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175. Drink alcohol to torture yourself

The more Lu Qing thought about it, the more disappointed he became. He was so annoyed that he drank glass after glass of whiskey and grinded his teeth angrily. "I tolerate her, who can tolerate me?"

"Brother Lu, don't be like this... I can understand you... but it's useless for you to drink and torture yourself! She doesn't know at all, maybe... she doesn't care at all!" Cheng Qingsang admitted that he was jealous and said such things on purpose.

. She held his hand and said urgently: "She only has that person in her heart, and it's not worth your effort at all! You and me!"

Their eyes met, her eyes were full of deep love. However, Lu Qing couldn't see it at all. He threw her hand away and growled angrily. "What's the use of having you?"

?I only want her!" He grabbed his tie in frustration, "I can only see her in my eyes now...why would she treat me like that..."

"Brother Lu..."

"No! I'm going to find her! I'm going to ask her clearly whether she chose me or that scumbag!" The resentment that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time suddenly burst out under the influence of alcohol. The person who had always been forbearing once

Out of control, more crazy than ordinary people. Lu Qing put down the bottle of wine and stumbled to his feet, his eyes flushed red from the stimulation of alcohol. "I want to ask clearly..."

"Brother Lu, don't be like this... you're drunk..." Cheng Qingsang went to help him, but he pushed him away. "Don't touch me..."

"Brother Lu..."

"I want her to choose, me or him!" Lu Qing's steps were frivolous, and the world in front of him was shaking violently. He couldn't steady his body at all. Every step he took, he was swaying, as if he might fall at any time.

Cheng Qingsang was worried at the side and wanted to help him, but he didn't dare, "Brother Lu..."

The figures in front of him became more and more swaying, some of them overlapped, and their faces and bodies were elongated and deformed, like goblins with teeth and claws. Their faces were blurred, and they were all kinds of beautiful and evil, and gradually became

It's not real, but Lin Jia's face is getting clearer and clearer. "Baby...baby..." Lu Qing stretched out his hand to hug her, but he could only touch the hot air. His head swelled, like an iron hoop.

It was so tight that it almost broke through his brain. Then, his vision went dark and he couldn't remember anything.

"Brother Lu..." Cheng Qingsang hurriedly supported him, called the bartender for help, and carried him upstairs to the hotel.

Lu Qing's wine was very good. Although he was drunk, he did not go crazy. He just smoked unconsciously for a while and fell asleep completely. Cheng Qingsang took out the towel and wiped his face. His face was red and he was breathing heavily.

, like burning alcohol, strong and hot. Waves of hot wine aroma stirred her nerves and made her body feel hot.

She wiped his handsome face carefully, and couldn't help but feel a little obsessed. In the past, he was too arrogant and indifferent, as if he was an unreachable king standing at the top of the empire. No one could get close to him, only worship him. But at this moment, he was the only one who was drunk.

Finally, she was able to stay by his side. When he was drunk, he lost his usual noble and indifferent skin, and became like an ordinary man who would be sad and painful for a woman, as if he could touch his heart.

However, it was for another woman.

His outline is really exquisite, as if it was carefully carved by an artist. From any angle, there is no flaw at all. People can't help but marvel at the divine work of the Creator. His eyebrows, eyelids, and resolute chin are all so charming and full of charm.

He has gained his masculinity. Success and wealth have given him too many shining points, and he is dazzling everywhere. He is born to be a man with a halo.

It would be great if such a man belonged to her. She would love him with all her heart and would never let him get drunk in pain like tonight.

Cheng Qingsang suddenly hated the woman who broke his heart. He was not only jealous, but also hated her for hurting him. To get his favor, she should be grateful and cherish it. How could she hurt his sincerity so hard.

However, what qualifications does she have? To him, she is just a stranger whom he has met several times but cannot even remember her name.

She just has a one-sided crush on him.

Thinking about it, Cheng Qingsang couldn't help but feel a little sad. She was born in a family that combined wealth and power. As the apple of the CEO's eye, she was known as "the number one socialite in Kyoto" since she was a child. She was surrounded by all kinds of outstanding men.

But she was never moved. She waited for more than twenty years and finally found her prince, but he did not belong to her.

She shook her head, stopped sighing, changed the towel and continued to wipe him. There was a lot of wine spilled on his shirt, so she had to change it for him first.

She rarely had such candid contact with men, so she couldn't help but feel a little nervous and her heartbeat was fast.

The ladylike education she received since childhood made her look away, but his body had an irresistible magic power that made her eyes seem to be glued to him, unable to escape. She wiped him clean with a held breath, and breathed heavily,

I almost suffocated to death.

