1104. Chapter 1104 Unparalleled: I have been here in this life
When I returned to Taogefang, I dropped the porcelain on the floor. Standing on the porcelain with my bare feet, I enjoyed this abnormal pain.
When Liu Mo found out, he hugged me and cried uncontrollably. I laughed at him for being so cowardly and childish.
But he said that I would rather be cowardly and childish for you.
...How similar is it? Like me, regardless of anything, helping that person like a moth to a flame?
What have I been living for all these years?
Looking at the peach blossoms in the garden, I pondered for a long time.
Liu Mo, the love I gave you was too little, but the pain I gave you was too much. From now on, I won’t do it anymore. I will let you live well without being restricted by him.
Everything that happens next is mine, and I deserve it.
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After being poisoned by the poison, I endured overwhelming pain in bed, recalling in my mind the image of that person being tortured by the poison.
Finally, for once, I was able to do exactly the same thing as him.
Thinking pervertedly, Huanmei sat next to me and sighed: "Why are you doing this?"
"It's all my own fault. It's me who chose him and I took the wrong path." I looked at the top of the bed with a smile on my face, and the poison in my blood boiled one after another.
I didn't expect that Yuan Hongxi would ask Xuanfeng and Huanmei to try their best to save me.
I thought Yuan Hongxi would hate me. After all, he knew deep down that I was the one who gave Han Queluo ideas and poisoned Xing'er.
It was me who made Han Queluo fall into the valley, framed Muyin and broke their relationship.
I have done so much that I can almost forget it.
After the blood exchange, I leaned on the bedside to rest my mind. Liu Mo didn't speak, and quietly held my hand, spending alternate days and nights.
Finally, I learned the news that the man had died.
At that moment, tears burst out of my eyes uncontrollably. Even though I tried my best to suppress them, it was to no avail.
Is it pleasure? Is it sadness? Or is it happiness and relief?
I don't know, but after crying, I found that my heavy heart seemed to be a lot empty.
The vision in front of him also brightened up, and Liu Mo smiled at me while holding the hot soup, with a gentle emotion on his lips: "I made it, it tastes good."
Just let me accompany you to make up for this last flaw.
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On the day when Yuan Hongxi held a flowing banquet, Liu Mo and I congratulated each other with smiles. The infant prince and princess were very cute, but seeing them made me feel a little sour in my heart for no reason.
Liu Mo hugged my waist and smiled: "If you like it, we can have one."
I laugh while saying nothing.
The body is full of worms, and the children born will also be affected. Why should it be like this?
Then, I continued to travel with him, spending day after day, and I naturally knew that these compensations were far from enough, but the warmth he gave filled my heart little by little.
When I discovered that I knew love and could share my heavy heart with him, my vision became blurred.
The peach blossom petals were falling above her head. Liu Mo stepped on the tree and looked for the branches of the flowers, saying that he wanted to make a garland for me.
I sat on the chair, feeling the spring breeze blowing through my broken hair, carrying the fragrance among the petals.
There is a warm orange sun on the horizon, and it is about to set below the mountain. My body is getting more and more tired, and I feel like I am about to fall asleep and have a long, long dream.
The worms in my blood seemed to wake up, and then seemed to follow me to death.
I felt a petal fall on my forehead, but I didn't have the strength to brush it away. I'm so tired, Liu Mo.
I'm going to sleep.
In the next life, you don’t want to meet a heartless woman like me again.
You should find a girl who is warm and as clean as you. You are sincere for each other and there will never be any calculations between you.
Liu Mo, when I die, you will burn me into ashes, and then put the ashes in a sachet and tie it around your waist. In this way, I can accompany you to continue more scenery...
In this life, I have betrayed people's hearts, betrayed trust, and betrayed you.
In this life, I have missed it, I have loved it, and I have hated it.
Liu Mo, you have to believe that I have really given you my whole heart now. In this way, we won’t owe each other, right?
