Mu Yuxiu's extra episode: 2【One by one crown plus 2】
In fact, I only had sex with Song Chuning once. This is also my principle. Before Wen Wan returned to China, I would never have sex with the same woman for a second time.
After being with Wen Wan, I have never betrayed Wen Wan even physically.
Although I don’t consider myself a person who keeps faith and keeps promises, emotionally I have decided that I will never betray a woman again.
To be honest, compared with the number of sexual intercourse of other normal couples, Wenwan and I only had perfect intercourse four nights a month on average during the year we were together.
I am in my prime, and Wenwan is the woman I love deeply. To a certain extent, the joy Wenwan brings cannot satisfy me at all.
Real-life examples prove that most of the reasons for emotional discord, cheating, and divorce between couples are caused by disharmonious sexual life.
Wen Wan knew this very well and was afraid of wronging me, so when she first retreated from her relationship, one of the reasons was because she felt sorry for me in such a matter, and on the other hand, because I had had many women in the past, she felt
There's a good chance I'd betray her physically.
Her idea is not wrong and I don't blame her.
The only thing I could do was to use actions to prove to her my loyalty to her and to our marriage. That time in Tahiti I really couldn't suppress my desire anymore, so I used her hand.
Afterwards, I discovered that the method I had always resisted was not as humiliating as I imagined. At that moment, I even laughed at myself and thought that if I didn’t have gentleness in the future and I had physical needs again, I would rather use my own hands.
Once this is resolved, I will not look for another woman again.
This is also the biggest reason why I didn’t agree to Rong Zhaoyuan’s marriage to another person.
On the one hand, it is impossible for me to accept the body of another woman other than Wen Wan. Furthermore, I have promised to marry only once in my life, and I cannot spend the rest of my life with a woman other than Wen Wan.
I divorced Wenwan voluntarily, and no one can force me to do anything I don’t want to do, so it’s impossible for me to agree to Rong Zhaoyuan’s condition.
But on the other hand, both Chi Beizhe and Sheng Qizhou advised me to endure it for the time being since I had taken this step. As long as Wen Wan changed Rong Zhaoyuan's heart, I no longer had to abide by all the conditions I had promised.
So I thought about Wen Wan's short life, and Wen Wan's unwillingness to accept the heart of a living person. I could neither kill Rong Zhaoyuan, nor did I have time to continue the stalemate. In this case, I chose Song Chuning to act in this scene.
play.
One of the biggest reasons is that Song Chuning looks most like Wen Wan. Of course, this is other people’s opinions. In my eyes, Wen Wan is unique. All other women look the same. I treat Song Chu Ning the same as the women I have used in the past.
Same, nothing special.
But everyone talked privately that Song Chuning and Wen Wan were very similar. Rong Zhaoyuan knew that I couldn't let go of Wen Wan for a while, so after I divorced Wen Wan, I found a woman who was most similar to Wen Wan to date, which would be more convincing.
The second point is that I know Song Chuning likes me, so I can make better use of her.
I spent very little time with Song Chuning. I only had sex with her once, and she entered my circle of friends and told those people that I was dating her at that time. After getting acquainted with several of my friends, she often
Appearing at the dinner party between me and those friends also made them think that I was very close to Song Chuning.
I can't blame Song Chuning for doing this.
Because there are too many women who use my reputation to achieve certain purposes, just like I once shook hands with an actress and she started to use it to promote publicity. I cannot have so much free time to pay attention to the little things of these women.
Thoughts, little tricks.
There are too many people who would be brilliant if given a little sunshine. In my eyes, they are too vulnerable and not worth bothering with.
But this time Song Chuning violated my taboo.
After I asked that question, Song Chuning still didn't take away her arm.
A woman who is so clueless and self-aware, I really feel sad for her.
So I didn't give her a chance to speak. After pulling her away, I strangled her neck with my backhand, "Do you know that even I don't allow Wenwan to take off the ring? How dare you let her take it off?"
?Song Chuning, I just gave you a good look, so you dare to bully Wen Wan, right?"
I cherish Wenwan at the top of my heart. Except for the deliberate humiliation of her this time, how can others bully a woman who even I can't bear to hurt?
All those who have hurt Wen Wen, I will not let them end well.
Song Chuning's tears fell down. Even though I was pinching her neck, she still defended without giving up: "I was just talking, who knows she will actually take it off."
I thought it was ridiculous and said sarcastically to Song Chuning: "Whether she will take it off is one thing, but you told her to take it off is another matter. Even if she doesn't take it off, I won't tolerate Song Chuning anymore."
is you."