After finally changing, her eyes were firmly attracted to him again. Looking at his handsome face so close, she couldn't help but reach out and touch his face gently.

She felt as if she had suddenly turned into a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl with her first love affair, stealing, eating, forbidden fruits. Her heart was thumping, beating in a panic, like dense raindrops beating on a drum.

As if being bewitched by something, she gradually leaned forward and kissed his lips.

The movements were very gentle, for fear of waking him up, just like a thief, cautious. Nervous, exciting, and looking forward to...

But just when her lips were about to touch his, the ringtone of her cell phone suddenly rang, like a spell, waking up Cheng Qingsang. She suddenly realized what she was doing and felt ashamed of her behavior. As if the person on the other end of the phone could

As if seeing it, he hurriedly took out his cell phone from his pocket.

When the woman on the screen saver appeared in her sight, her eyes widened in shock.

Isn't that woman with the bright and charming smile his niece Lin Jia? They met last time in the villa. At that time, she was still a little jealous, but she was relieved when she heard about their relationship.

But, which uncle would use his niece’s photo as a screensaver? After all, she is not a three or four-year-old girl!

Could it be that the woman who broke his heart was Lin Jia?

The phone's ringtone rang eagerly, and the word "baby" flashed on the screen.

Cheng Qingsang hurriedly memorized this string of numbers.

At the first two calls, she was too confused and didn't answer the call. On the third call, the ringing disturbed Lu Qing. She was afraid that he would wake up, so she hung up in a hurry.

He breathed a sigh of relief.

But about an hour later, the phone rang again. She didn't know what psychology drove her to answer the call.

"Lu Qing, please listen to my explanation..."

The voice of the woman opposite was a bit familiar, but she wasn't sure. She swallowed subconsciously and managed to calm down: "He is taking a shower, are you okay?"

The other party was stunned for a few seconds, as if he didn't expect that she would pick up the call and hung up.

Cheng Qingsang looked at Lu Qing. He was still sleeping and had no idea what had happened.

She was a little upset because of her despicable behavior. However, she was just a woman, and women are selfish, especially when it comes to relationships. God arranged for her to meet him when he was drunk.

Receiving this call was equivalent to giving her the power to do what she just did.

She is not wrong!

It is her right to fight for her own happiness!



Lin Jia couldn't help but call Lu Qing again in the middle of the night, but she didn't expect that it was a woman who answered the phone and said "He's taking a shower". She couldn't figure out what she was feeling and hurriedly hung up.

. What followed was a whole night of insomnia, tossing and turning, constantly guessing which woman it was.

In fact, it doesn't matter which woman she is. What's important is that after he left last night, he was with another woman! She didn't have to think about where he found the woman. As long as he hooked his fingers, there were countless crazy people.

Bees, waves and butterflies swarmed over. Did he seem to be angry with her on purpose, or...she didn't dare to think deeply, it was as scary as the devil, making her restless and upset.

When it was just dawn, she made a decision.

At around seven o'clock in the morning, the nurse said that Ruan Yunan had woken up, and Lin Jia personally prepared breakfast and brought it to him. The two sat across from each other, and she observed his face from time to time, "You look good today!"

"Well! I'm in a good mood!" When Ruan Yunan smiled, the corners of his eyes were raised, and even the tips of his eyebrows were smiling. His eyebrows were bright, and his teeth were so white that they could be used in toothpaste advertisements. A handsome man with red lips and white teeth, he was born with a enchanting but bright look.

The breath slightly swept away the haze in Lin Jia's heart, and she felt that she was no longer so heavy.

She smiled and said, "I saw you were addicted to drugs again yesterday, and I was very worried!"

"I'm used to it now. If it doesn't happen for a day, I still feel uncomfortable!"

Lin Jia poked his forehead with her hand, "You still say this, you think you haven't done enough?"

He held her finger and smiled mischievously, "I'm being served every day and having good food and drink. What's wrong with that? In your eyes, am I just an idle playboy?"

"In the past, you have to reborn and become a new person. Otherwise, how can I safely hand over the company to you?" Lin Jia withdrew her fingers and curled her lips. After a while, when she thought of what she wanted to say, she hesitated. But Ruan Yunan understood.

He could clearly see every subtle change in her expression. He asked, "Do you have something to say?"

"...Well! I...want to go back to Kyoto today."

"Oh!" He said this casually, and he answered very calmly, without any disturbance at all. He looked at her and said, "Looking for him?"

"Yeah!" Lin Jia nodded, not intending to hide it from him. "But, I can't worry about you!"

