Some things are like this, coming so suddenly that nothing can be stopped. I have been trying to escape deliberately, but I know that the more this happens, the more I can't escape.
Rumors spread quickly that Li Shu and I were in a relationship. That night Li Shu took me to the back of the classroom to talk. Everyone in the dormitory knew about it, and then the whole class also knew about it.
I am not someone who cares about the opinions of my family, because I have been the center of everyone's attention since I entered this class, but what I care about is that the name Gao Ziran is actually linked to the names of Li Shu and Hu Yueyue.
That day, Lu Xiaoping and I returned to the dormitory after fetching water. When we passed by other dormitories, we heard several classmates talking about it.
They said that I am the third partner of Yueyue and Li Shu. They have a beautiful monitor and a top student in the class. No matter how you look at it, they are a match made in heaven.
Cheng Yaojin came out halfway and even used his first kiss to compete. It was really despicable.
I was so angry that I was about to rush forward to argue about A, B, C, and D, but Lu Xiaoping shook her head and dragged me to the dormitory.
Why did I become the third party? Yueyue and Li Shu have no confirmed relationship. Besides, my first kiss is gone. I should be the victim.
What's even more irritating is that, with the rumors spreading so fiercely, Li Shu still plays basketball casually, sleeps, lets Yueyue pour water for her, and teaches me how to do the questions, except that he and I are not mentioned.
He clearly pulled my friends and I into the hostile camp. This feeling is not very good.
After a night of ideological struggle, on Friday morning, I wrote a note to Yueyue. The general meaning is that Li Shu and I have nothing to do, don’t get me wrong.
Yueyue's handwriting is good, Juan is strong and graceful, and she told me that she trusts me and doesn't mind the rumors spread among classmates.
I looked at Yueyue's back with emotion, and then glanced at Li Shu's seat, and then I suddenly understood what the gap was.
Yueyue is so good to me, and it is what I should do to promote her and Li Shu.
So, I entrusted Yueyue with the task of fetching rice for Li Shu at noon.
As for the two questions in my hand, I'd better ask the field sitting behind me.
Thinking of this, I sent a small note to Tian Ye at the back table and asked him to help me and Lu Xiaoping do the questions during lunch break.
Tian Ye’s math scores are particularly good, and he is very good at answering questions. The most important thing is that he is very patient and will not be harsh to me like some people do, nor will he belittle my IQ, nor will he ridicule me.
my responsiveness.
Just as I was listening carefully to what Tian Ye was telling me about quadratic and cubic powers, the back door of the classroom was kicked open with a "bang". I raised my head in surprise and saw someone wearing a plaster with an unhappy face.
Stand at the door.
It happened that while I was looking at Li Shu, he was also looking at me. Our eyes made contact, and I pretended to be fine and immediately lowered my head.
Tian Ye turned his head curiously and said with a smile: "Li Shu, have you eaten?"
Li Shu didn't speak, and just stood upright at the door. In order to alleviate the embarrassment at the moment, I pointed at Tianye's mathematics book with a ballpoint pen and asked: "What about this? Do you use the same method?"
Poor Tian Ye didn't know anything about what happened between me and Li Shu, so he immediately showed a cute smile and said, "Yes, just use one method."
In order to encourage Tian Tian to continue helping me, I immediately gave him a thumbs up and said with a smile: "Tian Tian, you are so smart!"
Tian Ye scratched his hair and giggled. Just as he was about to speak, he saw Li Shu walking next to us.
"Gao Ziran, why didn't you bring me food at noon?" Li Shu looked at me condescendingly and said in a cold voice.
"Didn't someone give it to you?" I lowered my head and looked at the homework and whispered.
"It's obviously your own business, why do you want to entrust it to others?" Li Shu continued to ask, his voice even more cold.
I was stubborn and didn't say anything, but I felt bad in my heart.
"Li Shu, Gao Ziran has been studying hard these past two days, please don't be harsh on her!" Tian Ye stood up and prepared to be the peacemaker, his voice clearly directed towards me.
"You'd better leave her and me alone. I'll ask her again."
It was okay for Li Shu to target me, but I didn't expect that he would target Ye Ye, and Ye Ye didn't offend him. Did he need to do this?
