I always feel that something has changed between me and Li Shu. After class, when I ask Tian Tian for help with math problems, I always glance at his position unconsciously. At this time, I also imagine that he will give me a
I responded with a look, but Li Shu didn’t know I was looking at him because he was sleeping on the table.
I think God is very unfair. Some people sleep all day long and can still do the exam questions. But some people memorize exam questions all day long and still can't do it.
Just when Tian Tian was getting excited about talking to me, I discovered that the squad leader walked past us, walked up to Li Shu, secretly picked up his glass, and poured him a glass of water.
I had long heard Lu Xiaoping talk about what happened between Yueyue and Li Shu, so I didn't know what to say. I just looked at the glass and felt like something was wrong.
When Yueyue put the glass away and turned around, she happened to catch my eye, and she smiled sweetly.
Adolescence is always sensitive and suspicious. During class, I shared this incident with Lu Xiaoping in my notebook. Lu Xiaoping told me that there was no chance for me.
I said that I didn't even think about it. Who likes cold men? I'm not a fool.
Lu Xiaoping said, now the whole class sees me and Li Shu as a couple because we kissed yesterday.
Being reminded by Lu Xiaoping, I thought of the kiss between me and Li Shu.
But Lu Xiaoping said again, if Yueyue** can stand up to both of me, I will definitely have no chance.
I giggled and didn't answer.
To my surprise, during the second period of self-study, someone actually passed a small note to me. I believe that most students have done the same thing as me and passed a note.
Because it was Tian Ye who handed it to me, I didn't pay much attention when I turned around to pick up the note. It seemed that some kind of psychology was at work, so I glanced in the direction of Li Shu again.
He was drinking water, which Yueyue poured for her.
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little unbalanced in my heart. I quickly turned around, opened the note, and was stunned by the writing on it.
Sometimes we don't care about many ordinary things, such as giving us an egg every day in the cafeteria, or turning off the lights on time in the dormitory at night, or at this moment, there are familiar handwriting on the snow-white paper.
Perhaps Li Shu helped me answer physics questions several times before, so looking at this handwriting, I knew without a doubt that it was him.
Li Shu doesn't like to sign the note.
But the words on the note made me a little sad.
He said, "You are really considerate. You even knew how to bring me water."
Haha, he doesn't know that the water he is drinking is not from me.
I sighed softly and replied: I'm sorry to disappoint you. I didn't pour your water, it was Yueyue.
I couldn't imagine the expression on Li Shu's face, but I myself felt unspeakably depressed.
I was very anxious to know Li Shu’s response to me, but Li Shu didn’t reply to me until the end of get out of class.
If he doesn't reply, he won't reply. Can I ask him?
Just as I was lying on the table looking at the electronic watch, Li Shu's voice came over.
"Gao Ziran, I'm thirsty..."
What does it have to do with me if he is thirsty? If he can't look for Yueyue when he is thirsty, what should he do with me?
I pretended not to hear and continued to lie on the table in a daze.
"Hey, Gao Ziran, I said I'm thirsty..." Li Shu's voice was a little louder now. The study room in the senior year of high school was originally quiet, but he said such a voice. Even if I wanted to pretend not to hear it, I couldn't pretend anymore.
.
So, I stood up from my seat pretending that nothing happened, walked to Li Shu's seat, glanced at his water glass, and said with a smile: "What's wrong? What do you want me to do?"
Li Shu glanced at the glass in front of him and said, "I'm thirsty."
"I'm not your mother, why are you looking for me when you're thirsty?" I said dissatisfied.
Several male classmates around him laughed, but when Li Shu glanced at them, they suddenly became quiet again.
"Didn't we agree? My arm is injured now and I can't take care of myself. If I don't look for you, who can I look for?" Li Shu stared at me, seeming a little annoyed.
I stood in front of his desk, looked at his arrogant look, and said calmly: "Just go to whoever helped you pour it. It's not my fault that you were injured. It was you who fell it yourself."
Going down..."
"Hey, Gao Ziran, you..."
"What's wrong?" Yueyue's voice came over, and the fragrance of her hair reached my nose in an instant.
"Squad leader, Li Shu asked me to pour water for him. I don't want to pour it, and he will get angry at me!" I don't know where the resentment came from, so I opened my mouth to complain.
The monitor looked at me with a smile on his face and said, "No matter how big the problem is, I'll do it..."
With that said, he picked up the glass in front of Li Shu and walked towards the water dispenser.
There was another burst of sighing around me. I looked at Li Shu, raised my head, and walked towards my seat.
To be honest, there were several times when I thought I could walk past the plum tree in a big way, but I didn’t have the courage. Until this moment, I finally turned around and sang, but my heart was full of bitterness.
