[SubKey Version] The Four Years I Want to Get Back
The room was dark, and there was peace all around. I sat on the hard bed, looking at a flash of light not far away, and staring at the ring on the ring finger on my left hand, feeling peaceful in my heart.
These days when I come back, I always have an ominous premonition. Now it seems that some people have already thought of ways to deal with me. However, I was defeated by this guy Wang Peng. To be honest, my
I feel unbalanced deep down in my heart.
When Chen Xiaojia came over during the day, I felt panicked when I saw the dark circles under her eyes.
In fact, situations like this have happened before. When I was in the army, every time I heard Li Shu say news about Chen Xiaojia, I would rush out desperately. I would be caught by the instructor and then put in solitary confinement.
At that time, I was not afraid of the dark, I was just afraid of not being able to find Chen Xiaojia.
Now that he thinks about it, this journey has indeed been hard on him.
As willful as she is, as stubborn as she is, if she is unwilling to forgive me, I know that I will have no choice but to approach her shamelessly. Thinking that I will still meet her four years later, this is God's favor for me.
The period when she just left was really a life-or-death experience for me. I searched every day and every night, but there was no news about him. After searching for a whole year and a half, I felt a lot depressed.
, I followed behind my elders and kept practicing, but secretly, I could only search silently.
It took a year and a half to find it.
Later, my father relied on his connections and sent me to the army. Although I was unwilling, I also understood that in addition to the love between my children, I had to shoulder more.
Two years in the army have polished my character, and I can remain calm and collected when facing many external affairs. Before I found Chen Xiaojia, I was actually a little worried because I didn’t know what kind of person he would be like.
Won't like it.
Gradually, I understood the responsibilities a man should shoulder.
In the final analysis, everything Chen Xiaojia suffered was because I was too young and because I failed to protect her.
Li Shu said that the tourism industry in Yunshui City was doing well, and asked me to go there for inspection. Along the way, I found that the economic level of the entire region was in the middle to low level, but this scenic spot was prosperous.
There was road construction nearby. At this time, I was sitting in the car, thinking about what I would say when I met with the client later. I raised my eyes and looked out the window, and saw a familiar profile face,
To be honest, over the years, I have gradually become accustomed to my current association. I thought that this time, it was still my illusion.
When I saw her moving her mouth to talk to the driver, there was a momentary gap in my thoughts, as if I had seen her for the first time many years ago.
Without hesitation, he opened the car door and ran straight over.
Facts tell me that it is not an illusion.
I asked the driver to open the window, but Chen Xiaojia in the car asked the driver to reverse the car. Seeing that the driver's hand was about to grasp the steering wheel, I ran directly over. I picked up the bricks on the side of the road and smashed them down.
Chen Xiaojia has an extra child beside her. This makes me feel frustrated.
Now think about it, if I hadn't smashed the car window at that time, maybe we would have missed it.
I took Chen Xiaojia out of the car and took her to a nearby fast food restaurant. She was holding the child and walking on my left side. I knew that she walked on my left side out of habit.
A week after returning from the army, Li Shu and others came to me for a drink. At that time, Wei Zheng mentioned Chen Xiaojia, and some people half-joked that all the former lovers had become other people's wives, or even the mothers of other people's children.
I remember that at that time I swore that it was impossible for Chen Xiaojia.
But at that moment, when Chen Xiaojia held the beans in front of me, I was completely stunned. On the one hand, I couldn't suppress the longing in my heart, and on the other hand, I was a little disappointed.
Chen Xiaojia, he became the mother of someone else’s child.
The child is very cute and well-educated. We looked at each other several times and felt that we were in love. Before, I accidentally heard that Sun Yiqing wanted to pursue Chen Xiaojia, and Chen Xiaojia disappeared.
At the same time as him...it makes me suspicious.
About Sun Yiqing.
To be honest, he made me see everything that a well-educated man should have. However, I believe that Chen Xiaojia cannot like that kind of dull guy. My woman, I still understand how to look at people.
