Li Shu spoke in a serious tone, with a hint of sarcasm in the seriousness, and glanced at me as if I had done something shameful.
But I thought about it and realized that I didn’t. I just went to have a meal with Wei Zheng.
"Eat." I looked at Li Shu and replied calmly.
The uncertainty on Li Shu's face turned completely cloudy at the moment I spoke. He looked at me and said, "It's so late and I have to go to dinner."
It's just after six o'clock in the evening, so I actually said something so late.
If you don't want me to go to dinner, just say so. Why are you showing me such a face? You think I'm having a good time these days, right?
"I also want to know why you are here so late..." I looked at Li Shu and told him with my eyes that I had penetrated his mind.
In fact, both of us should know what the other is thinking, we just can't say it right now.
I didn’t want to bow my head, especially after my mother said those words to me.
"Oh, I happened to be passing by." The nonchalant tone seemed to really mean that he happened to be passing by.
"How about we have dinner together tonight." Seeing that I didn't reply, Wei Zheng helped me find an excuse.
"No, I have something else to do. You go and eat." Li Shu waved his hand, indicating that Wei Zheng and I should keep our distance from the car.
If someone doesn’t want to have dinner with me, why should I go and beg him? It’s really a joke.
I turned around directly and waved to Wei Zheng, indicating to him that we could leave immediately. During the whole process, Li Shu’s face did not show any signs of change. His car window door slowly rose in my peripheral vision. I didn’t know what he was doing.
What are you thinking about.
Our view was blocked by a car window. I was going to eat, but I wasn't happy at all.
I originally planned to finish the meal in an hour, but it ended up being finished in half an hour. Wei Zheng wanted to send me back. I made an excuse and ran away alone.
My mother likes Wei Zheng very much, and I can actually tell it, but it has nothing to do with me. But Li Shu is so smart, couldn't he see it?
If he could see it, he should be nervous and grab me. However, he didn't show any nervousness at all. Does this mean that he doesn't care about me at all?
I don’t care. Is this the result of my imagination using my huge imagination? This is too sad.
Li Shu said he was in the hospital. What was he doing in the hospital? Did he want to see my parents?
My body suddenly tensed up. Thinking of this, I felt dejected and energetic, as if I had been given a booster. My dad's attitude was already clear in his words. It was obvious that he supported me.
If Li Shu goes to find my mother, my father will definitely not embarrass him if he is present. Maybe my mother’s attitude will be different?
The more I thought about it, the more excited I became, and I finally believed what Sister Xiaojia said: most women who seek trouble come up with it in their own minds.
I waved to a car and rushed to the hospital.
Li Shu always likes to do something secretly, and this time, he must be the same, wanting to do something quietly so that I can't notice it.
The more I thought about it, the happier I became. I hummed a little tune all the way until the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and I quickly walked forward and rushed directly to the inpatient department.
Because the time for dinner with Wei Zheng was too short, and I didn’t want my mother to ask about the details of our relationship, I didn’t go to the ward and asked the nurse instead.
The nurse told me with certainty that there was no one else except the man who came in the afternoon.
There is no one else, no one else, then...Li Shu just didn't come?
Not to mention why he appeared at the door of the hospital, even when my mother was in the hospital, he should have gone over to visit me, but he didn't. This made me quite disappointed.
However, there is something wrong with me. If I had explained my father's current attitude in advance, Li Shu might have let him go.
In the final analysis, I still have to bow my head first.
I walked down from the third floor in frustration until I reached the first floor. My chest felt as if it was blocked by cotton and I felt very uncomfortable.
Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice, it was Li Shu.
Even if there are people walking around on the first floor, I can still be sure that the sound is Li Shu's.
I raised my feet and followed him. About three meters away, I finally reached the source of the sound. However, I saw a scene that surprised me.
Next to Li Shu, stood the figure of a girl. That figure was very familiar. I couldn't tell for a while. Who is this person?
I hurriedly followed him, fearing that I had seen wrongly, but when I walked to the door, the two people were already far away from me.
A face suddenly flashed in my mind, and I compared it with the person standing next to Li Shu. Only then did I realize that this girl was Hu Yueyue.
This idea had just formed, and I was almost 100% sure that that person was Hu Yueyue.
Why is she in the hospital? Why is Li Shu supporting her? She looks like she is sick. Could it be that Hu Yueyue is sick?
