Gao Zijian is usually as shrewd as a monkey, but at the critical moment, he lost his temper. He ran in front of me in a few steps, pushed me in front, and said: "Chen Xiaojia, you mean... Me and Douzi?"
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I nodded and said: "Gao Zijian, if you keep making trouble like this, I guess not only I will dislike you, but Douzi will also dislike you..."
Gao Zijian hugged me without any explanation, whispered softly in my ear, and said, "Xiaojia, thank you."
It was clear that he had a puzzled look on his face just now, but now it suddenly became so profound. Could it be that Gao Zijian already knew? No, what if he knew? How could he be as surprised as he was just now?
Before I could react, Gao Zijian had already asked the angels in white who were present to leave. There were only three of us left in the room. Sun Yiqing looked at us with a stern face, with the slightest hint of displeasure on his face.
"Have you told him?" Sun Yiqing looked at me and his voice was very calm.
I nodded and said, "Yes."
There was a "thump" sound, and Gao Zijian and I turned around and saw Tian Xin coming down the stairs. She seemed to have happened to hear us say these words, so she smiled softly and remained silent.
"Brother Sun, I really appreciate you these past few years." Gao Zijian looked at Sun Yiqing with a smile, still with a smile on his face.
Sun Yiqing said nothing, simply nodded, looked at Tian Xin behind us, and said, "Send me back."
"It's still raining outside..." I hurriedly stopped, glanced at the bandages on Sun Yiqing's body, and continued: "It's not convenient on a rainy day. Otherwise, just rest here."
Sun Yiqing gave a bitter smile and said, "No, I think you two have a lot to say. I'd better go back. Tian Xin, take me back."
Seeing that Sun Yiqing had made up his mind, I escorted the two of them to the door. Watching Tian Xin holding an umbrella and pushing Sun Yiqing away slowly, I suddenly felt a sense of melancholy in my heart.
As soon as the door closed, Gao Zijian hugged me from behind, and his tired words rang in my ears, saying: "Chen Xiaojia, I love you."
I turned around gently, motioned to Gao Zijian to let go, and said, "I'll go see my son first, and I'll argue with you later."
Gao Zijian took my hand and said, "No, just to see our son."
Hearing what Gao Zijian said, I felt a burst of joy in my heart. I opened the bedroom door and saw Douzi lying on the bed obediently, already fast asleep.
Gao Zijian walked around the big bed and came to the other side of Douzi. He looked at Douzi with soft eyes. He slowly leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on Douzi's forehead. I looked at the father and son, and in my heart, there was only
Slowly a sense of happiness.
Gao Zijian stood up and took out a long chain from his pocket. I looked at him curiously and saw him putting the long chain on Douzi's body. After a closer look, it turned out to be a platinum safety lock.
When the lock was safely locked, the words Gao Moxuan were clearly displayed.
I raised my head in surprise, my eyes moist. Gao Zijian made a silent gesture and pointed to the door, gesturing for us to go out.
Didn't he see the message? Why did he suddenly take out this little gift? It still has Douzi's name on it! What does Gao Zijian know?
As soon as the bedroom door closed, Gao Zijian turned around, took my hand, and walked towards the bedroom upstairs.
I was full of doubts and stared at Gao Zijian while walking up the stairs. I always felt that this guy must be hiding something. No, when I told him about beans just downstairs, he was obviously surprised!
Also, why did he find some angels in white for no apparent reason?
These were just two doubts, but they had already stirred up the lake in my heart. When Gao Zijian and I both walked upstairs, Gao Zijian suddenly grabbed my arm and pushed me onto the bed.
I knew something might happen, but when Gao Zijian's passionate kiss really touched my skin, I still felt a little nervous.
No, what happened to that safety lock? What did Gao Zijian do? Why did it happen suddenly?
"Gao Zijian, shut up..." I pushed Gao Zijian, looked at him angrily, and asked, "Honestly, did you already know this?"
