But, now...I am watching myself, just like six years ago, losing to you again.
However, this time, it was done willingly.
Scenes from the past were like a rapidly playing movie, passing through Jinyang's mind quickly. He stared into her eyes and spoke slowly and helplessly again, "Shen Shen, you know, these six...
How much have I missed you over the years?"
Lin stared deeply at Jin Yang's seductive gaze, her eyebrows slowly frowning. She thought carefully in her heart for a long time before she asked with some confusion: "Six years ago? Six years ago, I met
You?"
He said it so clearly, but she actually asked him such a sentence?
Jin Yang's eyes suddenly became a little dim, and he pursed his lips silently. His beautiful eyes flashed with anger and loss, but soon they became calm again.
Facing Jin Yang like this, Lin Shen's heart trembled slightly. She tried hard to filter it through her mind, but she felt that that year, there were too many sad and shocking things that she couldn't accept. She even deliberately thought about it.
He had to forget the memories of that year, so his memories at that time were really confusing. In the end, Lin Shenshen still couldn't match Jin Yang with anyone in his memory.
She smiled sheepishly at Jin Yang and said aloud, "My memory is not particularly good, so maybe I forgot about you."
Jin Yang didn't make a sound, just looked at her with a pair of dark eyes that seemed to be absorbing.
Jin Yang lowered his eyelids to cover the injuries under his eyes, and said softly: "Shen Shen, have you really forgotten?"
Lin swallowed his saliva deeply and said nothing.
Jin Yang lowered his eyes, slowly raised the corners of his lips, and smiled.
His smile looked so beautiful and sad, which made Lin Shen's heart skip a beat and hurt.
"But, it doesn't matter, deep down, even if you forget, it doesn't matter, deep down, we don't look at the past, only the present and the future, deep down..."
When Jin Yang said this, he suddenly raised his eyes and met Lin Shenshen's eyes steadily.
In his always calm eyes, the color became deep and intense, rolling with strong love, like the calm before the storm, brewing a stormy sea.
"I don't want to regret it again, I missed it... I want you to see the real me..." Jinyang's voice, which had always been light, became a little awkward because of the sudden explosion of six years of waiting and deep love that had not been seen in the light of day.
Depressed and distorted, his chest even rose and fell violently, and his tone of voice seemed to be choked.
Lin looked deeply at Jin Yang like this, as if he had guessed what Jin Yang was going to say next.
An indescribable strange feeling emerged in her heart, and then every detail since her reunion with Jin Yang quickly exploded in her mind.
The first time he saw her, he looked at her with such a strange look. He pressed her on his desk and ate her up without mercy.
He arranged for her to live in this apartment as his neighbor...
He treated her inexplicably again and again...
He was so angry when he faced her to find Xie Shaohua...
He gave her safflower oil, carpets, voice-activated lamps, and tea sets...
He was in the Lin family and showed no mercy to Lin Zhenting's family...
At Lin Yuanai's birthday party, his rescue, and the hot milk he gave her instead of letting her drink...
And today...
The more Lin Shen thought about it, the more frightened she became.
She has always been involved in it without realizing it, but now, when she thinks back carefully about this time together, it is not as simple as she saw.
"Lin Shenshen, there are so many people who want to poach me to find another job, but I dismiss them all, but you are the only one who can sway me. Do you know why?"