This was our first date after we became boyfriend and girlfriend. Well, it was very warm. We walked together on the tree-lined path of the school, walking so quietly. He said some witty words from time to time to make me laugh.
I found that I gradually liked this feeling, and suddenly he pulled me behind him, and then I heard a "bang!", and then there was a black and red spherical mark on his face. Although it was funny, it was
I didn’t laugh, it felt so good to feel someone hurt!
I asked him if it hurt, and he always said no, but I knew he must be in pain because he always bared his teeth when he spoke. What else could it be if it wasn't pain? With a ball mark on his face, he became
The target of others' pointing fingers, but he still looked stupid and dumb, as if the target of others' ridicule was not him.
I pulled him, he looked at me in surprise, then I closed my eyes, and our first kiss happened. That feeling was so strange, but very warm!
Looking at Zhang Ying's diary, Wang Yanyi's dusty memories emerged like a tide. In that scene, there was not much excitement or fluctuation. Everything seemed so simple and natural. Thinking of himself and her
When we are together, everything seems so calm, maybe a little romantic sometimes, but more often it is the kind of simple happiness.
Keep reading, you will almost see yourself in the next diary. Maybe at that time, the two of you have become an inseparable part of their lives. Maybe it has become a habit, used to each other's existence.
, used to having two people share a bowl of noodles when eating noodles, used to having to pay the car fare herself when going out, used to that, if you are well, it will be a sunny day.
But Wang Yanyi has always had a doubt about why she decided to leave. He only remembers that he was so sad and angry at that time, he just felt like an abandoned toy, and no one cared about his feelings.
, and she drifted away, leaving nothing but the past!
May 20th Tuesday light rain
I made a big decision today. Well, I'm a little nervous, but I've decided. I'll give him a surprise tonight! Well, let this idiot take the initiative. I don't know when it will wait, but I'm really nervous.
Seeing this, Wang Yan couldn't help but think of the first time the two of them had. At that time, the two rookies, as if they were thieves, secretly went to a room outside the school, and finally entered the room and saw a box of birth control pills.
When they did it, the two of them were completely dumbfounded. Wang Yanyi still clearly remembers the situation at that time. Although he was brainwashed by the island nation's action movies, it was only when he actually practiced it that Wang Yanyi realized that those were all
Deceptive.
Anyway, as soon as Wang Yan discovered that the button of the bra was too difficult to unbutton, which made him extremely embarrassed, Zhang Ying finally reached out to unbutton it himself. The two rookies fumbled for a long time before unbuttoning their clothes. At that time, Zhang Ying
Ying, with her charming eyes and silky eyes, curled up in Wang Yanyi's arms. When Wang Yanyi thrust forward, she asked with tears, "Will you not want me in the future?"
From then on, Wang Yanyi and her got to know each other, and they didn't see each other for a day, like three autumns apart. Finally, they lived together and rented a house outside the school, and the two of them had their own little nest. At that time, he
They were both so innocent and simple. At that time, Wang Yantian really thought that he would marry her and she would marry him.
The following diary records the sweetness of two people and the complicated thoughts of a girl. Until her last year of college, the internship period came. As expected, the parting came, and she cried and lay in his arms that day.
, acted coquettishly, and finally fell asleep under his comfort.
October 1st Wednesday Cloudy weather
The ideal is very full, the reality is very skinny, I looked around at a loss, looking at them helplessly, what is going on? Why have they all changed? I want to go home!
Friday, October 3rd, cloudy weather
Xiang'er left with a man again. I don't know why. Did we forget about the promise we made at the beginning? I don't know. I'm confused. Is money really that important? I don't know. I really don't.
You know, today that fat man came to harass me again and was rejected by me again. I saw that his face looked ugly. Why? Why can’t I work seriously? Does it have to be like that?
…
The weather on Saturday, November 8th is cloudy
Today, the one-month internship period is coming to an end. There was a dinner party in the evening. I found that I have changed a lot. I started to accept gifts from others. Although I hate him, I really like the gifts he gave me. Well
, seeing the eyes of others looking at me with envy, yes, I just like this, have I fallen? Maybe, I was too naive before, thinking that I can get what I want by working hard.
It's empty talk. A woman's greatest asset is herself. Of course, I have no intention of betraying myself. My body only belongs to him. I miss him!
