164. Is the title Father and Son Mother's Day appropriate?
I had another long dream. In the dream, I dreamed of the little nest that belonged to us. The strange thing was that when I came in from the door and lowered my head, I saw three pairs of shoes.
One pair of men's shoes, one pair of women's shoes, and one pair of children's shoes.
I didn't hold Doudou in my arms, but his hearty laughter was in my ears. I followed the sound step by step and walked indoors, finally stopping at the door of the bedroom.
Douzi was laughing and making noise on the ground as usual, but strangely, I saw that familiar figure from behind.
Sometimes, the most real feelings are directly reflected in dreams. When I see this figure from behind, my first reaction is him.
When I stared at the back, he suddenly turned his head, and in the backlight, he still had that smiling face.
Who is he? He is the one I don’t want to admit, the one he is.
He opened his eyes and glanced at Douzi next to him. He was sleeping sweetly and his little mouth was slightly open. He was very cute.
The fluctuations in my heart were not relieved. I got out of bed and looked at my phone. It was only around three in the morning.
Many days and nights, I will be tortured by such dreams. The difference is that this time, I did not cry.
It has been two days since I came back, and my life is still the same, but my heart is uncontrollable and becoming more and more impatient.
What am I worried about? What am I thinking about?
In fact, in such a quiet moment of night, the most true emotions have exposed all my thoughts. There can be ten thousand reasons to love someone, and the same is true for not loving someone.
The saddest thing is probably that you say you don't love me, but you dream about him again and again in your dreams.
He sighed softly, turned around, and saw the ring on the table.
I don't have the habit of wearing jewelry, and I couldn't find it anywhere on my body. It was for this reason that I didn't put this ring on so quickly.
After rushing back all night, after eating and drinking enough, and putting Douzi to sleep, the first thing Sun Yiqing did was to take out this ring, hold my hand, and ask to wear it.
Many decisions are not made on a whim.
I'm not a fool. I appreciate every moment of Sun Yiqing's efforts. The rejection two weeks ago, the promise two weeks later, and Douzi's attitude are all reasons.
Only one thing is missing. And this is the reason why I couldn't sleep at night these two days.
Love? How could you not love?
For four years, every second, every minute, every day, from the initial desire to the final despair, it has always been because of love.
It has been four years since I didn't go and he didn't come either. Carrying the stubbornness in my heart, stubborn to the point of despair, he showed up.
I really want to ask, do you love me? If you love me, why do you block my mouth? If you love me, if you are a little more careful, you should be able to notice how similar Douzi's eyebrows are to yours.
Questioning, asking, approaching but doubting, this is the biggest problem between us.
How much I want to ask in person, are you married? But I can't ask, the feelings between us cannot be explained clearly in one or two sentences. If you are married, I will feel heartache, and I can only keep it in my heart.
You are not married, it has been four years, Gao Zijian, have you loved me and found me? No matter how bad the Gao family is, two cities share the same provincial capital, is it so difficult to find our mother and son?
But Gao Zijian, I am so resentful and hateful, why did my limbs tremble and my heart almost jump out of my throat when I saw you for the first time?
I didn't dare to speak out, and I didn't have the confidence to do anything.
In the end, I could only call out that familiar name gently in my dream.
Everything returns to the source, just because of one sentence, I love you.
At six o'clock in the morning, I put down the pen and paper in my hand, closed the diary, with sore eyes, returned to bed, and fell asleep.
Chen Xiaojia, you say you are brave, but you only dare to write your thoughts in your diary.
At around eight o'clock, Sun Yiqing called and said that the time was up. I took out the clothes I had prepared, but Douzi himself took out the hip-hop monkey with his bare buttocks and put it on carefully.
He loves this new dress as much as he loves all new toys and shoes.
I didn't want to say anything more, so I put some facial cream on Douzi and carried him out the door.
Sun Yiqing told me yesterday that something went wrong at work and he needed to go back, probably in about a week.
I didn't have any special feeling. Douzi had to go to school in the morning, so in order to say goodbye to Sun Yiqing, I took half a day off.
