After walking around the backstreets, the little flame in my heart slowly extinguished. I stood on the overpass, looking at the moving vehicles under the bridge and the lights of thousands of houses in the distance, and I couldn't help but laugh.
After breaking up with Shi Lei, how many times did you smile knowingly?
The crazy running just now caused Gao Zijian and I to separate in a back street. I was worried that his drunkenness had not gone away, so I called Gao Ziran. Gao Ziran asked me gossiping about what happened, but I didn't dare to tell the truth.
After hanging up the phone, I felt a heavy tightness in my chest, and the urge to confide quickly spread. I took out my phone and almost pressed Liu Meiting's number.
I am still used to sharing my thoughts with her.
In fact, when I talked to Gao Zijian about the questions he asked, I didn't dare to talk about Liu Meiting. She really knows me too well, so as long as she wants to take something from my hands, it will be easy.
After thinking about it again and again, I called Durian. She said that she just came out of the church and asked me to wait for her at the overpass. Ten minutes later, Durian came over.
She handed me a cup of hot coffee, as if she noticed what was on my mind.
I didn't hide it and told her my current situation directly. After hearing this, Durian let out a long sigh.
She said: "Everyone will encounter many temptations in life, and no one can deliberately force it on anyone." I know she is talking about Shi Lei, and no one can force him on the choice Shi Lei made.
She also said: "Some men look like flowerpots, but in fact, when they are tempted, they are more serious than anyone else."
But Gao Zijian has slept with more women than I can count on my limbs. Can I say that he is not attracted to her?
"Actually, love is just the cultivation of bacteria, and it can only have a few results. If it is cultivated well, it will be a beautiful marriage. If it is not cultivated well, it will be a breakup. In the worst case, the worst plan is to live forever and not see each other again. In life, spend time
It’s better to enjoy it than just use it to worry about it.”
Durian's words have benefited me a lot. Indeed, although I am a woman who was dumped, this does not affect the rest of my life.
"Then, Gao Zijian and I..."
"Let nature take its course. Those who should be together will always be together, one carrot and one pit."
When Durian said, "One carrot, one hole." I immediately lowered my head and looked at my legs. Gao Zijian said, I have short legs.
I raised my head and glanced under the bridge, smiled softly, and told myself: Chen Xiaojia, who is in her twenties, should enjoy life.
I chatted with Durian for a long time and didn't go there until after ten o'clock in the evening. The room was dark and Gao Zijian seemed not to be there.
I can't tell you what the special feeling is, but I don't want to suppress myself and let nature take its course.
Lying on the bed, I took out my phone and saw the text message from Gao Zijian.
"I'm sorry for today." It seemed to be a very reserved tone.
"Why are you apologizing?" I asked him.
The phone was quiet for a while, and there was no message reply. I sighed softly, and the phone rang again.
"First of all, I'm not a gentleman enough. Secondly, I'm too stingy. Furthermore, I shouldn't be impulsive..."
Every sentence fragment looks so coordinated, I can even imagine Gao Zijian's eyes and the movements of his eyebrows. His eyes speak so well, I have to believe it.
"So?" I actually felt a little nervous, so I simply replied with a few words and sent it.
"How about I invite you to watch a movie tomorrow as an apology?" Gao Zijian's text message quickly appeared on my phone. I lowered my head and looked at it, my heart beating faster.
My cheeks were flushed, and I actually... didn't know how to reply.
Directly agreeing was my first reaction, but I also felt that Gao Zijian should be taught a lesson for his frivolity at night, otherwise he would push forward. Although love does not follow suit, I don't want to roll into bed all at once.
If I refuse, it will not only go against my original intention, but it will also damage Gao Zijian's self-esteem, so I will not choose the latter.
Just when I was pressing the keyboard of my phone not knowing how to reply, the text message prompt sounded again. When I opened it, I saw what Gao Zijian wrote: "Friend Chen Xiaojia, why don't we throw a coin and make a decision? Heads, you agree."
I, on the other hand, I promise you."
I couldn't help laughing, thinking of the kiss in the corner that made my heart palpitate, and responded with a single word.
As Durian said, there is no need for me to pretend to be anything, it will only be better if I do it casually.
The next day, before getting off work, Gao Zijian sent me a text message and asked me if I would work overtime. I remember that night Gao Ziran chatted with me about Gao Zijian’s bad temper. One of the reasons was that he hated texting.
I was still at work. In order to prevent the team leader from having any thoughts about me, I took my cell phone into the bathroom and called Gao Zijian.
The phone rang twice and hung up.
Then, he called again.
"Save me the phone bill?"
"No..." Gao Zijian's voice was awkward, and this awkward sound also made me feel uncomfortable all over.