"I'm not a three-year-old child, so what should I worry about? Even if drug addiction breaks out, aren't there nurses and doctors? Just relax and go to him when it's time to go to him. Don't worry about me!" Seeing her frown,

Still a little worried, Ruan Yunan smiled and smoothed her eyebrows with his fingers. "Don't frown, it's ugly!"

"Although you are still my wife in name, it is only a matter of time before we get divorced. Your heart is already with him. I have no right to ask you to give up him for me! In fact, I should thank him for his tolerance and generosity.

How could any other man tolerate his beloved woman staying with her ex-husband for a month, even though it was to help him detoxify? Emotionally, men are more selfish and possessive than women, especially Lu Qing.

It’s really not easy for him to do this for you! Now, since you miss him, go back and see him! I can take care of myself here, don’t worry!”

"real?"

Ruan Yunan nodded. "Stop being so sullen. You make me feel so useless and useless... I'm not a loser who can't take care of myself. If you leave me for a day or two, I won't die!"

Seeing that he expressed his stance like this, Lin Jia breathed a sigh of relief and smiled again. "Thank you!"

"I am the one who should say thank you, am I stupid?" Ruan Yunan pushed his glass of milk in front of her, "I don't like drinking this stuff, you drink more! I have been haggard these days, lest he

You misunderstood that I mistreated you! Come and settle the account with me."

He kept joking with her and seemed calm and relaxed. But only he knew the pain in his heart. There was a knife cutting his heart and bleeding, but he could only maintain the brightest smile. Because he didn't want to be

She was a burden and he wanted to make her happy.

It turns out that it is so difficult to let go of someone from your heart and give up the treasure in your hand!



hotel.

The next day, Lu Qing felt two strong rays of light shining on his eyelids. He subconsciously stretched out his hand to block it. After a while, when he got used to it, he opened his eyes. He felt that his head was heavy, his neck hurt, and his whole body felt uncomfortable.

No strength at all.

"Brother Lu, you wake up..."

A voice sounded above his head, but there was still a "buzzing" sound beside his ears. He couldn't hear it clearly and couldn't tell who it was. Two long legs of Bai Xi appeared in his sight, and his heart skipped a beat. Who was it?

Her? His heart beat violently. He looked at it with hope, but that face disappointed him.

Not her!

He smiled self-deprecatingly. She was with Ruan Yunan now, so how could she care about him? She had been disappointed for a long time, and her hope was rekindled only to be hit again. The feeling was like stepping on the shore, only to be hit by someone again.

Pushed back into the abyss, falling deeper. The pain in my heart suddenly became unbearable.

"It's you!" His voice was cold, and Cheng Qingsang could hear a trace of disgust in it. Seeing the light in his eyes dimming and being frozen by the indifferent cold again, she knew that he wished she was Lin Jia.

That feeling hurt her heart, but he still forced a smile and asked thoughtfully, "Does your head still hurt? Do you want me to get you some hangover medicine?"

"No!" Lu Qing refused coldly, "What time is it now?"

"Eight o'clock! Do you want to rest for a while?" Seeing him getting up, she hurriedly brought a suit. "You were covered in wine last night, so I had to take off your clothes first. I have asked customer service to clean them overnight.

It’s ready, you can wear it!”

Lu Qing took it, said "thank you" indifferently, stood up, and strode into the bathroom.

From beginning to end, he never looked at her. Even when he said "thank you", he looked so cold and unfamiliar, as if the two of them were just strangers. The cold aura around him seemed to wrap him in another cold world.

Inside. And she was isolated far away from him and could not enter his world at all. The indifference of being rejected thousands of miles away was so cold that it froze her heart and made her feel cold right down to her fingertips.

His indifference and determination broke Cheng Qingsang's heart, and her self-esteem was severely wounded. There has never been a man who could be so indifferent to her and hate her. It felt like she was a clown, trying hard to win his favor, but couldn't.

It was self-humiliation. She wanted to escape, but she was unwilling to do so.

These days, he has been lingering in her mind. No matter when and where, she misses him deeply, like she is possessed. She loves him, and he cannot give up this man.

So she stayed until he finished taking a shower.

Lu Qing came out of the bathroom and had put on a suit. He was well-dressed and majestic. The hand-made suit was well-cut and highlighted his tall figure. His shoulders were broad and his legs were straight and slender. He was elegant and noble. The dazzling sunlight shone on his thick forehead.

The hair jumping between the hair contains crazy magic power. He is like a high-ranking emperor standing on the altar. That kind of aura cannot be looked directly at, and it is enough to make people worship from the bottom of their hearts and willingly surrender at his feet.

