After crying for half an hour, I felt numbness in my legs and feet. I sucked the snot from my mouth and raised my eyes. Except for the dim lights in the corridor, I couldn't see anything else clearly.
I stood up from the ground feebly, walked to the door of the first floor, and glanced at the empty community downstairs. Gao Zijian's figure had long since disappeared.
Thinking of the cell phone he had smashed just now, I gently wiped the tears on my face, lifted my feet, and walked forward.
The broken phone was still in the same place, but it was completely unrecognizable. I squatted down and glanced at the cracks on the screen. Suddenly my heart tightened and tears flowed out again.
For Gao Zijian, am I lost as easily as this mobile phone?
"Go back."
When I heard the voice, I turned around and saw Durian in pajamas standing behind me with a calm expression. Seeing me continuing to squat, he said, "Maybe if we separate from each other for a while, we can see our own hearts clearly."
I didn't say anything and followed Durian upstairs. She prepared hot water for me to wash my face and a cup of hot milk. We sat on the sofa in the living room and I stared at the broken mobile phone on the coffee table, feeling like a knife.
.
I asked Durian if I had gone too far.
Durian shook his head, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "I can completely understand your mood. Originally, you and Gao Zijian have only been in love for a short time, and their understanding of each other is only superficial. Happiness can easily make people blind, and so are you."
"Gao Zijian said, I still think about Shi Lei."
Durian laughed softly and said: "He is a bit extreme. Of course, this is a sign of a man's strong self-esteem. It is impossible for any man to not mind the word ex-boyfriend at all. But Gao Zijian never thought about it.
, what you care about is actually his sincerity."
I looked at the durian in astonishment and asked, "Did you see it?"
Durian handed the milk to my hand, showed a look of disdain, and said: "Chen Xiaojia, you are just hard-spoken and soft-hearted. In fact, if I were you, I wouldn't do better than you, especially that Liu Meiting
, those words she said on the bus made me want to kick her to Australia to have close contact with kangaroos, you know? As a woman, you can be suspicious of your husband at home, and you can find someone to follow him, but does she have any
Brain? If you spend your time fighting with your husband’s past, why don’t you just be honest and do your best!”
I didn't expect Durian's reaction to be so big, so I clinked the glass with her and said, "Liu Meiting is arrogant and arrogant. She is not convinced. I can completely understand it, but Durian, do you know? She robbed Shi Lei, and now
Tell me again and Gao Zijian..."
Durian patted my shoulder, handed me the tissue, and said, "It's really wrong for Da Ben to do this. Liking someone is a very frank thing. Since he knows that your ex-boyfriend is your pain, he won't
You should mention it again and again, let alone join forces with a woman you hate. Points will be deducted, fifty points!"
"So many?" I looked at Durian in surprise. So far, the most severe deduction she had made was only twenty-five points.
Durian glanced at me and said, "What's wrong? Are you feeling distressed after fifty points?"
I do feel distressed, but when I think of Gao Zijian and Liu Meiting joining forces, my heart still can't help but tremble.
"Xiaojia, I think it's not a bad thing to be calm with each other. Let me put it this way, you are so angry and unwilling to listen to Da Ben's explanation. I can only express it in one point, that is, you really care about Gao Zijian, because you care, so
I feel like I can’t accept it for a while.” Durian looked at me and said in a calm voice.
I looked at the durian, but I didn't have any words to refute her.
"As your good friend Liu Meiting, I won't comment too much on this person. In fact, I think it is sad for a woman to do this. If *** steals my boyfriend, I will give it to her directly.
It's possible to have several children. I'm not her mother. I have to pamper her every day. Her father is from Shanghai and her mother is from Hefei. She thinks she is a mixed race, right? Damn, I don't know about her family.
Which water curtain cave are you from, and you pretend to be the Monkey King with me..."