I was full of doubts in my heart, and I couldn't deal with this idea as if nothing had happened. So, I walked to the inpatient department and asked the nurse to check it for me.
The first nurse didn't recognize me and said the hospital had regulations. When the second nurse came over, she helped me check it out.
What I said was Hu Yueyue's name. The nurse checked everything but couldn't find it. I thought about it and reported Li Shu's name, but the nurse just pressed the enter key and found it.
She didn't say anything and asked me to stretch my head and take a look. I took a look and was instantly confused.
To be precise, my heart was instantly confused.
How should I put it? Because what I didn't expect was that Hu Yueyue was hospitalized, and the cause of the disease was actually an operation. What kind of operation? An abortion.
I can’t figure it out. It’s really hard to figure it out. I also know that Li Shu and I are together these days, and Hu Yueyue has already broken away from us. Logically speaking, I shouldn’t doubt Li Shu.
But, that's just for these days.
It usually takes thirty or forty days for a child to be found out. Such a little life needs time to be conceived, and a month ago, the relationship between Li Shu and I was not as stable as it is now.
And at that time, the person who had a closer relationship with Li Shu was probably Yueyue, right?
My hands were shaking uncontrollably. The nurse called me twice, but I didn’t respond. When I recovered my thoughts, my nose couldn’t help but feel sore.
Is this child Li Shu’s?
I was wandering around the hospital alone, found a hidden corner, and sat down. There were mosquitoes running back and forth around me, buzzing, which made my thoughts even more chaotic.
I didn't even have the courage to ask Li Shu for details.
If Li Shu's answer is yes, then is it over between us? We finally got support from our father on the issue of parents. Are we going to break up now because of this issue?
As long as I think of the word "break up", my whole state is very bad. I can't break up with Li Shu. I'm not that proud.
Can I pretend? I probably can't even pretend.
I suddenly felt very cruel.
I can't speak, and I don't dare to ask for confirmation. I can only hide here and cry alone, because I can't let go.
In the end, I actually made a decision rationally. Rather than being rational, I was more like a fool.
I decided that I would pretend not to know about this matter, and I would take a look at Li Shu's next behavior. I couldn't go to Li Shu and ask directly. I wanted to choose to trust him.
Trust him, this child is not Li Shu's. Trust him, everything about Hu Yueyue has nothing to do with Li Shu now.
When I made this decision, my teeth were shaking. I was so scared.
Sometimes, escaping from reality is a blessing.
But Li Shu, will you let me down?
I found that people are also very powerful when they deceive themselves. If I pretend that nothing happened, I can really pretend that nothing happened. I go home with a blank face, pretending that nothing happened.
Of course, what I didn't expect was that the plum tree would be waiting for me at my door.
The moment I saw him, I was disgusted. The reason why I was disgusted was because I was a woman, and when I saw my man helping other women out of the abortion ward, I couldn't reason.
But I warned myself that this was a misunderstanding. Nothing more.
I took a gentle breath and walked towards the plum tree. When I was two meters away from him, I regretted it again. I decided to ignore him.
Seeing that I ignored him, Li Shu quickly walked up to me and said in a calm voice: "Gao Ziran, I want to talk to you?"
"What are you talking about?" I glanced at Li Shu, and when I spoke, I realized that there was deep hatred in my words.
What a cheating thing.
"What's your attitude?" Li Shu saw that my tone was not good, and his tone became arrogant. I heard him say to me: "I just want to say a few words to you, do you have to treat me like this?"
Attitude? Or, Auntie's attitude is still very clear, and you are just like her, very clear that you don't want to be with me? "
I stared at Li Shu, but I couldn't say anything at all.
How much I want to yell, but I can't, I'm afraid of the answer.
"What do you mean when you look at me like that?" Li Shu's tone became a little anxious. He took a breath and said, "It's because Auntie likes Wei Zheng, so you feel dissatisfied when you look at me now."
?”
"You fart!" I couldn't help but yell.
Li Shu was startled by my overreaction. I felt like he was hiding something, but Gao Ziran was an idiot and Gao Ziran didn't dare to ask.
Like Li Shu, he asked the question directly, and he asked it so rationally and confidently.
I didn't want to pay attention to him and walked straight towards the door of my house. After taking two steps, I heard Li Shu shouting from behind me: "Gao Ziran, give me a positive answer. Do you want to give up?"