The sun was still good, the wind was gentle, it was cloudless, and the air in the mountains was very fresh. Before Douzi and I went out, we already saw Sun Yiqing standing at the door.
He was wearing a white turtleneck sweater and was as gentle as jade. When he smiled, you could see the thin crow's feet. I remember he said to me the night before yesterday: "Xiaojia, I'm not young anymore. I'm done with this."
, let’s just get married.”
He spoke directly, but his eyes were full of expectation.
"Uncle Sun..." Douzi opened his arms and ran directly over.
Sun Yiqing raised his eyebrows and said, "I have forgotten everything I told you last time!"
Douzi rolled his eyes and said with a smile: "Oh, I forgot about it, Dad Sun~~"
Sun Yiqing couldn't help but gave Douzi a big kiss and said, "Xiao Douzi, dad can't let you go. What should I do? Dad is going away for a week."
The word dad is very heavy.
"Dad Sun, Douzi can't bear to leave you, but don't worry, I will listen to my mother and will definitely wait for you to come back."
"So good!" Sun Yiqing said loudly again, glanced at the time, and asked in a low voice: "There is only one minute left. Douzi tells dad what he wants?"
"Douzi doesn't want anything," Douzi shook his head and said, "Dad Sun is working very hard, Douzi doesn't want anything."
Sun Yiqing looked at Douzi with emotion and said, "Douzi knows how to love his father at such a young age. He is so good!"
When the time came, Sun Yiqing naturally took my hand and said: "I will come back as soon as possible and call you every day. I will meet you when I have time. I..."
This was also the first time I saw Sun Yiqing acting like a mother-in-law. I smiled and said, "I know, Douzi and I are waiting for you to come back."
As soon as I finished speaking, Sun Yiqing's arms wrapped around my waist and whispered in my ear: "When I come back, I will eat you first."
I pretended not to hear, took Douzi over, and said goodbye to Sun Yiqing.
In the three and a half years I've been with Sun Yiqing, he has never gone too far, and our relationship with me has remained above friends and below lovers, with very little ambiguity. The more this happens, the more guilty I feel towards him.
The black car disappeared on the road. I recovered my thoughts, glanced at the time, and went to the store with my beans in my arms.
"Douzi, you have to go to school after lunch."
"I know, mom."
"You have to be good in the store later."
"Mom, you are so long-winded."
"Why?"
"Douzi is an obedient child," Douzi looked at me and said, "When did you let your mother worry about you?"
This kid is getting more and more presumptuous.
The coffee shop was only five minutes away from the residence, and it wasn't long before we arrived at the shop. What was strange was that, so early in the morning, there were two cars parked at the door, and they were not cheap.
Douzi and I looked at each other and stepped into the store.
Xiaoyun was standing on the counter. When she saw me coming in, she hurriedly walked towards me and said, "Sister Xiaojia, they..."
As soon as I turned my eyes, I saw two men sitting in front of the window. One was the landlord of this house, and the other... only a back figure was left, but this back figure had a sense of familiarity.
"Hey, Xiaojia, here you go..." The landlord looked at me politely, and I nodded. When I saw the familiar figure turning his face, I was stunned at this sight.
Gao Zijian once called me a motorcycle person, but now I feel there is reason to believe that he is a candy person.
Shameless and stubborn, he is simply the best.
"Douzi, long time no see, do you miss your uncle?" A very emotional speech filled my ears, and the next second, Gao Zijian came over.
I lowered my head and looked at Douzi. Douzi looked at me with his lips pouted and glared at Gao Zijian.
"Why are you here?" Because he was so surprised, his voice was trembling, "Didn't I make it clear last time? Why are you..."
"Xiaojia, didn't I tell you last time that the cafe was for sale?" Rent came over with a smile on his face and said, "Mr. Gao is very satisfied with this place, and the price is also very reasonable.
I sold this place to him."
What? The store has been sold? The new landlord is Gao Zijian?
"Landlord..." I moved my legs nervously and said, "Didn't you say last time that you would consider selling this place to me? You are..."
