"It's just that you can be jealous, but don't be driven by jealousy to do something you regret."
…
"Do you like Chu Kexin?"
Xiao Xiao changed the subject and asked Anna a question that was not difficult to answer.
This is how it should be...
...
"..."
Anna opened her mouth.
But no sound was made.
She wanted to say that she liked it.
Of course she likes Xinxin...
However, she found...that she had become mute.
She squeezed the hand hanging by her side.
...
"If you really can't accept the fact that Chu Kexin has become a trainee... If you decide not to continue to associate with Chu Kexin in the future...
"You can choose not to apologize."
Xiao Xiao did not accuse her, but instead said this...
The girl was stunned.
"……May I?"
A flash of hope flashed between Anna's brows and eyes.
Can she not apologize?
"It's your choice whether you can or not."
Xiao Xiao smiled, "After all, this is your business."
"It's just that no matter which choice you make, you have to be prepared to bear the consequences of this choice."
"Don't let yourself regret it."
...
The girl was silent.
She knows.
If she doesn't apologize, if she becomes estranged from Xinxin, if they have no contact with each other anymore...
She will definitely regret it.
...
"It seems you already have the answer."
Xiao Xiao smiled.
"......Um."
Anna nodded.
"Actually, I already had the answer from the beginning."
It's just because of my own jealousy and timidity that I haven't been able to take action.
…
The girl suddenly smiled.
"...From the first time I met Xinxin, I thought...her name is very nice."
"Not like my name."
"It's almost like a bad street."
"Maybe my people are too."
The girl's voice lowered.
That’s why he’s always been eliminated...
"I know that Xinxin not only has a nice name, but her temperament is also different from many people..."
The first time she saw Xinxin, she felt that this girl was so special.
Even though she has never been a proactive person, she still had the idea of making friends with Xinxin.
It is human nature to love beauty.
No matter male or female.
"I can always see Xinxin at a glance in a crowded place."
"Actually... Xinxin was noticed by the teacher and became a trainee... Although I am very jealous, I am not surprised at all."
"The ability to sing and dance can all be acquired through hard work."
"But a person's temperament... his attraction to others... this sense of presence cannot be cultivated in a short time."
…
"Zhao Ke and the others are right..."
"Xinxin was born to eat this bowl of rice."
Talented people always make hardworking people despair.
Xinxin is a gifted person.
She...is just a hard worker.
She once thought that she was also a gifted person.
But the cruel fact told her that she thought highly of herself.
…
"...It's just so unfair sometimes..."
Anna sighed deeply.
My heart just feels heavy.
"I'm very scared. Xinxin has taken the first step that I have longed for..."
"And me……"
"What if I never succeed?"
"If Xinxin makes her debut and becomes a big star..."
"What should I do if I haven't even become a trainee?"
"Becoming a big star... was obviously my dream from the beginning..."
Although I know it is unreasonable to think this way...
Anna pursed her lips.
But she couldn't help herself from thinking like this...
Her dream was taken away.
Taken away by Xinxin...
…
"No one can take your dreams away."
The girl suddenly raised her eyes.
There was a bit of fright on his face.
Did she speak her mind?
Such outrageous words... She actually said it?!
...
"Except for yourself."
Xiao Xiao slightly arched his eyebrows.
"You still have time, don't you?"
The more you care, the more urgent you are.
Girls obviously still have a lot of time.
But she acted as if this failure had already pronounced the failure of her dream.
It can be seen from this that Chu Kexin's success really put a lot of pressure on Anna.
"She just got to the starting line before you."
"No one knows whether you will overtake her until the last moment?"
"As long as you don't give up."
"The finish line is always a place where miracles happen, isn't it?"
…
"……Um."
Anna nodded.
"Yes……"
A smile slowly appeared on the girl's face.
"I still have time..."
It's far from time to give up.
She doesn't want to give up either.
She is actually not that fragile.
Otherwise, she would not agree to teach Chu Kexin how to dance.
However, the accidental injury to Chu Kexin later and the words of Zhao Ke and the others made her unavoidably a bit over the top.
She is not a person willing to tell others what is on her mind.
She failed in the interview, had awkward relationships with friends, was confused and uncertain about her dreams...she didn't tell her parents about any of this.
She didn't want them to worry.
She was even more afraid of hearing their words telling her to give up.
…
She is used to facing everything alone.
She just wanted to tell her parents that she succeeded.
…
This time...it sure feels a lot better to tell everything.
Especially, she was encouraged.
She won't give up.
But if there is encouragement from others on the way to perseverance, she will be more determined.
"Thank you, Master Xiao."
"I was in a very bad mood during this period, and my overall condition was also very bad."
"I always feel like nothing is going well..."
The intense frustration with herself and the jealousy of her friends were intertwined, biting her heart every moment.
"But today..."
Very good things happened.
She didn't have the nerve to say this.
"I feel refreshed."
Girls make fists.
Of course, those frustrations and jealousies are not so easy to eliminate.
However, she will not let these emotions continue to affect her.
Where does she have time to indulge in these useless emotions now?
She is not a gifted person.
Not even the lucky ones.
Only by working harder can she catch her dream.
…
"come on."
Xiao Xiao cheers up the girls.
"certainly."
The girl showed a big smile and said, "I will try my best."
…
Xiao Xiao laughed, "It is also very important to combine work and rest."
"Sleep well tonight, tomorrow is a new day."
"Um."
The girl nodded.
She needs to have a good sleep.
She hasn't had much rest these past few days.
Even if you are exhausted from practicing during the day.
When I lay in bed at night, my sleepiness disappeared inexplicably.
Every time, she fell asleep with random thoughts.
When she woke up the next day, she always felt that she had had many unpleasant dreams.