I have always been curious about how Li Shu spent the past two years. There is one thing that I have always been a little extreme about. Just imagine, if there is one person who has not forgotten himself in these two years, then he will not be happy in these two years.
Bar.
As a client, I deeply understand one thing. Missing someone is a bitter thing, just like holding a cup of bitter coffee in your hand, with that faint, sad taste. But there is something in caffeine that makes people feel sad.
The excitement factor, so while I miss him, I feel a little bit excited at the same time.
From bitterness, to sweetness, and then to the later period when I can't help but miss you. Because I wasn't cared about, another feeling will arise in my heart. That feeling is called hatred.
From love to hate, I have experienced this deeply over the past two years.
What about Li Shu? If he hasn’t forgotten me in the past two years, what kind of environment is he in?
Thinking about what Li Shu said in the community just now, I felt a pain in my heart. But this time, I was not sad for myself, but for Li Shu.
How brave do you have to be to dare to never forget it?
Time has given both of us the answer.
Looking at Li Shu coming out of the convenience store, seeing him smiling at me and calling me by my name, I felt for the first time that loving someone seriously can bring rewards.
"What the hell happened to you just now?" I took the drink from Li Shu's hand, looked at him doubtfully, and asked, "Why does it sound so imaginative?"
Li Shu rolled his eyes at me, immediately took my hand and ran towards the platform.
The weather is good today. The outdoor temperature is much lower than the previous few days. The sun sometimes hides in the clouds and sometimes comes out. There is still a slight breeze on the cheeks. It is not too hot.
Li Shu turned to look at me, put his two arms into my pockets at the same time, scratched me, and kept his profile close at hand, disturbing me. Finally, he took out four coins and pulled my hand.
Got the bus in hand.
It was one o'clock in the afternoon, and most people were on their lunch break. There were very few people in the car. Li Shu took me and sat in the back row. I didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in the gourd.
I looked out the window and saw that the route was not familiar.
Turning around to ask Li Shu, this guy shamelessly put his head on my shoulder and narrowed his eyes slightly.
This action is ambiguous yet familiar.
In high school, falling in love was a very secretive and difficult thing. Parents watched and teachers stopped us. Even in our own minds, if two people held hands, it was against the law of the Han Dynasty.
Being able to go shopping together, have a meal, hold hands, and sit next to each other on the bus is a very incredible thing.
The first time I rested my head on Li Shu's shoulder was when he was sending me home and I accidentally fell asleep.
But the feeling of excitement is beyond words.
At this moment, Li Shu is next to me, and her hair is leaning on my neck, itching and lazily.
I didn't object, I just acquiesced.
Who knew, after ten minutes, my shoulders couldn't bear it anymore. Li Shu seemed to notice this, put a hand behind my shoulders, and hugged me into his arms.
"What has not been realized before, I will take you to slowly realize it..." Li Shu's deep voice was next to my ears, as if it had a kind of magic power, and I fell into a dream without knowing it.
In my daze, Li Shu took my hand and got off the bus, wiped my face with wet paper, and then I woke up.
There was a familiar smell of anti-inflammatory water on the tip of my nose. I turned around and saw that it was a private hospital.
"What are you doing here?"
Li Shu continued to wipe my face, and finally threw the wet paper into the trash can, took my hand and continued walking forward.
We entered through the back door. The hospital environment is good, and the facilities are complete at first glance. The shadows of the trees are mottled on the ground, and there are occasional birds chirping, and the comfort of the afternoon is everywhere.
Finally, the two of us stopped and turned to look at a ward.
Several medical staff happened to pass by. Li Shu took my hand and hurried into the ward, closing the door.
I leaned on him in panic, listening to the footsteps outside the door getting further and further away. I raised my head and looked at Li Shu, and saw him looking at me slyly, with a trace of pride in his eyes.
"Here...I spent the month and a half after the college entrance examination..." Li Shu looked at me and said calmly.
It turned out that Li Shu brought me to the place where he once lived.
"Don't show that expression, okay..." Li Shu pinched my face, looked at me with a smile, and said: "Gao Ziran, today, I want to show you all of me. Are you willing to accompany me to trace back the past?"
Has it passed?"
Of course I do.
"Actually, I still have such arrogance in my bones. I was in a bad mood when I learned that you were going abroad. I went to a bar alone and got drunk. Then I wanted to find you, but I didn't expect that I would get into a car accident." Li
Shu stood in front of the window with a calm voice and said: "I couldn't figure it out at the time. I didn't understand why you didn't tell me what everyone knew...I thought the person I cared about was hiding the news that she was leaving.