"I said Gao Zijian, can we be normal?"
"Chen Xiaojia, are you itchy? Why didn't you address me when you answered the phone? Hang up and call again." Gao Zijian suddenly yelled and hung up the phone. Although I don't like his arrogance, at least, this way
It's not awkward to speak.
In less than a minute, the phone rang again. After pressing the answer button, I said helplessly: "Son, what are you doing calling me at this time?"
"kindness?"
"Well, uncle, I'm still working. Do you know that your current behavior may cause me to not receive my bonus this month?" In fact, the bonus has been deducted.
"After get off work, you go back first and dress nicely. I will pick you up when I get home."
This...there is such a requirement to watch a movie?
"But...it's just watching a movie..."
"Li Shu is here today. Last time he even said that your skin is not as good as his new girlfriend. I think this is absolutely impossible..."
Good guy, it turns out that Li Shu also brought a girlfriend with good skin. Men are also vain animals.
I can't stand stimulation, so I decisively agreed to Gao Zijian's request.
When I arrived at the cinema, I suddenly realized that Gao Zijian had only spoken half of what he said. Li Shu had brought a girlfriend with good skin, but on the other side, there were Shi Lei and Liu Meiting.
The originally joyful atmosphere was hit to the bottom in an instant. I dragged the purple dress on my legs, gently raised the corners of my mouth, and walked towards Gao Zijian.
Of course, I didn't forget to pinch his arm hard.
As long as I was with such a group of people, I felt like I was a clown. I consciously avoided Liu Meiting's gaze. When I turned around slightly, I saw Shi Lei's dark eyes.
Suddenly I thought of Shi Lei's test on me under the hall yesterday, and the combat value escalated rapidly. I opened my eyes wide and stared back.
It’s okay if Gao Zijian didn’t inform me in advance. I’ll have to ask him to help me fight monsters later.
The six people were seated closely together, with Gao Zijian and I sitting in the middle, Li Shu and his girlfriend on the left, and Shi Lei and Liu Meiting on the right. Of course, there was Gao Zijian in the middle.
As soon as they sat down, Li Shu and his girlfriend couldn't help but start flirting. It is said that this girl is the daughter of a certain coal boss in our city, and she is very delicate.
Before the movie even started, Gao Zijian came to me with popcorn in hand and said, "I didn't know they were coming before I came here. Those who don't know are not guilty."
Of course I knew the meaning of Gao Zijian's words, so I whispered: "You're here just in time. You have to do me a favor later."
Gao Zijian's face was stunned, and he deliberately approached my ear and asked, "What's the matter? Just ask me."
I put a hand up to his face and said, "That's it, I like this action."
I felt that the muscles on Gao Zijian's face suddenly tightened, and his fingertips felt smooth. Compared with many men who have large, rough and greasy pores on their faces, Gao Zijian was clean and tidy.
"What about this?" Gao Zijian came closer to my face and slid his soft lips on my cheek. I was also startled. I raised my eyes slightly and saw Shi Lei's annoyed eyes.
The pleasure of revenge was instantly transmitted to my brain. I lowered my head, panicking in my heart, and after a brief examination of my face, my lips fell on Gao Zijian's face.
In the dark cinema, that hand touched the right side of my face, and on the left half of my face was Gao Zijian's wandering lips.
He was too presumptuous. I wanted to move away, but his palms touched my face, and then he sucked my lips.
I opened my eyes wide and looked through Gao Zijian's face, and saw Shi Lei and Liu Meiting looking at me in surprise. It only took a second before I closed my eyes.
The soft lips gently drew circles on my lips, as light as feathers, and the hot breath from the nostrils sprinkled on my face. I actually forgot to breathe.
There was a "wow" sound, and a bright white light appeared on the screen. I quickly turned my face, but my hand was grabbed by Gao Zijian. Although I was looking straight ahead, I could still feel my rapid heartbeat.
The chirping sounds of Li Shu and his girlfriend were still in my ears. I lowered my head a little irritably, but found that Gao Zijian had already held my hand in his.
I was so nervous that I decided to go to the bathroom to escape. As soon as I walked into the bathroom and spread out my palms, I saw that they were all covered in sweat.
I looked at myself in the mirror, with thick eyebrows, big eyes, rosy cheeks, long flowing hair, and a light-colored dress. Overall, it seemed that something was quietly changing.
Chen Xiaojia, you can.
I walked out of the bathroom and saw Shi Lei standing outside the door. He had a serious expression and a cold figure, staring at me.
I didn't want to pay attention to him, so I raised my feet forward, but his wrist was pulled by him: "Xiaojia, I know you did it on purpose, stop playing around, okay?"