The young man seemed to have a suffocating feeling that he could not breathe.
…
From the moment we met, he seemed to be the one who was very excited.
The eldest sister always has a gentle smile.
There was no surprise to see him.
He didn't show any anger because of his questioning words.
Extremely calm and gentle...
…
It’s none of your business!
A word suddenly flashed through the young man's mind.
right……
After being stunned for a few seconds, the young man had to admit that he finally found a suitable way to describe the feeling given to him by the big sister he met again today.
It just has nothing to do with you.
The eldest sister faced him as if he was not a good friend with whom we had gotten along well in the past -
This is what he always thought.
He even thinks they are close friends.
result……
Today's eldest sister made him feel vaguely...
Is he a little pretentious?
…
The eldest sister still smiled at him as tenderly as he remembered.
But other than that…
It seems like everything has changed.
The eldest sister is no longer the one who specially prepares surprises for him just to make him happy.
His mood fluctuated greatly today.
There is joy, surprise, doubt, doubt, and... uneasiness.
But none of his emotions seemed to be received by his eldest sister.
The eldest sister looked at him.
No matter how happy or sad he was, the eldest sister just looked at him with a frown.
Don't say you feel the same way.
Not even the slightest mood swing.
…
The young man clenched his fists more and more.
The nails dug into the palms of the hands.
Bringing up the slightest bit of pain.
…
He stared at his eldest sister without blinking.
Big sister...how will she answer his question?
Won't……
…
"Let nature take its course."
The eldest sister is still smiling.
The eyebrows are curved.
…
Go with it, let nature take its course?
Another unexpected answer.
The boy opened his eyes wide.
He thought...
The eldest sister may deny his guess.
But judging from the eldest sister's performance today, it is very likely that the eldest sister will directly nod to confirm his guess.
She just didn't want to see him anymore.
did not think of……
Let nature take its course...?
The young man smiled bitterly.
This answer...
…
“Why let nature take its course?”
The young man was confused.
"I thought……"
"we are very good friends……"
The eldest sister is the only one who can say this to him.
The other person is a mushroom-headed boy.
It was they who gave him such confidence.
As a result he discovered...
Did he misunderstand?
…
The eldest sister looked at the boy.
The smile is gentle and quiet.
No explanation was given for the boy's doubts.
Let nature take its course is her habitual approach to many things.
She likes to let nature take its course.
No trouble.
There will be additional surprises.
Isn't it interesting?
…
"What if we...never meet again?"
The young man finally asked this question after hesitating several times.
For the first time, he knew... that he could be so "stalking".
But……
What the eldest sister did sounded really... ridiculous to him.
Let nature take its course...
ha.
The problem is that there may not necessarily be a reunion between them just by God's will.
Moreover, why rely on God’s will?
He doesn't understand.
They obviously just need to do more...work harder...
They would not have to rely on the illusory providence of God at all.
…
Is this an excuse?
The young man seemed to be blessed with new ideas in his mind.
What to let nature take its course...
It's just a euphemism for the eldest sister to reject him.
But he didn't understand it yet.
I keep seriously questioning the rationality of this approach.
…
What is reasonable and unreasonable...
This is an excuse to reject him.
…
"big sister……"
The boy's mouth opened and closed several times.
The rest of the words are stuck in your throat.
I can't squeeze it out no matter what.
He... didn't dare to ask...
…
"It's getting dark."
The eldest sister reminded a young man who looked troubled and entangled and hesitated to speak.
"Aren't you going home yet?"
….
The young man raised his head.
Next second-
"ah!"
The young man exclaimed.
Most of the sunset I saw before has disappeared.
The darkness gradually spreads.
It's just like what the eldest sister said...
It's getting dark.
…
The young man suddenly became a little worried.
"It's so late..."
He had never been outside in such a dark weather.
Grandpa and grandma saw that he hadn’t gone back so late...
Will you be angry?
…
When I think about my grandparents, they might be angry...
The young man is even more like an ant on a hot pot.
…
"……I am leaving."
The young man gritted his teeth.
Big sisters are very important.
He didn't want to lose contact with his eldest sister again.
But grandparents are also important.
When he thought he was not wanted and was abandoned by everyone, it was his grandparents who reached out to him.
….
oops!
The young man never thought that one day he would encounter such a dilemma.
He pursed his lips fiercely.
Especially after seeing his eldest sister's unchanged face, he accidentally bit his own mouth.
…
He just looks like a fool.
The young man laughed at himself.
"I am leaving."
The young man took two hurried steps outside.
….
"goodbye."
The eldest sister waved again.
She learned some simple human behaviors very well.
For example, when saying goodbye, wave and say goodbye.
…
The young man's expression froze slightly.
He took steps again.
After a few steps, he stopped.
He didn't look back.
…
"goodbye."
The young man said in an angry voice.
He still had to say goodbye to his eldest sister.
Even if I feel uncomfortable in my heart, I still feel a little aggrieved...
The eldest sister is still his very important friend.
He still hopes...
I can see my big sister again.
…
The boy ran towards the station.
Soon, the boy's back turned into a black dot and disappeared into the night.
…
The eldest sister did not leave immediately.
Although she didn't make any movement, the swing slowly started to move.
…
A light breeze blew by her ears, and the eldest sister narrowed her eyes slightly.
Looking up at the dark blue sky.
A few stars adorn it.
Twinkle twinkle.
There is a cool beauty.
….
"Mother."
The little boy's voice suddenly sounded.
"look."
"The swing moves on its own!"
…
The eldest sister looked at the sound.
…
The little boy held his mother's hand and looked at her with excitement and surprise -
No.
It's looking at the swing.
….
"ah?"
The woman looked up.
"……No."
The woman smiled at the child in confusion.
"It's not moving now."
…
"Why?"
The little boy opens his eyes wide.
There was a bit of anxiety on his face.
"It really moved just now!"
"Mother……"
"Why doesn't it move again?"
…
"Don't worry."
The woman reached out and touched the child's head.