In fact, when Song Chuning said those words, I knew that Wen Wan would definitely return the ring to me.
It's just like I didn't expect her to be angry because I hugged Song Chuning. During that time, she didn't even care about death, and she didn't care about anything else.
But when Mu Qinghan found out about it later, Mu Qinghan accused me of irritating Wenwan and what if her heart disease recurred? She said that even if a heart patient does not die as soon as she is stimulated, since I love Wenwan, I won’t
Any risky behavior should be taken.
However, in my mind at that time, there was nothing more important than getting the heart and saving Wen Wan. I would rather be ruthless to stimulate her and hurt her, and I also wanted to finish the play.
As long as she doesn't die and she's still breathing, I can save her, and nothing else matters.
It turned out that my guess was right, Wen Wan's heart had become numb, and no one, not even me, could cause any more emotional fluctuations in her.
I know her better than I know myself.
I knew clearly that she would take off the ring, but my heart still hurt to the extreme at that time. I even lost the ability to speak and sat there stiffly, like a mute, unable to make any sound.
However, I growled countless times in my heart, "Don't take it off. Wenwan, you promised me never to take it off. You said that even if you die, you will take it to the coffin. Why don't you keep your promise?"
But I forgot that it was not her who broke her promise, but me.
I didn't perform that scene for Wen Wan. It doesn't matter what Wen Wan's reaction was. I performed it for the Rong family who were monitoring me.
No matter how reluctant I was in my heart, on the surface I still had to condone Song Chuning's behavior. If Song Chuning was at fault, I was equally at fault. After all, Song Chuning relied on me.
So I don't blame Wenwan.
I'm just heartbroken.
I probably used too much force, so Song Chuning felt scared. She tried her best to tell me to let go of my hand, and she returned the things I gave to Wen Wan.
I let go for the time being.
She calmed down for a while, then lifted the quilt and got out of bed from the other side, walked to the sofa and picked up her bag.
This is a newly purchased villa during the time when I didn’t go back to my mansion.
I only allowed Song Chuning to come over at night, but I never slept in the same room as her, and to prevent this kind of woman from climbing into my bed in the middle of the night, I always locked the door from the inside.
The reason why she was in my bed just now was probably because I drank too much after I came back last night, smashed everything in the house, and fell asleep after being exhausted, and she came in.
I only took off my suit. I guess she only dared to go to my bed and didn't have the guts to take off my clothes. The room was kept very clean by her. She must have wanted to make me responsible for her because of my drunken sex.
Such a ridiculous idea.
If I could get drunk, would I still be in such pain?
If alcohol can paralyze my heart and brain, how can I still want to be gentle, and the more I think about it, the more painful it becomes?
If there really was a panacea in this world that could make people forget, I wouldn't be living like this now.
Why am I still alive?
Because Wenwan is still alive.
Even if we may never be together again in this life, as long as she is still alive and well, I will treat myself well.
My heart ached again, and the pain even became tangible. I raised my hand and pressed it on my chest, wishing I could take my heart out and throw it away.
Song Chuning handed the things to me respectively.
I took it and held it in my palm. When she took out the jade bracelet, I clearly saw her hand slip and the jade bracelet fall down.
I tried to reach out my hand to pick it up, but it was already too late.
The next second, there was a "ding" sound, and the jade bracelet hit the floor and broke into two pieces.
My pupils dilated sharply, and I felt that the sound was like my heart was broken, and the jade bracelet that split into two parts also made me suddenly feel like I was missing something.
It was a gift from my grandfather to his grandson-in-law, Wen Wan, but now it was broken into pieces by an outsider.
After a few seconds, I looked up suddenly.
Maybe my expression at the moment was too scary. Song Chuning turned pale with fright and took a few steps back. Her shoulders and voice were trembling, "I... I didn't mean it. What are you... going to do?"
I never explain too much to a woman other than Wen Wan, not to mention that Rong Zhaoyuan's heart has been removed and Song Chuning has no use value. I might have kept her alive before, but it's impossible now.
I grabbed Song Chuning's shoulder with one hand, walked a few steps to the window, opened the window, and then threw her from the second floor without hesitation.
I heard the sound of something heavy falling to the ground, but it didn't matter.
I went back to put away the broken jade bracelet and decided to find the most skilled craftsman to repair it.
There's nothing to be sad about.
It's just split in two. I can definitely put it back together again.
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On the fourth day, I went back to Sheng’s house.