"Xiaojia, what's mine is yours. If you sell it to me, doesn't it mean it's yours?" Gao Zijian looked at me and said with a smile.
==!What's the point? How come Gao Zijian and I are related again?
The landlord left. Looking at the smile on his face, you knew that Gao Zijian must be generous. This guy actually... No, the house and residence here are one. Could it be...
"You..." I took a breath gently and said, "Does the house where you live also belong to you?"
Gao Zijian looked at me with a grin, stretched out his index finger and shook it, saying: "No, Chen Xiaojia, you made a mistake again. What's mine is yours. You should say that this place belongs to you!"
"you……"
"Mom..." Douzi saw the two of us suddenly quarreling, and tugged on my trousers and said, "Will Uncle Fierce live here in the future?"
"No……"
"Douzi," Gao Zijian interrupted me directly, quickly and ruthlessly, squatted down, and was eye level with Douzi, with a smile on his face, and continued: "Don't call me Uncle Xiong, I have a name.
of."
I was a little nervous, so I couldn't stop myself or speak.
"Then...what's your name?" Douzi rolled his big round eyes and asked in a low voice.
"My name is Gao Zijian. Gao means happy and high. Zijian means beans. My son is very healthy. Remember?" Gao Zijian explained happily while gesturing with his hands, as if that was really the case.
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Douzi glared at Gao Zijian and said in a very calm voice: "Uncle Gao, don't get close to me. I won't do that."
Gao Zijian's face darkened. Looking at Douzi's raised chin, he suddenly laughed out loud and said, "Young Douzi is so smart. Come on, uncle will bring you something else. It's very mysterious. You have never seen it before."
Douzi took a step back and said, "I don't want to see it."
In fact, a pair of big black eyes could not help but look forward.
"Douzi, uncle, let me tell you, it's really mysterious, a very mysterious and mysterious gift, and it's more fun than Transformers!" Gao Zijian waved his left and right hands, almost kneeling down to show it.
Douzi's eyes showed curiosity, but his face was still very calm. He raised his head and looked at me and asked, "Mom, can I go and take a look?"
I was stopped by Douzi's question, and I glanced at Gao Zijian squatting on the ground, sighed softly, and said, "Go on, I'll come over to stay with you when mom is done, and I'll go to school in the afternoon."
Douzi nodded happily, stretched out his little lotus-like arm, looked at Gao Zijian, raised his chin, and said, "Because of your enthusiasm, I agree!"
Gao Zijian was also stunned, stood up, straightened his clothes, stretched out his big hand in front of Douzi, and said: "Little Prince Douzi is really powerful, come, uncle will hold you..."
"No need..." Douzi was a little shy, shook his head gently and said, "You'd better take me to see what it is first!"
Gao Zijian smiled, and Douzi smiled too. That expression and appearance were just... so similar!
Gao Zijian's big hand held Douzi's small hand, and the two hands were tightly held together. Suddenly, an indescribable feeling rose in my heart, but my nose was already sore.
"Chen Xiaojia, you go about your business first. Leave the beans to me!" I walked toward the kitchen, and suddenly Gao Zijian's voice came to my ears. I turned around, and Gao Zijian had already gone to fetch the box from the ground.
Something that didn't catch my eye.
One big and one small, they give me a really special feeling.
The trip was quiet, with only three or four guests coming in one morning. I stayed in the kitchen and was busy, but in my ears, I could hear the voices of the father and son.
This is a family relationship that no one can let go of, I know.
"Hahahaha, Uncle Gao, you are so stupid," Douzi's voice came over and continued: "One more time, rock, paper, scissors! Yeah, yeah! I won, keep playing with your head!"
"Oh, Douzi, you are so smart. We had a fight with your Uncle Gao when we were young. No, my head will be swollen..." Gao Zijian begged.
"Mom said, Aunt Li said that my IQ is... 190. None of the classmates in the class are smarter than me! Huahua often praises me!" Douzi said without being polite at all, with a sweet voice.
