She quickly ran over, and through the window, she saw a neon light in the distance. Then she pressed tightly against the wall, squatted on the ground, as if to reassure herself, and began to murmur to herself.
Speak into the void.
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Jinyang had just fallen asleep. Not long after, he heard a heavy knock on his door. He thought it was a dream. After being stunned for a while, he realized that there was really someone knocking on the door, and there was also a faint sound.
Hearing a familiar sound, he quickly opened the quilt and turned on the light. He found that the room was filled with excitement, so he took his mobile phone, picked up the bathrobe on the side, put it on casually, walked out of the living room, and stood at the locker.
, took the flashlight and hurriedly walked to the door.
Jin Yang opened the door and went out. The flashlight in his hand suddenly shone on Lin Shen Shen who was squatting in front of the window in the corridor. She seemed as if she hadn't seen him and kept talking.
"Actually, I'm not afraid of the dark...it's just that I started to be afraid of the dark when I was eighteen years old..."
"I know there is no one here, but I just want to say something so that I can imagine someone is listening and I will be less afraid..."
Jin Yang originally wanted to step forward, but suddenly stopped.
He slowly turned off the flashlight in his hand, and in the darkness, quietly looked at where Lin Shen was sitting, and heard her sad yet pleasant voice coming bit by bit.
"I actually don't like crying... I didn't like crying when I was little... But I cried a lot when I was little. My mother disliked me for bullying my classmates at school, and punished me for standing in the yard when I got home.
Under the big locust tree, I remember one time, it was summer, and there were a lot of bugs in the yard. A big bug flew onto my arm, stung me, and then quickly swelled up into a red bump.
, Big, I looked so scared, and then I burst into tears. At that time, I thought I was definitely going to die. I cried so hard that my parents coaxed me with their love and gave me anti-swelling medicine.
Kissed me on the cheek and said, little princess, it’s okay... Later, when I grew up, I always had good academic performance in school, but once, because of a fever, I did not do well in the exam, and I was not ranked first, even though the teacher was still in school at the time.
They praised me, but I still felt aggrieved. I went home, closed the door, hid in the bedroom, and cried for half an hour. My parents took turns coming to comfort me, but I ignored them and just focused on crying.
At that time, it was my parents who told me, little princess, it doesn’t matter..."
"You don't even know that in the past, when I cried, it was a kind of happiness. Someone called me a little princess. At that time, I was really a little princess..."
Lin Shen Shen paused, raised his hand, wiped his tears, and after a while, he continued: "Later, I realized that in fact, those big things that made me cry so much when I was a child were really not big things.
When I think about it now, I feel that it was a blessing to be able to cry like that at that time."
"Did you know? Beijing is so big, and there are people everywhere. Every day in this city, someone is born, someone dies, some live a life that makes others envious on the edge of wealth, and there are also people under the overpass, spending a cold and cold day.
One summer, some people went from being rich to living under an overpass overnight and became beggars, and some people went from being beggars under an overpass to becoming millionaires looking down on all living beings overnight. There is no city in the world like Beijing.
The city is like this, so dramatic and so legendary."
"There is light everywhere in Beijing. No matter it is day or night, there are lights on everywhere. Even in the dark night, when you stand on a high place and look at it, there are so many flowers. Therefore, everyone