At this moment, Lin Shenshen felt that he had met the legendary charming demon. It was like an illusion, as if all the time in the world had stopped.
He said...he lost...what did he lose?
Lin Shenshen didn't understand the meaning of his words, so she just stared into his eyes, not daring to move.
Jinyang's slender and even fingers slowly moved from her eyelashes to her cheeks, stroking them gently.
Lin Shenshen's whole body trembled slightly with a hint of provocative lust.
"I always thought that I would definitely win this time. However, I never expected that this time, just like six years ago, I would still lose to you, and I would lose completely!"
When he said this, there was a hint of gritted teeth in his tone, as if he hated her, more like he hated himself!
However, the next second, his dark eyes became extremely soft, flashing with soul-stirring warmth, and his tone became softer and more emotional: "But, that time before, I lost to you because I was caught off guard.
.But this time, you know? Deeply, I am willing."
I willingly admit to you that I lost.
Six years ago, you agreed that you would let me be your dance partner at your coming-of-age ceremony. You would pick me up at University A and let me wait for you.
I waited. From the moment you told me the news, my heart began to become excited and excited. I felt that the three days of waiting passed slowly and unbearably.
I didn’t even think about it, and I didn’t even do well in class. Finally, I waited until the day of your birthday. I took the birthday gift I prepared for you in advance and wore a dress specially flown from France.
I've packed it up a long time ago, waiting for you to come find me.
However, from early morning until nightfall, you did not appear.
Like a fool, I stood stubbornly at the gate of University A, refusing to leave.
It wasn't until I was so tired and hungry that I couldn't hold on any longer, but I refused to give up. Finally, I was knocked unconscious by the boys in the same dormitory, dragged back to the dormitory, and fed me water and food, then I had my own emotions.
I feel like I've been cheated.
I'm angry, I'm crazy, I want to catch you and ask you fiercely, why did you deceive me like this?
Everything that happened was like a dream.
When I woke up from the dream, it was extremely cruel.
In just one moment, I fell in love with you, after I lost you.
How could I admit that a proud man like me had been deceived like this? So I pretended to be indifferent and didn't care. I thought that time could bury everything.
However, day after day passed, until one day, I learned that you went to the United States to study, and that long-lost anger became more and more vivid in my heart.
Along with the anger of resentment towards you, what is even more vivid is my love for you.
During the day, I seem to live like an indifferent man who has never loved. At night, I think about you over and over again. When I think about it deeply, I will go crazy. I will chant your name, call you cold-blooded, and call you unworthy.
responsibility.
You see, at that time, I was scolding you so excessively, but in the end, I was still waiting for you like a ghost.
What a duplicitous man, don’t you think?
Day after day, year after year, as time gradually lengthens, not only does your influence in my heart not lessen at all, but waiting for you has become an instinct in my life, like breathing.
nature.
Although, during those six years, I seemed indifferent and I didn't go to you... that's because I wasn't sure whether you really loved me.
I was afraid that you would treat me as a temporary joke. So, six years later, when I met you again, I seemed so calm and relaxed, but in fact, deep down in my heart, I already had thousands of emotions, which were changing rapidly.
I want you to fall in love with me, I am expressing my love to you.