It is said that there are policies and countermeasures. After Li Shu comforted me, he took me to the barbecue stall outside the school. After ordering some things, Li Shu came over, looked at me and said, "I will give it to you after you finish the meal."
When you go home, you must not disobey me."
Isn't there something wrong with this guy's brain? He actually asked me to go home. I don't want to go home in this situation. I want to fight with my mother to the end. When she gets anxious, she will give in.
Li Shu smiled softly, stared at me with his eyes tightly, as if he had noticed my thoughts, and said in a calm voice: "Be obedient, you will definitely not be able to go home if you don't go home. If your brother knows that I took my sister
He's been kidnapped, and he might be able to challenge me for a duel. With his strong frame, he also trained in the army for two years, so I'm no match for him."
"Stop talking about my brother. Honestly, do you find me troublesome?"
"How is that possible!" Li Shu sat upright, looked at me with a serious face, raised his right hand, made a gesture of swearing, and said: "I, Li Shu, hope to be with Gao Ziran every day and every night. If there is any falsehood, what will happen to me?"
Hemiplegia caused by lightning!”
I looked at Li Shu in surprise. In fact, I was just joking with him and whispered: "I don't want to see my mother. The main thing is that I don't dare to see her."
Li Shu let go of his hand, rubbed my hair, and said with a smile: "There is no hatred between mother and daughter. You are overthinking it. Auntie must be very anxious now. Our Gao Ziran is such a kind child. In fact, I still feel very distressed in my heart."
Auntie’s, right?”
Li Shu's voice was relaxed, which made me slowly come out of my unhappiness.
"I'm going to check out the food. Sit here and don't wander around." Li Shu stood up and walked towards the barbecue stall. During this period, he made a phone call not far away. I guess he was not calling Gao Zijian.
, just call my mother.
Escape is not the answer, I have to face it.
After eating the barbecue, Li Shu drove me back. To be honest, I was a little nervous. I knew without imagining what my mother would do when I got home. She would confiscate my mobile phone, monitor my phone calls, and control me and Li Shu.
It's more likely that Shu's contacts will introduce men to me.
I'm not kidding, this is absolutely possible.
When I nervously explained these problems to Li Shu, Li Shu told me that he would still call me, but there would be a secret code between us.
Before going home, we determined the secret code - have you finished your high-mathematics homework today - and determined whether my mother was eavesdropping on our phone calls, or whether she was next to me.
I felt like I suddenly saw my father in the army. This was obvious reconnaissance and counter-reconnaissance.
But what should I do? This is the only way to treat my mother.
The car was forced to stop at the gate of the compound. The guard said it was my mother's wish.
Li Shu and I walked out of the car helplessly. As soon as we got out of the car, we saw my mother and Aunt Xia standing not far away, staring at me closely.
My mother still looked ugly, and I was a little scared. She stood motionless behind Li Shu, but Li Shu was more natural and pulled me forward.
Aunt Xia came over and pulled me and asked me to go home with her. Only my mother and I were left behind. No need to guess, I knew what might happen next.
When I got home, Aunt Xia took me directly to the dining table and served four dishes and one soup, all of which were hot.
Listening to what Aunt Xia said, it was my mother who asked me to arrange it.
As soon as I took two bites of food, my mother came in through the front door. She walked up to me in a few steps, looked at me, and said, "Come to the study after eating."
I nodded gently and heard her say again: "The phone is confiscated."
Look, it was pretty much what I guessed. I didn’t want to say anything more. After taking a couple of hurried bites, I went to the study room upstairs.
The door opened, and I saw my mother sitting at the desk with a calm face, her eyes slightly squinted. When she noticed that I had come in, she raised her eyes and glanced at me, and said softly: "Everything you want is here."
Following my mother's eyes, I was shocked because there was a pile of thick envelopes on the desk. Could it be...
"Everything you want is here, take it..." Mom gently waved her hand, indicating that I could take the things away.
I walked quickly to the desk, and with just one glance, I was almost sure that these were the letters Li Shu wrote to me. I didn't expect that my mother still kept them, which moved me very much.
There were tears in my eyes. I bit my lip, held the envelopes in my hands, glanced at my mother, and said in a calm voice, "Thank you, Mom."
After learning that Li Shu wrote to me, I have always wanted to retrieve the memories of the past. I didn’t expect that my mother would actually keep these things. I think that when she saw me torturing each other because of a relationship, she
Are you a little bit moved?