With this confidence, I started to name Douzi. As soon as Douzi opened his mouth, I became confused.
Damn it, what’s the wrong name? It’s called Sun Mexuan! Sun Mexuan! Sun Yiqing! How could it be such a coincidence?
I caught the look in Chen Xiaojia's eyes and thought that my guess was correct.
For a moment, the good cultivation I had developed in the army collapsed instantly. I looked at Chen Xiaojia, thinking about the rumors from four years ago, and felt that I was hurt.
Four years ago, when I pretended to be drunk and pushed the cake used at the engagement ceremony, when I followed my parents in and out of the mall day and night, when I was drunk and suffered from motion sickness, vomiting and diarrhea, in my mind,
They are all Chen Xiaojia.
I don't believe those rumors. I believe that Chen Xiaojia's departure has nothing to do with Sun Yiqing.
Chen Xiaojia, look, your Gao Zijian trusts you so much!
To be honest, when I met Chen Xiaojia again four years later, her eyes kept evading me on purpose. I think this must have something to do with Sun Yiqing.
Before I found Chen Xiaojia, I told myself that if she really got married, I wouldn't be sad. I would buy her a BMW so that at least her husband wouldn't bully her.
When she found her, another accident happened. She was actually with Sun Yiqing.
Sun Yiqing's qualifications are much older than mine, and Chen Xiaojia shouldn't care about BMW or anything like that.
The original blessings flowed eastward with the river and followed Chen Xiaojia to the amusement park. As expected, she was with Sun Yiqing.
During that time, I kept thinking about why I liked Chen Xiaojia. After all, there are so many women, ranging from ugly to beautiful. Later, I understood a little bit that the two of us are the kind of people who can fight to death. In other words, if the other party makes me unhappy
, I will fight to the end even if I fight to the death.
Of course I will feel unhappy when I see her and Sun Yiqing. Since I am unhappy, then I have to fight to the death.
From the park to the hotel, all the bullshit contracts were put in the back. What I had to do was to tear them apart with my own hands.
When I had this idea, I discovered something, that is, there was no ring on Chen Xiaojia's right hand.
Leaning tightly against the door of the hotel, listening to Sun Yiqing yelling "I won't bear it anymore!" I knew that my hope was coming.
If they were married, it would be absolutely impossible for Mr. Sun to say this. The most likely possibility is that they were not married.
If not married, where did this Sun Moxuan come from?
When I think about Chen Xiaojia not getting married, all the cells in my body are jumping. I know that some things must not have changed.
During that time, my heart was tied in dozens of knots. Every time I thought about Chen Xiaojia holding someone else's child, my heart was about to burst. After gritting my teeth, I was actually peed on by that bastard.
.
I think this must be malicious revenge, but it doesn't matter, I have no intention of giving up.
I had a conversation with Chen Xiaojia in the corridor of the hotel. From her eyes, I could feel that she was actually suppressing something.
Sun Yiqing, humph, just wait and see!
I have gone through twists and turns in the past four years, and I also understand that if Chen Xiaojia misses me at all, the torture between us will be mutual. On the one hand, I feel sorry for her, and on the other hand, I am a little annoyed.
Now think about it, how sad will she be when she stands in the corridor of the hotel and tells me that she wants to live as a family of three with Sun Yiqing and Douzi?
In terms of fighting spirit, Chen Xiaojia is better than me.
However, after fighting to the end, she must have been hurt more deeply than I was.
Although that conversation was brief, when I heard the four words "a family of three", I felt that these were the most cruel words in the past four years.
Don't be afraid of separation, just be afraid that after separation and reunion, all the longings will be shattered by your own hands.
That day, I stood at the window of the hotel and watched her carrying the beans into Sun Yiqing's car. I looked at the faint expression on her side face. For the first time in my life, I knew what despair meant.