"Wow, Douzi is really powerful. No wonder Uncle Gao is so stupid," Gao Zijian coughed lightly and asked: "Well, Douzi, uncle has other questions to ask you. Let me see if you can know, okay?"
What did Gao Zijian want to get out of Douzi? I walked to the door of the kitchen angrily, raised my head, and saw the profiles of father and son. Gao Zijian had sharp angles, and Douzi had some baby fat, but both of them were
A pair of peach blossom eyes.
"Okay, Confucius said, you are smart and eager to learn, and you are not ashamed to ask. You can ask!"
"Douzi, you!" Gao Zijian was stunned by Douzi's calmness and knowledge, and his peach blossom eyes widened.
Humph, my son is not as smart as you! Besides, my son is already smart.
"Douzi, honestly, how old are you this year?" Although Gao Zijian's voice was lowered, I could still hear him clearly as I leaned in front of the door.
He retracted his head and his heartbeat was very fast. He was worried that Douzi would say it, but he didn't know why and didn't stop it immediately.
"I refuse to answer this question."
Good son, you actually... can withstand temptation so well.
"Why?" Gao Zijian's voice was full of dissatisfaction, and I knew that he was not a patient father at all.
"I promised a man that I will be a man. A gentleman speaks quickly and whips his horse. I am a little man." Douzi answered confidently.
Because I lost my ID card and couldn't go back to get a new one, I directly used Sun Yiqing's name to register for residence, and my age was half a year younger. This is not a secret, Douzi and I are both aware of it.
It's just that I never told Douzi that I needed to hide my age...
"Good Douzi, how about we change the game?" Gao Zijian's voice was drawn out again. I have absolutely reason to believe that Douzi will definitely be exposed if he follows him.
"Douzi..." I walked out with the food and said, "Come, let's eat..."
When Douzi heard my voice, he immediately jumped down from his seat and said with a smile: "Mom, this was given to me by Uncle Gao..."
"Did you thank him?" I didn't look at Gao Zijian, but stretched out my hand and started placing the bowls and chopsticks.
"Yes," Douzi walked up to me and said, "I just played rock, paper, scissors, and Uncle Gao lost ten times."
Douzi’s voice was very low, and Xiaomi’s teeth were exposed, looking very playful.
"So, how many times in total?" I held Doudou next to me and asked pretending not to know.
"Hehe, there are only ten times in total..." Douzi looked at me proudly and whispered: "Uncle Fierce is so stupid."
I was amused by Douzi, and turned around to look at Gao Zijian. His eyes were also staring at me. There was a long-lost burning feeling in his quiet eyes, which immediately made my heart skip a beat.
I quickly turned my head, took the spoon, and fed the beans.
After lunch, I took out Douzi's small schoolbag and he was standing in front of the store. I went to the back door to ride my bike. When I walked out, I found Gao Zijian and Douzi together again.
"Hey," I pushed the car over nervously, "Why are you here?"
Gao Zijian put down the beans he held high, turned to look at me, and said, "Is this how you send him to school?"
I know what he means is that I will deliver beans on a battery car.
"You can't control it..."
"Follow me..." Gao Zijian put down the beans and said with a smile: "Wait for me here with my mother. I will drive and take the beans to the kindergarten myself."
Douzi looked at me, then at Gao Zijian, pursed his lips and said nothing.
In the end, I couldn't resist Gao Zijian, and I was worried that Douzi would be affected, so I sat in the car holding Douzi.
To my surprise, there were child seats with doors in the car.
This Gao Zijian, how much does he know?
Saying goodbye to Douzi at the door, Douzi put his hands in the pockets of his sweater and ran into the classroom. Gao Zijian and I were the only two people left.
In the afternoon, I could hear the soft chirping of birds and the gentle breeze caressing my cheeks, which actually made me feel a little bit of comfort.
"Chen Xiaojia, thank you for your hard work..." Gao Zijian turned to look at me with a calm expression.
I shrugged and said, "It just so happens that I also want to have a good chat with you, let's go!"