Monday, December 22 Weather Thundershowers
Today is his birthday, and I prepared a special gift for him. I don’t know why, but I suddenly felt that I have changed after my internship. I have become better at spending money, and I love to dress up even more, although he always smiles.
He praised me for becoming more beautiful, but I could see the deep worry in his eyes. I knew what he was worried about, but I didn’t think we would have any problems. It’s just that I accepted the reality earlier than he did, but I
Have faith in our love.
Seeing this, Wang Yanyi couldn't help but think of the special gift she had prepared for herself. It was a set of sexy lingerie she bought with her first salary. This was also the first time she wore such a seductive lingerie in front of him.
clothes, the two of them made love crazily that night, frantically wanting to crush each other into their bodies.
July 1st Graduation Day Breakup Day
Today I made a decision. In fact, I had thought about this decision a long time ago. I just looked at his gentle face and didn't speak a few times. I don't know if I have changed or become bad. I just think that he
If it can't give me the life I want, maybe it's time to leave.
Today I plan to tell him that I will leave tomorrow and leave this city to pursue my own ideal life. I don’t know whether my choice is right or wrong, but the path is my choice, even if it is this way
No matter how difficult the road is, I will go on and say goodbye to my lover!
Maybe I'm not a good woman. I can't stand having to work for daily necessities. I don't know if you can become my ideal man, but at least you are not yet, but I can't wait any longer.
It was on this day that Zhang Ying returned to their home. What was different from usual was that when Wang Yanyi wanted to hug her, she avoided it, and then said calmly: "Let's break up!" Wang Yanyi said.
Yan Yi thought she was joking, but the final result almost broke his heart. He didn't ask why, because he already knew the answer. During this time, she had been changing. He was also worried, but he didn't expect it.
This day will come so quickly!
It was just hard to accept for a while. Looking at her charming body, her body as soft as water, from tomorrow onwards, she would no longer belong to her. She once described her ideal life to Wang Yanyi, but Wang Yanyi
He knew that he couldn't give it to her. He told her that behind all the glory there was endless vicissitudes and helplessness, and that the road was not easy.
"Have you really decided?" Wang Yan said as soon as he regained his composure.
"Well, it's decided!" Zhang Ying said with tears in her eyes.
"I thought I could keep walking with you, but I didn't expect that, well, the path you chose is not easy to walk. You have to be patient and stop being petty. I'm not around. You have to be good. I
..." At that moment, Wang Yan was incoherent and rambled a lot, with tears streaming down his face as he spoke.
Then the two cried and hugged each other, tearing at each other's clothes, as if they wanted to vent their sorrow of separation on each other. This night was an end for Wang Yanyi and a new beginning, and for Zhang Yinger
The same was true for Yan, but neither of them expected that the separation would last five years. When they met again, things had changed and people had changed.
July 12
I'm so tired. I worked for twelve hours today and I'm completely exhausted. I miss him so much that I don't care about anything, but...
July 15th
Today, that fat manager came to see me. As long as I wanted, I could be promoted to assistant general manager immediately, but I knew what that meant, and suddenly I wanted to hide in his arms and cry...
July 20
I decided to resign. Even though I had expected such a day, I was still unwilling to give in. Maybe he was right. Behind all the glamour, there is hidden bitterness and helplessness. But I don’t know what else I can do.
How long should I hold on? Did I do something wrong?
July 28
I don’t have much money left, but I still haven’t found a suitable job. Maybe there is, but the way those people looked at me almost wanted to swallow me up right away. Haha, of course I know what it means if I agree.
What, a high-paying position, an easy job, maybe Xiang'er is right, as long as women, especially beautiful women, are willing to open their legs, many of the things they dream of can be obtained by surprise, but I am not willing to give in!
August 18
I'm sorry, I don't belong to you anymore. I really can't stand it anymore. That's not the life I want. I work more than ten hours a day, and in the end I have to look at other people's faces. The money I earn is not even enough for rent. I know.
There is a cliff on one side and a cliff on the other, but I really can't stand it. Why aren't you by my side at this time?
August 19
There is good news and there is bad news. The good news is that for him, I did not jump off the cliff. When I was about to take the last step, I thought of him. I did not take the last step. But there is also bad news. For him, I did not jump off the cliff.
For myself, I have lost hope of staying. Although I really want to go back to find you, I can't. I can't just go back to see you. Although I know that you will love me more than before, but the road is my way.
