For three whole days, I stayed with my mother in the hospital. I basically saw how the disease tormented an elderly person. Every time, my mother opened her eyes slightly, fed some liquid food, and then
Fell asleep.
In the past three days, my life has returned to its unprecedented calmness. Li Shu didn’t call me or send me a text message. I knew that he was angry with me.
The ward was quiet when my mother was asleep. Except for the occasional sounds from the corridor, in this quiet environment, I became less impetuous than before. I was just wondering when my mother would wake up.
, tell me the reason why you can’t be with Li Shu.
I have thought about this question more than once, and I have also asked my father in a roundabout way, but my father has been busy with life in the army and knows almost nothing about me.
Only then did I realize deeply that my mother had sacrificed so much for me.
As for the plum tree, I naively thought that it was mine and I would definitely not be able to escape.
On the fourth day, when the doctor examined my mother, he finally put down the oxygen mask. At around 12 noon, Aunt Xia came over to deliver lunch, and my mother had already started talking to me.
To be honest, this feeling is really hard to describe. After your loved one has passed away from hell, you suddenly understand how important she is to you.
Aunt Xia didn't stay long. She probably knew that my mother and I had something to say, and left in a hurry after lunch. There was fresh fruit on the table, and I took an apple and peeled it carefully.
My mother's face was still pale. This operation almost cost her half her life. She was not as energetic as before when she spoke. Seeing me lowering my head and not speaking, my mother sighed first and then spoke,
Said: "Of course, deep down in your heart, do you hate your mother a little bit?"
It's okay that my mother didn't say this. As soon as she spoke, I felt my nose was sore. In the past two days, I have been comforting myself. It's yours and I can't run away. You must be patient. But once I think about it in front of me,
Li Shu’s face-burning love letter made my heart clench.
"If you don't speak, you are acquiescing," my mother said in a weak voice, "Of course, don't blame mother for being cruel. Your father's identity is not suitable for him to get too close to businessmen. If the Li family is a
As a serious family, my mother won’t say anything, but... my mother is your mother and your father’s wife. When looking for a good family for her daughter, she must also consider the face of the entire family. Let me say this, you
Do you understand?"
After all, it's still a matter of interest. But that's the reality. I think this was also the purpose of my mother asking about my brother and Sister Xiaojia some time ago. Not only was I unable to help myself, but my brother probably couldn't escape either.
Isn’t Cinderella popular now? Is it popular to join forces?
"Of course..."
"Mom..." I raised my head and glanced at my mother, handed the peeled apple to my mother's hand, and said, "I understand what you mean, I understand everything."
My mother looked at me, and I looked at her. She put the fruit aside, held my hand tightly with one hand, and said with tears in her eyes, "Of course, does it still hurt now?"
I followed my mother's gaze, and her eyes happened to fall on my wrist. Only then did I understand what she was asking.
When my mother saw that I was silent, she spoke again: "Of course, although I don't know where you and Li Shu are now, I can see that you have feelings for him. In this regard, you are very similar to your brother.
Once you’ve made up your mind, you won’t let go, and if you hit the wall, you won’t look back.”
Mom, actually I really want to ask a question. In fact, is this the same for you, right?
"It's not that Mom doesn't understand, but of course, I don't tell you some things because I'm afraid you will be sad. I also know that if you choose to take this step abroad, your thoughts must be incompatible. Who can love a relationship deeply?
Whoever is hurt will be deeply hurt.”
"Mom, Li Shu is not what you thought..." Listening to my mother's words, I realized that the calmness I had concealed in the past two days was not calm at all. I would still refute, and I would still explain.
Because Li Shu loves me more deeply than I do. It’s just that he is good at hiding it.
"Of course, there is something that my mother has been hiding from you..." My mother gave me a meaningful look and said in a calm voice: "That day, when I went to England to see you, my mother had contacted Li Shu, but he
There is no past.”
I looked at my mother in confusion and asked, "What day?"
My mother took my arm and her eyes fell on my scar. I looked at her expression and understood instantly.
That day, the day I cut my wrists, my mother contacted Li Shu, but Li Shu did not come to see me.
"The secretary called him and asked him to go to the UK to see you. He decisively refused. I also called him personally and said that you need him very much now. But at that time, he was in Tokyo with his girlfriend
play."
So, knowing that I needed him very much, he didn't come to see me, but went on a trip with Yueyue?
