Four years ago, the happiest thing for me was when two people were in love, young and energetic, and my mind was filled with love between men and women. Four years later, I suddenly understood that the happiest thing was between two people.
After going through so much, we are still able to support and care for each other. He still understands you and is still willing to give you a home.
I don't know how many people are still holding on to this relationship, how many people are staying at the crossroads, and how many people are choosing to leave. Now, I feel relaxed and touched.
Because he was worried about Douzi, he and Gao Zijian went back downstairs. The family of three lay on the bed for the first time. Gao Zijian excitedly held Douzi in his arms. Douzi was on the left side and I was on the right.
Happiness is like a newly thawed stream, crystal clear and flawless.
Happiness is also like this fragrant wine, one cup after another is intriguing, it is so sweet, waiting for you to taste it, only after tasting it will you know its mellowness, but you cannot waste it, because you have lost it, so you know how to be happy better
valuable.
Gao Zijian said that there was no need to worry about telling Douzi about his biological father. Sun Yiqing had an irreplaceable position in Douzi's heart. If he was forced to accept him, it might take some time.
I think what Gao Zijian said makes sense. Just saying "Dad", Gao Zijian must be looking forward to it more than me.
Gao Zijian looked at me with a smile, then looked at the beans in his arms, and said confidently: "It won't be long before he calls me."
I looked at Gao Zijian's confident eyes and said nothing. It was the first time for a family of three to lie on the same bed. For me, this was hard-won.
One night passed.
The chirping of birds outside the window woke me up. I turned over and looked around. I saw that Douzi was still sleeping soundly beside me. His eyelashes were like butterfly fans covering his eyes. They were long, black, and very beautiful.
I gently approached Douzi and placed a sweet kiss on his forehead. Douzi noticed my approach, squinted at me, and called out: "Mom."
"Good morning..." I approached Douzi and was about to speak when I heard a ding-ding-dong-dong sound coming from the living room.
Douzi looked at me, and I looked at Douzi. Douzi had doubts on his face and asked, "Mom, is there a big mouse hiding in the house?"
I smiled awkwardly and said, "Maybe it's not a mouse, it's an adult!"
"Is it Uncle Sun?" Douzi looked at me almost without thinking and asked with a smile.
"Maybe it's Uncle Gao..." I pinched Douzi's little face, held him in my arms, and said, "Come on, let's get up."
When I walked out of the bedroom with beans in my arms, I smelled the aroma wafting from the room. As far as I knew, it was Gao Zijian demonstrating his egg-frying skills.
Douzi leaned forward, glanced at the neatly arranged breakfast on the table, and said, "Mom, breakfast looks good."
I nodded, just as Gao Zijian walked out of the kitchen, saw me and Douzi, and said with a smile: "Are you getting up? Douzi, come here, uncle will take you to brush your teeth..."
Brushing teeth is the thing that Douzi hates the most. Every time, I put a lot of thought into it.
Douzi glared at Gao Zijian and said, "Uncle Gao, are you having breakfast at my house?"
It was Gao Zijian who cooked the beans for breakfast. I glanced at the beans and felt helpless.
Only then did I see that Gao Zijian was actually wearing a lady's apron.
"Well, it's too troublesome to have breakfast in the mountains, so I came to your house..." Gao Zijian shrugged and said.
Douzi looked at the breakfast thoughtfully and said, "Okay, an egg costs two yuan. It also costs oil to fry an egg. If you wake me up in the morning, the total charge is... fifty yuan."
By the way, I forgot to mention that Douzi, my family, is very good at settling accounts, because our livelihood mainly relies on coffee shops, and all our daily expenses revolve around Douzi. Douzi once won the first prize in a school math competition. He
Changed hands and got thirty yuan.
When I was three years old, my first income was thirty yuan.
"Okay, but uncle's wallet is still in the car, can you pay later?" Gao Zijian looked at Douzi and said helplessly.
Douzi looked at me, sighed, and said, "A manly man, you keep your word."
Gao Zijian walked over with a smile, stretched out his arms, looked at Douzi with a smile, and said: "Well, little man, should we brush our teeth?"
Douzi remained motionless in my arms and asked me in a low voice: "Mom, how much does a toothbrush cost?"
Although the voice was small, it was obvious that Gao Zijian heard it.