My mother must have thought about telling me the truth. She loves me. Seeing me being emotionally tortured, she must be more uncomfortable than me, right?
I have mixed feelings, Mom, I love you.
I wiped away the tears on my face, took a look at the love letters on the table, picked them up, counted them one by one, and sorted them according to the dates on them, starting from the date after the college entrance examination, and arranging the letters one by one, starting from June,
In July, August, and September, during the first two months when I left, Li Shu's letters were very dense, with an average of one letter every four or five days, and later on, one letter a month.
From being dense at first to sporadic in the future, Li Shu, what have you experienced as a person?
From the number of letters, I can almost see how a boy, when facing the person he likes, goes from the initial urgency and enthusiasm to the later despair.
So during the lonely time, Li Shu, what kind of mentality did you use to face this? Also, when I missed you abroad, I would often hide in a corner and smoke. Is that kind of loneliness the same for you?
I counted it carefully and found that there were one hundred and ninety-nine letters in total. 199 is a lovely number.
I didn't dare to open the envelope. I was afraid that I would get excited and go to him immediately. I was also afraid of hurting my mother.
Lying on the bed, I put the letters away one by one, and when I picked up the first one, my hands were trembling. I was not reading a letter, I was reading the most beautiful time we have lost.
We have missed each other, resented each other, and are now attached to each other. Li Shu, I am reading you.
"The little bastard is just right.
When you see my crooked handwriting, do you habitually show your disdainful eyes? To be honest, I can just hold a pen in my hand and write to you because your phone at home cannot be reached.
The fact that your phone can't get through is actually within my expectation. Your mother is too tough, and I'm not her match yet.
Are you frowning again? Okay, I won’t say it anymore, just don’t say bad things about your aunt, right?
Of course, little bastard, I miss you so much.
I haven't said this before, have I? At that time, I only cared about my own self-esteem, but now I don't care so much, because I stay here alone and miss you very much.
In fact, I don't like my aunt a little. The reason why I don't like her is that she said that at a young age, I hooked up with girls, was uneducated, and had no one to support me.
I am over eighteen years old and I am a man. My aunt's words hurt my self-esteem. I don't want to miss you, but I can't control myself.
Before the car accident, my aunt and my mother had a big fight. I saw my mother cry for the first time. Because of her aunt's words, she lost all face. My mother looked at me with a begging look on her face and asked me, in this life, what will happen to me?
Does it have to be you?
Dude, it's strange, we are in such a young age and there is still such a long way to go in the future. Why do I feel that it has to be you?
I told my mother that I won’t marry anyone but you.”
Seeing this, my heart was deeply touched. I thought that my mother might feel sorry for Li Shu, but I didn't expect that she even humiliated Li Shu's mother. From Gao Zijian, I felt vaguely
I realized that the Gao family is indeed different, but my mother is too proud.
Li Shu is about the same age as me, and he should not be left to bear the consequences of consensual matters.
"You idiot, actually, I'm worried that you will dislike me.
Without your first kiss, I wonder, would you always look down on me?
I know that my family and my parents are indeed criticized by others. But this is not a choice for me, right? If I could choose, I would rather that my father had no money, and I would rather that we still live in Beicheng
In the compound, I would rather, I would rather I was just a child from an ordinary family.
But I still want to meet you.
At that time, I will still study hard, become your role model, and become the one you like.
Dude, I told the truth today, please don't laugh at me. My address is on the envelope, come and see me, let's make up, okay?"
Li Shu, who has always been proud and domineering, actually wrote this sentence so carefully. If he wasn't fragile to a certain extent, if he didn't really like it, who would be so humble?
When I was studying abroad, I secretly returned to China twice and went to see Lu Xiaoping. Lu Xiaoping noticed that my weight was getting lighter and lighter, and that my dark circles were getting worse, so she once suggested that I go see Lu Xiaoping.
Li Shu, I hold on to that energy and won’t go, won’t go, determined not to go.
At that time, I smoked marijuana, and no one knew about it. Only when I was extremely excited, could I allow my thoughts to be uncontrolled and allow myself to think about him.
Overthinking, he wanted to let go of his self-esteem and try to save it, but he didn't know how he could have caused each other to leave such a deep mark in each other's heart.
Taking off the wristband in my hand and looking at the hideous scars, I finally smiled. I know, Li Shu, in fact, when I am in pain, you are the same as me, right?
Mom, you need to know that your daughter is just as stubborn as you, so don't try to stop her, okay?