From the very beginning when I discovered that my eldest sister was missing.
The boy just wants to know... urgently, heart-wrenchingly... wants to know...
"Why did you disappear suddenly?"
How long……
He never thought that one day, he would actually be able to ask this question to his eldest sister face to face.
…
The young man unconsciously held his breath.
Ears pricked up.
Waiting for the next answer from the elder sister.
…
The eldest sister tilted her head.
His expression remains unchanged and gentle.
There was a hint of innocence.
"I see people I don't like."
"I don't want to see him again."
"I won't come here anymore."
…
The boy didn't know what kind of expression he should put on for a moment?
See someone you don’t like?
"who?"
he asked subconsciously.
Then he saw that the eldest sister just smiled at him and didn't say anything before he reacted.
Even if the eldest sister told someone, he didn't know him.
Moreover, since he is someone she doesn't like, the eldest sister probably doesn't want to mention him.
The young man felt a little annoyed in his heart.
"sorry……"
The young man is careless.
…
The young man pinched his fingers unconsciously.
but……
It’s not because the eldest sister hates him that she doesn’t see him anymore…
After realizing this, the young man felt that his whole body was relaxed.
He didn't even think of it...
It turns out that he cares about this issue very much.
There was even some fear that the eldest sister's departure was really because of him.
So he reflected on himself countless times.
Some have not thought about it a lot.
….
Very good.
A smile appeared on the young man's face.
The eldest sister left because of her own reasons.
But……
The smile on the young man's face faded.
"If you don't come here..."
The boy gulped, "Why don't you tell me?"
In his opinion, just seeing someone he doesn't like should be... not a particularly serious matter, right?
You should...you can come and say goodbye to him, right?
Although he will be very reluctant to part with it.
…
he does not know……
At that time, I couldn't say anything to save him...
He has never been accustomed to asking others.
Not to mention forcing others.
If the eldest sister coming here will make her feel unhappy, then even if he is reluctant to leave...
He would only nod.
Then say goodbye to big sister.
…
The eldest sister blinked.
"……Why?"
Why should she tell the boy that she is not here anymore?
…
"...?!"
The boy almost thought he had tinnitus for a moment.
Ears buzzing.
His nails dug into his palms.
A slight pain spread.
The eldest sister in his field of vision gradually became clearer.
His eyebrows are still slightly curved, and his smile is gentle and innocent.
…
"..."
The young man opened his mouth.
that……
yes.
Why?
But……
"We...don't always meet here..."
The boy tried to explain.
"You're not coming, I don't know."
"I'll always come here to find you."
"I didn't see you again."
"I am very confused."
"I'm also worried about whether something happened to you..."
He was also angry.
Lying in bed at night, a lot of complaints went through my mind.
"It took me a long time to know that you weren't coming..."
After being disappointed again and again, he finally accepted this fact.
…
"Then you stopped coming, right?"
The eldest sister asked with a smile.
…
The young man frowned.
this problem……
He nodded.
"Um."
"After I know you won't come again, I won't come here."
No matter how much he hopes to see his eldest sister again, he is not a fool.
You won't always do things in vain.
Half of the reason is because he moved.
He lived with his grandparents further away from here.
Otherwise, if he still lives in his own home, he can persist longer and wait for a possibility here.
…
"That's it."
The eldest sister has soft eyebrows.
"Don't you know it yourself?"
"Why do I need to tell you specifically?"
…
"……ah?"
The young man was stunned.
Yes, is that so?
no.
The young man unconsciously clutched the clothes on his chest.
For the first time he discovered...
Big sister's logic is... very strange.
…
"no……"
The young man murmured.
Because he was so shocked and surprised by his reply, the young man raised his eyes and stared at her.
The incredible response to this reply suppressed his nervousness and embarrassment about seeing his eldest sister again.
"You should have told me..."
If conditions permit.
If the eldest sister said that she was in a lot of trouble and had no time to say goodbye to him...
He can accept it.
The problem is no.
The eldest sister just saw someone she didn't like.
…
Everyone has someone they don't like.
But because I meet someone I don’t like in a place, I won’t come to that place…
Is this too exaggerated?
and……
Here he is.
In order not to see the person you don't like, do you even give up seeing him again?
Do you hate that person more than you like him?
If it's true...
He felt...a little uncomfortable.
…
"This way I won't come here to wait for you, only to fail every time."
The young man took a deep breath.
"You know I'm always here to find you."
"Isn't it?"
"Since you're not here anymore, why didn't you tell me?"
The boy opened his eyes wide.
"Save me from having to come here to find you again."
"Besides, we are friends."
"You have to leave..."
"You didn't even say goodbye to me?"
…
The young man said a lot in one breath.
After saying that, the boy was slightly out of breath.
But his eyes were still staring at the eldest sister.
The big sister’s smile that he once liked very much-
certainly.
He still likes it now.
It's just that at this moment, they were talking about such a topic, and he was so excited. The eldest sister still didn't have much mood swings, and she still had the same smile...
he……
He felt a little bored.
There is also grievance.
He was even a little angry.
…
It shouldn't be like this...
The young man didn't realize that his eyes were slightly red.
It was a miraculous reunion between him and his eldest sister...
To him, it was a miracle that he and his eldest sister could meet again, in the same place where they had met in the past.
…
They should be very happy to meet each other.
They should tell each other how much they missed each other when they were apart.
The eldest sister will explain why she left without saying goodbye.
I will... apologize to him.
Of course, he doesn't need his eldest sister to apologize to him.
As long as the eldest sister explains it to him, he will accept it.
…
result……
no.
Everything he thought about was the same except the beginning.
When he heard his eldest sister calling him "Xiaoguang"...
He was really happy.
Who knows what’s next…
Everything was beyond expectations.
Not better.
Instead, it developed in a direction he didn't understand.
…
The eldest sister told the reason why she left at that time...