He took a gentle breath, took out his wallet from his seat, glanced at Li Shu, and said, "Li Shu, tell me how much medical expenses we will compensate you!"
Li Shu looked at me in surprise, with a little hesitation on his face.
I glanced at my wallet, and there was still 360 yuan left in it. I reached in, took out all the money, and said, "I'm sorry for pushing you down last time. This money is my last pocket money."
I'll pay you first, and I'll make up for the rest when my brother comes to see me next time. But I don't want to give you any more food."
I don’t know why I said those words. In my subconscious, I always feel that a person’s love for another person should be measured by the word unique. I know that Li Shu will definitely not like me, but I don’t either.
I like to continue being ambiguous like this.
After all, Yueyue is my friend, and I don't want to ruin the friendship between Yueyue and me.
Therefore, I want to sever ties with Li Shu.
No, maybe Li Shu and I have never been related.
Li Shu looked at the pocket money in my hand for a long time without taking it. His eyes kept staring at me, which made me a little panicked. He likes to ridicule people, and I am afraid of being ridiculed.
Suddenly, he raised his left hand, threw my arm aside, and said, "Okay, Gao Ziran, you are great, you don't have to feed me anymore."
After saying that, he walked out of the classroom.
Lu Xiaoping happened to come in from the back door, saw the RMB on the ground, looked at me again, knelt down and picked up my money.
I smiled and said to Lu Xiaoping, "Look how good I am. I still have the money and I don't have to buy food anymore. Congratulate me quickly!"
Only I know how uncomfortable I feel.
In the afternoon class, the teacher was talking non-stop on the podium, and I, pretending to smile, took a ballpoint pen to draw on the notebook. The dark ink drew messy lines, but there was a name hidden in those lines.
Plum tree.
I thought it was over between us. But unexpectedly, God gave me another chance.
After school, Lu Xiaoping reminded me that today she and I were on duty. Her home was far away and it was raining heavily, so I asked her to go back first, so I was the only one left in the classroom.
I am not praising myself, but I, Gao Ziran, have always had a chivalrous heart. Being willing to help others is my favorite thing to do.
Just think about it, on a stormy night, I, a beautiful and enthusiastic little girl, was helping others in a bright classroom. What a happy thing it was, but it was dark.
I have been afraid of the dark since I was a child.
I feel a little embarrassed to say this. After all, in my experience, the heroines of Jianghu and Huang Rongmei are not afraid of the dark.
But I can't control myself, I'm really scared.
When I get scared, I want to shrink up. When I shrink up, I can't help but cry when I hear the thunder in my ears.
At that moment, there was lightning and thunder in my ears, but deep in my heart, I was desperate.
Suddenly, I heard the sound of footsteps next to my ears, and my panic became even more intense. Thinking of those ghost stories told by Gao Zijian, I bit my lip tightly to prevent myself from crying.
There was a "wow" sound, and a bright light flashed in front of my eyes. I screamed in horror and heard a voice.
"Who? Who's in there?" It was a boy's voice.
"Ah...it's me...I'm Gao Ziran...wow..." As if I had grasped a life-saving straw, I shouted out.
The figure got closer and closer, and I didn't care about any nonsense about whether men and women were kissing each other, so I hugged him directly.
"Okay, don't be afraid, I'm here." A word of comfort, like a cool breeze blowing through my heart, instantly reduced my panic and my noisiness.
After leaving the corridor, the stair light suddenly turned on. I raised my head and glanced at Li Shu, and my heart skipped a beat.
He has jet black hair, thick black eyebrows, dark eyes, a straight bridge of nose, a mustache that has just grown out around his mouth, and a chin that symbolizes masculine characteristics.
The rain was flowing in the corridor along with the wind. I slightly shrank my neck and looked at him intently, full of warmth. It turns out that peeping has to pay a price. As I secretly admired
When she saw the beautiful man in front of her, her feet suddenly slipped and she fell down the stairs.
The next moment, I saw the rain on the corridor, and before I had time to sigh, I fell down.
Li Shu walked in front of me and turned around when he heard my scream. His white school uniform was stained with water, and a layer of skin was wiped off his knees and palms. Tears welled up in my eyes again.
.
"Hey..." With a long sigh, white sneakers slowly walked towards me. I heard Li Shu say: "Gao Ziran, can't you be more careful?"
