Actually, I don't quite understand Gao Zijian's thoughts. He is obviously open-minded in his views, but he tends to go to extremes. For example, at this moment, he actually risked his own life to be angry with me.
He is the one who wants to listen, and in the end, he is the one who is angry.
"Let go!" Gao Zijian stared at me and leaned forward together.
I had no choice but to let go. Gao Zijian took advantage of the situation and walked down the elevator. He was only wearing a thin shirt, so he got off the elevator without hesitation and walked out the door.
There is anger in my heart. Sometimes I really don’t like Gao Zijian’s feeling of putting himself first. If you don’t like beef balls, just say so, I like it!
There was no way, Gao Zijian had just been drinking bowl after bowl of daughter's red, and he was probably drunk at this time. If I left him alone, his famous brand would probably be stripped off by the beggar uncle. After thinking about it, I still followed him.
Go up.
Anyone who has been to the pedestrian street knows that it is a mixed bag of people and pickpockets are rampant. In order to prevent someone from being forced on the street like the last news report, I also speeded up my pace.
Gao Zijian was really drunk. He walked without hesitation and staggered in the middle of the road, looking a bit like a fool.
Such a tall figure, no matter how stupid he is, is also a first-class figure.
After chasing Gao Zijian all the way, he finally sat down under the fountain out of breath, let out a long sigh, reached out to catch the water from the pool, and then stuffed it into his mouth.
I couldn't stand it any longer, so I could only walk up and hold his arm, so that he raised his eyes and looked at me.
This look was a little different from the way I saw Gao Zijian before. His eyebrows and eyes contained too many emotions, pride, disdain, coldness, and irritability, but at this moment, there was actually a sense of pity.
As arrogant as Gao Zijian, the vulnerability in his eyes at this moment suddenly touched a certain string in my heart.
"You can't drink it." I looked at Gao Zijian and explained, "The water here is not drinkable. Let's go buy drinks."
"I'm thirsty now." Gao Zijian didn't want to leave, and didn't care about the fountain behind him, sitting there motionless.
"The drink tastes very good," I took a breath gently, pointed not far away, and said, "There is one over there, it tastes sweet."
Gao Zijian glanced not far away, with the same stubborn expression on his face as before, and said calmly: "I just want to drink water now."
"We'll be there in just two steps, get up." I'm not a patient person, so I let myself pretend to be patient.
Gao Zijian looked at me, thought for two seconds, stretched out his hand and handed it to me. His arms were tight and his knuckles were clear. He looked up at me, which suddenly reminded me of the pug I had in my childhood.
Everyone needs a little spiritual comfort and care, which is mutual.
Precisely because I cherish my current friendship with Gao Zijian, I couldn't help but reach out my hand and pull Gao Zijian to stand up from the fountain.
Gao Zijian stood up, but his hand did not let go for a moment. Many things between men and women require an opportunity, such as kissing and holding hands. If the man steps forward to ask for the girl's consent,
In fact, it is better to find an opportunity and let nature take its course.
Gao Zijian always looks for many opportunities. I admire this master of love's current behavior so much that I actually don't hate Gao Zijian's behavior of holding my hand tightly at all.
With the strong smell of liquor on the tip of my nose, and the hot feeling in his palm on my fingertips, I walked quietly forward along the alley behind the pedestrian street.
In the distance was the hustle and bustle coming from the pedestrian street. Nearby, the dim lights and the two intersecting figures under the lights gave me an illusion called "romantic" for some reason.
"I traveled through Jiangnan
The face that waits for the season is like the blooming and falling of lotus flowers
If the east wind does not come, the catkins of March will not fly
Your heart is like a small lonely city
The streets just like bluestone look towards the evening
The tillers are silent, the spring curtain of March is not lifted
Your heart is a small window tightly closed
My dada's horseshoe is a beautiful mistake
I am not a returnee, I am a passerby..."
Why did Gao Zijian suddenly recite my favorite song "Mistake" by Zheng Chouyu?
I turned around in surprise, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, my cheeks turned red, and I looked at Gao Zijian doubtfully. His steps also stopped, and his face became more three-dimensional as reflected by the street lamp, and there was a "thump, thump, thump" sound in my heart.
The next second, Gao Zijian pushed me and pressed me against the wall.
"you……"
"Shh!" Gao Zijian made a silent gesture and said, "I'm just a little thirsty. There's no need to buy water. There's a faster solution..."
"Huh?" I raised my head and looked at Gao Zijian, trying to figure out what he was thinking.
His pupils were clear, he held my hand tightly, leaned forward, pressed me against the wall, and kissed me hard.
I didn't react for a while, I just closed my eyes tightly and completely forgot to resist.
I shook my body in horror, but I heard Gao Zijian whisper softly in my ear: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Xiaojia, I just feel uncomfortable..."
I was afraid of hearing the word "uncomfortable" because no one would understand the meaning of these two words more deeply than me. I took a deep breath, and the next moment, he hugged me.
"No……"
"Xiaojia, don't be afraid..."
The fingertips traced across my face, I gasped in panic, and my lips were blocked again.
I'm a little nervous, and even more afraid.
The suit on my wrist suddenly slid down, and I lowered my wrist nervously, but my fingers were already clenched into fists.
I asked myself, Chen Xiaojia, is this love?
No one told me.
I asked myself, Chen Xiaojia, does she like his kiss?
My body told me more keenly.
"Xiaojia, I really..." Gao Zijian's voice became clearer.
As if I suddenly had a cold war, I opened my eyes in horror, and once again saw Gao Zijian closing his eyes and approaching me. He seemed to be still immersed in kissing me, and did not realize that I had opened my eyes.
Eye.
When I hesitated, Gao Zijian approached me again.
I looked at Gao Zijian in panic, and suddenly screamed, a feeling of embarrassment coursed through my blood. Gao Zijian seemed frightened by my voice. He looked at me nervously and said, "Xiaojia, yes..."
I was also frightened by myself. Where is this place? The back alley of the pedestrian street! What are we doing? We are doing things between lovers, I... what happened to me?
I glanced at Gao Zijian, took a deep breath, and the shyness was transmitted to my brain. I pushed him away and hurried forward.
Is the world crazy? Chen Xiaojia, what’s wrong with you?
Love is originally a voluntary relationship between two people. I didn't expect that at this moment, I would be so panicked. On the dark street, a person was quietly running forward, one step at a time, and then another step.
The heartbeat is ringing in my ears, the flashing neon lights, the music playing, the pedestrians on the road, and the vendors hawking, all are in my eyes.
The streets were originally noisy, but my heart felt indescribably quiet. What happened to Gao Zijian and me?
His lowered eyes, his reddish cheeks, and his somewhat coquettish tone made me remember deeply in my heart that a lonely woman is irrational, and she is also a lonely woman who has been dumped.
I think I am irrational at this moment.
I'm a little scared.
Many emotions are not everything in life, and I don’t know how to face it all. If meeting Shi Lei made my most youthful and beautiful time in college beautiful, then... meeting Gao Zijian, what does it mean?
The snow lotuses on the Shilei Plateau are aloof and cool, while Gao Zijian is the enchanting rose in the garden, so red and dazzling that people can't move their eyes. They have their own characteristics, and they also attract the attention of others.
I am grateful to Gao Zijian, and I am also grateful to Shi Lei.
I am lucky.
Gao Zijian, what do you mean by this? Love it, or not love it? Like it, or dislike it? If you do this, it will really make me have that kind of subtle hallucination...
Chen Xiaojia, now, you need to be sensible, for sure.
Looking up again, tall and dazzling buildings are displayed in front of us. Aren't the inspirational words on the big screen the best encouragement to us?