I don’t know what Gao Zijian said to Douzi. Anyway, this little guy kept chanting "Uncle Gao, Uncle Gao" all night. Is there really a legendary father-son heart-to-heart connection?
Douzi was able to accept Sun Yiqing in the first place because Sun Yiqing had been waiting for us silently, and Gao Zijian, who had only been here two days, took the little kid back into submission, which was indeed beyond my expectation.
I wanted to call Sun Yiqing back, but I was worried that Douzi would spill the beans. Gao Zijian was a smooth-tongued person. What he said about waiting and changing, so far, I haven't seen the slightest change.
Wait, what am I thinking? I hope he will change? No, no, no, his change has nothing to do with me for the time being.
The fuss continued until half past nine, when Douzi finally got tired and lay in my arms, with long eyelashes covering his lower eyelids, breathing evenly, and sleeping sweetly.
I am also tired. Some problems cannot be ignored, but they cannot be solved. Instead of doing this, let it take its course.
Shouldn’t we still live our lives as usual?
Early the next morning, when I was checking the homework assigned by the teacher to Douzi, I suddenly discovered a key point - the accompanying class in the afternoon, where parents and children were arranged to fly kites together.
Every two weeks, parents and children are arranged to have classes together, or to stack blocks together, or to do handicrafts together, so as to increase parents' understanding of their children. When I am busy, I will take time to go there. In order to prevent Douzi from feeling that he is different from others, Sun Yiqing also
Will follow along.
It's a pity that Sun Yiqing is not here this time.
I sighed softly, looked up, and saw Gao Zijian standing on the stairs.
The strange thing is that he is actually wearing hip-hop monkey sportswear. Although it is sportswear, it is slim-fitting. You can vaguely see the strong chest muscles under the clothes. After four years, I feel that my skin is not as good as before, but
Gao Zijian, however, became stronger.
God is really unfair to men and women.
"Good morning~" Gao Zijian walked over with a smile and glanced at the parent-honest interactive message book in my hand, "Is there something difficult?"
"No." I immediately denied.
"No, my intuition tells me that there must be." Gao Zijian raised the corners of his mouth and stretched out his slender fingers to the guestbook. Before I had time to escape, the notebook was already in his hand.
The advantage of having long arms is that it is easy to grab things.
"Oh, flying a kite?" Gao Zijian glanced at the message book and said, "There seems to be one missing person in the family of three."
I stared at Gao Zijian and said, "No, not even one."
"There must be one missing," Gao Zijian smiled cheekily and said, "I happen to have nothing to do today, so I'll join you then!"
"No need," I took the guestbook back and said, "Occasionally there are only two people, it doesn't matter."
"Xiaojia..." Gao Zijian's hand suddenly reached out to my wrist and said, "Look, I feel so pitiful to be alone in this mountain, so just take me with you."
With this tone and demeanor, is Gao Zijian crazy? He is acting as coquettishly as Douzi?
"No." I glanced at my face and couldn't bear to look directly at Gao Zijian, silently shouting in my heart, "Calm down, Chen Xiaojia, you must calm down."
"I am strong and invulnerable to all poisons. If you take me with you, firstly, all physical work will be covered. Secondly, in addition to physical work, other things can also be done. Chen Xiaojia, if you don't take me, you will definitely regret it!" Gao Zijian said
His hand was still there, and he began to brag about himself.
"Others?" I stared at Gao Zijian, as if I suddenly understood something, and directly avoided Gao Zijian's burning eyes.
"In March, the breeze is blowing. In addition to flying kites, of course, we can also discuss other things..." Gao Zijian said as he approached me. I quickly backed away, and finally, I was pushed to the window.
Douzi was still in the bedroom, and I was afraid that the loud noise would wake him up. I raised my head nervously, pushed Gao Zijian, and said, "Gao Zijian, have you had enough fun?"
"I'm not playing."
"Okay, you're not playing, can you please keep a safe distance from me first?" I stretched out my hand, but unexpectedly, my palm was held tightly by Gao Zijian, which immediately made my heart beat faster.
"Chen Xiaojia, I just want to ask you, will you take me with you?" Gao Zijian looked at me sideways, and the burning heat of his breath was only a few centimeters away from me. The heat caused my heartbeat to become disordered and I was speechless.
"What are you afraid of?" Seeing that I was silent, Gao Zijian continued: "Douzi will slowly accept me, and you will slowly accept me. I will help you solve all problems, as long as you follow me..."
Just follow me...
"Gao Zijian, you are crazy..." I lowered my voice and raised my head to look at Gao Zijian. Our eyes intertwined. His eyes were filled with the deep affection I was familiar with, but my angry and panicked face was printed on his eyes.
Suddenly, my wrist was pushed to the wall, and without any explanation, Gao Zijian kissed me.
