choked up. She raised her eyes and looked around the office, pausing on the sandalwood bookshelf for a while. Even though she was the only one in the office now, she still touched it with some guilt.
Touching my nose, I felt that if I told him now that I was working night shifts in the research institute, he would be angry!
Shu Ran only sent the word "en" to her. She was so guilty that her heart beat faster when she said "good night", and her heart almost jumped out of her chest when she ended the call.
call------
This is not good at lying!
Shu Ran felt that if it were in front of Shang Qingwen, she would definitely not be able to say the word "en" with a guilty conscience, because he would look at you calmly with those deep eyes, always seeing how guilty you are.
Recruit it yourself.
Fortunately, he is not here!
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"Well, I feel guilty!" Lang Run, who was sitting in the back seat of the car, said softly and reached out to touch his forehead. Alas, this kid actually felt so guilty after telling a lie. He began to look at the man sitting next to him.
Have you abused/mistreated others?
Shang Qing Wenzheng frowned because she just heard another person's voice on the phone, saying that it was so late now and she was still reading information in the office. She raised her hand and looked at the clock on her wrist. It's this time. Stay up late? Why not?
Sleeping directly in the office?
Shang Qingwen frowned when he put down the phone. This girl started to lie to him!
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Shu Ran stayed in the office of the research institute for one night. It was a bit of a change of place. In addition, she was afraid of sleeping and having those dreams, so she had an uneasy sleep. She just had a saying, whatever you are afraid of will come to you, this kind of
The scene that she subconsciously didn't want her to dream about invaded her dream again. At five o'clock in the morning, she was no longer sleepy.
She went to bed at three in the morning and woke up at five in the morning. Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with a cup of strong coffee, Shu Ran began to examine her dreams. Both Shu Tongya and the psychiatrist told her that she would scream desperately in her dreams.
Nie Zhanyun's name. When she confirmed the news, cold sweat broke out on her palms. She didn't know why she called his name. Could it be that it was just as the psychiatrist said, because the weight of that person in her subconscious was so heavy?
Even she herself doesn't know.
Could it be that she still misses Nie Zhanyun deeply in her heart?
Silk----
The hot coffee in the cup burned her fingers because of the shaking of her hands. She almost threw the cup away as soon as she loosened her grip.
This is impossible!
This impossibility has been a foregone conclusion since she married Shang Qingwen. She did not have to look at Qin Muchu of the Shu Dynasty. She knew what she wanted. Even if she did not get together with Shang Qingwen in the end, she and Nie Zhanyun did not return.
It is possible to reach the past, not to mention, he is no longer here!
Shu Ran was exhausted and sat on the carpet with a cup in hand. The office building was very quiet in the early morning. This quiet atmosphere is most likely to evoke memories of the past, especially when people have just woken up from sleep.
However, Shu Ran doesn't dare to think about it now, and she doesn't dare to recall it, because what she is most worried about now is whether she has been dreaming countless times, just like the recent period, calling Nie Zhanyun's name in her dreams!
Shu Ran suddenly felt guilty. Her guilt towards Shang Qingwen became more and more serious, making her feel more and more guilty. It was so heavy that she couldn't breathe out.
how so?
Shu Ran felt that she was suffering from an anxiety disorder. Yes, the two consecutive days of mental stress made it impossible for her to have a peaceful sleep. This made her extremely distressed. She stayed in the research institute for most of the day and only spent one night.
After resting for less than two hours, she had symptoms of a trance after not staying up late for a long time. On her way home, she almost rear-ended someone else's car because she was in a trance. She only woke up when the brakes were applied.
Realizing the serious consequences of insomnia for two consecutive days, she did not dare to tell Shu Tongya for fear that they would worry. Her nerves had been too tense these two days, causing a vicious cycle that became more and more serious, so she thought of going to the hospital.
See if you can relax your tense nerves through medication.
Shu Ran made an appointment online to register at the psychiatric outpatient department of a large hospital. To be honest, she had never thought about reporting to this department. Maybe she was really depressed due to too much mental stress.
"Ms. Shu, you are so young. Have you been under too much pressure at work recently?" The doctor who received Shu Ran was an old doctor. He looked at Shu Ran's examination report and gently put it down, writing on the white paper with a pen.
There is writing on the paper, "I saw that all the indicators in your examination report are normal. Have you ever thought about trying psychological counseling therapy?"
Shu Ran sighed and told the doctor softly that she had gone for psychological counseling, but it still had no effect that day. Only then did she think about whether it was really her body that caused her depression.
The old doctor communicated with Shu Ran carefully using a pen, telling her that there were medicines to relieve mental stress, but he just told her that if she wanted to have children now, it would be better not to take these medicines!
Shu Ran came out of the pharmacy with a confused expression that turned pale. But as soon as she walked to the elevator, her nerves were so tight that it ached. She rubbed her painful temples with her hands. When she entered the elevator, her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't hold them up.
I followed the footsteps of others and walked out of the elevator in a daze. When I walked out, I suddenly realized that I was not at the bottom floor yet. What I saw was a refreshing light pink and light blue color. There were many cute smiling faces of children hanging on the pink and white walls.