, particularly cruel..."
"Li Shu," I looked at him nervously and said, "I was afraid that it would affect your college entrance examination. Besides, didn't we quarrel at that time? I went to wait for you that night, and I..."
As long as you tell me you won't leave, I will definitely not leave. It doesn't matter what the whole world says, but without waiting for you, I thought you didn't care about me at all.
"Gao Ziran, you don't understand. My father doesn't love me, my mother doesn't love me, and the only person I care about has to leave secretly. I was really desperate at that time." Li Shu glared at me, took my hand, picked me up with all his strength, and hugged me
He put it on the windowsill and said: "After the car accident, I couldn't see for a while..."
"Is there something wrong with your eyes too?"
"Isn't it a good time now?" Li Shu looked at me with a smile and said, "I can't see with my eyes and feel aggrieved in my heart. My father came over in a hurry and went through the hospitalization procedures and then left. I was the only one in the whole ward. Sometimes.
Think about it, how did you get through it?"
My heart was slowly eroded by that painful feeling, which made me very uncomfortable.
"In the first week, I had a bad temper and was all kinds of irritable. The nurse couldn't control me, so she had to ask my dad to come over. When he came, I became even more irritable. In the end, I found out that it was because of you.
Didn't come.
A week later, I could see things clearly with my eyes, but the fracture in my leg was still not healed. I was anxious and irritable thinking about the time when you would go abroad. I simply went to the phone booth of the hospital and called you."
Before going abroad, I followed Lu Xiaoping all over the city and never heard of Li Shu’s phone number.
So, my mother should have done it.
"At first, my aunt answered the call, just saying you were not at home, and then... the phone couldn't be reached either." Li Shu looked at me, his eyes dark and translucent, and continued: "Later, Yueyue found me and was responsible for me every day.
Take care of me, so I asked her for help and wrote to you."
But Li Shu, I...I have never received your letter.
"Gao Ziran, I just thought you were stupid before. I didn't expect you to be quite cruel. You just ignored me and left like that..."
"I'm sorry..." My nose was sore and tears flowed out directly.
During that time, I had been numbing myself, telling myself that those rumors were false, and playing crazily every day, just to tell myself that I could not care less about this guy Li Shu.
On the day I left the country, I kept talking to Lu Xiaoping at the airport, deliberately prolonging the conversation, just to see if Li Shu would come, but no, there was no information about Li Shu until I entered the cabin.
Now think about it, why was I so stubborn in the first place? For so long, as long as I went over and took a look, wouldn't everything become clear?
It is willfulness that has given us the price of each other, and time has also tested each other.
"Why are you crying?" Li Shu walked up to me. I sat on the window sill and he stood. Our eyes were exactly level. His eyes were filled with gentle light and he said with a smile: "Gao Ziran, I am still
Like you."
It was okay that Li Shu didn't say anything. As soon as the words came out of his mouth, I couldn't help but burst into tears. Li Shu hurriedly covered my mouth and pointed to the door. Only then did I hold back and sobbed quietly.
"Li Shu, if my family hurt you, I apologize to you on their behalf. I..."
"Shh!" Li Shu blocked my mouth with his fingers, gently wiped my tears, and said, "Your family will be my family from now on. There is no way I can forgive or not..."
"Li Shu, have you ever hated me?" I continued to ask without mercy.
"Why do you ask?"
"If you like it but you can't get it, if you like it you still miss it, so you will naturally hate it..." I looked at the plum tree and whispered: "Actually, I hated you..."
Li Shu looked at me with a smile, gave me a gentle peck on the face, and said: "This is the first stop, and you are so moved, then..."
"Where else?"
Li Shu looked at me with a smile and said in a calm voice: "Today, I will show you everything about me, my bad and my good. When the time comes, Gao Ziran, if you can still accept me, we will be together."
,OK?"
I shook my head gently and said, "I just want to be with you now..."
Li Shu looked at me in surprise. After a few seconds, he couldn't help laughing and said, "Gao Ziran, you can't regret it..."
"Honestly, were you waiting for me?"
"ah?"
"What I mean is, have you been waiting for me to show up and look forward to my return in the past two years?" I continued to ask without mercy.
"have."
I stretched out my hand and gently hooked my hand towards Li Shu. He approached me curiously. When he wasn't paying attention, I closed my eyes and placed my lips on his. Wait for you.
True love needs to wait. Anyone can say they love you, but not everyone can wait for you...