Of course I don’t know why Li Shu suddenly appeared downstairs in my university, let alone why he called me on this rainy night. The bell just rang, and my feet were out of control and headed straight downstairs.
Run downstairs.
My mood these past few days has been like this crazy weather, up and down, ups and downs, a very strange feeling.
Although I was walking very fast, I couldn't help but stop on the corridor on the second floor. I was thinking, what is the relationship between me and Li Shu? Why did he just make a phone call and I rushed down there?
The phone rang again at this time, it was Li Shu.
"Gao Ziran, there are too many people in this group, please come down later."
Before I could answer, someone's phone number had already hung up.
Standing in the dark corridor, watching groups of companions walking towards the dormitory, I waited silently. I had never felt so well-behaved before.
After the crowd had almost dispersed, I finally walked down the stairs and saw Li Shu standing there.
He looked at me with a smile, walked up to me in two steps, and said, "I thought you would run down crying..."
The lights in the corridor are very dim, maybe because thinking that there is someone waiting for me downstairs, the fear is not so strong, right?
"There is no homework today..." I raised my head and looked at Li Shu and said, "I will call you myself when there is homework. You go back..."
Li Shu had a look of surprise on his face. He probably didn't expect me to speak like this.
That's right, I have basically followed his words and never disobeyed him, but now, I feel tired.
"Okay, I'll take you back to the dormitory." Li Shu didn't say much, and stretched out his hand to hold my arm. I took a step back and avoided him.
"I can see clearly..." Seeing him looking at me strangely, I explained, opened the umbrella in my hand, walked to the door, and said, "Let's go."
Li Shu and I were holding an umbrella.
He seemed to be aware of my deliberate avoidance, so he kept a safe distance from me. Both of us remained silent, and we could hear the sound coming from the umbrella above our heads.
"Pa bang bang", very rhythmic.
I admit that I am a little happy. But I don’t want Li Shu to know.
After walking for about two minutes, the cell phone rang. It was Tian Ye.
I looked at the flickering screen and turned around to say hello to Li Shu, only to see his eyes staring at my screen. After noticing that I was looking over, he turned away without saying a word.
I answered the phone.
The umbrella was held in Li Shu's hand. At first I lowered my head while making phone calls and followed his steps. Later, a classmate passed by me and Li Shu put his hand on my shoulder. It was natural.
, pulled me towards him.
I think there is something wrong with this, but I have no words to explain.
"Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow are the preliminary rounds. I basically don't have any pressure..." Tian Ye's voice was clean and clear, and his laughter could be heard on the other end of the phone.
"I know, you have a smart mind. In school, I didn't think you could understand math problems at all, but you could solve them in a few minutes..." I said with a smile.
"Just a few math questions can prove your intelligence..." Li Shu suddenly said something. I raised my head and saw his disdainful eyes, and said, "Didn't you admire me before?"
"Who is speaking?"
"Oh...no..." I glared at Li Shu and said, "A madman, you heard wrong..."
"Haha, I understand, Gao Ziran..."
Tian Ye was still talking on the other end of the phone, but on the other end of the phone, Li Shu had stopped and didn't move an inch.
The rain pattered the umbrella, the noise among classmates in the distance, and the sound of the fields on the other end of the phone rang in my ears, but under Li Shu's eyes, it turned into a blind tone.
"Not leaving?"
"Hang up the phone first, I have something to say..." Li Shu pointed to my mobile phone and said.
I shook my head and said, "If it's not important, just wait until I finish the call."
"It's very important..." Li Shu suddenly glared at me and continued: "You can choose to hang up yourself, or... I will hang up for you."
I could only say a few words of apology to Tian Ye and hung up the phone.
I was a little annoyed, rolled my eyes at Li Shu, and said, "What's the matter? Let's talk about it now."
Li Shu looked at me, with his chin raised high, and his eyes full of resentment, and said, "It's nothing, I just want to say that I'm hungry."
"If you are hungry, go and eat. I will go back first."
"Gao Ziran, just because I helped you yesterday, you should at least send me to the car. It's raining so hard, you won't bear it..."
Li Shu's arm held my hand, with a look of shamelessness written all over his face.
"Let's go, come on, it's really troublesome..." I shook my head and dragged Li Shu towards the school gate.
After walking a few steps, Li Shu suddenly stretched out his hand and held my hand. I instinctively retracted my hand, but I heard Li Shu say: "The ground is so slippery and you are walking so fast, aren't you afraid of falling?"
The palms of my hands were warm, his fingers intertwined with mine, and I could feel my own heartbeat.
When I walked to the car, I glanced at Li Shu and hurriedly walked back, saying, "I'm going back first..."
