Some people just like to be self-righteous, thinking that others will like what they like, that others will willingly agree to what they pursue, and that others will accept all their efforts.
He narcissistically thinks that he can come when he wants and leave when he wants.
And what he wants will stay where he is, waiting for him to look back.
Looking at the gift bags placed on the bed and looking at the sweat on Gao Zijian's forehead, I couldn't tell how I felt.
"Douzi, your uncle bought these new clothes for you, do you like them?" Gao Zijian took Hip-Hop Monkey's cotton sweatshirt in his hand and looked at Douzi with a smile.
Douzi didn't say anything, and looked at me with his big dark eyes.
Gao Zijian came over panting, put the clothes on his chest, and said with a smile: "How about it, the style is good, it will definitely fit you. You always have to change clothes after you peed your pants. Let's take a look and see which set."
Most suitable?"
I coughed lightly, walked past Gao Zijian, walked in front of Douzi, and said with a smile: "Douzi, uncle gave you clothes, tell uncle thank you."
Douzi arched into my arms, looked at Gao Zijian helplessly, and said, "Thank you."
Douzi said it coolly, but in fact, I should be the saddest person.
"Mr. Gao, please go to the living room and wait for me for a while. I'm sorry." I looked at Gao Zijian and my voice was very cold.
Gao Zijian looked at me in astonishment and walked out.
Douzi is very careful. He won't notice any clues once or twice, but he will definitely feel confused after three or four times. I also feel uneasy if I have someone he doesn't like around me.
So, he placed Douzi under the quilt, turned around and walked out.
Looking from the door of the bedroom, Gao Zijian's face is no different from before. There is a smile in his eyes, but there is a touch of alienation. The corners of his mouth are habitually raised, revealing a smile. When he is happy, he smiles happily.
, when he is unhappy, he smiles mockingly, Douzi and him are really alike.
As expected of a father and son.
But, Chen Xiaojia, you need to calm down now. Your behavior has exposed your heart. Perhaps what you desire is not as beautiful as you imagined.
"Xiaojia..." Gao Zijian noticed me, stood up from the sofa, and walked directly towards me.
I smiled softly, deliberately kept the distance between me and him, pointed to the sofa, and motioned for him to sit down.
We sat side by side, but we no longer had the familiarity we had in the past.
He took a gentle breath, looked at Gao Zijian, and said, "Thank you for your concern for me and Douzi, but Mr. Gao, our current relationship is different from before, so..."
"What did you call me?" Gao Zijian interrupted me, his voice filled with disbelief.
I didn't look at him and said with a smile: "Mr. Gao, I am the mother of a child now. Please respect yourself."
Withdrawing Gao Zijian's tightly held arm, I still didn't look at him. I took a deep breath and continued: "As you can see, we and Sun... Yiqing, we took the child...
…So…I don’t want him to misunderstand…”
"Xiaojia..." Gao Zijian's voice was a little hoarse. Suddenly, a panicked cell phone ring rang at this moment. Gao Zijian glanced at it and pressed hang up. The phone rang again. He pressed hang up again. When it rang for the third time,
, before Gao Zijian could speak, I stood up and said, "Mr. Gao, why don't you go and do your work first? I have already made my point very clear."
Gao Zijian pursed his lips and looked incredulously in his eyes. Finally, he nodded and walked out.
I leaned against the door and heard his voice in the corridor, and felt confused inside.
"Mom..." Xiaodouzi's voice suddenly reached my ears. As soon as I lowered my head, I saw him standing at the door of the inner room, looking at me with a pair of doubtful eyes.
The lower body is not wearing pants yet.
I hurried over and said with a smile: "Why are you down?"
"Mom," Xiaodouzi hugged me and said, "Does Uncle Fierce want to bully you again?"
"How is that possible?" I shook my head nervously and said, "Who is mom? Will mom let others bully her?"
Xiaodouzi nodded in understanding and said, "That's right. Uncle Ji bought new clothes for Douzi, and he didn't blame Douzi for peeing his pants, so that's okay."
Children are like this, the distinction between good and bad is so obvious.
Douzi likes bright colors, and Gao Zijian bought the ones that suit Douzi's taste. There are five or six styles, none of which are duplicates. There is an invoice at the bottom of the box. I glanced at the number on it and was shocked.
Gao Zijian, like Sun Yiqing, is not ambiguous at all when it comes to spending money.
Douzi played for a while and then fell asleep. I walked to the window alone and looked at the dark sky outside the window.
Today, it might rain.
He took out his phone, flipped through the pictures, moved his fingers twice, pressed the password, and opened the hidden folder.
The two young faces in the photo seem like they happened yesterday.