"Of course, my mother has been there and knows that women cannot lose in love. If you can humble yourself once, you can humble yourself many times. In fact, the man who humbles you is not worthy of your love at all. Do you understand?"
I understand what my mother means. In her eyes, the relationship between Li Shu and I is that I have given more and Li Shu has given less. If I hadn’t never given up, Li Shu might have had his own family long ago.
.
I am too humble. I am destined to be the one who bows his head first in our relationship.
In fact, this is no longer important to me. My mother is just worried that I will suffer too much.
Therefore, even though she knew that what she said would be very painful for me, she still chose to say it.
This is what she is worried about. She doesn't want her daughter to be too humble, and she doesn't want me to live in that kind of family.
After all, my mother still wanted to persuade me not to be with Li Shu.
Just Li Shu, if you knew that I was thinking of you when I was struggling in the darkness and dying, would you come back to me immediately?
After having a meeting all day, my father came over to change his shift in the evening. My second elder arranged for me to go home to rest. Before I left, my father stopped me. We were standing in the corridor of the hospital. I heard my father say softly: "Of course, you
Mom's illness is no longer a problem, I already know about your matter, do you want to hear your opinion?"
"dad……"
"Of course, since I was a child, my father was reluctant to say a word to you, because in his eyes, Ranran is my little princess forever. Your mother is too decisive, but you have to understand that she did all this for your own good.
I don’t want to get too involved in the emotional affairs of you young people. This is a matter between two people and no one can get involved. However, I do want to see how capable that guy Li Shu is and how capable he is of marrying my daughter..."
I raised my head in surprise and looked at my dad. My nose suddenly felt sour and I whispered: "I'm worried about my mother's health..."
Dad waved his hand and said in a calm voice: "I'm not here anymore, so what are you worried about? Go ahead, young man, just dare to think and do, it's no big deal."
I looked at my dad excitedly, my nose was sore, and I hugged him directly and said, "Thank you, dad."
When I was leaving the hospital, I met Wei Zheng. He was carrying several gift boxes in his hands. When he saw me, he asked directly about my mother's ward.
Wei Zheng came to see my mother. I originally wanted to leave immediately but now I definitely couldn’t leave. Because Grandpa Wei and my father are very familiar with each other, so Wei Zheng and my parents chatted very smoothly. As soon as they started chatting, they actually
Chatted for half an hour.
The doctor said that my mother should rest on time, so I was able to escape. Unexpectedly, after lying down, my mother actually said, "Let Wei Zheng take Shi Ranran to dinner. The time is right, we can go to dinner."
The time was indeed perfect, and I felt like I was betrayed by my mother.
The time was six o'clock in the evening. After all, Wei Zheng came to visit my mother and invited him to have a meal, which was what he should do.
After a meal, at most 7:30, I can go find Li Shu and give him a surprise.
Wei Zheng noticed the smile on my face, and there was doubt in his eyes. I guessed that he might be thinking, how could I go out so happily after making my mother so angry?
The car drove out of the basement and just out of the hospital door, it was blocked by a BMW. Moreover, judging from the meaning of the BMW, it seemed to be intentional. I was a little angry because I was in a hurry to go on a date.
The guy was actually stuck here. Before Wei Zheng could say anything, I got out of the car and rushed towards the BMW.
"Hey, why are you driving? There are so many people rushing in front of the hospital. Is it convenient to see the ambulance?" I stretched out my hand and knocked on the other party's car door and yelled.
"Of course, it's okay..." Wei Zheng pulled me with a good temper. Fortunately, I was in a better mood now. He pointed to the car door and said, "Okay, for the sake of my good mood today, hurry up.
Let’s drive away…”
The car window was black and I couldn't see inside. As soon as I finished speaking, the car window was opened. Before I could spit out my saliva, I saw Li Shu sitting in the car.
He glanced at me, then at Wei Zheng, and said calmly: "I'm sorry, the car is broken down and can't move..."
Li Shu said it word for word, which made me feel weird no matter how I heard it. At this time, Wei Zheng and I were standing together and it was indeed easy to cause misunderstandings, but I couldn't say a word.
However, Wei Zheng was more considerate. He took out his mobile phone and said, "Let's call to solve the problem, otherwise it will be easy to cause traffic jams."
"This is my matter, I can solve it myself..." Li Shu's voice suddenly raised, his eyes glanced at me again, and said: "I would like to ask, Gao Ziran, where are you going this late at night?