795. Chapter 795 Fanwai's death and resurrection 3
"when?"
"yesterday morning."
After hanging up the phone, Wang Shishi looked out the window, her expression indescribably complicated.
No wonder he suddenly ran out like crazy. Did he sense Bai Xue's arrival?
She had always known that his feelings for Bai Xue were deep, but she didn't expect them to be so deep that he could sense her presence even when he forgot about her.
Is it really right for her to keep him so selfishly?
Is it really good for him to forget his favorite?
"Shishi, what's wrong with you?" Gong Zeyu called her several times, but she didn't respond. He stepped forward and patted her shoulder lightly.
Wang Shishi came back to her senses and slowly looked at him. She looked at him with complicated eyes and hesitated to speak.
"What's wrong? Is there anything you can't say to me?"
Wang Shishi was silent for a long time, "Do you really not want to know about the past?"
Miyazawa was stunned for a few seconds, "Didn't I give you the answer last night?"
"Even if you forget the person you love most, don't you want to know?"
Miyazawa's heart suddenly sank as a figure seemed to slide through his mind.
"I don't want to know. I only know that I have you as my wife and children. What happened in the past is in the past. Don't mention it again in the future." Although he has lost his memory, Miyazawa knows that he is not someone who will be forced to do anything.
Marrying a woman he doesn't love must be of his own free will when he marries Wang Shishi, so no matter what the reason is, he shouldn't be sorry to her, and no matter what happened in the past, he doesn't want to remember it again.
So what if we remember the one we love so much that we can’t be together? It will only increase the hunger pain for everyone, so it’s better to forget it and let it go on like this.
"Do you really want this?" Wang Shishi asked anxiously and in disbelief. She didn't expect that she still didn't want to know about the past when she told her about the person he once loved most.
"Absolutely true."
"Okay, I won't say anything from now on. From now on, you will be my husband, Wang Shishi, and you will treat me wholeheartedly and accompany me until I grow old!" Wang Shishi held his hand tightly. She did not ask him to love her, she only asked them to be like ordinary people.
Just like husband and wife, they grow old hand in hand in an ordinary way.
"good!"
"Dad, I'm hungry..." At some point, their little baby woke up and stood in front of them, saying pitifully.
As soon as he heard that his precious daughter was hungry, Miyazawa felt very distressed. He picked up his daughter and kissed her hard.
"Dad, go make you something delicious!"
"Thank you, dad." Lele kissed her dad hard on the face. She loves to eat the food cooked by her dad the most!
Wang Shishi looked at the father and daughter and just smiled.
It doesn't matter who is the most important thing in his heart, what matters is that he is by their side, that's enough!
The amnesiac Miyazawa Tama...
He woke up in the hospital and didn't know who he was. Even when he saw himself in the mirror, he was unfamiliar. After he recovered, he stayed in the hospital for a long time and didn't leave until the director drove him away. Even if he left
He didn't dare to go far from the hospital. He was waiting for his family to come to him, but he waited for nearly a year and no one came to him.
He thought that he might be a person without a family. This realization did not make him uncomfortable, but it made him feel even more that he was a person without a family.
But he always felt empty, not because his head was empty, nor because he was empty, but because he always felt that he had forgotten something very important, something very important, which was equivalent to his life.
He traveled to various cities looking for his past, but found nothing until he helped a woman whose bag was stolen by a thief!
She actually said she was his wife!
He instinctively rejected it, and she asked him why.
He told her that he didn't have her in his heart.
Yes, he doesn't have her in his heart. Whether he likes someone doesn't require memory, just feeling. He really doesn't have that kind of feeling towards her, and he won't marry a woman he doesn't like.
But for some reason, he felt very guilty when he saw her face suddenly turn pale. Also, he couldn't describe the feeling, which made him sure that he and her had really known each other before.
Later, it turned out that she was indeed his wife. He wanted to know the past, but she threatened to die to prevent him from exploring the past.
He knew that according to his temperament, he would not threaten her like this, but in the end he compromised.
I don't know if it's because of her guilt or because of their lovely daughter.
He settled down with her in this small town and opened a cafe. Originally, he thought he wouldn't like this ordinary life, but the facts showed that he did like it. He liked this leisurely life and liked doing this every day.
A relaxed pace, not worrying about anything, every day being relaxed and leisurely, and most importantly, his daughter!
His daughter is so cute and cute! She is simply the cutest little baby in the world! With her around, he feels that his life is full of joy and color! Whenever he hears her sweetly calling daddy, his heart skips a beat.
melted.
However, the hole in his heart could never be filled. Every time in the dead of night, he was thinking about what he had forgotten. He really wanted to know, but due to his commitment to Shishi, he never dared to go.
Explore.
Until one day, he somehow felt that she was beside him, and he was about to lose her, so he ran out desperately. He searched everywhere, running like a madman, but he found nothing, nothing.
Caught, some are just confused, but the pain of completely losing her.
When he didn't know what to do, the mother and daughter caught up with them. Seeing their worried and frightened faces and their tears, he suddenly felt that he was so irresponsible and that he couldn't let go.
What has been forgotten is in the past. Why is he still clinging to it? Why doesn't he cherish the people in front of him?
In the evening, she asked him if he wanted to know the past, and he said no. If she had asked this earlier, he would have said yes, but now he doesn't want to, because he can vaguely feel what he has forgotten, which makes
He doesn't want to know the past, because even if he knows, so what? He married Shishi and they have children. What will he do if he finds out? Abandon them, mother and daughter?
He knew he couldn't do it, so he didn't want to.
She is very happy.
Unexpectedly, after the second day, she suddenly became worried and frowned every day, not knowing what she was thinking. He thought that she would always want to tell him, so he just waited, but she never said anything until he asked her.
She told him that he had forgotten the one he loved most, just as he vaguely felt.
He still chose to refuse, because he knew that if he loved that person so much, he would definitely try his best to get her. And later he married Shishi, which meant that he couldn't get her even if he tried his best, so why bother?
Remember.
Thinking of it will only cause pain and trouble to all of them. It is better to forget it, and it is better to leave it like this.
He hoped that they would all be well, especially her. Even if he couldn't remember it, he still wanted her to be well and live happily.
He will also live well and strive to live happily.