Gao Zijian's face was stunned, he moved aside from me, put his arm under my neck, and said, "Guess."
"No, then when I was talking to you just now, you clearly showed surprise, or did you read the text message and pretended not to read it?" I lay in Gao Zijian's arms and looked at him doubtfully.
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Gao Zijian glared at me and said, "I really didn't read the text message."
"You mean, you know?"
Gao Zijian glanced at me and said: "Douzi's handsome face is so similar to mine. He is obviously a replica of me. Chen Xiaojia, I'm not that stupid..."
As soon as Gao Zijian finished speaking, I quickly jumped out of his arms and said angrily: "Gao Zijian, honestly, did you already know this?"
Gao Zijian looked at me and stretched out his hand to hold me. I ignored him and he pulled hard and pulled me into his arms.
The night was very quiet. Gao Zijian and I were very close. Our breaths overlapped and we cuddled up against each other, as if we would have been forever in the next second.
I didn't speak, and neither did Gao Zijian. The doubts in my heart slowly dissipated, and finally, I lay quietly in Gao Zijian's arms.
Gao Zijian's voice was hoarse, and I heard him say: "Chen Xiaojia, forgive me for not telling you earlier. I know your character very well. I'm afraid that after telling you, you will be even more confused.
It’s been four years, four years is enough time for both of us to grow up. I admit that when I first saw you, I felt resentful in my heart because you left without saying goodbye and made me look for so long. But with one look from you,
One sentence made me fascinated.
I know that Douzi is everything to you, and I also know that you can't leave for nothing. I had a general understanding of this reason before Sun Yiqing spoke. "Chen Xiaojia, I didn't betray you, because in my heart, you are the only one."
I can understand your rejection, your heartache, everything about you.
Please forgive me for my lame pretense, because if I don't pretend, I'm worried that you will directly refuse to give me the chance to get close. In Douzi's heart, Sun Yiqing's position is obviously much higher than mine. At first, I was also irritable and thought
I tried my best to please him, but it wasn't until that day in the hospital when I saw Douzi reluctant to leave the injured Sun Yiqing that my inner self-confidence was completely broken."
"Douzi..."
"Chen Xiaojia, don't talk, listen to me..." Gao Zijian gently stroked my cheek with his hand and continued: "You also know that everyone has shortcomings in their character, and so do I, but no matter how arrogant I am,
, no matter how cruel you are, you and Douzi are both my favorites.
It is sad for a father not to be recognized by his children. I also tried to strengthen the relationship between me and Douzi through careful contact. Now it seems that I am a little impatient. In fact, you choose to hide it. I can completely understand it. I understand me.
The woman I love the most is in a dilemma when she and my son depend on each other without my love, Chen Xiaojia, it is I who made your mother and son suffer."
I finally understand why Gao Zijian mentioned the term "Daddy Gao" intentionally or unintentionally when he was getting along with Douzi some time ago. At that time, I just thought he was Aiwujiwu, and said such words about adopting such a fool. It turns out that he
Everybody knows.
In fact, I also understand that I am very afraid that Douzi will not accept Gao Zijian, and I am even more worried that Douzi's rejection will bring harm to Gao Zijian. For four years, he was not around during the most critical moment of my child's growth. I want father and son to love each other, and to me.
In words, it is also difficult.
Moreover, Douzi has always liked Sun Yiqing, which will undoubtedly bring harm to Gao Zijian's self-esteem. I didn't expect that Gao Zijian knew about my hesitation and worries.
"Chen Xiaojia," Gao Zijian held my face, looked at me with a smile, and said, "You can't lie. Every word and word you say comes first to me, but I know too well.
you……"
"Gao Zijian, don't you think I am an unreasonable woman?" I looked at Gao Zijian with tears in my eyes, my voice choked up.
Gao Zijian came closer gently, and placed a gentle kiss on my cheek, gliding gently until all the tears on my face were wiped away.