"Gao Ziran..." Li Shu stopped me and said, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling so uncomfortable standing with me?"
"No, I just..."
"Then come with me to eat. I'm hungry." Li Shu opened the car door, pushed me gently, and let me sit in the passenger seat.
"I still have homework..." I looked at the book in my hand, "I'm going to have dinner with you, what about my homework?"
Li Shu turned to look at me and said with a smile: "Who am I? Don't worry, there will be no shortage of food and homework."
I thought Li Shu knew some kind of cloning skills, but when the car really stopped, I realized that I had mistakenly believed him. He actually took me to his residence.
I am not going to go in. Regarding what happened last night, I suddenly feel a little scared. Thinking of what Yueyue said to me when she left in the morning and the look in my eyes, I feel very confused.
"What's wrong?" Li Shu was already standing outside the car, looking at me doubtfully, and reaching out to take the schoolbag in my hand. I stepped back unconsciously and heard Li Shu say: "Gao Ziran, what's wrong with you?
Are you so afraid of being alone with me?"
I raised my eyes and looked at Li Shu, knowing that escaping was not an option, so I could only get out of the car and said, "Li Shu, by chance, I want to talk to you."
Li Shu didn't speak, just held the umbrella silently. The two of us walked indoors and put our schoolbags aside. I raised my head, looked at Li Shu, and said, "Li Shu, I think we all know what happened last night."
Forget it."
Li Shu's hand that was taking off his coat suddenly stopped, and he walked up to me with a gloomy expression, stared at me, and said coldly: "What do you mean? What do you mean by saying this all of a sudden?"
I took a gentle breath and said: "Li Shu, you have your girlfriend, and I have my life. Before today, I felt that there was only one thing in my world, and that was to hate you, but today
After that, I suddenly realized that I didn’t hate it anymore, so let’s forget about what happened last night.”
You become her boyfriend, don't flirt with me, don't get close to me, and I won't let you take responsibility. Just like that, let's forget each other in the world.
Even though I love you, there is no way to forget the scars left by passing years.
"Are you finished?" Li Shu took a deep breath, looked at me, and slowly took off his jacket, revealing a white shirt, "If you are not finished, you can finish it all at once. If you are finished, then I can
Have you said a few words?"
I pursed my lips, retracted my eyes, folded my hands unconsciously, and remained silent.
"Gao Ziran, to be honest, I didn't know this was your first time." Li Shu's voice was hoarse and gentle, and he slowly approached me and said, "That's not why I went to find you."
My eyes moved slightly and fell on the silk scarf on my wrist again. I bit my lip gently and continued to remain silent.
"I apologize for my impulsiveness, but...please, please don't alienate me so deliberately. Even if we are just ordinary friends, even if you just regard me as your brother, can I please please don't alienate me deliberately?"
Me? That way...I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart."
Li Shu spoke calmly and gently sat next to me. After listening to his words, I suddenly felt relieved.
It seems that ordinary friends are more suitable for the two of us.
"Yeah." I nodded gently.
"It's better if we just stay like before," Li Shu turned to look at me and said with a smile, "You still can't understand my Gao Ziran, and I'm still the Li Shu who teaches you the questions, okay?"
"I told you earlier," I smiled softly and said, "The way you looked just now scared me to death... Well, this is good..."
"Okay, you do your homework first, and I'll cook." Li Shu stretched out his hand, pinched my cheek gently, and said, "Gao Ziran, be good."
I'm afraid of hearing this sentence, because when I hear it, I can't help but think of our beginning.
Dinner was a simple meal of two dishes and one soup. It was the first time I ate food cooked by Li Shu himself. It felt a little bit different. After eating, I looked at the time and thought I should go back. Li Shu asked me to do the questions first.
It smells like the kitchen and needs to be washed.
I thought Li Shu wanted to wash his face, but he actually went to take a shower.
When he came out in his bathrobe, it was already half past nine. I said I wanted to go back, but Li Shu said he would go back after finishing the questions.
I just believed him.
I have to admit that everyone has their own strengths. For example, Li Shu, those high-level math problems that I can't solve even if I try to break my head, as long as he gets it in his hands, the speed at which he can solve it is amazing.
It's just that I forgot one thing, time, it waits for no one.
By the time I happily put away all the books, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening.
In other words, when we drive back, our lovely dormitory will be closed.
I raised my head angrily, looked at Li Shu helplessly, and said, "It's all you, what should I do now? If my mother knows that I haven't stayed at school for three consecutive days, do you know what the consequences will be?"
Li Shu shrugged and looked at me and said, "How about sleeping here tonight?"