It was the plum tree that pulled me up.
The first intimate contact between palms, a burst of electricity flashed through my body, and the four words from Axi's mouth suddenly flashed in front of my eyes, and my face turned red uncontrollably.
The heart of spring is rippling.
From the classroom to the bottom of the building, I counted a total of thirty-eight stairs. Li Shu’s hand kept holding my hand and slowly walked towards next week. He did not look back at me. In his opinion, I was just a
trouble.
It was still raining in the sky, and occasionally a few raindrops drifted into my neck. Under the silent staircase light, he held my hand and kept walking forward.
Finally reaching the bottom of the building, the rain did not stop. Li Shu glanced at the falling rain above his head, sighed softly, and said, "It looks like it will continue to rain for a while."
For the first time, I felt the meaning of shyness. I looked up at the plum tree and said, "Then just wait a while."
Li Shu rolled his eyes at me. His eyes suddenly fell between my palms and his. He quickly withdrew his hand and turned his face without looking at me.
I looked at him with a smile and didn't speak.
Thinking of the unhappiness between us at noon, it seemed that at this moment, all the anger disappeared.
I wanted to apologize, but I didn't know how to say it, so I could only stare at my toes in a daze, silently watching the falling raindrops.
"Can't Gao Zijian come to pick you up?" Li Shu suddenly said.
"No..." I lowered my head and looked at the ground and said softly.
In fact, as long as I call him, my brother will definitely come back to pick me up, but I have my own little thoughts.
Suddenly, Li Shu walked towards me quickly, threw my schoolbag over his shoulder, and said, "Let's go, I'll take you back."
I was just about to give Li Shu an moved look, but unfortunately, he had already turned his face.
When we were about to arrive at the door of our house, Li Shu handed me his schoolbag, asked me for my home phone number, and turned around to leave. I kept those words of apology deep in my heart and did not say them out in the end.
I stared blankly in the direction Li Shu left, not realizing that my mother was standing next to me.
Undoubtedly, she would torture me severely. Only after I swore to God Buddha beads and Guanyin Bodhisattva did my mother let me go, and warned me with her eyes that I must not fall in love prematurely.
But Mom, every time you mention the glorious love story between you and your dad, have you ever thought about whether things like feelings are something you can control?
On Saturday morning, while I was still having a meeting with Zhou Xing, the phone at home rang.
Everyone who was supposed to go on a date went on a date, which was so inhumane to me. I picked up the phone and just after saying "hello", I was shocked by the voice on the other end of the phone.
"Gao Ziran, are you free today?"
"Plum tree?"
"What's wrong? Who else could it be?"
"Oh...no...that...just..." I didn't expect Li Shu to call me, and I was incoherent for a moment.
"I'm downstairs at your house, see you in ten minutes."
No, it seems like I didn’t say a word, so why did he just... hang up the phone?
The phone was hung up, and I excitedly climbed to the window and saw a figure. A white shirt, red silk cropped pants, white sneakers, and a shopping bag in my hand!
That kind of feeling, just thinking about it now, makes me extremely excited.
Only now do I know that my meeting with Li Shu can be called a date.
Originally, I was going to wear a dress with short hair, but unfortunately, I don't have long hair.
In the end, I chose my usual casual wear.
What I didn't expect was that the location of our first date was actually Li Shu's house.
Many years later, I still think about this day. I always feel that some things are destined. It is destined that I will follow him to the home where there are only two of us. It is destined that we will be entangled with each other for life.
It was also this time that I realized that Li Shu lived alone.
The reason why Li Shu asked me to go to his house, in his words, was because he couldn't cook.
But what he doesn't know is that I can't cook either.
When I walked out of the kitchen carrying the only fruit salad I knew how to eat, Li Shu's entire face turned dark. His expression was very similar to Gao Zijian's. The difference was that Gao Zijian would punish me immediately by holding my ears, while Li Shu's expression was
Let me put the salad on the table for him to taste.
Because I said harsh words to him at noon yesterday, when he made this unreasonable request, I still agreed.
The two of us were sitting on the sofa eating salad and watching old movies on TV. Just as I was licking it with a spoon, Li Shu suddenly came close to me, stared at me, and then, slowly, came closer.