I don’t know if I made the right choice. I’m really sad without you. But there’s good news today. I found a job I love. Well, it’s a cosmetics company. Although I’m a clerk,
I will not give up.
I really want to hide in your warm embrace, think about nothing, and do nothing. I called him today. He was surprised and excited. This is the first time I called him after being away for so long.
Many times, I wanted to drop everything, run back, and start over. But I knew I couldn't do that! We chatted for a long time, and he kept asking about my situation. I really wanted to cry, but I didn't.
I can't let him know that I am wronged, he will feel distressed. I have already hurt him, and I don't want to make him feel distressed again.
I told him that I had established a firm foothold and was moving in the direction I expected, and I would soon be able to realize my dream.
October 2nd…
What followed were some things about Zhang Ying's work and her mood at various stages. Soon Wang Yanyi found that she mentioned him less and less often, and then other men appeared, although Zhang Ying had long been with him.
They were separated, but Wang Yanyi didn't know why he still felt a little bit disgusted in his heart, but he soon came to his senses and read her diary to find out the reason for her suicide.
Skipping many past diaries, Wang Yan thought for a moment. When Zhang Ying met him again, he came with Qin Xuan, and seeing the happy look on her face, he never imagined that she would reach this point.
, which is really puzzling.
What's a little strange about Wang Yanyi is that all the diaries in the past few days are gone. Didn't she write? Well, does anyone else know that she has the habit of writing diaries? No, this is unlikely, because the diaries here
The date shows that she still kept a diary during this time.
Wang Yan searched around and finally found something unusual in the draft box. Although the draft in the draft box didn't write anything at all, the date showed that she had written a diary just yesterday, or that she had entered
Passed here. So where did the other logs go? Did she delete it herself? If she deleted it herself, it seems unlikely, because there is no need for her to do anything extra. Since she is ready to choose to end her life in that way,
Then why would you go out of your way to delete the log?
Wang Yanyi frowned, and suddenly he thought that someone might be able to help him. He picked up the phone, pondered for a moment, and made a call.
"I'm Wang Yanyi! I have something to ask you for help with!" Wang Yan said straight to the point.
"Say it!" Although Lin Yuluo has become a lot more cheerful after the injury on her face was healed, her nature is hard to change. Most of the time, she still has a cold face and the way she talks is still the same.
So brief.
"You are a hacker, right?" Wang Yanyi asked.
"Huh? Just tell me what happened!" Lin Yuluo said impatiently.
"Can you find the deleted online logs?" Wang Yanyi asked with a frown.
"Okay, which website, which account, if there is a password, it will be easier." When talking about the technical areas that she is good at, she can't help but become more talkative.
"Well, thank you! I'll send it to you via text message!" Wang Yan said happily.
"No need to thank me, I'll hang up the phone if nothing happens." Lin Yuluo said calmly.
After hanging up the phone, Wang Yanyi frowned and continued to look at Zhang Ying's other logs. Although it was not sure who deleted her logs, it was obvious that the cause of her death was definitely suspicious. You must know that she and Qin Xuan had just gotten married.
, how could she have made such a choice if no major changes had occurred?
After thinking about it, he realized that the last time he met her was during the Christmas blind date when she took away Qin Xuan and met him by chance. Wang Yan looked for it and found that the diary from that day was still there.
Wednesday, December 25. Sunny weather
Today he proposed to me, and I happened to meet Wang Yanyi. My mood is very complicated. Although the girl next to him said that she is his girlfriend, I can see that she is not. But everything
It's already too late. I'm fine and happy now. I believe he will be happy too.
When I got home, he suddenly lost his temper, and I found that he had become very strange. Why was this? Where did the gentle man go? Is he still the same person I knew? I agreed to marry him, and I made a mistake.
I don't know. I only know that he hit me today. He has never hit me before. Never. Why is this happening? It seems that everything has changed, become strange, and becomes strange. He shouldn't be like this.
People, did I see it wrong?
He actually beat me because he met my former boyfriend. I was confused. What did I do wrong?
Wang Yanyi's eyes froze when he saw this. Could it have something to do with him? It shouldn't be. He is her husband. It should be because of her own reasons, right? But how could her behavior be different before and after?
At this time, the mobile phone rang, and Wang Yan picked up the phone.
"Okay, there are indeed deleted records, but I have retrieved them for you, but they may be a little incomplete. I will send them to you now." Lin Yuluo's voice came over the phone.