When Chen Xiaojia left, I just thought she was having a bad temper, but this time, I felt that she was not playing bad temper, she was serious.
I lay in the hotel all night, and the rain was pouring outside the window. Li Shu called and said that the real estate problem was in progress and asked me when I would go back.
I think I should go back and cooperate with Li Shu, working so hard to make money, just to either buy a BMW and give it to her as a dowry, or let her marry me.
When this hope turned into despair, my heart hurt to the extreme.
When I walked out with my luggage, the hotel waiter suddenly said something to me. This sentence changed the fate of Chen Xiaojia and I.
"Sir, your son left something in the room..."
My son? I looked at the waiter in confusion and asked, "How did you know it was my son??"
The waiter looked at me with a smile and said, "Sir, you really love to joke. Your son looks so much like you. If it's not your son, whose son will you offend?"
I was confused at that time.
Sun Moxuan is my son? My son’s surname is Gao, why is his surname Sun?
Douzi, your father is sorry for you!
The moment I personally identified it, I just felt my nose was sore. I was holding the document in my hand and standing aside with a silly smile. The doctor asked me what was going on, and I just stuffed a red envelope into it without saying anything.
Sitting on a wooden chair outside the hospital, looking at the results of the paternity test, as a man who was bleeding and sweating, I couldn't hold it back and cried directly.
Douzi is my son, Douzi, he is my son.
Douzi is my son, so Chen Xiaojia, how wronged did she feel when she left?
At that moment, my heart was heavy, my heart was excited, and my heart was also panicked.
Regarding the issue of Douzi peeing on my pants, besides being honored, I still feel honored.
I called Li Shu and told him that I had a son. Then I called Zheng Kai and told him that my son looked like me. His whole hands were trembling.
I was planning to return, but after receiving the news, I drove directly to the mall and scanned the floors one after another to buy things for my son.
In the past four years, I have owed Douzi too much, and I have owed Chen Xiaojia too much.
Many things have gone full circle and come back to the starting point, except that there is an extra villain. My son.
I want to tell him that I will give him the best things in the world. I want to tell him that from now on, your mother will be taken care of by us two men. I want to tell him, Douzi, I love your mother the most and the most.
Love you.
The most guilt-ridden thing was when I was in Yunshui, I saw other children telling Douzi that he didn’t have daddy issues. At that time, my whole body felt like I’d been slapped in the head. This was definitely not the first time, but it was my first time.
Like an eagle, protect the beans under your arms.
Chen Xiaojia had been hiding it during that time. I could see the confusion on her face. When I knew that Sun Yiqing had taken back their mother and son for four years, I just wanted to give myself a hard punch. Chen Xiaojia's confusion was that deep down in her heart was
She cares about me. Her struggle lies in whether Douzi can accept me. Her struggle lies in the fact that there is a ring given to her by Sun Yiqing on her table.
I knew that a strong attack would definitely not work, so I could only fight hard. The brat actually stuffed banana peels under my feet. Although I saw it, I had no choice but to make him happy.
I thought I wouldn't like children, and my parents often talked about children. I was already past the marriageable age, and in their view, I had to have children.
But I don't want to. When I see Douzi, I just want to hold him up to the sky and give him the best things in the world.
There was a whistle outside the door, and my thoughts were suddenly disrupted. When I raised my head, it was already dawn.
I spent this night in long memories, recalling everything in the past, and suddenly realized that Chen Xiaojia and I had gone through too much. I saw the difficulty of Chen Xiaojia accompanying me along the way, and at the same time, I also saw the achievements of Chen Xiaojia.
As a man, I should have the growth I need.
"Gao Zijian, someone wants to see you."
I raised my head and looked outside the door, walked out of the iron gate, and followed the policeman forward.
It's seven o'clock in the morning. This is not visiting time. Who is coming to see me?
I walked forward step by step, and as soon as I raised my head, I saw a face that surprised me, Sun Yiqing, why is he here?