"you……"
"This is a good morning kiss," Gao Zijian licked the tip of his tongue with satisfaction and said domineeringly: "I will have it every day from now on, starting from the forehead until..."
Gao Zijian didn't continue, but his eyes fell on my chest. I pushed Gao Zijian away impatiently, and just when I was about to curse, a voice interrupted me.
"Mom, are you making a fool of yourself?"
Turning around, Xiaodouzi was standing at the door of the bedroom, rubbing his groggy eyes and looking at me and Gao Zijian doubtfully.
"Douzi," Gao Zijian's face suddenly burst into a bright smile. He walked up to Douzi in two steps and asked, "Cute little Douzi, would it be okay for uncle to fly a kite with you today?"
Douzi glanced at Gao Zijian calmly, pushed his hand away, and slowly walked toward me. As he walked, he said, "You have to listen to mom on this."
As expected of my son, he can still be so calm at such a time. Not bad, I give him a thumbs up!
Gao Zijian was really attentive enough. He sent beans to school after breakfast, and he actually left me alone at home. Looking at the car slowly driving away, my heart couldn't calm down after all.
When I was busy at noon, a van suddenly appeared at the door. When I walked out, I saw two men in work clothes walking out of the van. They glanced at me and went to move things in the van.
I looked at them doubtfully and asked, "Are you doing some magic?"
"Oh, hello, the coffee machine you ordered has arrived. Where can I put it?" A big man looked at me and asked with a smile.
Coffee machine? I didn’t make a reservation...could it be...
Just when I was confused, my phone rang at this moment. I picked it up and saw that it was Sun Yiqing's call.
"Have you received the coffee machine?" Sun Yiqing's gentle voice came from the other end of the phone, revealing silent joy.
"Did you buy it?" I said hello to Xiaoyun and walked towards the kitchen.
"Didn't you say on the phone yesterday that the coffee machine was broken? Repairing it won't solve the problem. It's better to replace it with a new one. It's easier to use and saves a lot of trouble."
My heart suddenly thumped when I heard this. Is Sun Yiqing talking about the coffee machine or the person? Why do I think he is hinting at me?
"Yiqing, I..."
"Xiaojia, you have been stubborn in your own life these past few years. You don't know, but I feel heartbroken just looking at you. I have never stopped you from doing what you want to do. I have always respected your way of life, even if I feel heartbroken.
I also hid it myself. Fortunately, you didn't object to my dedication to the beans. Now, I have a chance. You don't know how long you have been looking forward to this opportunity. Let me take care of you. And don't say thank you to me.
Character."
What happened to Sun Yiqing? Why did he suddenly say this?
"Yiqing, last night I was..."
"Xiaojia, don't explain so much to me. I believe you must have me in your heart. Some things take time, and I understand. The growth of Douzi also requires father's love. Although I can't guarantee that it will be perfect, but..." Sun Yiqing's voice
It came again and continued: "If you have any concerns, we can no longer have children..."
No more kids?
"Yiqing, I didn't... I just..." My brain suddenly became confused and I couldn't say a word.
"Xiaojia, I told you that I understand you. In the past two days, my friends have also been laughing at me, saying that I am an old man, why am I so stubborn? I am also asking myself, I never figured it out before, but now, I understand
.”
"kindness?"
"There is no trace of love. Why must we pursue it? This is also the reason why we missed the opportunity. Therefore, I will not wait any longer..." Sun Yiqing's words were firm, as if he had made some determination.
"Yiqing, I wonder if we..."
"Okay, I feel relieved now that I have received the items. I still have something to do here. I will call you later. I also want to hear the voice of Douzi, okay?"
I responded and hung up the phone, but my heart became even more confused.
It's me who's been lost for too long, it's me who's been stubborn for too long, and it's me who's been waiting for too long.
While touching the first stirrings of my heart, I said, I will be waiting for you forever, Chen Xiaojia, what virtues and abilities are you?
In the morning, Gao Zijian and I were almost seen by Douzi, which was not beneficial to his growth.
Furthermore, being under the same roof directly creates opportunities for problems to arise. I don’t know how to refuse Gao Zijian’s pressing steps. Is it because the expectations deep in my heart have been verified? That’s why it’s like this?
No, I am irrational now, Sun Yiqing - thinking of him, I felt uneasy in my heart - I just mentioned casually on the phone last night that the coffee machine was delivered today. For his attentiveness,
I……
Fate has brought some hardships to us, mother and son, but it has sent an angel amidst the hardships. What reason do I have to live up to or reject this guardian angel?
Chen Xiaojia, you can't hesitate anymore. Your hesitation will only hurt three people. Rather than doing this, it is better to have long-term pain than short-term pain.
I raised my head and looked at the tiny bits of sunlight shining in the fallen leaves. I sighed softly, but tears flowed down from the corners of my eyes.