The atmosphere in the ward was not harmonious, and the violence in the air made my heart beat faster. On the one hand, I was eager to escape from Sun Yiqing, and I was worried about the injury on his arm. On the other hand, Gao Zijian’s character was what I was.
I understand that whenever his temper gets worse, I worry that problems will arise.
Leaning back slightly, he signaled Sun Yiqing to let go of his hand, nervously smoothed his hair with his fingers, and walked towards Gao Zijian's position.
He glanced at Gao Zijian and took the beans. His fingertips touched Gao Zijian lightly, and he could clearly feel his stiffness at this moment.
"Douzi, come to Sun's father..." Sun Yiqing began to break the silence at the moment. I was still standing where Douzi had stretched out his hand and ran towards Sun Yiqing.
I glanced at Gao Zijian. His eyes flickered and his fists were clenched. It was obvious that he was suppressing his anger.
I felt inappropriate for not breaking away immediately, but in this situation, I didn't know how to explain to Gao Zijian. I turned around and saw Douzi lying on Sun Yiqing's body, playing with him.
I took a step forward, walked up to Gao Zijian, forced out an awkward smile, and said, "How about we go out and talk first?"
"Why are you going out? What do you want to say here?" Gao Zijian did not look at me, but stared at Sun Yiqing and Douzi who were playing around with a pair of angry eyes.
"Douzi is still here, let's go out and talk."
When I said this, there was a domineering tone in my voice. I have always been accustomed to two extremes when dealing with Gao Zijian, one is domineering, and the other is humble and distressed.
I understand Gao Zijian's character very well, so I will never choose to confront him head-on.
The atmosphere was extremely awkward. Douzi's "Daddy Sun" several times clearly reached the ears of me and Gao Zijian. Gao Zijian took two steps forward and stood in front of the bed.
"Long time no see." Gao Zijian stretched out his right hand, suppressing his anger, and extended his right arm to greet Sun Yiqing.
Sun Yiqing turned around and glanced at Gao Zijian, and Douzi's eyes also looked at Gao Zijian, one disdainful, the other confused, and finally, it was replaced by a faint smile.
"It hasn't been a long time, but Mr. Gao is busy with official duties. How can he have the opportunity to wander around in remote areas?" Sun Yiqing's tone was not very friendly. He said lightly and turned away calmly.
I noticed the mutual repulsive magnetic field between the two of them. Just as I was about to speak, Gao Zijian turned to look at me, put an arm directly on my body and said, "My woman is here, of course I have to come over."
, Mr. Sun, on the other hand, rushed back despite the heavy rain, but he didn't get any advantage, and instead made himself disabled."
The long sarcasm, the disdainful eyes, and the cold tone always reminded me that these two men could break out at any time.
"Mr. Gao's words are wrong. You may not understand the actual situation, but I can't blame you. After all, four years have passed and Douzi is calling Sun Dad. Some things are not easy to explain, right?
Douzi?" Sun Yiqing's hand held Douzi tightly, and his last shout seemed to deliberately raise his tone.
How did Douzi know what was going on between Gao Zijian and Sun Yiqing? One was his biological father, and the other was his father who treated him as if he were his own person. When he heard Sun Yiqing's call, he grinned and sweetly called "Sun Daddy"
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"Hey, Douzi is so good." Sun Yiqing's voice was still calm, and he gently pinched Douzi's face with his fingers and said with a smile.
Douzi chuckled and continued playing.
I know that Gao Zijian must feel uncomfortable in his heart, but telling him about Douzi now will probably only add fuel to the fire. I need to find an opportunity. After all, I don't want to see these two men hurt.
Moreover, it is for an ordinary woman like me.
"Douzi, can Dad Gao take you to find Hip-Hop Monkey?"
As soon as Gao Zijian's voice came out, both Sun Yiqing and I were startled. I understood Sun Yiqing's surprise, but I didn't expect that Gao Zijian would still fight to the end. He stretched out his arms and looked at Douzi with a smile, his face showing seriousness.
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Sun Yiqing seemed to notice the anger on Gao Zijian's face, and shook his head gently, as if waiting for Douzi's answer.