On the way, Chi Beizhe told me that Song Chuning was not dead, but I threw her from the second floor, which delayed the treatment time. Not only did she become disabled, her pelvis was also damaged and she lost her fertility.
I'm very satisfied with the result.
Being disabled is nothing, but for a woman, being unable to have children is the most terrifying thing.
Dinner has just started in the Sheng family.
Except that Sheng Qizhou has become closer to me recently, nothing else has changed. Sheng Shichang still doesn't treat me well. Shao Manzhu treats me more affectionately than my own mother treats me.
I dealt with it as usual, and it was a happy time, and on the surface it looked like a family.
During the dinner, Sheng Qizhou answered a phone call, and then his face suddenly turned pale. He, who had always been calm and unhurried, even slipped his cell phone from his hand.
Shao Manzhu asked Sheng Qizhou what happened.
It took half a minute for Sheng Qizhou to come to his senses, stand up and walk out, "I want to go to the United States immediately."
I saw his panicked look, and I probably guessed something.
Something happened to Wenwan.
Sure enough, Secretary Bi also called me long distance at this time.
She was such a calm person, but her voice was trembling at the same moment, but she controlled herself to finish speaking.
She said: "Wenwan's heart transplant operation failed and she died on the operating table."
That's probably what she meant. Anyway, she said a lot, but I only summed it up in this sentence. Then I calmly responded: "Yes, I understand." and hung up the phone.
I didn’t know if there was something wrong with my complexion. I thought there was nothing unusual about me, but Shao Manzhu asked me again what was going on.
"It's nothing, it's just that my ex-wife died on the operating table." I answered Shao Manzhu and continued eating my meal.
The rice cooked by the Sheng family is also very beautiful, it reminds me of the rice Wen Wan cooked for me, which is just like Pearl, too beautiful to eat.
So I really couldn't eat any more, so I stood up and pulled out my chair, "You guys can eat! There's still something to do in the company, so I'll go back first." Regardless of them calling me behind me, I walked out of Sheng's house.
I have to mention that today is New Year's Eve, and even a wealthy family like the Liansheng family has a peaceful and warm atmosphere.
I walked on the street and drove to my destination, and then somehow, I arrived at the gate of G University campus.
I took out my business card and walked in without waiting for the other party to greet me.
That night, I visited every place I had ever walked with Wenwan.
I lay on the bench under the tree, expecting the 17-year-old her to appear in front of me; I sat under a flower tree and looked in a certain direction.
Without her.
It's just pitch black.
I can't find her, I can't see her.
Finally, I smashed the window of the library and entered the library. Using the light of snow outside the window, I walked between the two bookshelves.
I clearly remember that at that time I was tired of her yelling from the seniors over and over again, so I pulled her here, grabbed the back of her head and kissed her.
It was her first kiss, and it was also mine.
Before kissing her, I looked up a lot of kissing techniques from the Internet. It turned out that she was very addicted and she collapsed in my arms.
I sit down.
On the day of the dinner, she asked Secretary Bi to hand over the red sweater to me. I remember that when I packed up her clothes and took them to the Rong family, the sweater was only half knitted. She obviously sacrificed too much to be able to hand it over to me that day.
It took me a lot of sleep to get out of it.
I always thought that she wanted to die and she didn't care about anything. I held Song Chuning in my arms and she didn't show any anger at all. But at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, she stretched out her hand and wished me happiness.
When she returned to the car, she fainted.
I rushed over and hugged her and realized that she actually held on until I completed the divorce procedures. Just like her "I wish you happiness" and just like her saying that her wish was fulfilled, she didn't want to be bound by a piece of marriage anymore.
I.
Now that she is dead, I don't feel sad at all, and I don't shed a single tear. Instead, I feel very relaxed.
Because in the past few days when she was away, I felt that living was too boring. I had the idea of suicide countless times. Now Secretary Bi said that she was dead. Regardless of whether it was true or not, I finally found an excuse for myself to be completely relieved.
I can sacrifice myself and let her live alone, but after she dies, I can no longer live alone in this world.
I am not afraid of death, but I am most afraid of living alone in this world.
I will die with her, this is never just talk.
I love her more than myself.
Give me the whole world and I don’t want it.
I just want to be gentle and I just want to be the number one in her heart.
At this moment, I was wearing the red sweater she knitted, and the gun was pointed at my chest.
"Wanwan, don't be afraid of death. I will accompany you and I will not let you be alone. I will follow you forever if you go from poverty to death."
