It seems that everything has been settled, those who deserve punishment have been brought to justice, and the Xu family has once again reached the top of the political stage.
It just leaves us with an unsatisfactory ending. If you get something, you will naturally have to sacrifice it. The more you gain, the more you sacrifice. How can I not understand this truth?
Sighing softly, his eyes focused on the silver ring on the ring finger of his left hand, "Xu Ziyang, we..."
"Qianqian, I'll take you and Yiyi home."
Tears rolled down his face, and he said: I will send you and Yiyi home. Instead, we will go home.
What is home? Home is made up of you, me, and children. However, when Xu Ziyang sent me back to the apartment, he stood at the doorframe but did not come in. He was silent and his eyes were dark.
Finally, he turned around and left, disappearing from my blurry sight.
After traveling thousands of miles, I came back, but things have changed and people have changed.
I closed the door gently, carried my sleeping daughter into the bedroom and placed her on the bed. After covering herself with a quilt, I walked out of the room. As far as I could see, the furnishings on the first floor remained unchanged, and the windows were spotless. It was obvious that someone had lived here forever.
On the glass table in the bathroom, the toiletries are placed in the same position as when I left, as if I had never left.
Back in the living room, I buried my body in the sofa. Still feeling that it was not enough, I bent my legs and put them on the sofa, then buried my face between my knees. Waves of pain came over me. Xu Ziyang, you put me everywhere
How can I put you down in this house where your breath still lingers?
However, you even sacrificed Gu Qingwei, so will the choice between you and Tong Xiaohan still be the same as before? Are you so helpless at this time that you can't turn back? You have always said that you can give me happiness.
Only you, now you, can you still allow me to be the only one?
Two days later, my mother caught up with her. Her eyes were wet before she even entered the door. I quickly led her to see Xiao Yiyi. The baby was already eleven months old, and I weaned her from the breast when she was eight months old.
The older she gets, the smarter she becomes, and she is not afraid of strangers. She beamed with joy when she first saw her grandmother, making her mother burst into laughter.
My mother helped me take care of the children, and I had some free time. Lin Mobin came back that day. On the surface, I always liked to bury this boy, but in fact, I felt indescribable gratitude to him in my heart.
On the day of the court trial, I wanted to go to the hearing, but I knew that based on my status, I would not be able to enter or leave that place without guidance. It was calm for many days, during which I did not go out of my way to inquire about his news.
An Ning is waiting for him to give me the final answer. No matter what the answer is, I think I will accept it.
I didn't expect Su Min to come to our door. After we found a nearby teahouse and sat down, Su Min's first words were: "I'm sorry." I blew the hot air in the cup and lowered my eyes on the table without looking.
She just said quietly: "These three words should not be said to me, but to Zijie."
She lost her voice and fell into a long silence. After a long time, she slowly said: "My uncle put you under house arrest. I didn't know about it until not long ago. He and I were already married at that time."
I was slightly startled. When Su Mu Nian showed me their wedding photos, he had already made such a guess. Sure enough, Su Min didn't know about this. I couldn't help but sigh. A planned torrent had drowned many people, including her.
He Zijie, me and Xu Ziyang.
After a pause, she said softly: "On the night of the wedding, he secretly got up in the middle of the night and smoked on the balcony for half the night. He didn't come in until early in the morning. At that time, he was standing outside under the starry sky, and I secretly stared at his face.
The figure on the back is so lonely and sad. Some things are deliberately ignored, but you can notice them as long as you pay attention. For example, at my wedding, why did only Xu Ziyang come and not you? At that time, I thought it might be because I was afraid of attracting attention.
I misunderstood, but after thinking about it carefully I realized that it was not the case.
It wasn't until one day that I overheard his conversation with his younger uncle, and I suddenly understood the real reason. It turned out that you were hidden and under house arrest by your younger uncle; it turned out that all the good things he did to me, including this marriage, were
For you; it turns out that he has never liked me... I went to my uncle and asked him to let you go, but he asked me if I could see my heart clearly?
Later, I thought about it for a long time, and slowly I understood it clearly. There is no doubt that I love him, and it is also true that he does not love me. Then I can only do my best to help him and make him succeed, and the time I spent with him
There is a deadline, and the deadline is the day you come back. I feel anxious almost every day, fearing that that day will come, but when I actually see you appear, I breathe a sigh of relief. He finally waited, and he is fulfilled.
So, it’s time for me to let go.”
"You want to divorce him?" I was slightly surprised.
Su Min smiled miserably, "I owe him this, I must give him his freedom."