None of the three people spoke, and all three pairs of eyes were fixed on Douzi. Douzi looked at me, then at the injury on Sun Yiqing's arm, and said: "Mom, I don't want Hip-Hop Monkey anymore, I want to stay here with you."
Look at Sun’s father.”
Gao Zijian's arms immediately dropped, and the disappointment on his face was clearly evident. He said that I was wrong because I didn't tell Douzi earlier that Gao Zijian was his father. But I was lucky. If I had told Gao Zijian the truth,
, will he feel even more embarrassed in this situation now?
"Douzi is obedient," he is a child after all. Sun Yiqing felt sorry for him, and he also felt sorry for Sun Yiqing. I didn't think he did anything wrong, so I reached out my hand and gently touched Douzi's face and said with a smile.
"I'm going back first..." Gao Zijian snorted lightly and raised his feet to leave.
I stretched out my hand without hesitation and said, "Wait a moment, let's go together."
Gao Zijian unceremoniously broke away from my hand, looked back at me, then at Sun Yiqing and Douzi, and said, "No, I know I am redundant."
"Zijian..." I couldn't help but hold his hand, but Gao Zijian had already turned his head.
"Mr. Gao..." Sun Yiqing's voice sounded at this moment, with an indescribable courage in his voice, "I think we should talk."
Gao Zijian turned to look at Sun Yiqing, without caring about Douzi who was present, and said: "With you? I'm too lazy to talk about the things you did. To be honest, I don't think we have anything to talk about..."
The smell of gunpowder escalated again. Just when I was overwhelmed by the two men at this moment, the door opened.
Tian Xin came in. She walked over with a smile on her face, glanced at the room, and said, "Hey, it's quite lively today, everyone is here!"
I like Tian Xin very much, not only because she smiles with curved eyebrows, but the feeling on her body reminds me of the durian I haven't seen for a long time, and her joke at this moment instantly resolved the embarrassment at this moment.
Sun Yiqing glanced at Tian Xin and said, "Tian Xin, please take Douzi to the nearby area to see if there are wave candy and buy some for him. Douzi likes it best."
Douzi immediately raised his head when he heard the word "wave candy" and looked at Tian Xin who was smiling at him without any rejection.
"Okay," Tian Xin nodded and said, "Come on, Xiaodouzi, I am your Aunt Tian Xin, and I want to beat you to buy wave candy."
Douzi glanced at Sun Yiqing, then at me, obediently stretched out his arms, and followed Tian Xin out.
This is how adults and children get along for a long time. You love them, love them, and want to give them the best things in the world. Although the child is small, he can clearly feel this kind of love.
When he knows how to express, he will cling to you and feel repelled by strangers. When he knows how to express, he will almost believe everything you say.
That's the case with Douzi and Sun Yiqing. Douzi not only believes in every word Sun Yiqing says, but Sun Yiqing has love and prestige with him.
The door of the ward was closed, and the three of us were left in the room. Gao Zijian's face became even more ugly, and he was the first to say: "Sun Yiqing, if you want to provoke me in this way, then I will accept it. Douzi is so ignorant.
, you use four years, I use four to get over, and when the time comes, I will let you see who is the real one."
What does Gao Zijian mean by saying this? Could it be that he already knows that the beans are his...
"Haha," Sun Yiqing's chuckle reached my ears, and I heard him say: "Gao Zijian, four years have passed, and you still haven't changed."
Gao Zijian snorted coldly and said: "Don't say four years, it will be the same in forty years."
Sun Yiqing stood up slowly. Because he had difficulty with his hands and feet, I went to help him, but I was grabbed by Gao Zijian. His eyes told me not to get close.
I'm a little entangled. On the one hand, it's Sun Yiqing who is kind to me and Douzi. On the other hand, it's the lover I met again four years later. Emotionally, I hope both of them are well, but...
While hesitating, Sun Yiqing had already sat down.
He glanced at me, his eyes fell on Gao Zijian's hand that was holding mine tightly, the corners of his mouth raised, and he said in a calm voice: "Gao Zijian, I think you made a mistake. You think you and I are competitors.