I took Douzi aside and asked him in a low voice: "Douzi, uncle is here as a guest, why do you still charge?"
Douzi heard the slight reproach in my tone and said, "Mom, why isn't Father Sun here? Did this Uncle Gao take away Father Sun?"
I looked at Douzi in surprise. Although he was small, this child was indeed too attentive. He could detect such changes in his smile.
Anyway, unlike me...
"No, Sun's father went to recover from his injuries. Uncle Gao brought him the doctor. Uncle Gao knew that Douzi was worried about Sun's father, so he came to help. Douzi has to be obedient, understand?" I explained patiently, fearing that Douzi would misunderstand Gao Zijian more.
Coming deeper and deeper.
Douzi looked at me with a smile and said, "I know."
When Gao Zijian saw that Douzi and I had finished chatting, he immediately came over again, looked at Douzi with a smile, and said, "Douzi, should we brush our teeth?"
Douzi chuckled and said, "I usually don't brush my teeth with other people, but..."
Gao Zijian looked at me in astonishment and said, "But what about it?"
"If Uncle Gao wears an apron and dances for me, I might consider it..." Douzi got off my arms, pinched his waist and looked at Gao Zijian.
Gao Zijian looked at me with an innocent face, "Hey, I can't help it, Douzi is definitely not looking for trouble for no reason. I guess it was Gao Zijian's behavior last night that scared Douzi."
"Since you don't agree, then all I have to do is..."
"Okay, let's keep our word..." Gao Zijian waved his apron helplessly and said, "What are you dancing for?"
"Pull the carrot." Douzi said calmly, his eyes seemed innocent, but why do I always feel that Douzi did it on purpose?
"Pull the carrot?" Gao Zijian looked at Douzi angrily and said, "What is this?"
Douzi looked at Gao Zijian with disgust and said, "You don't even know how to pull out carrots. What a fool. Mom, play the music on your phone to him."
I glanced at Gao Zijian innocently, took out my phone, and played the music of pulling carrots.
"Pull the radish, pull the radish, oh oh oh oh radish, little cat, come on, come on, come on, come on, pull the radish..."
Early in the morning, the song "Plucking Carrots" was heard throughout the living room. Let's look at Gao Zijian. He stretched out his arms and pretended to pull radishes while swinging his apron and twisting his hips. He was as helpless as he could be.
"Uncle Gao, you have to pull hard, the radish is very deep..." Douzi took two steps back and glanced at me. Our mother and son looked at each other, and Douzi winked at me, not knowing what it meant.
What on earth does this kid want to do?
The father and son finally stood in the bathroom, holding toothbrushes in their big and small arms. When they heard my noise, they turned around at the same time, taking a sip of foam and smiling at me.
I smiled and said gently: "Hurry up, come over for dinner later."
"good."
"good."
The father and son answered at the same time. Gao Zijian lowered his head in surprise and looked at Douzi with a smile. Douzi, on the other hand, glanced at Gao Zijian lazily and continued brushing his teeth as if nothing had happened.
Gao Zijian shrugged at me, expressing his helplessness.
At breakfast.
Gao Zijian diligently cut the omelette in Douzi's bowl, pushed it in front of Douzi, and said with a smile: "Douzi, eat more. After eating, uncle and mother will go out with you to play."
Douzi ate with his head down and did not reply for a long time.
A few crows flew away overhead. Gao Zijian looked at me resentfully and said, "Douzi, you are a child now and are growing. Eat more."
Douzi raised his head and said, "To be honest, you should eat in moderation and maintain a healthy body shape."
"Well, it makes sense to be honest. Then...what else did the teacher teach you?"
Douzi swallowed two mouthfuls of bread and said, "I don't talk when I eat but I don't talk when I sleep."
A few more crows flew by, and Gao Zijian was completely frustrated.
Douzi is a little different today. I admit that Douzi's mouth is indeed very powerful among children, but his character is basically not aggressive. He was so indifferent to Gao Zijian this morning. Could it be that he knows something?
After the meal, Gao Zijian was washing the dishes in the kitchen, and Douzi and I were in the bedroom. Looking at that snow-white and cute little face, I quietly approached, put my palm in front of Douzi, and asked: "Douzi, what happened today?"