I looked at Durian in astonishment, and before I could speak, I continued: "It's true what you said about Da Ben. If I really like you, wouldn't it be enough to just confess to you? If we are in love, we are in love. If we don't love, we are not in love.
, to cooperate with a woman with low taste like Liu Meiting, it’s really a family of bastards and turtles, he doesn’t want to think about it, can there be a wall that is airtight?”
"this……"
"Also, Da Ben usually thinks very fast. Why does he get rusty at the critical moment? People don't like you living together. They don't like you coming back and burning love lunches for you. You have a strong self-esteem.
Our Xiaojia should be fooled around by you guys, right?"
"It's not...durian..."
"Don't block me, I'm also angry now," Durian pushed my hand and continued: "Who can bear this kind of thing? Gao Zijian is unparalleled in the world, elegant and suave, unprecedented, so he should bully others like this.
?Deception and liking, obviously the latter is easy, why can't Gao Zijian just say "I love you" directly and be afraid of Shi Lei?"
"Durian, are we..." I looked at Durian in astonishment and asked, "Tell me honestly, were you the old camel when Li Shimin sent Princess Wencheng away in your last life, so resentful?"
Durian glared at me and said with a smile: "Chen Xiaojia, that's how people are. Before it's their turn, everything they say is reasonable. When it's really their turn, let's see who can continue to laugh with my best friend!"
"Did I arouse your violence factor?" I moved a little cautiously, trying to keep a distance from Durian.
Durian sighed softly and said: "Come on, since ancient times, only the word love hurts people the most. You two are making trouble, don't you care about each other?"
I thought of Gao Zijian's tone and expression when he spoke downstairs, and whispered: "I thought he wouldn't mention Shi Lei again..."
"Yes, a quarrel is a quarrel. Why are you always bringing up old scores? Zheng Kai told me that Gao Zijian talks about his girlfriend a lot. If you bring up old scores, you don't know how many old scores you will uncover."
"Durian," I said in an even lower voice, "Actually, to tell you the truth, I hate Liu Meiting now, but I care about Gao Zijian. Maybe it's because I don't perform well enough at ordinary times.
He felt that he was not as good as his ex-boyfriend, but to be honest, I didn’t expect that I would be so angry. I was so angry that I didn’t even dare to look at him. I was so angry that I just wanted to run away. I was so angry that I clearly realized
One thing, I care about Gao Zijian more than I thought."
Durian suddenly laughed. And he laughed very wildly and loudly.
"why are you laughing?"
"What do you think?"
I shook my head and saw Durian standing up from the sofa and said, "Chen Xiaojia, face your heart honestly. Since we are in love, it's none of my business!"
It turns out that Durian was trying to trick me.
But Chen Xiaojia, isn't that the truth in your heart?
It's easy to make up after a quarrel, but it's easy to make up. It's hard to find a way out for yourself. After a good sleep, I suddenly found that all the problems were so clear, and it was not Liu Meiting and Shi Lei. Whether they live or die has nothing to do with me.
, what I care about is what Gao Zijian is thinking now.
Looking at the swollen eyes like walnuts in the mirror, I sniffed, feeling a little embarrassed.
I really should listen to Gao Zijian's explanation, at least give him, and myself, a chance to argue. If he still doesn't admit it then, the family will take care of it.
There was only more than 3,000 yuan in the card. Looking at the tattered mobile phone on the table, I made a decision.
When I got off work at noon, I rushed directly to several mobile phone stores in the back streets, glanced at the mobile phones on the counter, chose a Huawei mobile phone, and happily paid for it.
I don't know if Gao Zijian will dislike it, but this can be regarded as my apology, a small sincerity.
I rarely get nervous. Now think about it, when I was with Shi Lei in the past, we rarely had such big mood swings. Shi Lei was like a quietly flowing river, and Gao Zijian was like a volcano that could erupt at any time.
I am learning to get along with the volcano, and I am learning how to love someone better.
My palms were covered with a thin layer of sweat. As soon as the elevator door was pressed, someone came out.
