After having been entangled with Li Shu for so long, I believe in one thing in particular. Especially after these two years, I believe this even more. - Quarrel is always about mutual harm. The one who loves deeply
, it will hurt deeply.
If I could, I would like to take back my behavior last night. If I could, I would rather not drink, be impulsive, uncover the scars on my hands, or say goodbye.
Because two days had passed since the night of drinking, and there was no news from Li Shu.
He is missing.
No one knows where he has gone, and no one knows any news about him. Text messages cannot be sent, phone calls cannot be made, and emails are refused. Even his house was given to me.
The plum tree disappeared completely without any news.
Only a note in front of the window gave me his final answer.
——Gao Ziran, I agree.
Maybe other people don't know what I said, but I understand very well in my heart that when he said he agreed, it was about breaking up.
Li Shu's mother came over in the morning and said that the lawyer gave her an insurance policy and asked her to sign it. She was very scared and didn't know what Li Shu meant by doing this.
Li Shu is still a relatively prudent person. Before disappearing, she quietly transferred the company's shares to me, bought insurance for her mother, and handed over the car and house to the lawyer, preparing to transfer them to my name.
I flatly refused.
I think Li Shu is more cruel than anyone else and leaves as soon as he says it. This is different from what I imagined. My memory of what happened on the day of drunkenness is fuzzy, but I remember one thing very clearly. I will
The scar on his hand was exposed.
I can be sure that Li Shu saw my scar.
His reaction was pretty much what I expected. Seeing the despair in his eyes and the remorse in his eyes, I smiled wildly.
I feel that this time, I finally won. But I don’t understand why he chose to leave when I won.
Moreover, he left after explaining everything. After explaining everything, he actually gave me the house and car. I yelled angrily on the phone: Since we have broken up, who cares? I don’t want it, as long as it is his thing
, I don’t want a penny!
But I have been in his house for two days.
The door was locked, and I was very hungry, but as long as I saw the food, I had no appetite at all. I thought of that night, when Li Shu hugged me and lay on this bed, using his gentlest words,
Whisper in my ear and sweep over every inch of my skin with the gentlest kiss.
I thought we were going to reconcile, but I didn't expect that when I woke up, he was gone.
My mother also knew about this and persuaded me here for a long time. Finally, she sighed and chose to go back. I heard my dad say, stop making trouble, let’s be together when it’s time.
I wanted to tell my dad that I agreed, but Li Shu, he left.
Li Shu’s mother has called the police, but there is still no news about Li Shu.
We are all isolated from the world, but in such a hungry body, there is a voice that keeps shouting, Li Shu, I miss you, really.
I really don't remember what happened that night.
I can't remember clearly, so I can only wait as if nothing happened. But only I understand how desperate I feel in my heart.
I hate Li Shu a little. This feeling is very strange. I think again, if any couple who has been entangled for a long time does not get together in the end, they will hate each other.
But the silent room can't give me the answer, the wind outside the window can't give me the answer, and the memory of that night can't give me the answer either.
Li Shu, just wait and see with me. Let's see who bows his head first.
The doorbell rang again, and I guessed that it was the parents of the two families who came again. I didn't want to open the door, they were too noisy.
But the doorbell rang over and over again. I was so annoyed by the noise that I had no choice but to open the door. What I didn't expect was that the person standing at the door was Hu Yueyue.
I was really surprised that she came to see me.
Today she had no makeup on and her face looked very pale. She glanced at me and walked in directly.
I knew she might have something to say to me, so I simply sat on the sofa and waited for her to speak.
She glared at me with anger and disdain in her eyes, and her voice was very cold, and said: "Gao Ziran, Li Shu has been missing for two days, don't you care at all?"
I looked at her and didn't know how to answer.
"What do you mean by being silent? Are you protesting against me? You've stolen everyone, what else do you want?" Hu Yueyue raised her chin, looked at me fiercely, and said, "You know how annoying I am.
You? Why, when you were growing up in the compound, you didn’t look like a girl at all, but your parents liked you very much. I couldn’t stand you, and my dad didn’t even allow me to say a word, for fear that I wouldn’t be able to stay in the army.
You have a father who loves you, a mother who loves you, and a brother who dotes on you. Everything is the best, so why should you compete with me for the plum tree?"
I glanced at Hu Yueyue mockingly and said, "If it's yours, can I fight for it?"
Hu Yueyue wanted to reply, but her eyes fell on my wrist. She finally sighed and said, "I admit it, Gao Ziran, please stop bothering me. This city is too miserable. I will leave in the afternoon."
