567. Chapter 567 Gentleness that makes people blush 6
"The memories he and you have are that I can't replace no matter how hard I try. All I can give you is hurt, so I feel panic, I even feel frustrated, will you come back to me? Why do you have to go back? When I get to my side, I can only hurt you, but he is by your side, giving you a sense of security, and you are even willing to be taken away by him and leave me."
The last three words are full of bitter taste. No one is willing to admit that the person they love the most wants to leave themselves. In fact, as powerful as a prosperous era, it also takes a long time to escape before daring to face this matter.
"The longer you walk, the more I doubt you and myself." Sheng Shi wanted to bring up a smile, but the corners of his mouth couldn't bend. It was a somewhat inappropriate expression: "You and Gu Cheng were so beautiful, and What about me and you? It's full of threats, coercion, lies, hurt, or bloody."
"No..." Shengshi's words made Ji Liunian feel confused. She never thought that Shengshi was so unconfident, even a bit like a frightened bird. She opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Shengshi.
"I have passed away, my love is always so selfish and dark. Although I say you and Gu Cheng are happy, my heart is full of violence and bloody emotions. I even want to kill everyone, the whole world You and me are all left, so that you will not look at others except me.”
This is the first time Shengshi has confided his darkest and terrifying thoughts in his heart to Liunian. He has never been a good person, or even a person full of dark side. He once loved her so much, and after being careful, he still let her get away from him He ran away with scars around him, and he no longer dared to be in front of her, as it seemed too real.
However, the aggravation of mania made Shengshi less and less able to control his emotions, so under such circumstances, Shengshi couldn't help but reveal his truest thoughts. Although they were terrible and dark, they were his most heartfelt words. .
After saying this, he looked at Liu Nian's expression, waiting for her to show a fear or fearful expression.
Is it okay to love me? I have lost all my pride, I can't hide my loneliness, and I can't wait for it.
I am greedy for your smile and forget the smell of pain.
Liunian's next actions made him look dumbfounded. She put the baby in her arms in Shengshi's arms and said, "Hold it."
Sheng Shi was stunned and subconsciously followed Liu Nian's words. He followed Liu Nian's instructions, holding the baby's neck with one hand and his butt with the other, his movements were clumsy and cautious.
Shengshi's hands have signed many billions of contracts, taken guns, and killed people, but this is the first time he is holding a child under one year old, but his own child.
Shengshi couldn't help but tremble, and he didn't dare to blink for a moment, as if if he really closed his eyes, the elf would disappear.
The child in his arms seemed to know that he had been hugged by someone else, so he moved in discomfort. Shengshi had already stiffened and dared not move at all.
The soft touch in his arms... This is his child.
She slept soundly and sweetly, with her face red, like a red apple. She fell asleep and laughed, as if she was dreaming. Sheng Shi couldn't help but touch her cute little face with her fingers. She was tightly held by her little hand. At this moment, Shengshi felt that there had been some warm currents in her cold and hard heart that had been sliding by.