, in fact, in my opinion, it’s not the case at all. Because of what? Because you don’t deserve it.”
"What do you mean?" Gao Zijian took a step forward and looked at Sun Yiqing, his eyes even more fierce.
"What I mean is very simple. In my opinion, you are not worthy of Xiaojia at all." Sun Yiqing's tone was calm, but it already surprised me. I heard him continue: "You know what a woman wants most is
What? Do you know what a woman wants most after having a child? She just wants a stability and a man who can love her and take care of her for the rest of her life. But I found that you don’t understand at all.
I don’t even bother to compete with a man who doesn’t even know what his woman needs.”
"Sun Yiqing, who do you think you are? Can you, an outsider, touch the relationship between Chen Xiaojia and I? I know what she needs better than you, so I don't need you as an outsider to dictate!"
The atmosphere in the room had reached a fever pitch. I looked at Gao Zijian nervously. The veins on his hands were already bulging. I sighed softly and said, "Zijian, let's go out."
"Xiaojia," Sun Yiqing called my name and said, "How long are you going to bear it alone? Where is your cheerful and heroic attitude? Where is your bright smile? He is a big man, four
I thought it was not enough to hurt you once before, but now I am still so childish. It is not that I want to compete with him, but that such a man is not worthy at all! He is not worthy of your love!"
"Sun Yiqing, do you think I can't find Chen Xiaojia if you use some means to hide it?" Gao Zijian looked at me, then glared at Sun Yiqing, and continued: "Let me tell you, even if I am really as unbearable as you said, at least I
Love is open and aboveboard, and my heart has never changed."
"That's ridiculous!" Sun Yiqing laughed for the first time and said, "Your love? Gao Dashao, you think too highly of yourself. Do you think your love is very valuable? Four years ago, that woman Liu Shihan used means to force her to
Where were you when Xiaojia was dealing with her parents?"
"Yiqing, stop talking..." I lowered my eyes and felt a wave of emotion in my heart.
"Why don't you say it? Chen Xiaojia, you have suffered so many grievances for such an immature man, and you still have to bear it alone? Gao Zijian, let me ask you again, you said you love her, then you
What have she done in the past few years? There are only a few friends around her. As long as you pay a little attention, you can detect the abnormalities in her body, the self-righteous humiliation of your Gao family, your engagement ceremony with Liu Shihan, and so on.
I really want to ask about your behavior, is that love? Let a woman borrow money silently, pay silently, and be ready to send her away with the last sentence. Mr. Gao, is this the love you understand?"
The whole ward fell silent after Sun Yiqing's words. The sadness that had been buried deep in my heart emerged in front of my eyes at this moment. I suddenly thought of that night, I was waiting for Gao Zijian in the back garden wearing a formal dress, and he just said a brief sentence
Words ended everything between us.
The aunt's humiliation, Liu Shihan's methods, and Shi Lei's denunciation, all of this is actually not a problem.
After stepping out of the past and looking back, I feel that these are just tests one by one, testing whether Gao Zijian loves me, testing whether the relationship between us is true and as firm as a rock.
The result of the test made me a little disappointed, and at this moment, that disappointment emerged from the depths of my heart, making me feel cold all over.
"A woman, in your most difficult moment, went through it with you, withstood the temptation, withstood the test, but in the end, she was forced into a dead end by yourself and chose to leave. Now, you think everything can go back to
In the past, you could go back if you wanted to, but I'm sorry, this time, I want to say, I don't allow it."
After Sun Yiqing finished speaking, he raised his eyes and looked at me and said, "I admit that I have selfish motives in helping her hide herself. I'm not afraid to tell you that I can wait four years. I just think it's worth it. Tall and handsome, you should be more mature."
, come compete with me again.”
My hands were cold, and I took a breath gently and said, "I'm sorry, I asked you... I'll go look at the beans, I'm sorry..."
Some things can be pretended not to have happened, because both sides have a bottom line, but silence does not mean that it has not happened.
We were all young, so we were stubborn.
We are both stubborn, so we have hurt each other.
The essence of ambiguity is passion, while the essence of love is that it will return to dullness. But in the past, we didn't understand.