Douzi turned to look at me and said, "Mom, why is Uncle Gao at our house?"
"I was there before..."
"He hasn't slept next to me before..." Douzi rubbed his shoulder in disgust and said, "Isn't this bed mine and my mother's?"
I looked at Douzi in surprise and asked, "Douzi, what's wrong with you?"
Douzi bit her lips and looked at me and said, "Mom, I like Dad Sun. This uncle Gao is so fierce. I'm afraid he will be cruel to you..."
My heart was hit hard, I took a breath gently and said, "Douzi, Uncle Gao is a very nice person, and he is different from Uncle Sun..."
"Mom, Dad Sun was unhappy yesterday..." Douzi raised his head and looked at me, with tears in his big eyes, and said, "Mom, are you not going to marry Dad Sun?"
My heart was shocked like never before, and I didn't know how to explain it to Douzi. I looked at his aggrieved face, held him in my arms, and asked: "Douzi, did Uncle Sun tell you something?
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Douzi snorted in my arms and said: "Mom, Uncle Sun said that he will spend less time with me in the future. He can no longer accompany me to see the little sea lions, and he can no longer come to paint with Douzi every day. Mom
,Did Douzi do something wrong? Father Sun doesn’t like Douzi anymore, wuwuwuwu..."
I held Douzi in my arms distressedly, gently rubbed my fingers on his back, and coaxed him in a low voice: "Douzi, Uncle Sun has many things to do every day. Of course, he can't accompany Douzi every day. Douzi also
You still have to go to school, and when Douzi gets a little older, Douzi will be very busy, but Douzi is a good boy, and his mother will always be with Douzi, okay?"
Douzi raised his head and looked at me, his mouth pouted, and he looked at me and said, "Mom, do you want to be with Uncle Gao instead of Douzi?"
"How is that possible?" My eyes were moist and I said with a smile: "Douzi is the best child in the world. Mom will always love Douzi. Mom will never separate from Douzi..."
"Mom..." Douzi hugged my neck tightly and said, "I'm afraid..."
"Be good, Douzi, don't be afraid, mom is here." I hugged Douzi tightly, and my eyes were moist. In fact, over the years, I feel that I have no regrets about many things, including giving birth to Douzi secretly, for Douzi's sake.
I had a falling out with my parents and raised him by myself. I thought this was all love. In fact, I still owed my child.
No matter how much love I gave Douzi, I still couldn't give Douzi a complete family strength. No matter how much I gave Douzi, I still couldn't give him enough sense of security. The child's heart is so fragile, but what about me? I didn't protect him at all.
Douzi's reaction today was beyond my expectation. Thinking about it, it was also expected. Douzi matured earlier than other children of the same age, so his reaction was too normal.
I raised my head and looked outside the door, and happened to see Gao Zijian standing there with a dull look on his face. There was a lot of frustration on his face. I guessed that he heard Douzi's words. Although the child is small, his heart is full.
No matter how small, the slightest movement or demeanor of a parent may touch his sensitive heart. We are all novices on this road, and we are afraid that if we take a cautious step, we will hurt the beans.
Douzi hasn’t cried for a long time. The last time he had an argument with his friends in kindergarten, he didn’t shed any tears. But this time... Just thinking about it makes me feel heartbroken.
After Douzi fell asleep, I walked out of the room and glanced around the room, but I didn't see Gao Zijian.
Taking two steps forward, I heard a noise in the bathroom.
"Yes, yes, it's three years old. Yes, take a look at what the children like. Well, as long as there are some, give me one of everything. Well, okay, okay. If you want to settle the bill, go directly to the company. Yes, you can...
"
Gao Zi had not yet taken off his apron on the gym, and he looked a little funny. He turned to look at me, raised the corners of his mouth, and said with a smile: "Have you slept?"
I nodded, looked at Gao Zijian, and said, "Dou Zi, he needs some time."
Gao Zijian shrugged and said, "My son has the same temper as me. Don't worry, he will call you daddy in a few days."
I looked at Gao Zijian, glared at him, and said, "What if I don't scream?"
Gao Zijian looked at me with a smile and said, "Who am I? Will Douzi shout?"
I sighed and said, "You have seen that my temper is very stubborn."
Gao Zijian hooked his hand at me and said with a smile: "Don't worry, we have to be patient and take our time..."