"I'm thinking about how to live my own glory, but I'm different... For me, Beijing is my hometown. I just think about having a lamp and a lamp in my hometown.
The lights that light up for me... I don't expect all the lights in the thousands of houses to light up for me. I just want one... This is my extravagant hope, but, you know? It's been a long, long time.
There is no light left for me."
"My world is so dark, but I have no choice but to fight against this darkness with all my strength..."
"I always thought that as long as I gritted my teeth, I would be strong enough. I felt that I had survived all these years, and there was nothing else I could not survive... I felt that I was not afraid of anything, and that I could become invulnerable.
Lin Shen Shen, it doesn't matter even if my world is dark, as long as I can be worthy of my dead parents, as long as my brother Lin Yuanai lives well, it doesn't matter whether my life is good or bad... So, I
He kept telling me that I am not afraid, I am not afraid of anything..."
"But, I am still so scared... I am really scared... Without light, the fear in my heart will come out and engulf me, even if the light is not given to me but to others, even if I am just
If I look at it from a distance, I will not be so scared..."
Lin Shen Shen cried so hard that her shoulders kept twitching. After a long time, she choked and continued: "I was raised by my parents as a princess when I was a child. However, later on, I had to take responsibility.
Start everything..."
When Lin Shen Shen said this, his tone became a little excited: "But, do you know, I am not born to take on everything. My dream is not to be a queen in charge, but I have no choice...
…”
"Do you know how happy those willful and innocent women are in my eyes?"
"Because behind them, there is always someone protecting their innocence and willfulness."
"There is no woman in this world who is born sophisticated and sensible. They are all forced by life."
"I know how happy it is to be a willful woman, but unfortunately... some women can be a willful woman for a lifetime, but I can only be a willful woman for a while..."
If possible, she really wanted to be the princess of her parents for the rest of her life. She could live in such a protective shell and live a glamorous life without having to endure the misery and suffering that would follow.
However, she had no choice, life was not her choice.
Lin deeply thought of this, couldn't help but raise his head, slowly raised his hand, wiped the tears on his face, then looked at the dim space with blurred eyes, crying and sobbing.
Jin Yang stood at the door and heard every word she just said clearly and clearly.
He couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart. He just heard Lin Shen's crying, constantly ringing in his ears.
Every moment, it was full of helplessness and unwillingness to fate.
He didn't know how much time had passed, until Lin Shen in front of him was not crying so sadly, he moved his stiff body slightly, walked slowly in front of her, then leaned down and grabbed her
With his wrist, he pulled her up from the ground.
Lin Shen Shen had already lost all her strength from crying, and she leaned limply in Jin Yang's arms, closing her eyes and sobbing from time to time. Jin Yang stared at her pear-shaped demeanor, and felt a surge of pain in his heart.
Feeling waves of pain, he moved his arms slightly, hugged her into his arms, and hugged her tightly.
He wanted to comfort her, but his mind was blank. He didn't know what to say. He could only give her a hug.