The sound of lightning and thunder was still rumbling in my ears, but my face, leaning against the warm chest, made me feel more and more unreal.
If it was really a ghost, how could he comfort me? If it was really a ghost, why was his chest so strong and warm?
I stood beside him motionless, being hugged tightly by his arms. I don't know why, but I felt particularly at ease.
How could this embrace be so familiar?
I quietly opened my eyes, looked at the real fabric in front of me, slowly raised my head, and I was shocked at just one glance.
It’s a plum tree!
Why did he suddenly appear in my room? Could it be that the dark figure just now was him? Was I hallucinating? Or was the light in the room too dark, so dark that my eyes were already blurred by this?
Ghost, deceived?
Why did Li Shu, who was already dating Hu Yueyue, suddenly appear here? It doesn't make sense, it doesn't make sense at all.
A loud "click" sound pierced the sky, and a bolt of lightning shone in from the window. I shrank my head nervously, and tightly wrapped my hands around the figure in front of me.
"Don't be afraid...I'm here...be good..." With the soft and gentle words, just thinking that the person in front of you is Li Shu, the tense brain finally has the slightest relief.
"You...why are you here?" The left side of my face was pressed against Li Shu's chest. I took a breath and said, "Why did you enter my room without my consent..."
"Don't worry." Li Shu's voice was simple and plain, "Aren't you always afraid of the dark? The hotel just had a power outage, so I went to the front desk to get the key and came directly..."
He still remembers that I am afraid of the dark?
"Is that dark figure just now also you?" Thinking of that figure, I couldn't help but hold on to someone's clothes.
"How do I know what shadow you are talking about? It's dark. Let me look for it..." There was a chuckle in Li Shu's voice. I felt his body move twice, as if he was looking around the house, but
I didn't dare to relax at all, I could only hold him tightly.
"No... don't scare me, I'm not afraid at all..." Although he was extremely nervous, he didn't want to show weakness in front of Li Shu at all. Thinking of the barbecue in the afternoon, Hu Yueyue brought roasted wings to him
In my mouth, I don’t even want to covet this peace of mind.
No, you can't be greedy.
"Okay then," Li Shu sighed softly and said, "Since you have gained courage in Great Britain, I will go out first..."
I don’t know whether Li Shu did it intentionally or not. At this time, he was actually pulling my arm and asking me to let go of him.
I looked at the dark room and didn't want to let go, but once I thought about my promise to Hu Yueyue, I slowly let go of my hand and whispered: "Okay, you go..."
I couldn't see Li Shu's expression clearly, but I heard a sigh.
"I'm going to leave right away," Li Shu said in a relaxed voice as he continued: "Before I leave, I'll help you check the room in case a... black ghost shadow suddenly... appears somewhere.
Ah...that would be scary..."
Originally, I wasn't afraid anymore, but after hearing what Li Shu said, my legs couldn't help but tremble again. I glanced left and right, and it was still black except for the black.
"Ah! Gao Zijian, what is that at your feet?"
Li Shu's sudden scream frightened me. I also screamed loudly. I took a step forward and grabbed Li Shu's arm tightly. I don't know if I used too much force.
Because of the violence, my body leaned backward uncontrollably, and then I fell on the bed.
The hand I grabbed also fell down, pressing on top of me.
I imagined that I should feel pain all over my body at this time, but there was no pain, except for someone gently pressing against me.
The hot breath on my face scared me so much that I didn't dare to open my eyes. I should have thought of him, Li Shu, clinging to my body, holding me tightly.
It was very dark in the room. I opened my eyes slightly. Except for the halo of light at the window, everything else was pitch black. When I looked away slightly, I could see the face in front of me.
Those dark eyes were also staring at me closely.
After being back for so long, Li Shu and I have had quarrels, cold wars, and pretended that nothing happened, but never before have we been so close to each other, exchanging glances, and feeling our heartbeats.
"I……"
"Shhh..." Li Shu shushed softly, looked at me with his arms raised, and said: "Didn't you say you are not afraid? Why do you have to be brave? If I didn't come today, you would cry to death here and no one would know.
…”
I turned away from him and said, "No, I will call..."
"I was so scared that I hid under the quilt. I could only cry. How could I make a phone call?" Li Shu's voice was hoarse, seeming to reveal his deep distress.
"You can't control it..." I muttered quietly, but I didn't dare to look at Li Shu again.
I know that if I take one more look, I will definitely reveal my feelings.
I hate him, but I also like him.