Leaving?
"Originally I couldn't stand you, ***, why? Li Shu was so insulted by your mother. I took care of him when he got into a car accident. I have devoted myself wholeheartedly in the past two years, but in the end I still couldn't beat you. Honestly
He said, I am very unconvinced in my heart, but so what if I am not convinced. He likes you, and no one can replace him."
"Heh," I chuckled and said, "Can you stop crying like a cat? I saw you in the hospital."
Moreover, that night, when I questioned Li Shu about the child, he also acquiesced.
Although I was drunk, I still remember this issue very clearly.
"Gao Ziran, are you really stupid, or are you pretending to be stupid?" Hu Yueyue glared at me and said angrily: "Li Shu and I have never been together. Although I tried to seduce him, I failed."
I was slightly shocked in my heart, but I still controlled the expression on my face, for fear that I would show off too obviously.
"I'm leaving anyway, so I might as well tell you that Li Shu thought the child was his because we were in the same room a month ago, but he was drunk and shouted "your name"
I can't use the name."
One night and a month ago, I can't remember it clearly.
"He came to see me two days ago. I knew that you two had a quarrel, and you even wanted to burn the love letter in front of him. He was very drunk and cried a lot..." Hu Yueyue lowered her eyebrows when she spoke.
I know what I'm thinking, "At six o'clock in the morning, he came to me drunk and said that he stood downstairs in your house all night, called your name, was taken away by the security department, and ran out again. You didn't pay attention to him at all.
.Gao Ziran, you are really cruel!"
Which night? Downstairs in my house? How come I don’t know?
"When he was drunk, he talked to me a lot, saying that he didn't want you to be stressed, so he decided to go to the hospital to visit your mother first. Gao Ziran, Li Shu knew the time when you would go home, so he deliberately avoided you and stopped by your mother's bedside.
You’ve been kneeling all night, don’t you know?”
"Li Shu, have you been to the hospital?" This time, I couldn't pretend to be calm.
Could it be that Li Shu was responsible for my mother’s upgrade to the VIP ward?
"Gao Ziran, what are you thinking about? Honestly, why do you blame Li Shu? You always say that he doesn't love you enough or understand you enough, but have you ever thought about it? He is a man who wants to give you a future in college.
Why don’t you know how to cherish a man who has completed his credits and got a job every year?” Hu Yueyue stared at me, spitting, and continued: “Also, when your brother spends money in Night City, most of them are treated by Li Shu.
, do you know how much money you save after one or two years?"
I looked at Hu Yueyue and suddenly couldn't say a word.
Hu Yueyue also looked at me and said again: "You two are really funny. One locks himself in the house without eating or drinking, and the other is busy disappearing and breaking up? ***, I don't believe in love in the first place, Li
You don’t want such a good man, I can’t believe in love anymore!”
My nose is so sore that I can't speak,
"That's all I'm telling you, I'm going to fly, I'm leaving..." Seeing that I didn't speak, Hu Yueyue shook her head, sighed, stood up, and walked towards the door.
I also stood up, followed him in two steps, and asked, "I heard that Li Shu took you to Tokyo. What did you do?"
Hu Yueyue's face was startled and she said, "Didn't you also flirt with that boy Wei Zheng? Forget it, I'm leaving. I don't believe in love anymore..."
Hu Yueyue just left, and I could only lean against the door blankly, at a loss.
"Gao Ziran, let me give you one last piece of advice. Li Shu hides himself like this, maybe because he doesn't want to live anymore."
be terribly upset.
I lowered my head and looked at the scar on my wrist. I vaguely remembered that night when I arrogantly put my wrist in front of Li Shu and said a lot of words.
The foreign wine has a strong stamina and I can only vaguely remember it, but I can’t seem to remember the important content clearly.
Why did Li Shu say that leaving the words "I do" on the note, and what he said yes, was about breaking up? What did I do? What did I say? Why did he leave quietly?
I remember I said that I hate Li Shu. He teased me when I was eighteen years old, and I still hate him now.
But, Li Shu, I hate you so much just because, in my most youthful time, I couldn't forget you.
You really are this scar, engraved in your body, it cannot be removed, cannot be covered up, and cannot be hidden.
My hands were shaking so much, just because of what Hu Yueyue said, "I don't want to live anymore." I walked tremblingly towards the phone. Before I even pressed the number with my finger, tears started flowing out of my eyes.
Li Shu, what exactly did I tell you that night? If you choose to leave this world, will you really let me go?