The people walking in the corridor are strollers——
Pregnant woman?
I actually ended up at the obstetrics and gynecology department by accident!
There are many pregnant women sitting on the sofa in the rest area outside the outpatient office who are waiting for treatment. Their bellies are bulging. They are wearing large maternity clothes, flat shoes, without makeup, and have peaceful and calm smiles. Some are accompanied by their husbands, and some are accompanied by friends and besties.
, but there is no doubt that they all have a peaceful smile on their faces, and they will touch their bellies from time to time while talking and laughing. That smile makes Shu Ran couldn't help but raise the corners of her lips.
Every child is an angel. He has already brought the expected joy to his family before he came to the world. Even Shu Ran, an outsider, can feel this strong atmosphere at this time.
Love atmosphere!
Shu Ran stood aside, thinking about her unforgettable child, her throat was a little choked, and she was still holding tightly the anti-depression medicine she had just taken out from the pharmacy, and her fingernails were digging into the plastic bag.
A scene that seemed as clear as a dream suddenly flashed through my mind.
It hurt, it hurt. She was rolling on the ground in pain, and finally she hugged him and cried loudly. The warm liquid seeping out from between her legs seemed to drain all the strength from her body in an instant.
All disappeared with the warm breath——
Shu Ran's vision became blurred, she clutched the medicine bottle in her hand and retreated to the corner. In fact, she had tried hard to convince herself not to think about the things that had happened in the past. The fact that the child was gone could only be said to have no such fate, but
Seeing this scene, I still feel sad.
No, she is envious, envious to the point of jealousy!
Shu Ran didn't know how to describe her emotional state at this time. She leaned against a corner in the corridor, and her emotions became complicated and unpredictable. It was at this time that she deeply understood how much she longed for in her subconscious.
Hope you can get pregnant with his child!
The medicine bottle she held tightly in her hand was thrown into the trash can next to her. She was now working hard to recuperate her body. She drank Chinese medicine and made sure again and again that the medicine would not affect the child. That's why she persisted for so long. And that person just now
The doctor has also warned that if you want to have a child, it is best not to take this medicine!
Any kind of medicine may increase the probability of fetal malformation!
Shu Ran threw the medicine bottle in his hand into the trash can like a hot potato. After throwing it away, he couldn't help but gasp. He took a deep breath to adjust his mentality. He turned around and was about to walk to the elevator when he suddenly saw a familiar figure.
The figure had just come out of the outpatient clinic. She caught a glimpse of the figure walking very slowly and looking a little dazed. She stopped, followed quickly, and grabbed the other person's hand in the stairwell.
Xuejing!
Shu Ran thought she had seen the wrong person, but when she grabbed the other person's hand, the gold bracelet on the other person's wrist made her skin feel cold, and she was once again sure that she had not mistaken the person.
Lin Xuejing wears a gold bracelet on her right wrist.
However, Shu Ran had just grabbed her hand, and when they looked at each other, Lin Xuejing threw herself into her arms and hugged her tightly. Her whole body was shaking uncontrollably. Shu Ran listened to what she said.
It's not clear, but Shu Ran saw the ultrasound examination report sheet she was holding tightly in her hand.
The echo of the gestational sac can be seen in the uterine cavity, the size is 1.9*0.6, the shape and position are normal, the yolk sac can be seen in the sac, and the intrauterine pregnancy is 5w4d.
Shu Ran was hugged tightly and was completely shocked.
She is pregnant!
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In the car, Shu Ran took out a tissue and handed it to Lin Xuejing who was sitting next to her. After the two came out of the hospital and got into the car, Lin Xuejing didn't say a word, but her eyes were frighteningly red. Shu Ran had already put her medical records and
I read the inspection report carefully. After reading it, I let out a low sigh. I saw Lin Xuejing's mood gradually calmed down and then she said softly, "Have you figured out what to do?"
Mother Wei is the head nurse, and also the head nurse of the obstetrics and gynecology department. Lin Xuejing’s pregnancy cannot be hidden for long!
Shu Ran heard from Wei's mother that Lin Xuejing had a boyfriend recently, who was from the Runlang Group's Biological Research Laboratory. She got confirmation from Nuan Yangyang, because the man named Fanchen happened to be Nuan Yangyang.
colleague.
"I don't know!" Lin Xuejing shook her head. Her face was slightly pale and she closed her eyes in pain. She suddenly clenched her hand into a fist and punched her stomach hard.
"what are you doing?"
Lin Xuejing's actions frightened Shu Ran. He reached out and grabbed her hand to stop her from hurting herself again. How fragile is the child? You can't imagine how fragile the baby is. How can his mother have the heart to hurt him like this?
?
Shu Ran felt distressed for a while, and it hurt when Lin Xuejing punched her!
Lin Xuejing, whose hand was held tightly by Shu Ran, cried loudly, hugging Shu Ran's neck and crying hard.
"Of course, he is getting married soon, but I am pregnant with his child. However, what should I do?"
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