I took a step back and saw the long-haired beauty walking out. It was her, Liu Shihan.
Looking at Gao Zijian again, he was tall and tall, with his head held high. He didn't notice me standing at the elevator door at all.
"Brother Zijian, last time I heard from my aunt that there is a very unique Western restaurant, shall we go there?"
"Yes." Gao Zijian said in a calm voice with eye level.
"It's great, I finally have someone to accompany me," Liu Shihan jumped close to Gao Zijian, holding his arm with one arm, as natural as possible.
I followed reluctantly and heard Liu Shihan say: "Brother Zijian, I heard Ziran say yesterday that your mobile phone was broken. I bought this when I came over just now. Take a look, is it suitable?"
With a shy face, a gentle voice, and his head hanging low, he handed the phone to Gao Zijian, as if waiting for his response.
Gao Zijian lowered his head, glanced at it, and said, "It's very good, thank you."
Then, she took the phone and put it in the car. Liu Shihan raised her big eyes and looked at Gao Zijian. With that expression, how could she be a sister looking at her brother?
He lowered his head, glanced at the Huawei in his hand, and sighed softly.
The car sped off and no one saw me.
"Chen Xiaojia!"
I turned around and looked at Li Shu coming from the elevator, hurriedly put the phone behind me and smiled faintly.
"What are you..."
"Oh, I...I'm here to deliver the documents..." I pointed to the upstairs, "The task has been completed, I'm leaving now~"
Without waiting for Li Shu's answer, I rushed down the stairs in a hurry, turned around and ran towards the road.
As soon as he took two steps forward, he saw a circle of people gathered together. He stuffed his cell phone into his bag. After taking two steps forward, he heard the noise coming from the crowd.
"What's wrong with the urban management? Can the urban management beat people?"
"That's right, just because I have power, I beat people. I want to take pictures, I want...ah!"
A scream reached my ears. I took a step forward and ran directly into the crowd. I saw two or three urban management officials pointing sticks at the vendors on the ground and said, "Take pictures? I let you take them!"
As soon as he finished speaking, the hawker was given two more sticks. The hawker's nose was bleeding and he was lying on the ground struggling.
The crowd gathered more and more, and the two people on the ground had been beaten beyond recognition. One of them raised his head, looked at the crowd and said, "Help, everyone, the city management is beating them!"
Another blow with the stick struck him, immediately silencing him.
"It's not easy for people to sell pineapples. You wouldn't beat them up like this, right?"
"It's just that when you think you have some power, you strike so harshly."
"Hey, who knows if they are temporary workers. These days, if something goes wrong, they are all temporary workers."
There were several men and women discussing quietly next to my ears, but no one stepped forward to stop them. I glanced at the two people lying on the ground, took out the mobile phone I just bought, and took a photo of the urban manager. Suddenly, a stick came out.
Pointing at me, he roared angrily and said, "What are you taking pictures of? Who asked you to take pictures?"
I put away my phone, looked at the urban management officer who pointed at me, and asked, "Why do you beat someone?"
The city guard glanced at me and said, "They should be beaten!"
"Vendors are human beings too, why do you beat them?" I asked, glaring at the urban management officer.
"Hey, here comes a girl who is nosy. What's the matter? You still want to take photos and upload them?" Another urban management officer also came over and looked at me with disdain and said.
"Little girl, forget it, let's go quickly!" I don't know which elder sister pulled me and motioned for me to leave.
I glanced at the three people who were beating people and said, "What's going on? Two more temporary workers have arrived? Vendors are human beings too, and you should be reasonable in enforcing the law. With our tax dollars, you still beat people, even if you have a dog."
You know how to repay your kindness, but you do the opposite. Who gave them such power?"
"you!"
"What are you doing?" I looked at the other urban management officer who was talking and said, "Hawkers should indeed be punished for breaking the rules, but definitely not in this way. As law enforcers, you know how to break the law and don't take the hawkers seriously. Don't you think so?"