"Already proposed?" She nodded slightly, and I asked again: "What was Zijie's reaction?"
"He just asked me if I had thought about it?"
I sighed with emotion, I really felt sorry for Zijie. "Su Min, do you know where you went wrong? It was not that Zijie had no feelings for you at first, but you pushed his heart away. Marriage is not
The tool to achieve his goal, this is why Zijie would rather risk his life to negotiate with your Su family than take advantage of your feelings for him. But the cruel reality and the powerful fate forced him to leave.
road, so you will bear the ultimate bitter consequences."
However, I know that the bitter consequences are not only for her, but also for Zijie. I did not witness this marriage with my own eyes, but I can feel the pain in Zijie's heart. If he had had feelings for Su Min at the beginning, then what will happen next?
How could he separate himself from his true feelings and completely disguise himself in the purposeful relationship? The most effective disguise is to put his own feelings into it, just like how Xu Ziyang did to me. So Su Min would not realize that he had a son until the truth came out.
Jay's motives are enough to prove that he has already been deeply involved.
And I will not tell Su Min these things. The world of love does not allow others to talk too much. A person knows whether his drinking water is cold or warm. The advice I gave her may not be correct. Only if she finds the right way by herself can she take the right path.
Choose the right direction. In her relationship with Zijie, she still lacks tempering and imposes her own wishes on him, but she doesn't know that it will only drive her further away.
Later, Su Min told me something about the final verdict. I finally learned the information that I couldn't find out from her. After she left, I sat alone and thought for a long time. Then I called my mother and told her
She said she would go back later. Then she went out to take a taxi. Along the way, I was thinking whether I should take this trip, but when I saw the haggard and dying woman in the ward, I could only sigh in my heart.
Su Min said that Ding Lan was sentenced to six months suspended for one year and deprived of political rights for life; Gu Qingwei was sentenced to three months, which was also suspended because of his terminal illness. In terms of punishment, the two sentences were not severe.
And there was a suspended sentence at the end, which meant that Xu Ziyang let them go in the end and did not kill them all.
Feeling relieved, I wanted to meet Gu Qingwei, the woman who had troubled me for almost half my life. But I didn't expect that she was terminally ill, and it was the doctor I had seen from a distance who brought me here. No.
The guess was wrong, and she was indeed still recovering in this remote hospital, but according to the doctor, the blood had invaded her bloodstream, and the only people who could treat her, including her cousin and the man named An, had no news.
Behind the reality, there are actually many things that have not been told. I believe that after Xu Ziyang saw Gu Qingwei's true face, he gave up looking for someone who could cure blood poisoning. From another level, it is not so much that Xu Ziyang was judged in the end
He let her go, but he would never travel again as he had promised to her.
Although this man in a white coat looked indifferent, there was pain in his eyes. It was not difficult to see that he had feelings for Gu Qingwei. I had guessed this at the beginning, and also speculated that this might be Xu Ziyang's love for Gu Qingwei.
Gu Qingwei's arrangement was later buried by many things, and the essence gradually became unclear.
Gu Qingwei woke up after waiting for a while at the door of the ward. When she saw me, she looked stunned, and then she said quietly: "You are here." The voice was very soft, like a whisper between her lips, but
It was so quiet in the ward that even the softest sound could penetrate the eardrums.
The doctor left us some space, exited and closed the door.
I didn't sit down because I didn't want to have a long conversation. I actually had nothing to talk about with her in front of me. But when I learned about her final outcome, I just wanted to come and see her. I had resentment and entanglement with her.
, there was jealousy, it has long faded away in the dust.
She said: Yu Qian, you didn't win.
Feeling weak and with hidden hatred, I smiled, shook my head, and said softly: "Do you know what's the difference between you and me? You take winning and losing too seriously, but to me, winning and losing really aren't that important.
.I understand what you mean. You just want to say that he and Tong Xiaohan are getting along, but so what? No one can erase the fact that Xu Ziyang loves Yu Qian, and I will love him as always. In the end, there will be someone by his side.
We can all live well without me and with him by my side."
This is something I have thought through in my mind for a week. My love for Xu Ziyang has nothing to do with anyone else. He is the beautiful man who belongs to me alone in the Tongque Tower I built myself, not anyone else's. Although maybe time
Over time, each of us has someone else by our side, but one thing will not change. He will always be my daughter and the father I promised. His name is Xu Ziyang.
He and I will not forget each other because of the passage of time, and in the end, this relationship will be upgraded to a family relationship.
