When she saw blood flowing from the gaps between Chu Kexin's fingers covering her face, her mind went blank.
...
Zhao Ke and the others' voices were very loud.
It was obviously very loud, but she felt like she was separated by a layer of veil.
The sound comes and goes.
Like radio waves with poor communication.
But she could hear the anger, surprise and... fear in the voice.
…
Later I thought about it, maybe she was the one who was afraid.
She hurt Xinxin.
She hurt Xinxin's face.
The most important face for girls...
In panic, she chose to escape.
She escaped from the dance studio.
Ignoring the shouts of Zhao Ke and the others behind them.
…
Anna smiled self-deprecatingly.
"At that time, it can be said that my brain became hot and I subconsciously fled the scene."
But just because of the escape at that time... "I will be embarrassed to go back later."
Anna reached out and rubbed her forehead.
She was embarrassed to appear in front of Zhao Ke and the others.
What she was most embarrassed about was appearing in front of Chu Kexin.
She could guess what Zhao Ke and the others would say about her escape.
…
She went to school secretly.
Hiding behind a big tree outside the school.
She wanted to know the extent of Chu Kexin's injuries.
She saw Zhao Ke and the others.
But after waiting for several days, she never saw Chu Kexin.
Her heart became increasingly uneasy.
Could it be that Xinxin was seriously injured?
Unconsciously, the smell of blood filled her mouth.
Then sharp pain spread to her nerve endings.
it hurts!
Only then did she realize that she had bitten her mouth.
…
Just when she was struggling with whether to call Chu Kexin directly to inquire about the situation...or call Zhao Ke and the others to inquire about the situation and became irritated...
Finally, she waited for Chu Kexin.
Looking at the girl walking with Zhao Ke and the others, she narrowed her eyes and carefully looked at the girl's face.
Because of the distance, she couldn't see very clearly.
But it seems...nothing serious?
The girl has a fair face, the corners of her mouth are slightly raised, and a small pear dimple is exposed on her cheek.
He looked in a good mood.
Anna's heart, which had been hanging in the air, fell heavily back to its original place like an elevator with a broken line.
Probably because the boulder that was pressing on it disappeared...
She also couldn't understand her own feelings.
At least one thing is certain, Chu Kexin is fine, her face is fine, and she has no bad emotions due to the accidental injury.
She...is very happy.
…
Now that it was confirmed that Chu Kexin was fine, Anna did not go to school to "wait and wait".
She spent all her time in the dance studio.
Dancing is her forte.
It's even more her pride.
But it never brought her one step closer to her dream.
Sometimes, she is really confused.
…
The girl's bright face just now turned gloomy again.
She didn't know what to do.
She felt that she was really stupid.
Can't handle anything well.
She can only practice dancing and is not very good at talking.
Zhao Ke and the others said that she would not be a star in the future, but could be a dance coach for stars.
Maybe they didn't mean it maliciously and were just joking.
But to her ears, she really felt... it was harsh.
None of them thought she could realize her dream...
Although her repeated failures almost made her lose sight of the possibility of realizing her dream.
…
Anna shook her head vigorously.
She was obviously talking about Chu Kexin, so why did she change it to other things?
Forget it.
Forget it.
Xinxin, Xinxin...
Thinking of Xinxin, Anna's eyes darkened a bit.
"Xinxin is my best friend."
"Although Xinxin and Zhao Ke are very close friends."
"Zhao Ke and the others are also very good to Xinxin..."
At least it's better than treating her.
"Zhao Ke and the others will always forget my existence unconsciously."
"Something happened...for example, they brought some food. I was obviously there, but they distributed it to everyone present, but they turned a blind eye to me..."
"They were discussing where to go during the holidays..."
"I'm never asked for my opinion."
"Only Xinxin will take care of me every time."
"She would give me snacks."
"They will ask me which place I think is better?"
…
It was because of Xinxin that she was willing to stay with Zhao Ke and the others.
Otherwise, she doesn't have masochistic tendencies.
They were all so miserable, and they still stayed by their side and refused to leave.
…
"Xinxin became a trainee..."
"Honestly, I was really shocked."
Even in front of Xinxin, she still smiled very hard and said "congratulations".
"Xinxin has never had the idea of becoming a trainee..."
Who would have thought that one day she would become a trainee.
He even became a trainee one step earlier than her.
...
"Xinxin always encourages me when I fail."
"Xinxin said that if I work hard, I will definitely become a trainee."
"But I haven't become a trainee yet..."
"She has become a trainee."
"...Why is it her..."
Anna's voice was trembling.
"The civet cat is right, even if I don't want to admit it..."
"But I'm really jealous of Xinxin."
"So jealous, so jealous."
"because……"
"Obviously I have worked so hard."
Anna's voice was hoarse and choked.
She didn't notice.
"All my free time is spent practicing."
"I don't remember how long it has been since I slept in..."
"result……"
The girl's fingers were slightly tightened, as if she wanted to grab something.
Tangled veins appeared on the back of my hands.
"My dream is still out of reach."
"Xinxin got everything I wanted so easily."
"……How can you do this……"
"It's so unfair..."
"Now, do you think so?"
The facial features on Anna's raised face were slightly distorted.
…
"ah!"
The girls screamed in surprise.
Xiao Xiao turned around and saw the back of a girl leaving in a hurry.
…
Anna lowered her head.
She wanted to laugh and cry.
"...It's ugly, isn't it?"
"So...how am I going to see Xinxin when I'm like this?"
"It's so ugly."
"I don't want to..."
"But I can't control myself."
"I tell myself over and over again that I am not jealous."
"Xinxin has become a trainee."
"I want to be happy for Xinxin."
"But it's no use."
"I just can't really be happy."
"I am such a selfish person..."
Coming to this realization was a huge blow to her.