I told myself that this was an illusion.
In the last period of evening self-study, Tianye knocked my arm down again. I stubbornly did not look back from the left because I didn't want to see someone.
Tianye wrote me a note and asked me if I was unhappy.
How could I not be happy? I was so happy that I died.
Even though it happened this way, I know that deep down in my heart, I don't feel that good.
Lu Xiaoping seemed to know what I was thinking and gave me her favorite ballpoint pen as a token of comfort.
I think what Lu Xiaoping said makes sense. After all, the monitor has a curvy front, fragrant hair, sweet smile, and excellent grades. As for me, forget it, I'll just stay here.
I originally thought that because I was so angry at Li Shu, our ten-cent relationship would be over. What I didn't expect was that after the evening self-study get out of class, he actually walked up to my seat.
I wasn't prepared to pay attention to him, so I took Lu Xiaoping's hand and started to walk out. But Lu Shu moved quickly and blocked the two of us directly.
I raised my head to confront him, but I was afraid that other students would see it, so I asked in a low voice: "What happened, and how did I offend you?"
Li Shu looked at me, then at Lu Xiaoping, and said, "Go back first and leave a door open for the dormitory. She will go back later."
Lu Xiaoping's face was stunned, but she nodded and let go of my hand.
I had no choice but to follow the large army and walk downstairs. When I reached the bottom of the building, Li Shu suddenly backed up behind me and pushed me towards the dormitory where I wanted to go.
The lights in the corridor were very dim, and the two of us just walked along the corridor. A gust of cool breeze made my red cheeks feel soothed. I thought to myself, fortunately it was night. If it were daytime, Li Shu would definitely look at it.
Be clear as day.
Finally, when the shot came to the corridor, Li Shu did not stop but walked towards the back of the classroom.
I gritted my teeth and followed.
At that time, I didn’t know why I followed me. I was worried and panicked. On the one hand, I was worried that my teachers and classmates would see me. On the other hand, I was worried that Li Shu would bully me.
Finally, we stopped in a secret corner. I didn't dare to look at the person next to me, so I could only glance away.
Feeling the other person's body approaching slowly, I suddenly raised my right hand and said, "Li Shu, if you dare to bully me, I will tell Gao Zijian!"
Li Shu burst out laughing and said, "Gao Ziran, are you overthinking it? It's just you, and I'm bullying you?"
This sentence sounds like a mockery to me. Of course, the word "bully" in Li Shu's mouth at that time, I think, has a special meaning, right?
"Then why did you come to me? If you have something to say, please tell me!" My tone was a little urgent, and my palms were sweaty.
"Gao Ziran, why don't you pour me some water?"
Look, the devil's tone is so natural. I don't understand. I don't owe him any money, so why should I help him pour water?
"Didn't Yueyue help you? Why do you have to ask me to pour water?" Although I thought so in my heart, what I said was clearly different from what I thought in my heart.
"Aren't you the one who always pours water? I'm not used to changing people." Li Shu said confidently and in a domineering tone.
"I'm sorry, I never do business at a loss. You don't even copy my homework, and you still want me to help you pour water. No way!" I said in a low voice without looking at him.
"Okay, Gao Ziran, you have learned how to bargain with me now, not bad!" Li Shu laughed and continued: "It's okay if you don't pour me water. Considering that I broke my arm because of you, you have to
Promise me one thing..."
I knew that this guy had a year more food than me, so his thoughts were different.
"Tell me, I can think about it..." I glanced at a few figures not far away and suddenly became more nervous.
"If you don't understand the questions in the future, ask me, and don't ask others!"
Also? What is this concept? I turned my face curiously, and happened to meet Li Shu's eyes, which were dark and translucent, and seemed to have a kind of paranoia.
"Why?" I looked at Li Shu curiously and asked.
"What could be the reason? It's because your brother calls me every day and asks me to give you more tutoring lessons!" Li Shu said in a calm voice.
I couldn't describe what I felt, so I sighed softly and said, "You asked me to come here just to tell me this?"
"What if?"
"Oh..." I nodded and said, "That's right, I understand, it's getting late... Go back quickly!"
"good."
Simple and clear words, nothing special at all.
I shook my head gently and walked forward.
During recess, I followed Lu Xiaoping down to buy snacks, and I would always see pairs of boys and girls running towards this small corner. Lu Xiaoping smiled at me, and I smiled at her. At that time, I thought,
As an individual, if you have reached this point, there should be something there, right?
But tonight I realized that it is possible to have nothing.
I think I'm a nymphomaniac. I need to divert my attention.