Should I be punished?"
"Yes! This girl is right!" Someone in the crowd shouted, and people immediately agreed with me.
"And you," I pointed at another urban management man holding a stick, and said, "My mobile phone has 12 million pixels and can even clearly capture the mole on your face. Why don't you take a picture of the hawker now?"
Send it to the hospital and I will post on Weibo right away to expose you!"
"Yes! Post on Weibo! Find reporters!"
"Don't make any noise, everyone, please stop making noise!" A city manager waved his stick and pointed at the crowd, ordering everyone not to make any noise.
I took a step forward, pointed at my head, and said: "What's wrong? The urban management still wants to solve it violently? Come on, hit me on the head, use some force, and if you can, beat me like them!"
"
The city manager looked at me and seemed to be afraid. He coughed lightly and did not take any action.
"If you don't beat me, you will send them to the hospital immediately. You will bully your own people in front of your house with a stick all day long. If you have the ability, you can drive a cruise ship to recapture the Diaoyu Islands! Everyone says, right?"
"Yes! Send to the hospital!"
"Call an ambulance!"
"Don't let these three people go!"
A group of people gathered around, and after a while, they heard the sound of an ambulance. Everyone worked together to put the vendor into the ambulance. The police car also came over and brought a few urban management officials in, and then it calmed down a little.
Seeing that the matter was almost settled, I let out a long breath and looked around. Suddenly, a hand grabbed my wrist, which shocked me.
"It's me," a voice came to my ears. When I raised my head, I saw Sun Yiqing with a calm face, "The crowd is so chaotic, what are you doing in there?"
I gently pushed Sun Yiqing's hand away and followed him out of the crowd.
Sitting at the window on the first floor, Sun Yiqing brought milk tea in front of me and asked: "Is it you who was shouting in the crowd just now?"
I looked at Sun Yiqing's face, and there was a trace of amusement in his narrow eyes, and I couldn't understand his thoughts at all. If you tell me to be honest, my boss will think that I am too tough. If I lie, maybe this person
I had already seen it clearly. Thinking of this, I coughed lightly and said, "It's me."
Sun Yiqing raised the corners of his mouth, glanced at me, and suddenly laughed, and the more he laughed, the more crazily he became.
"Hey, Manager Sun, are you okay?" Listening to Sun Yiqing's laughter, I felt a little unhappy and said, "Honestly, you asked me to work overtime these two days, was it intentional?"
After I said the words, I felt a little inappropriate. I took a sip of milk tea and waited for Sun Yiqing's reply.
"Chen Xiaojia, do you think I am very lucky? That night, the night I almost knocked you down with my car, if I had yelled at you, your momentum would have been really hard for me to stop.
!" Sun Yiqing was still laughing, but this time, there was an obvious hint of joking in his words.
I coughed lightly and said, "Manager Sun, you know now, I'm telling you, if anyone messes with me, I will have a bad life, and he won't have a good life either. I didn't say that I was a
Kind people.”
Sun Yiqing was stunned for a moment, stopped smiling, looked at me and said, "Are you threatening me?"
I was calmed down by the intimidation in his eyes, and I gently lowered my head and sipped the milk tea.
"Haha," Sun Yiqing chuckled and said, "Interesting, very special."
A leader is a leader. He can still talk and laugh like this after scaring people. I have to say, I admire him.
"Why don't you speak anymore? Where did the scolding momentum go?" Sun Yiqing raised his voice slightly and continued to joke with me.
"Manager Sun, can we stop joking?" I was still hungry. "I'm going back to the company first. You can sip your coffee slowly."
"Okay, I won't kid you anymore," Sun Yiqing looked at me, turned to the side and asked, "Huh? Isn't that your boyfriend?"
With the slightest doubt, I followed Sun Yiqing's eyes and looked over, and it really surprised me.
Didn't Gao Zijian go to eat high-end Western food? Why did he appear here?