1103. Chapter 1103 Unparalleled: I have been here in this life
Afterwards, eat and wipe clean.
He hugged his clothes and huddled next to the bathtub and cried, looking aggrieved: "Wushuang...you know everything?"
"I knew you were a man a long time ago." I smiled and soaked comfortably in the water, letting the pores all over my body relax.
Just this time, he became mine.
He was just as easy to deceive, or rather, my acting skills were so superb that he didn't even notice.
When Liu Mo wanted to steal the secret of returning to the Baimen from me, I just perfunctory and didn't talk about it. I talked about my feelings with him, and we were romantic.
Don’t all men like this?
I told him that I didn't need him to be responsible, but this silly boy kept saying that he wanted to marry me.
Stupid.
In my life, I never thought I could get married. I may have feelings for him, but the benefits are absolute.
In life, feelings are very shallow, so shallow that when that person smiled at me, I forgot everything about Liu Mo.
It's guilt, it's anger, it's hatred.
I hate you for not finding me earlier and leaving me alone and helpless for so long.
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This matter was quickly exposed.
It was me who did it. Maybe I was tired and wanted him to give up. On purpose, I left the door open after my turbulent relationship with that man, so that he happened to see this scene.
His expression was panicked and unbelievable. But since my goal was achieved, he could leave.
Leaving me may be a relief for him.
That's right, he doesn't deserve a woman like me, really. It's me who doesn't deserve him. The self-preparation in my heart crazily overshadowed the love and hate, making me lose everything.
I thought he would hate me and never see me again. But I didn't expect that he would have the courage to come to me and beg me later.
Huanmei once said that the one who loves the deepest is the one who makes the most sacrifices.
I must be too heartless to hurt him so cruelly and unscrupulously. Why are some people so lucky?
Why did he listen to Yuan Hongxi and come to me? Come to me?
My heart was twisted to the extreme. I thought that the source of all this was Yuan Hongxi. When "Han Queluo" was being cultivated, I actually felt a sense of revenge in my heart.
I'm wondering how long Yuan Hongxi and Muyin can persist? To what extent?
Until Huanmei stopped me and said, "Sister, although I hate you and blame you, what have we been living for all these years? Why do we have to suffer all the humiliation from the emperor?"
She advised me to resist.
But I know, isn't everything she did just for her and Xuanfeng?
Revenge against that person? It’s not that I don’t want to... it’s that I can’t do it.
All my gratitude in this life was given to him, all my love was given to him, but the last bit of hatred was given to myself. The remaining bit of love I gave to Liu Mo.
This pitiful thing stimulates me crazily.
I'm pretending, I'm hypocritical, but I don't know how to get rid of it? Death? Maybe... death can really get rid of it.
When I thought I would never hate him again in this life, I found that I was wrong again.
When he was having a rough and tumble relationship with the so-called "Han Queluo", I began to have an epiphany when I saw the look of disgust and anger in my eyes.
I passed through the flowers, but I was not left alone.
Am I too cheap? Or am I too obedient to his words? I let him throw it away at will?
Perhaps the years of rage and depression reached a climax, so I began to collapse.
His heart is never in me.
When I returned to Taogefang, I dropped the porcelain on the floor. Standing on the porcelain with my bare feet, I enjoyed this abnormal pain.
When Liu Mo found out, he hugged me and cried uncontrollably. I laughed at him for being so cowardly and childish.
But he said that I would rather be cowardly and childish for you.
...How similar is it? Like me, regardless of anything, helping that person like a moth to a flame?
What have I been living for all these years?
Looking at the peach blossoms in the garden, I pondered for a long time.
Liu Mo, the love I gave you was too little, but the pain I gave you was too much. From now on, I won’t do it anymore. I will let you live well without being restricted by him.
Everything that happens next is mine, and I deserve it.
