This was the first time that she threw herself into his arms without hesitation, because she felt that all her energy was used up and she could only find someone to rely on for warmth.
In the darkness, she huddled against his chest and choked, "Xiao Yichen, I feel so hurt and so cold." Her words were filled with sobs that he could hardly hear her clearly.
Xiao Yichen stroked her head and comforted her patiently, "Don't be afraid, I'm here to warm you, and you won't be cold or in pain." How long will it take to heal her injury this time? He didn't know.
, but very calmly.
"If he kicked me out alone today, I really don't know what else to do." This unfamiliar embrace accepted her without hesitation and gave her a place to stay.
He listened to her fragile confession and was calmly relieved: "Well, I think it's worth it to help you when you are in trouble." If he couldn't help you in times of need, then his protection couldn't be called protection.
After a while, he calmed down her emotional fluctuations, broke the silence and said softly: "Thank you, all this has nothing to do with you." For her, he even did not hesitate to use his own reputation to say that the child was his.
Xiao Yichen sighed inaudibly and replied: "You never need to thank me, I did all this voluntarily." It is better to wait for a long time and have the opportunity to pay for her than to spend my whole life just watching her from a distance and being her.
Hello friends.
She raised her head and looked into his eyes in the darkness, which were dark and shiny. She asked, "How long will it take to be willing?" What if he only sympathized for a moment, which meant that one day she would still be given up.
He let go of his arm, stood in front of her, bowed his head and replied, "As long as you want." As long as she was willing, she would give him a chance, and he would protect her forever.
She lowered her head a little lonely and said in confusion: "I don't know how long I will need it." No one is born to owe another person, and she cannot always ask for it from him.
Xiao Yichen hugged her and walked out of the room, and said in a bright tone: "Don't think about being unhappy, I will help you heat dinner." The days will go on, and she will finally come out.
Xie Yunshu shook her head feebly and looked down at the floor, "I have no appetite." Although she had been hungry all day, she didn't feel hungry at all.
He walked into the kitchen, casually took out a few dishes from the refrigerator, put them in the microwave, and said to her beside her: "Eat whatever you want, and be obedient." His tone was relaxed, as if he was just teaching a picky child.
She stood aside in silence, no longer refuting. How could she not know his thoughts? It was better not to worry him.
In a moment, he heated up the food for her, brought it to the dining table together, and pulled out a chair for her.
Xie Yunshu watched him busy for a while, not daring to touch him. He sat down and obediently picked up the chopsticks and started eating. Seeing that she was eating obediently, he finally felt relieved.
After eating in silence for a while, she thought that she didn't have much time to take care of the baby today and didn't know what their condition was, so she asked him: "Is the baby okay?" If something like this happened, she couldn't be blamed for being an irresponsible mother.
.
Xiao Yichen saw her asking about the baby and knew that she had regained her senses. She said truthfully: "The nanny and the confinement nanny will take care of them together. They eat well and sleep well. Don't worry." Now these two children should be able to become her bond.
She will worry about them no matter what she does.
She took a snack, lowered her head and continued to eat. After a while, she looked around and said to him: "Xiao Yichen, your house is really big." Although she didn't turn on the headlights to illuminate it, she could already tell that it was very close in the warm light.
luxurious.
He didn't understand what she said, and didn't know whether it was appreciation or rejection. He replied: "If you don't like it, we will move back to the apartment you lived in before." Living in a small apartment like that with a baby should be very satisfying.
It feels like family.
Xie Yunshu felt uncomfortable hearing his accommodation and said calmly: "No need to bother, it's not important." She ate half full and put down her chopsticks.
Xiao Yichen did not force her to eat more, and pulled her out of the restaurant and sat on the sofa. She gently let go of his hand to avoid close contact with him.
He didn't pay attention and asked, "Do you want to watch TV?" Sitting quietly, she was afraid that she would think of sad things again.
She leaned on the back of the sofa, closed her eyes and replied, "I don't want to look." Right now, she didn't want to think about anything, she just wanted to be still.
Xiao Yichen stood up and turned on the music player. Piano music played softly from the speaker, which made people relax. He sat back on the sofa and suggested, "Then lean on me and rest for a while."
"Yeah." She had just woken up not long ago, but she still wanted to sleep again. She tilted her head and leaned on his shoulder, closed her eyes, and fell asleep unconsciously.
Xiao Yichen was leaning against her, listening to the music she often played, sitting quietly and meditating.
A few minutes later, she stopped moving, and he realized that she had fallen asleep. Worried that she might not sleep well on the sofa or catch a cold, he gently picked her up and went upstairs to his room.
He didn't turn on the light, he fumbled to put her down and covered her with the quilt. He also lay down on the quilt, sleeping next to her, and held her hand under the quilt. Her fingertips were cold, and the soft touch was wrapped by him.
in hand.
He stopped thinking about it and fell asleep with her.
When Xie Yunshu woke up again, he no longer knew what time it was in the morning.
She was actually in his room, and the two of them were sleeping with their clothes on. He was already asleep, breathing evenly and calmly. She took her hand out of his warm palm, and seeing that he was not awake, she gently opened the quilt and put on her shoes.
bed.
She walked to the first floor to find some water, and while standing in the darkness and silence, she heard the faint cry of the baby in the room. The confinement nurse was probably asleep. She was very tired from taking care of the baby for a day, so she didn't hear the baby.
cry.
She pushed the door open, turned on the bedside lamp, and stood by the bed looking at the crying Zhong Ling. The baby was crying heartbrokenly, which made her nose feel sore. She wanted to lean over and pick up the baby to comfort her, but she froze in place.
land.
She thought of the scene when Qiao Ye nuzzled the baby's cheek, and her heart was filled with grief, and her head was tormented with pain. Baby, you will be gone forever. You will not have a father to love and care for you wholeheartedly. No one has to be greedy for those beautiful things and happiness.
There will be no more, and all that will be left is resentment and despair.
She was in a daze, stumbled to the living room, looked around, picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table, and without hesitation, stabbed her wrist deeply.
In the darkness, she felt a cramping pain involving her heart and all the nerves in her body, and dark liquid flowed out from her white wrist. It fell to the ground and flowed into a small river.
The texture of her skin was cut open, and it had to be said that it was painful. The pain was so painful that it collided with her rationality. The next moment, she felt that the pain in her heart was no longer so painful, and there was a sense of joy and relief in her mind.
Her thoughts were in a trance, and she laughed sadly for a moment, and then laughed so loudly that tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
Qiao Ye, Qiao Ye! You are not a human being! You hurt me over and over again! You never tire of it! You really have a good heart. I love you with all my heart, but you still have to hurt me in the end! You are so good! I will get rid of you right now.
, I will die for you to see!
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