First of all, Tudou wants to say sorry to all the readers who have supported "To You". There are many specific reasons, and I don't know where to start. I will end Ranran's story tomorrow. I have already thought about the ending. It is a question for everyone
A satisfying ending.
However, I still want to say sorry, because I have not written these two stories well.
The reason, I think, is related to personality.
For example, when I was writing to you, I always wanted to write about a foul-mouthed and domineering female man, so I went to play Lua Lua Lu with my friends. I like to play Dema, which is five-on-five, and I play with my teammates.
, I am responsible for cutting, and he is responsible for collecting money.
At this time, the opponent's teammates will come to hack me. My first reaction is that if I am hacked to death, I will be revived in the next second and I will definitely hack that person to death. Absolutely.
Furthermore, I will get money when I collect minions. If the opponent interferes with me getting money, it doesn't matter. But if I take the opportunity to stab my teammate, even if I am beaten by a group, I will kill the opponent.
These two examples fully prove one point, Tudou Si, she is a reckless and casual person. My teammates have always said that I am too impulsive and asked me to recruit more troops. When I have more money, I can buy equipment and take revenge.
, that's a matter of time. But my character is too impatient, so I have to be stabbed. Even if I die, I will be happy.
In the game, I am known as the god pit. Fortunately, I always have teammates who are willing to play with me.
What I want to say is that small things can lead to big things. Tudou is such a person. He is impulsive, irrational, and childish. He wants to grow big without caring about the consequences.
This kind of person is destined to hurt some people. But what time leaves behind are the people who love me.
There is no way to deliberately please this kind of person. If you like him, you will like him. If you don't like him, you can't pretend to like him.
I also want to remain calm and calm, but I have no choice but to admire these people silently.
I am too casual and too childish. So, for the authors and readers who have been angered by me or accidentally become angry, please forgive me.
During this period of time, I have also been reflecting on myself. In the early days of my work, my boss always told me that I should be a person first and do things later.
I was depressed at the time, but now I understand.
In fact, the same goes for writing articles. The author's EQ and IQ determine the plot of an article, as well as the quality of the article.
My character is too absolute, so sometimes, I am stubborn and cannot listen to opinions. Here, I would like to express my deep apology to all the authors and readers who kindly reminded Tudou.
In fact, there is another point that I am also reflecting on, that is, I care too much about my own ideas. For example, I could have written the story of Gao Ziran without changing the style or plot, but I stubbornly wanted to try new ideas, which led to
Everyone’s disgust.
But I don’t regret it, I still like every story of mine.
Some readers who have followed all of Tudou's novels should understand that each one is different. There are too many romance models. I stubbornly want to write every one. However, you will also find that as long as it is in the first person
In the novel, my female protagonist is not as likable as the male protagonist.
Here, let me explain.
I think first-person novels are an abbreviation of the author's narcissism, but what needs to be explained is that there must always be someone to set off another person.
In fact, many times, what we say is not our truest feeling.
This is the legendary duplicity.
Every woman will do it and stubbornly believe that she is right.
Chen Xiaojia is such a person, she just loves to protect herself, is very proud, very stubborn, loves to be the best, but behind everything, she silently praises the male protagonist.
I can't write a heroine who is self-pitying, how strong, how great, how giving, how well the heroine knows how to love someone.
Originally, I sympathized with this kind of heroine, but I'm sorry, but I still wanted to let my heroine silently enjoy being loved in the article. Perhaps it was because of the exaggeration of this element that it showed the male protagonist
The greatness of the Lord.囧~
This brings me to another point, and it is also what my friends like to say about me. On the surface, Tudou is a coward, but in his heart, he is a complete queen. (This is because it cannot be done in reality, so I want to express it in the article, okay?
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No matter which point it is, I still hope to reveal the transformation between the two in the article. It is the silent transformation of a person when he is loved.
I am grateful to all the readers who have accompanied me along the way. This book has given me progress, not only in writing, but also in some principles of life.
I am too impetuous. This is something deep in my bones and cannot be changed. Because my life experience is too shallow and I have not experienced much social training, so the depth of my articles needs to be improved.
You don't dislike me, I'm really grateful.
I will write the ending tomorrow. As for the new book, I will write it in these two days. Some readers asked me what the story is. I would like to say that it is a story with a slightly slower pace and a long-lasting love story.
This is a new challenge for me. Of course, I also try to let the heroine try to love silently.
As for Gao Ziran’s story, I hope that in the eyes of the reader who provided the story, it was not badly written by me.
I have always advocated that readers should give more encouragement to authors, because Tudou has also been encouraged by readers until now.
"To You" is about to be published. This is undoubtedly for sure, but this is only the first step, because in my opinion, there is still a long way to go.
Also, I must thank my editor. She tolerated my little temper and cultivated my writing skills. I will keep this friendship in my heart.
Finally, I think I must mention the reader who particularly moved me, Sister Hai. She is the reader who understands me best and helps me the most wholeheartedly. Tudou will also remember this friendship in his heart.
Danniu, I know there are some problems in your life, but believe me, all the suffering will pass.
Dangdang, I know your poisonous tongue all too well. Of course, I know your other things even better, but I won’t say them.
Xuexue, your kindness will lead to a better and more beautiful love. Baby, sister Xinhai, you are very kind and you have paid for me silently, I know it.
There are also Susu, Zhuanzhuan, Yiyi, who talk little but silently support me. And sister Zeer, Tiantian, Maomao, Qi Ma... there are too many, I won't explain them one by one. Anyway, thank you.
Gao Ziran updates every day and you never abandon me. I’m really touched from the bottom of my heart. I won’t say much else. Everyone, please rest early~~~