566. Chapter 566 Gentleness that makes people blush 5
That suspicious word was almost every word that hurt the heart. Liunian now wished he would disappear from his eyes immediately. How could he still listen to his mistake?! She never expected Shengshi to doubt her?
Although the arms of the prosperous times were empty, the passing years could not be pushed and could only be trapped in place.
She didn't dare to move too much, for fear of being knocked against the child, so she could only be held in her arms by Shengshi.
Shengshi felt that she was no longer resisting violently, and hurriedly said, "Liu Nian, listen to my explanation..."
Ji Liunian knew that she could not break free, so she sneered: "You said."
She wanted to see what he could say.
"After you leave, I start to believe in Buddhism." Shengshi did not explain immediately, but talked about an irrelevant thing. Before the Liunian, he also found that Shengshi had a string of red sandalwood Buddhist beads on his hand, but he was not a religious person.
It’s not just Buddhism, Liu Nian thinks that he is not the kind of person who will entrust his faith to the illusory things, and prosperous times are the kind of person who is the only one who believes in himself. How could such a man start to believe in Buddhism?
"Why?" Liunian was surprised, so he asked.
"Because, it's too hard." When people reach a certain level of despair, they will pin their hopes on things they once disdained.
"I've lived too long, and I always thought I could control everything, but until you left, I realized that not everything I could do, so I'm willing to throw away my pride. If you come back, I will believe in my life.
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"You're sure I'll come back?" Sheng Shi's hugging her was gradually less powerful. Liu Nian broke free, turned around and looked at Sheng Shi, raised her eyebrows and asked.
Shengshi smiled bitterly, how could he have expected it? It was just hopeful.
"If you don't know how to come, I will become a monk."
Liunian sneered: "The Buddhist pure land will not accept people like you who have impure six senses."
Yes, he did not really become a monk, but it was a kind of spiritual sustenance and a psychological comfort. Otherwise, it would be really difficult to persevere with his own will.
"When you come back, I am ecstatic and feel that God treats me well. Even though my life ahead is not a very good person, I don't regret it, because I am such a person, I met you,
Regret is an insult to you, but I am willing to change it for you.”
"Maybe I've changed very slowly, maybe I'm still so selfish and domineering, but I'll exchange my sincerity for your sincerity. Even if it's black, you have to. You can torture me for the rest of your life, but you have to
It's my only request."
"Didn't you let me leave with great pride just now?" Liunian was very revenge. Although she was moved, she was still not prepared to let him go so simply.
The prosperous times were helpless. In the past, he analyzed his psychology like this, and the passing years must have been moved and didn't know what to do. Now he seems to be not moved at all, and he can still hold on to his mistakes.
The sequelae of loving all your heart and being hurt is that you lose the qualification to devote yourself, and all of this is his fault.
"You left at that time with hatred. I thought you would not come back and dared not look for you, for fear that you would hide from me. I know that Gucheng is very important to you, you are young.
The lovers of the times are the witness of your entire youth.”