Thinking about the time when I first came to Yunshui Town alone and unfamiliar with the place, if the balance in the card could not last for a while, I'm afraid...
I don’t have a stable job, I haven’t even had time to take the accounting qualification exam, and my parents ordered me to abort the child. I don’t know where I got the courage.
Doing odd jobs, serving coffee, and washing dishes. I am very grateful to the boss I first met for taking me in. Gradually, I got used to the feeling of hiding in the deep mountains and old forests.
It’s just that the bulge in my belly is getting bigger and bigger, and the troubles are getting more and more. I’ve heard rumors. When I’m at my worst, I can work for a week in a row just for the meager living expenses.
If, I mean if, if we had not met Sun Yiqing later, would Douzi and I still be alive?
There is a price to be paid for being willful, and you must have enough ability to persist. Every time I think about that period of time, my heart will feel cold.
When I met Gao Zijian, I would think the same thing. It would be better to tell him that the beans are ours, but I can't do it at all.
The day before I gave birth, because the scenic spot was sparsely populated, I had to walk two miles to find a doctor. If Sun Yiqing hadn't sent us mother and son to the hospital on that rainy night and guarded the door of the delivery room, I would have been so anxious when I heard that the baby was born feet first.
He rushed in, asked for a caesarean section, and encouraged me to persist. Is there still Chen Xiaojia in the world now?
At the moment when the child was having a difficult delivery, how much I hoped that the person standing by my side would be Gao Zijian.
Even the doctors said it was a miracle that the beans were born naturally, but little did they know that Sun Yiqing stayed by my side and said those encouraging words to me over and over again, but in my mind, I was still disappointed and thought of Gao Zijian.
I warned myself Chen Xiaojia, that person rejected this life so cruelly, you have to go against him, give birth to him, raise him by yourself, and don't rely on him in the slightest.
I did it, but my heart has forgotten the feeling of pain.
Sun Yiqing found a doctor and got me a double room. The pregnant woman who lived with me also gave birth to a big fat boy. My father had a happy smile on his face, but now he can still hurt me.
I need to urinate at night, and my body hurts so much that I can't move at all. The person who has always been with me is not Gao Zijian.
I can forget all of this. Really, after four years, as time goes by, I can completely forget that I once loved someone so deeply, because my focus has already been on Douzi.
What Douzi chooses is what I choose. What Douzi loves, I will also learn to love.
I can no longer quarrel with Gao Zijian, because I know that it will not benefit anyone if we continue like this.
Therefore, it is much better to refuse directly than to accompany him pretending to have nothing to do.
Thinking of this, the depression that was stuck in my chest was finally relieved. I pointed my finger on the computer screen and deleted the group photo with a gentle click.
Two drops of water fell on the screen of the mobile phone, and slowly fell down along the tilt of the screen.
After pressing Sun Yiqing's number, the other end of the phone answered the call quickly, but there was the sound of heavy breathing.
I looked at the window and said: "Once clear, Douzi fell asleep. Let's go back later."
"Xiaojia..." Sun Yiqing's voice revealed an excited look, and I heard him continue: "What did you call me just now?"
I turned around, looked at the little head Guazi on the bedside, and said half-jokingly: "Uncle Sun."
Hearty laughter came from the other end of the phone, and I heard Sun Yiqing say: "Chen Xiaojia, you kept me waiting for a long time."
I didn't know how to answer, so I could only remain silent.
"We'll set off once Douzi wakes up."
"good……"
After hanging up the phone, I glanced at Douzi on the bed, smiled softly, and said, "Douzi, you have to change your name now. Why don't you call me Dad Sun?"
I'm not sad at all, really, the tears are just unnecessary.
After such a hasty meeting with Gao Zijian, at ten o'clock in the evening, I walked towards the car with Douzi in my arms. I didn't take off the clothes on Douzi. It was a red hip-hop monkey sportswear, and the shoes were also new. Waiting for us to sit down
After entering the car, Douzi's confused eyes finally appeared awake. He rubbed his eyes and asked, "Mom, where are we going now?"
"Of course I'm going home."
Douzi stared at me with big eyes, suddenly turned to look out the window, then looked at his clothes, turned to me and asked, "Mom, I haven't thanked Uncle Ji yet."
This kid changes so fast.
"Then let's do it next time. It's too late today. We have to go back." I looked at the beans coaxingly, but little did I know that after this time, it might never be possible to see each other again.
Douzi didn't say anything, he just lowered his head and looked at the hip-hop monkey on his chest, and then he moved his arms into my arms, sticking close to me.
It comes in a hurry and goes in a hurry, Douzi, at least, you have seen it.
As for mom, I also want to be happy and give you the life you want.
But fate, it just likes to play tricks on people...