On a quiet night, in a quiet building, Xiao Yichen was awakened by the sound of her crying and laughing, only to find that she was no longer beside the pillow, so he hurriedly turned on the light and rushed out of the room.
In the huge living room, her eyes were dazzled by the light that was suddenly turned on. She saw clearly for a moment that it was Xiao Yichen who was coming, staggering towards him, with a stiff smile on her face, and raised her hand covered with blood to him.
The blood was dripping all over the floor. It looked like a crime scene, with the bloody knife thrown on the floor.
Xiao Yichen was frightened by her almost crazy look, and hurriedly pulled a piece of sofa cloth and wrapped it around her wrist. The wound was very deep, and the skin was ripped open and bleeding.
Knowing that she was seriously injured, he grabbed her wallet and car keys from the shoe cabinet at the door, clamped her arms and went out.
The temperature outside was a bit cold, so Xiao Yichen didn't care much and stuffed her into the passenger seat. She was so cold that she sat in the car and bent over, hugged herself, and burst into tears again.
At that moment, Xiao Yichen only prayed to the sky, hoping that she would not be driven crazy by this blow, and that she could survive it.
It was twenty minutes after she arrived at the hospital, but the blood on her wrist did not stop. It quietly soaked into the wrapping cloth, making it extremely bright red. She stared blankly at the bright red in front of her eyes without saying a word.
Xiao Yichen was so anxious that she almost went crazy. He stopped the car casually, took her right arm and strode into the emergency department.
He grabbed a doctor on duty and said urgently: "Doctor, she cut her wrist. Please help her take a look."
The doctor in the emergency room had never seen a critically ill patient before. He calmly untied the blood cloth randomly wrapped around him. After inspecting it, he shook his head and said: "The injury is quite deep and it's still bleeding. It's a major blood vessel. It needs surgery to suture it."
Blood vessel."
He nodded sharply and agreed, "Okay, let's do the surgery." If the blood continued to flow, her life would be in danger.
The doctor called the nurse and took the two of them into a simple operating room. "The operation is quite painful and requires anesthesia. The anesthesia requires the signature of the family members." He handed him a family confirmation letter.
Xiao Yichen suddenly thought that she still had a nursing baby, and said to the doctor: "But she is breastfeeding now." Medication may have an impact on the baby.
The doctor looked at Xie Yunshu, who was in despair, and replied: "Then we can't use anesthesia. Let's use local epidermal anesthesia." The child's mother is still trying to commit suicide. What's going on?
She was lifted up by him and placed on the hospital bed dedicated to surgery. She suddenly woke up and asked doubtfully: "Xiao Yichen?" This man seemed to be crazy when he saw her. Was he playing with her?
Xiao Yichen was furious at her repeated reactions. He clamped her chin and stared into her eyes and shouted: "Gu Yinglian! I won't allow you to commit suicide! Just live a good life for me!" He just stared at her too little.
After a while, she went crazy and committed self-mutilation. How could she explain to herself and the two babies if she accidentally died?
She was frightened by his anger, but suddenly laughed and said: "Why? Qiao Ye wants me to die, so I will die in front of him." Touching the memory will cause heart-wrenching pain, and she has had enough.
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He looked at her miserable look, and his heart was as painful as hers, and reminded him: "But have you thought about the two babies? What will happen to them if you die? Who can you entrust them to?"
The doctors and nurses on the side were already ready. They simply fixed her on the bed and used cotton dipped in local anesthetic solution to press on her wound.
She let others manipulate her, looking at the operating shadowless light on her left, her eyes blurred. "Yes, there are two unidentified babies. They are not yet one month old." They are still so delicate in their small appearance.
It must have been her bad luck since childhood that caused them trouble.
He watched the doctor start to look at the wound. The bloody scene made him unbearable. He looked at her and said, "There is still a long way to go. Believe me, everything will be fine."
She closed her eyes, chuckled and replied: "Of course, there is nothing worse than a suicide attempt." There was a slight touch on her wrist, but the pain in her heart did not subside.
Seeing her world-weary look, he changed the subject and said, "You need surgery to sew up the blood vessels now. I'll stay with you and you can bear it." Hopefully the local anesthetic could stop some of the pain for her.
She turned her head to the side, ignoring her wrist, "I just cut it open, and now I have to sew it up. It's really contradictory." If she was dead, Xiao Yichen wouldn't have to bother so much.
Xiao Yichen was almost helpless against her and begged: "Ying Lian, I beg you to stop making trouble and live well." There are many women who have been abandoned by their husbands, but there are only a few who commit suicide like her. There is no difficulty that cannot be overcome.
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"..." His tone begged, but she became even more powerless and closed her eyes in silence.
He thought of Qiao Ye, filled his heart with hatred, and said angrily: "If you hate him, can I avenge you?" Qiao Ye was nothing special, and it was easy to make him pay the price.
She opened her eyes suddenly, stared at the ceiling, and said coldly: "No, I don't want his shadow to appear in my world anymore." If you look at him more, you will definitely feel more sad.
Xiao Yichen said again: "Then I will take you and your children away and start a new life."
These two children had nothing to do with him, and he did not need to be responsible for them. She had no energy to speak anymore and said calmly: "Stop talking."
After the operation, her wrist was tightly wrapped with gauze. After more than ten minutes, the anesthetic effect disappeared and pain suddenly came over her.
She exhaled and sighed: "It's such an enjoyable feeling." It was more enjoyable than what she felt after taking a cut.
Xiao Yichen knew that she was in pain, so he held her right hand and advised: "Just hold my hand if it hurts and vent it on me." Being able to accompany her in pain would make him feel less sad.
Xie Yunshu turned to look at him and said with a forced smile: "Xiao Yichen, you are such a good person."
He felt even more distressed when he saw her smile, and said sadly: "Don't abuse yourself. He is at large now, but you are in such pain."
She closed her eyes again, feeling extremely tired, and said lightly: "It doesn't hurt, nothing can compare to the pain in my heart."
"Don't be brave with your mouth, but be brave in your heart. Don't commit suicide easily." Suicide also has a chance of success. Maybe one day it succeeds and it will never come back.
"It will definitely be comfortable if you die." She lay flat on her back, a drop of clear tears flowing from the corner of her eyes, sliding across her temples, and secretly combing her temples.
Hearing her decadent words, he said angrily: "What will happen if your two babies die? Why are you so irresponsible?" They became orphans before they were even a month old, and it was hard to imagine their future.
Xie Yunshu recalled her surprise when she first found out she was pregnant, recalled the day she met Qiao Ye during an abortion, recalled how he brought her back and she became a treasure in his hand, and recalled the joy of the two having twins. Everything suddenly became clear.