"Well, no matter what, I still want to thank you!" Wang Yanyi said gratefully.
Lin Yuluo soon sent a document over QQ. As soon as Wang Yan looked at the document, his eyes became extremely sharp. Since it had indeed been deleted, there must be something wrong with it, otherwise a newly married young woman
How could he commit suicide in that way? He was completely different from his previous happy performance.
As soon as Wang Yan opened the document, he took his first look. The veins in the hand holding the mouse were exposed, as if he wanted to crush the thing in his hand. His eyes turned red and his heart was full of anger.
Zhang Yingdi's diary in the document wrote: Why? What did I do wrong? My originally gentle husband, the man I originally regarded as my future happiness, is a complete devil. He is not a human being. He actually forced me to take drugs.
.
He became more and more perverted. I became addicted to drugs. I don't know why it became like this. He finally showed his true colors.
I couldn't bear the feeling of drug addiction. I begged him to give me drugs. Then he, he was a beast. He actually asked me to accompany his father. I am his wife. He
My father’s daughter-in-law, but when drug addiction broke out, it was so terrible. I don’t know how I got there. I only remember that I was like a prostitute, crawling onto the person I called father-in-law.
At your feet, begging him like a dog.
I don't know where my future is. I'm like trash now. He beats me when he's happy and also beats me when he's unhappy. I'm still Mrs. Qin in front of others. But behind others, I'd rather die than live. But I I am completely addicted. When the drug addiction comes, I can't refuse any request he makes, even asking them to do it at the same time...
Who can save me? I thought of Wang Yanyi, but I can't hurt him, they are devils, he can't save me, I can't harm him, my waking hours are getting less and less every day, and he starts to let his I don't know how long I can bear it when my friends play tricks on me, but I really can't help it. I even went to the police, but the police sent me directly back to Qin's house, and then beat me severely. I can't stand it anymore. .
I hate and regret so much. If I had been able to see this beast clearly, if I had not been seduced by the colorful world outside, maybe I would have been married to him now and have children in groups, but it was too late. , I have decided that I can't bear it anymore. I can't face myself being ravaged and ruined by a group of people. The original Zhang Ying is dead, and he died the moment he became addicted to drugs.
I wish I could go back to the past, that time that only belonged to each other. When I was unhappy, he would cry with me. When I was unhappy, he would do everything possible to make you laugh. When you were lonely, he would accompany you and drive you away. When you are lonely and sad, he is also accompanying you in depression.
There are not too many promises, not too many responsibilities, just remember that we once loved each other! Those days may not be so unforgettable, not so beautiful and romantic, but they are the most precious memories in this life. It is a pity that I will never come back. No more, that familiar voice can no longer always ring in my ears. Maybe there is someone else in his arms at this time, but that warm and comfortable feeling is something I will never forget. Farewell, my former lover. .
In fact, the saddest thing is this. I thought it was the happiest destination, but what I didn't expect was the deepest pain. I chose the path myself. I have already figured out how to face it. I left this world. Perhaps for me, it is the best relief.
I have been in this world before, and we have spent those beautiful days together. I hope that Zhang Ying in your heart is still the same Zhang Ying as before, that smiling Zhang Ying, instead of the me now. I don’t know if it is me. If I’m not strong enough and don’t have the courage to overcome those hardships, what else can I miss here besides you?
Looking around, all the smiles turned ferocious. My sky was filled with endless haze. Maybe the haze cannot cover the sky forever, but I no longer have the courage to wait any longer. I don’t know where my next stop will be. Somewhere, maybe it's heaven, maybe it's hell, no matter what, I'm tired and don't want to struggle anymore, everything should be over.
It is said that there is no pain in heaven, only joy. I wonder if it is true? Maybe I will know soon. Zhang Ying’s masterpiece!
Seeing this, Wang Yanyi burst into tears, and his heart seemed to be pierced fiercely by a bayonet. Perhaps this was the true portrayal of his current situation. He did not expect that the truth would be like this! Although he had already guessed it There must be a hidden secret behind Zhang Ying's suicide, but she never imagined that it would be like this. The murderers were actually her husband and her father-in-law.
Standing in front of the window, Wang Yan raised his head and looked at the stars. In a daze, he seemed to see Zhang Yingcai smiling at him. In an instant, it was eternity. I hope there is no pain in heaven, Zhang Ying, go well!