"When I first met you, I liked your personality and smile very much. I only regret that I didn't look too carefully, didn't find you earlier, didn't make your tears sweet, and didn't tell you that, in fact, I was looking for you too.
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My eyes pierced again, I hugged Gao Zijian and said, "Me too, I'm sorry, I'm too stubborn, I will just wait for you where you are."
"Chen Xiaojia, I want to tell you," Gao Zijian's hand gently brushed my cheek and said, "Actually, Sun Yiqing is right. In the past, you had a cheerful personality, loved to laugh and make trouble, and you never got entangled in these troublesome things.
, it’s me who didn’t protect you, it’s me who’s sorry for you.”
Speaking of Sun Yiqing, I thought of the four angels in white invited by Gao Zijian, and asked: "Why do you want to invite doctors here?"
"Chen Xiaojia, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were wronged. Sun Yiqing's words really reminded me that I was going to go back to the city immediately to teach those people a lesson. After listening to what he said, I felt more or less in my heart
Inferiority, Chen Xiaojia, I care about you, sometimes I can't control myself, so... when I think that after I go back to the city to teach those people a lesson, Sun Yiqing will be the one accompanying your mother and son, I can't bear it at all.
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"Stingy man." I looked at Gao Zijian and said with a smile.
"Seeing you and Douzi being so close to him, do you know how crazy I am? Chen Xiaojia, my character has not changed, but I will try to solve these problems more maturely. In fact, I don't understand either. I am obviously a
He is a very patient person, but..." Gao Zijian sat there thoughtfully, and continued: "Only for you and Douzi, I will go crazy."
I was already satisfied with these words from Gao Zijian. Looking at his handsome facial features, I gently crossed his eyebrows with my hand and said, "Gao Zijian, how have you been in the past four years?"
Gao Zijian looked at me with a smile and said, "Chen Xiaojia, do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"
I glared at Gao Zijian and said, "What do you think?"
Gao Zijian took my hand, put it on his chest, and said, "Listen for yourself, it's so exciting. Chen Xiaojia, without you, this place would be dead."
I bit my lip and listened with all my concentration to the fluctuations coming from my fingertips. One sound after another, the frequency was very rapid.
Suddenly, Gao Zijian's hand covered my hand, and he took my hand and slowly slid it down to his abdominal muscles. The strong muscles made me a little stiff. Gao Zijian looked at me with a wicked smile and continued with his fingers.
Moved down, and finally, stopped.
My face burned again, but I heard Gao Zijian say: "Look at it, it has been four years, and it is the most aggrieved."
"asshole……"
"I'm just a bastard..." Gao Zijian turned over, fell on top of me, looked at me with a smile, and said, "Chen Xiaojia, I still love you."
I looked at Gao Zijian with a smile, took a breath gently, and said, "Gao Zijian, me too..."
Gao Zijian leaned down and his hot breath fell on my face. His facial features were no longer as childish as before, but instead had a kind of fortitude. This feeling made me feel very safe.
Gao Zijian's kiss became more and more urgent, I felt hot all over, and felt his body slowly getting closer, and finally... they merged with each other, sweat and kiss intertwined, and once again, we became each other's closest people.
I was exhausted, but Gao Zijian came closer again and again, and in a daze, I heard his hoarse voice.
"Chen Xiaojia, for the rest of your life, you don't want to go anywhere, I won't allow you. Even if you have to hide again, you have to take me with you."
"Chen Xiaojia, those who made you sad and made you sad, I will make them pay back ten times or a hundred times."
"Chen Xiaojia, I still owe you a grand wedding. Tell me, will you marry me?"
I squinted at Gao Zijian and said with a smile, "You have to ask my son about this."
Gao Zijian thought for a while, looked at me with squinted eyes, and said with a smile: "Chen Xiaojia, don't forget, that's my son too..."
I smiled softly and secretly mocked Gao Zijian - if you think my son is so easy to deal with, then you are wrong...