"Gao Ziran, I will still worry about you..." Li Shu's fingers gently slid on my cheek, and his voice was like violin music playing at midnight, soothing, hoarse, but full of affection.
Is his deep affection real or fake? Why can’t I tell the difference?
I didn't dare to speak because I was afraid that if I spoke out, I would be unable to help scolding him. I felt wronged, but I didn't want him to decide to be with me just because I felt wronged.
The heavy rain was still falling, and another lightning flashed. I shrank my head nervously. The next moment, Li Shu's hand suddenly held my face, and I felt his breathing getting closer and closer. I turned my face and looked away.
Then, the wet and hot lips suddenly fell down and kissed me.
I didn't have time to think about the relationship between Li Shu and Hu Yueyue, and I didn't have time to think about how to settle the accounts between Li Shu and me. I didn't have time anymore. When his kiss fell on my lips unexpectedly, I had only one thought: respond.
he.
Li Shu's kiss was too hot, with an elegant pressure on his lips. The tip of his tongue was tightly wrapped around mine, swaying clockwise, rolling counterclockwise, and gradually getting deeper, almost touching my throat.
"Ugh..." I shrank nervously, but Li Shu had already made further progress and the situation was out of control.
"Not afraid..." Li Shu looked at me affectionately and continued: "Gao Ziran, I...can't control myself."
I was already covered in sweat. I raised my head and looked at Li Shu doubtfully. We both remained silent. The next second, his eyes shone, but I didn't stop him.
One night, I was exhausted.
When I woke up, the rain had stopped. I turned around and looked around me, but there was no one there.
In the end, I didn't ask him why he suddenly broke his promise back then. Time will tell the answer to some things.
After getting dressed, I looked at the small plum blossom on the sheets, breathed a sigh of relief, walked to the mirror, took a look at myself, raised the corners of my mouth, and smiled.
Gao Ziran, what you wanted to pay, really paid.
I suddenly felt very calm. Maybe I have been looking forward to this day for him and me to have an ending. I no longer have such longing in my heart. I long for him to be responsible for me and for us to have a future. These are all
Too bearish.
Sometimes I wonder, what do I want, is his heart or a small explanation of the past?
Taking a deep breath and looking at the rising sun outside the window, I told myself, Gao Ziran, you have loved me.
After leaving the hotel door, I heard Tian Tian said that he was going back to school today. The school had a competition for him and he had to leave immediately. Coincidentally, Hu Yueyue was also going back to school at this time.
All this seemed to be a coincidence, but it seemed not. I turned to look at Li Shu, and happened to catch his gaze. I quickly looked away and heard him say: "Let's go to the airport together, I'll see you off."
I don't know what his performance at this moment means to me and him. Everything last night was done willingly by me. If he would pretend that it didn't happen, I would also pretend that it didn't exist.
When we arrived at the airport, I went to the ticket gate to see Tian Ye off, while Li Shu and Hu Yueyue walked in the opposite direction.
Tian Ye looked at me with an aggrieved look and said, "I don't want to go back to the competition. Gao Ziran, I will make you change your mind."
I smiled and said, "Okay, I'll go see you and Lu Xiaoping after your game."
"Gao Ziran, I..." Tianye looked at me, gently scratched his hair, and said, "Can I give you a hug..."
I looked at the field in surprise, chuckled, and said, "Come on, give me a hug..."
Tian Ye’s arms were stronger than I thought. His chin rested on my shoulder and he said in a gentle voice: "Gao Ziran, if you are sad, remember to call me first... What I said that day was not
joke……"
"field……"
"Okay, I'll go first...see you next time..." Tian Ye didn't wait for me to say anything, and walked towards the ticket gate.
I looked at his tall back, and my nose suddenly felt a little sour.
Gao Ziran, you have grown up and are no longer that carefree child.
As for Li Shu and I, I think that’s it.
It rained again in the evening. I sat in the last row of the classroom and watched the raindrops falling from the sky. I felt normal.
The cell phone rang at this time. I picked it up and saw that it was actually a call from Li Shu.
"Hello?"
"When will get out of class end?" Li Shu's voice was very calm.
"Is something wrong?"
"Isn't that what you said? Leave all your college homework to me...I'm fine, I'm just here to get my homework..." He stuttered and couldn't explain clearly. He didn't know what was going on.
"The teacher didn't assign any homework, so it's none of your business."
"I'm already downstairs in your classroom, Gao Ziran, you must come over immediately after class, remember!"