212, the love of a benefactor suddenly becomes a dream
Xie Yunshu cried bitterly for a long time and raised her head from his arms. With misty eyes, she said, "Xiao Yichen, what role do you play in taking me in?" This is her sadness. She doesn't even have a natal family to rely on. She has no one else but Zhenzhen and him.
Can go.
He hesitated for a moment, then asked: "Is this important? I will always protect you and take care of you, that's enough." Did she think that he coveted her beauty and body and that's why he always held on to her?
It's absolutely impossible.
She raised her head stubbornly and grabbed his sleeves with her fingers, "No, this is very important. I want to ask clearly." He was not someone who took advantage of others, but what was his true intention?
In the quiet living room, there was only the sound of her sobbing. Xiao Yichen looked down at the fragile but persistent woman in front of him, and said helplessly: "I don't want to call you Xie Yunshu, I just want to call you Yinglian. I hope you will always be the first person to see me.
At that time, you were pure and beautiful with a touch of sadness. You made me fall in love at first sight at that time. I could control you at that time, but later, you were no longer." Later, she returned to Qinzhou without hesitation because of her child, and returned to Qiao.
Next to Ye, I didn't want to hit my head and get bleeding, and become injured now.
Her hands dropped weakly and she asked calmly: "Xiao Yichen, are you going to take me in as a benefactor?" She thought he would say friend, but he still stayed in the feelings when they first met. When they first met, she thought he would say friend.
At that time, she was a plaything and he was a patron. Even if it was appreciation, it ended up being a physical transaction.
Seeing her disappointed look, Xiao Yichen hurriedly explained: "No, there may be countless men in the world who fall in love with women in Red Square, but you should know that I am different from them." If she could stay with him and give her heart to him,
He was willing not to touch her in that life.
Xie Yunshu smiled sadly and said softly: "Yes, you are different from them, but you will inevitably fall into the cliché one day." One day, like all normal men, he will still possess her and let her enjoy her.
She has only had sex with Qiao Ye so far, but the hurt he caused her has made her never want to be close to any man again.
Xiao Yichen knew what she meant and said sincerely: "Can you give me a chance and let me prove myself to you." Prove his true feelings and exchange his true feelings for her heart.
Xie Yunshu stood up, held the flower stand on the side precariously, and said coldly: "It's not up to me whether you give me a chance or not. I'm almost out on the street now. I should be satisfied with you taking me in." She is as sad as she is, no matter where she wanders.
Woolen cloth.
He was afraid that her misunderstanding would be further deepened, so he stood up with her, supported her and said, "Yinglian, don't say that. No matter what situation you come to me for, or what situation you seek help from me, I will accept you without hesitation." As long as you can help her.
The opportunity is close to her heart, no matter what the circumstances, it doesn't matter.
She lowered her eyes, looked at the carpet, and turned her face to one side, "That's it. I'm tired. Give me a bed to rest." They said that a sleep would be enough, and she wanted to try it.
"Why don't you eat something first?" Judging from her physical strength, it seemed like she couldn't sustain it for another hour.
She shook her head and said, "I have no appetite." Her heart was broken and her stomach was not hungry at all.
He was worried that her body would not collapse after such a shock. He advised: "If you don't eat, you will run out of milk. What will happen to the two babies?" She loved them, so she couldn't help but think about them.
Xie Yunshu's heart ached, and she raised her head and asked: "Baby? I can't even figure out who their father is now. How do you want me to face them?" She and Qiao Ye had been looking forward to it for nine months because they were happy.
It's so terrible that now I can't even tell who my father is. How should I continue in the future?
Seeing her sadness, he stopped talking and followed her: "Let's go, I'll take you to rest." Because he didn't want her to have trouble climbing the stairs, he took her to a suite on the first floor facing the southeast.
The decoration is simple, with a sofa and TV in the outer room, and a large bed and bathroom in the inner room.
"This is a suite. The baby will live in the outside room from now on, and you can take care of her in the inside room." He closed the curtains and blackout cloth in the bedroom for her, and the room instantly became much darker, which was perfect for sleeping.
"Yeah." She looked at the unfamiliar big bed, but she couldn't even resist it in her heart.
He looked at her cold expression and asked, "Do you want me to accompany you?"
"No need." She shook her head and refused lightly.
Although Xiao Yichen was worried, he had to leave her some space, "Okay, then I'm outside, call me if you need anything." Xiao Yichen stood at the door of the room, half-opening the door, and looked at her.
"Yes." She threw off her slippers, lifted the corner of the quilt, and got into the quilt. The quilt was a little cold, which made her whole body lose heat, and the softness was like being in the clouds.
Seeing that she was sleeping soundly, Xiao Yichen relaxed a little and closed the door outside.
She sank into the quilt, feeling as if her heart was as gray as ashes, and she didn't move at all.
She wanted to fall asleep quickly, but she was shaken by the events of the day. How could she fall asleep? Her originally happy family collapsed in an instant. She fled hundreds of kilometers away, but she still couldn't escape the hurt.
She forced herself to fall asleep, maybe everything would be fine once she fell asleep, and when she woke up she found that everything was just a dream.
Opening his eyes, Qiao Ye sat beside her bed and said with a soft smile: "Honey, are you awake? Get up and have dinner."
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As night fell, Xie Yunshu woke up quietly, lifted the quilt, got out of bed and left the room. I don't know when a big bed was set up outside, but the two babies still looked sleeping.
In the darkness, she stood blankly by the bed, looking at the sleeping baby. As if she was an afterthought, she clearly recalled the great changes of the day. Tears fell down again, and her whole body was as clear as day.
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Xiao Yichen heard the sound of the door opening in the living room, walked to the door of the suite, and looked at her faint back in the blurred light. Feeling her heartache in the darkness, he gently approached her and hugged her tightly from behind.
The more she cried, the fiercer she became, but she could not vent the blow and hurt she had suffered that day.
There was warmth in his chest, like the only light and heat in hell. She turned around and threw herself into his arms, crying even more wildly. But what's the use of crying, there is nothing to go back to, and she can never go back.
Her cries seemed to come from her heart, and the sound reached his eardrums, making him feel heartbroken. He did not dare to speak, for fear of triggering her tears again.
She wanted to push away this embrace, this ambiguous embrace, but she realized again that she had nowhere to escape except staying here.
Xiao Yichen felt powerless. If he could erase this memory of hers, he would do it for her so that he would no longer suffer. Unfortunately, he couldn't.
Caressing her back, he gently advised: "Yinglian, stop crying, you'll hurt your eyes by crying." Qiao Ye was too cruel, he had caused her such injury, and he must get it back for her.
