After quarreling with my mother, I ran out of the elevator. In fact, I also regretted it. I have never yelled at her so much in so many years. Her love for me was more comprehensive than that of any mother, but she didn't
Understand me, don’t understand me, the way you need.
Sometimes I also wonder if my mother had not hidden the love letter, would my situation with the plum tree be different? But people will grow up and realize that there are no ifs in reality, only results.
I shouldn't use the word "selfish" to describe my mother. It's too hurtful. Rather than saying that my mother is selfish, it's better to say that I am selfish. For the sake of the relationship with Li Shu, I have put my mother aside.
I'm too selfish.
I don’t want to go home, because after I go back, I will have to face a discussion between my mother and me. I don’t want to see Li Shu either. I feel sad when I think of his mother using the words “not self-loving” to describe me.
.
All the methods I had thought up in my mind to change the two mothers were in vain. As a result, the two of them started fighting as soon as they met.
There was nothing Li Shu could do to stop it, and there was nothing I could do to stop it either.
Once upon a time, I thought that love was love and had nothing to do with anyone, so even if I went abroad, I still insisted on this idea. Love has nothing to do with age, time, or region.
Now it seems that those were my naive thoughts.
I kept walking along the road and before I knew it, I arrived at the school gate.
I suddenly miss the campus where Li Shu and I once stayed. The feelings of my youth were sacred and pure.
The phone rang two or three times, all from my mother. I sent her a message back, but didn’t want to call. At this time, it was not suitable for us to communicate.
Only this time, it was Li Shu who called me.
When he didn't have his phone number, I wanted to call him, but when he called me, I didn't want to answer it. I was escaping. I knew it, but I didn't want Li Shu's mother to dislike me so much.
His mother doesn't like me, my mother doesn't like him, so what's the point of this bullshit relationship?
Thinking of this, I directly pressed the reject button. I didn't know what to say after answering the call. I just wanted to be alone and calm down.
According to the method Li Shu told me last time, I climbed over the courtyard wall. Although I rubbed my hand, I didn't resent it at all.
Looking at the blood on my palms and knees, my heart felt numb.
Soon, I walked to the place agreed upon by Li Shu and I. I needed a kind of spirit to encourage myself, otherwise, I was really worried that I wouldn’t be able to hold on, that the relationship would not be blessed, and that the relationship would not be blessed by both parents’ parents.
I'm really helpless.
Sitting under the big tree, watching the sky getting darker and darker, and watching the flashes on the phone screen, I just wanted to figure it out in this quiet environment.
I was really scared. No one wanted what happened today, but it happened. My mother's attitude was so obvious that she came here to find trouble. And Li Shu's mother was the same.
With only the efforts of Li Shu and me, this relationship is really hard.
The text message alert on my phone rang. I lowered my head and looked at it. It was a text message from Li Shu - Can you answer my call? We are all worried that we can't find you.
You? Who are you? Who is anxious?
I put the phone aside and tried hard not to look at the screen.
After a while, Li Shu's message came over again. This time, he sent a lot of exclamation points. - Gao Ziran, answer my phone right now and tell me where you are. It's no big deal. Don't make me worry.
, my heart can’t bear your disappearance, okay?
My tears fell uncontrollably. My cell phone called, but I didn't dare to answer it.
I think my mother is too cruel, and Li Shu’s mother is also cruel.
They were too cruel to me and I didn't want to talk to them. I just wanted to be alone and quiet.
The phone stopped ringing after I hung up. I didn’t know what Li Shu was like on the other end of the phone. Li Shu’s mother didn’t like me. I was very sad and I didn’t want to talk to Li Shu because his mother didn’t like me.
Why is it so difficult to fall in love? No one else is as unlucky as me, right?
The text message on my phone rang again. I reached out and opened the text message. It was still from Li Shu - however, it's already past eight o'clock in the evening. It's dangerous for you to be alone outside, you know? I will solve the problem. I shouldn't let it go.
You have endured so much, please answer the phone quickly, okay? We have experienced mutual betrayal until now, and I can't live without you!!!!!
My heart softened.
Li Shu had a headache on the phone, and my heart ached even more. I really wanted to call Li Shu and tell him, Li Shu, I am really scared.
