But even when he was angry, he didn't want to make his eldest sister angry.
…
"I……"
The young man took a deep breath.
His lips opened and closed.
I still swallowed the words that had reached my throat.
…
Um?
Realizing that the boy "I" hadn't said the next words for a long time, the eldest sister's face showed a bit of questioning.
…
"nothing."
The young man shook his head subconsciously.
Immediately, he was slightly startled.
He sighed inwardly.
never mind.
Facing his eldest sister whom he had not seen for a long time and whom he had missed for a long time, it was difficult for him not to be a little more tolerant and... become a little cautious.
yes.
It's so rare to see him again.
…
The young man smiled bitterly.
"big sister."
"Are you really not willing to give me your contact information?"
He asked about unwillingness rather than absence...
In fact, the young man didn't believe that his eldest sister didn't have any contact information for him.
The flames of doubt were beyond his control.
It was very tenacious and swaying slightly in his heart.
He wanted to extinguish it.
He didn't want to doubt his eldest sister.
If this is the truth, it will hurt him too much.
I would rather lie than give him my contact information...
Is he...actually hated by his eldest sister?
…
This idea just passed through the young man's mind.
The young man subconsciously resisted this possibility.
Absolutely impossible.
The memories of his past interactions with his eldest sister would not lie to him.
The eldest sister likes him.
Otherwise, why would the eldest sister show him the miracle of flowering just to make him happy?
…
That's right.
The young man suppressed the terrible thought he just had in a corner.
They also filled it with soil and stepped on it several times.
…
The boy returned his attention to the current situation.
And if the eldest sister really doesn't want to, there's no need to go to such trouble.
The eldest sister can simply refuse his request.
He is...a very thin-skinned person.
As long as you are rejected, you won't bother anymore.
What’s more, it was the eldest sister’s rejection...
He will just accept it.
…
Therefore, what the eldest sister said must be true.
The young man nodded vigorously in his heart.
How could he doubt his eldest sister's words?
The eldest sister is so kind to him. If the eldest sister really has contact information, she will definitely give it to him.
Although it is incredible...
But the eldest sister doesn’t like electronic products and has no contact information to give to others...it’s just a fact.
And, to say it is incredible...
The flowers that eldest sister showed him before that bloomed in front of him were the most incredible.
It's like magic.
No.
It's not magic.
It is a more magical existence than magic.
He even thought... it was a miracle.
The impact of life blooming before your eyes is unparalleled.
…
"I don't."
The eldest sister still gave the same answer.
No means no.
I asked several times and it was the same.
Although she gets along a lot with humans.
But it’s just about getting along with humans.
It doesn't mean that she has to understand or even own or use many human things.
…
"oh."
The young man responded somewhat sarcastically.
The already shaky judgment became even more shaken because of the eldest sister's firmness.
He shook his aching head.
do not care.
The eldest sister said there is no such thing as no.
He believes in Big Sister.
The young man told himself in his heart.
It's like convincing myself.
…
"ah."
After the young man noticed the change in the sky, he became anxious.
…
"you are leaving."
The eldest sister said clearly.
…
The young man was immediately confused.
He just met his eldest sister.
and……
It feels like nothing has been said yet...
Instead, it gave rise to a lot of unnecessary emotions and questions.
…
"Then let's go."
As if she didn't notice the hesitation on the young man's face, the eldest sister smiled and waved her hand.
"goodbye."
…
In fact, the eldest sister's behavior is the same as in the past.
But for the first time, the boy had the feeling that... did his eldest sister hope that he would leave as soon as possible?
…
The young man pursed his lips hard.
Why is he thinking about each other today?
This is not good at all.
…
"Aren't you leaving yet?"
The eldest sister looked at the boy who was stuck in place.
"Can't you go home too late?"
Young people in the past have said this countless times.
She remembers.
…
"Um."
The young man nodded.
He can't go home too late...
He can't let his grandparents worry about him.
But……
He looked at his eldest sister.
Worry already arose in my heart.
"Sister, can I see you again tomorrow?"
Will big sister come here again?
The boy held his breath waiting for the answer.
…
"tomorrow?"
The eldest sister tilted her head.
"I won't be here tomorrow."
…
The eldest sister answered simply.
The young man was stunned.
No, not coming?
Although he had a vague premonition of this answer, when he actually heard it, he was still very disappointed, lost and anxious.
The eldest sister is no longer here, and he does not have her contact information...
"Can we meet again in the future?"
The young man felt embarrassed and asked directly.
He knew that no matter how embarrassed he was at this time, his eldest sister would "disappear" again.
He did not want……
If possible, even if he couldn't meet his eldest sister as often as he used to, he still hoped that he would have the opportunity to meet her.
Instead of just saying goodbye, there is little hope of meeting again.
…
"have no idea."
The eldest sister shook her head.
Who can say for sure what will happen in the future?
For example, in the past, she never thought that today, because of a human request, she would come to a place that she had never planned to set foot in again.
Things are impermanent.
She thought of a sentence she heard from a human by chance.
…
have no idea?
The answer was surprising at first, but not so surprising the next second.
The boy didn't know whether to laugh or put on some other more appropriate expression.
A very big sister-like answer.
He didn’t know before...
It turns out that the eldest sister is such a unique person.
He didn't mean that the previous eldest sister had no personality.
My old eldest sister was very good.
Most of his beautiful memories include the figure of his eldest sister.
The current eldest sister...
It's not that he said it was bad.
He doesn't know either.
The time we spent together was too short.
There was a slight deviation from the image of the eldest sister in his impression.
He was a little uncomfortable with it.
…
"big sister."
The young man glanced at the gorgeous sunset on the horizon.
"you……"
He tried hard to look into his eldest sister's eyes.