Cheng Qingsang looked at him infatuatedly, forgetting the harm he had caused her. The blood was flowing in her body, and even her breathing became hot. She only knew that she loved him, she worshiped him crazily, and she had to get him.

Lu Qing stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, adjusting his cuffs, his movements were neat and skillful, and incomparably elegant. His whole body revealed the aura of a mature man, mixed with the aura of a businessman, and there was a kind of charm that is difficult to describe in words. It seemed that even the corners of his eyes

The indifference is shining with a halo.

Cheng Qingsang stepped forward to help him tie his tie, but he avoided him.

His hands paused awkwardly in mid-air.

He tied up his tie, picked up his cell phone and looked at the call history, frowning, the cold temperature dropped a few degrees again. "Last night, no matter what you heard or saw, treat it as if it never happened!"

"I know..." Cheng Qingsang took back his hand, still a little at a loss. "Don't worry, I'm not a woman who likes to gossip!"

Lu Qing withdrew his gaze, turned and left.

"Brother Lu..." Cheng Qingsang mustered up the courage to call him, clenched his fingers and forced a little strength from his fingertips. "Why her?"

Lu Qing paused and fell silent.

"She is Lin Jia, your niece... How can you be with her..." Cheng Qingsang didn't know what to say. She sent someone to check and found that the number he saved as "baby" was Lin Jia.

That day at the villa, she noticed that the way he looked at her had a special meaning. She should have guessed that he liked her. But how could two people who were obviously related by blood...she couldn't believe it.

"This is between me and her, it's not your turn to interfere!"

"Whether you are really related by blood or not, grandpa will not tolerate you destroying the Lu family's reputation like this... Stop before anyone else knows about it! If this continues, the consequences will be disastrous."

"I don't care about the consequences, I only care about her!" Lu Qing said this without any hesitation. He had long recognized this. He made the decision from the beginning to want her to be his wife.

He has never wavered in his decision and will never waver in the future. All he wants is her approval. He disdains other people or things.

"You can not care about other people, but you can't help but consider your father's feelings! You know what kind of person he is, and even you can't change the things he can't tolerate. He and my grandfather are very good friends.

My friend, he invited me to your home many times, but it’s a pity that you were too busy and didn’t come back! But his meaning is very clear, he wants us to be together!”

Cheng Qingsang was determined not to hide his feelings anymore, and he might have seen clearly already. He took a step forward and stared deeply at his back. "Brother Lu, I love you! From the first moment I saw you, I have fallen in love with you.

I have lost you, and all I can think about is you! I know it may be difficult for you to give up Lin Jia, but that is only temporary. I can assure you that I am really a very good girl. Give me a chance and try

Get to know me and I will make you fall in love with me!"

"I won't fall in love with a woman easily. Once I decide, I won't change it even until I die!" Lu Qing said in a tone that couldn't be more plain, but every word contained irresistible power.

Swearing a determination that is strong and unshakable. "As long as she gives her hand to me, no matter how big the storm is, I will stand in front of her!"

After saying these words, he left. Cheng Qingsang was left standing there blankly, feeling an unprecedented powerlessness and sourness, as if it was coming out of his heart.



On the way to "Jun Lin Tian Xia", Lin Jia thought a lot. About how to explain what happened between her and Ruan Yunan, about how to ask Lu Qing about that woman, so that it would not seem so abrupt, not that she did not believe him. Her mind

It's very messy, and I feel like I can't think anymore. I'm like an ant on a hot pot, anxious and unable to clear my mind.

After a full three-hour drive, when she got off the bus, her mind was still blank, confused and a little nervous.

Time passes very quickly. For drug rehab, because you are too busy, you have too many things to worry about.

But for her and Lu Qing, the days were like years. Every minute of missing him seemed so long and difficult.

From the last time they parted to today, they had not seen each other for twenty-four days. Just walking into the company, she seemed to be able to smell his familiar musk and that refreshing masculine scent in the air.

Missing made her pace hurriedly. She couldn't see or hear other people at all. She only wanted to see the man she missed so much as soon as possible.

It seems that I wish I could grow a pair of wings and fly directly in front of him. Thinking about him makes my heart almost burnt.

Finally, the secretary informed her that she could go in.

The moment she opened the office door, she was so nervous and excited that her fingers were trembling. She imagined how excited she would be when she saw him.

The door opened inch by inch, and when the face that haunted her in her dreams appeared in her eyes, she was suddenly tortured by longing until her eyes turned red.

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