But I don't dare to face it. I'm afraid that in the end, we won't be together at all.
I'm afraid that if I get impulsive, I will tell him that we don't want to be together anymore. I can't stand such insults, and I can't stand my mother always insulting you. We are too tired to be together.
Everything is my idea.
My heart aches.
The phone rang again, and I looked at the profile picture displayed on it, which was still a photo taken when Li Shu and I were together. He and I hugged each other, so tightly and intimately.
I couldn't help but answer the phone.
"Gao Ziran, where are you now? Do you know how worried I am!"
I don't want to talk because I'm crying.
"Gao Ziran, speak, where are you now? Why don't you speak? I order you to explain your location immediately, hurry up!"
Li Shu's voice was almost yelling, and I knew he must be very anxious.
I feel heartbroken and happy. I know that when I persist, there are still people who persist with me.
"Gao Ziran, speak, why don't you speak?" Li Shu's voice softened a little and continued: "I know you are feeling very uncomfortable now, but don't try to hide, okay? It's my fault, it's me who didn't protect you.
Good on you, it was me who made you suffer. You feel uncomfortable, but I feel worse than you. Please... Ranran..."
I don't like Li Shu's humbleness, but I know that I am even humbler than her. I sniffed gently and said, "Li Shu, you spoke too harshly just now. I don't want to talk to you now..."
"Gao Ziran..." Li Shu's voice was a little hoarse and he said, "I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have hurt you. I deserve to be punished. Okay, come and tell me where you are..."
"I don't want to tell you..." I sniffed, feeling my tears falling like broken beads, and said, "Actually, I know that your mother doesn't like me, but likes Yueyue... I know it all.
...But Li Shu, I don't dare to show it, I'm afraid it will be difficult for you, I want our relationship to be recognized..."
"I know everything," Li Shu's voice was choked, and he continued: "I know you have been wronged because I was too anxious. Be good and tell me where you are and I will go find you. I promise.
Nothing like this will ever happen in the future, okay? I promise... Ranran, stop crying, I feel sad when I hear you cry, I feel very sad..."
Me too.
"Come on, be good and tell me where you are..." Li Shu coaxed me and continued: "You haven't eaten yet. You must be hungry. Do you want dessert? Which one is your favorite?
Do you want barbecue? Can I take you there now?"
Li Shu knows me very well. He knows what things will make me yearn for. When he said this, I was indeed hungry, but...but...I was still sad.
"Gao Ziran, I haven't told you, but I do seem to be a bit bad. In the eyes of many girls, I am very unreliable, but I want to say that those are all
It's just the surface. There is one person who made me seal up all the reliable plots. As long as I see him, I want to be reliable."
Is that person me?
"I laughed at your brother. That day we all said, Zheng Kai added something to the wine, and we told each other our feelings. Then I realized that your brother also had a crush on your sister-in-law. He was very uncomfortable at the time, but your sister-in-law
Come, all the problems are solved. She took the wine bottle and smashed it, telling your brother to stop. Your brother, a person with a temper like yours, obeyed so obediently. I didn’t understand it at the time. I didn’t understand.
I understand why two people who love each other torture each other. Tonight I understand, because they are not sure, not sure that each other is the only one for each other, not sure that they are the most important one. Who has no self-esteem, and who doesn’t have heartache?
, who is not proud and complacent when the spring breeze is triumphant? However, these fragments of life must have a person, a person... to share with myself, Gao Ziran, no matter where I am, the person I want to share is.
you."
Li Shu's voice was like the sound of a cello I heard at a music festival abroad. It was deep, rich, intimidating, and exaggerated. It instantly lowered my guard to the lowest point.
"Your mother doesn't like me..."
"Of course, that has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with me..." Li Shu sighed softly and said, "I have made you wronged today. I will use it to atone for my sins every day in the future. I just want to ask
Just tell me, Gao Ziran, while you are afraid of these things, are you still willing to go on with Li Shu?"
How could you not want to?
However, why did Li Shu's voice suddenly become so clear? I turned my face and looked behind me. For a moment, I was shocked because I didn't expect that Li Shu was actually standing there.
"Come here..." Li Shu looked at me with a gentle voice and said with a smile,
"I don't." I shook my head and said, "Today, I feel wronged. I won't go."