Miyazawa Tama had no father when he was born. Before he was ten years old, he always believed that he had no father. When he was a child, he didn't know why his mother had to change places so often. Whenever he asked about her mother, her mother would cry, so he also
He stopped asking until they came to Jincheng. He liked this city by the sea very much. Even though there were many people bullying him around, he still liked it very much.
His mother taught him from an early age to be low-key and be careful not to cause trouble, so he always tolerated and tolerated, so that later on, he had the instinct not to hit back or retaliate, and he was so afraid that others would cause trouble for him.
He had been beaten since he was a child, and no one had ever offered him a helping hand until she appeared.
She was so beautiful, more beautiful than any little girl he had ever seen. She was smaller than him and a head shorter than him. However, she was very brave and domineering. She saw those people snatching away his glasses and beating him.
Playing with him, he rushed over without hesitation and helped him fight them off.
"My name is Bai Xue. From now on, you will be under my protection. Anyone who bullies you will bully me!"
He looked at her dumbfounded.
How could a little girl be so dazzling and brave?
From then on, he became her little follower and lived a happy childhood. The only bad thing was that there was a man named Su Yan beside her. He was a very typical little bully. Everyone had to listen to him. He always
Looked at him with very contemptuous eyes.
Once he asked him why he looked at him like this, weren't they friends?
He said disdainfully, "Who can be friends with someone like you who needs to be protected by a girl? You're older than us!"
His words made him deeply despise himself.
He was indeed too timid and cowardly. He wanted to change himself, but he couldn't. One time, Bai Xue didn't come to play with him for a week. The group of people who used to bully him thought Bai Xue didn't want to play with him anymore, so they started looking for him again.
He bullied him last time, and when Bai Xue came to find him, he had been beaten badly.
After she helped him drive away those people, she didn't help him but looked at him fiercely, "Xiguapi, you can't go on like this. I can't always stay by your side. You have to learn to strengthen yourself! Those people haven't been there yet.
You are tall, why are you afraid of what they will do!"
Su Yan next to her also laughed at him so hard that he couldn't hold his head up. Later he asked her why she hadn't come to play with him for so long. She said that she was sick and had been sick for a week.
, as soon as she was fine, she came over to find him, just because she was afraid that someone would bully him while she was away.
Hearing her words like this, he felt very guilty and secretly swore in his heart that he must become stronger, he must!
"When I become stronger, I will protect you from now on, okay?"
"Okay!" He would always remember how bright her smile was at that time.
In order to become stronger and to protect her, even if he was suddenly taken away, even if he accepted those devil trainings, and those things that cost people's lives, he would resist them one by one. In the darkness, she was his only light, and he would survive and persevere.
Motivation to go on!
There were many times when he was on the verge of death and almost went to see the King of Hell, but for her, he gritted his teeth and stood up!
In order to be with her one day, he has been working very hard to become stronger. Finally, he had a chance to get close to her, and he returned to Jincheng to find her.
But she didn't remember him. She was the most important thing in his life, but to her, he was just a passerby, a follower when he was a child. There was no need to exist in her mind.
This realization made him very sad, depressed and uncomfortable.
But what makes him even more uncomfortable is that she is married! He just had the opportunity to pursue her, but he lost the qualification to pursue her!
If she was happy and he was miserable, he would bless her, but her life was not good at all, and that damn Su Yan treated her badly.
This made him unable to let go. This persistence lasted for six years. She loved Su Yan very much. Her love for Su Yan made him despair and let him know that even if he persisted for a lifetime, she would never love him.
She fell in love with him, knowing that this was the case but he couldn't let her go. If his initial obsession with her was just the beautiful memories of his childhood, not real love, then it became real love. He fell deeply in love with her.
She is older, and every move she makes can touch his heart. For her, he can let go of everything and lose everything. For his love, his mother, who has always been simple and unscrupulous, has been sacrificed, which also exchanges for him.
Come get a chance to start with her.
This made him feel very sad and shameful. He was very happy to have this opportunity to start a relationship with her. Just when he was full of hope for their future, that damn Su Yan came back!
To be honest, he wanted to kill Su Yan! He had thought about it since he was a child!
When he was a child, whenever he wanted to get close to Xue, he would suddenly appear and take away his opportunity to get close to Xue. This is still the case now. As soon as he came back, he would get involved with Xue, and Xue's love for him was so deep.
, has deeply become an inseparable part of her life.
No one knows how much he wanted to assassinate Su Yan when he knew he was back! And he also had many opportunities, but he couldn't do it! Because he knew that even if Xue divorced Su Yan, he
Her death would make her miserable. He didn't want to see her again when Su Yan had an accident and she thought he was dead. She made him feel heartbroken and he would rather die than see her in pain again.
Su Yan's return made him know that there was absolutely no possibility between him and Xue.
He knew that Xue had feelings for him, but he also knew that she only regarded him as a good friend, and she was always very good to her friends.
As soon as she promised to give him a chance, Su Yan came back and pestered her so much, telling her that he loved her.
She was shaken, but...
Not wanting to embarrass her, he asked for two months. If she couldn't fall in love with him within two months, then he would give up completely.
She knew that he was making decisions for her so as not to embarrass him.
They had spent a very pleasant two months, and he hated that the time was so short. There were still so many things he wanted to do with her that he hadn't done yet.
The days of losing hope were hard, really hard. There were several times when he wanted to end his life, but he couldn't because she would be sad. If he died, she would feel guilty and would have a burden for the rest of her life, so
, he cannot die!
But every time he saw her and Su Yan looking so loving, he felt so uncomfortable, as if someone was tearing his heart out. The pain made him want to go crazy.
Make him want to kill Su Yan at all costs!
He is not a saint, really not a saint! He can let go for love, but he can't stand the excitement of watching the woman he loves belong to another man every day!!
