Ruan Yunan sighed with emotion: "It sounds like... we only have the last few days together... I will miss these days when I think about them in the future..."
"Miss you?" Lin Jia rolled her eyes funny. "I don't miss it at all. It's too scary!" It's okay that times have changed, but every time she thinks about it, she can't help but wonder how she managed to survive.
There were so many injuries, and my heart endured so much suffering. It’s scary to think about it, and I really have to admire myself for being so strong.
He rubbed her head. "I know you have been wronged! I owe you a life..."
"Then you should be nicer to me in the future, and don't yell and kill me like you did to your enemies before..."
"You were stubborn back then and fought against me. How could I tolerate a woman showing her teeth in front of me with my temper?" There were so many things that made him gnash his teeth with hatred and make him want to skin and bones. Thinking about it now, Ruan Yunan really just felt that
It’s so funny that I couldn’t help but laugh out loud. “Speaking of which, we were quite naive before…”
"I'm not naive, you are naive!"
"I'm just naive, and you're not much better. I look so soft and weak, but my temper is so stubborn..." Ruan Yunan curled his lips, "Don't be like this again... Men don't like people who are too stubborn..."
These words sounded like elders lecturing younger ones. Especially when they came from Ruan Yunan's mouth, I felt strange hearing them. I couldn't help but laugh, and I couldn't help but teach him a few words. "I know, you do the same to the woman you love.
Better!" Speaking of this, Lin Jia thought of someone, Lu Wan. She hesitated for a few seconds before deciding to confess to him. "This month, Lu Wan will return to China!"
Ruan Yunan was startled for a moment. For some reason, the name that once made him unforgettable sounded a little strange to him now. Perhaps, he had already been disappointed and had no hope. His mood swings were not too big, he just asked
:"how do you know?"
"I... can't explain to you clearly what happened in the past. In short, she will return to China this month. And she still loves you very much. Without me as an obstacle, you can finally be together!"
"It was just an accident when she rolled downstairs, right?"
For so many years, he had insisted that she was evil-minded and pushed Lu Wan downstairs. When he suddenly asked, Lin Jia was surprised at first, and then opened her mouth, not knowing how to answer.
"Based on what I know about you now, you are not that kind of woman!"
"Are you so sure? I am good to you because I used to love you very much. Or I may hate you out of love and kill my love rival!"
The word "once" stung Ruan Yunan's nerves slightly, but he held back his heartache and did not show the slightest care in front of her. Instead, he said: "Jiamo told me before he died that she framed you! You
I hate her, but I didn’t do that, let alone Lu Wan. Although I have always said that you killed my and Lu Wan’s child, but that’s just..." He sighed, "I want to feel better,
Hate you, at least it doesn’t hurt me that much! Actually, I want to think about it carefully, we have known each other for so many years, I still don’t know what kind of person you are? I am just blinded by hatred!"
Since that incident, Lin Jia has become accustomed to being the kind of vicious woman with a vicious heart in Ruan Yunan's eyes. She never thought that one day, she would be able to "redress her injustice". Once she had been wronged to an unbearable level, she
She also thought about telling him the truth regardless of the consequences, but when she thought of the blow it would bring to him, she held back. Now with his words, she suddenly felt that it was enough.
"Two years ago, you didn't deny it... was it because there was something between you that I didn't know about? Xiaowan left suddenly to hide that secret?"
Lin Jia's heart trembled suddenly and she subconsciously avoided his gaze. "No..."
"tell me……"
"Anan..." She lowered her eyebrows, looking at the curled fingers and palms, slightly lost in thought. "Even if there was something you didn't know about back then, since Lu Wan would leave to keep the secret, I chose to remain silent. That means,
We will keep hiding it. So, don’t ask anymore, and don’t think about it anymore, okay? No matter what, you just need to know one thing, we are all for your own good!"
There was a lot of forbearance hidden in her eyes, as well as secrets that she didn't want him to know. How could Ruan Yunan not understand her? Whatever she did might not necessarily be right, but it was definitely for his own good. So, he did not continue to ask.
, he smiled loosely, and his beautiful white teeth were fascinating. "Maybe, there are some things that are better left unknown...don't you think so?"
Lin Jia breathed a sigh of relief and also smiled. "When Lu Wan comes back, you can renew our relationship. This is the best! It's been more than two years, going round and round... and finally we're back to where we started! I'm starting to believe in fate now.
, maybe God has arranged everything from the beginning. You and her are destined to be together. No matter how many people intervene, no matter how long it takes, and how many twists and turns you take, you will still be together in the end! This is what is called destiny!
"She always refused to accept her fate before, thinking that her fate was in her own hands and she could change it. But now, she has to admit that there are some things that she just can't control.
"Do you really believe that nothing will change in two years? I don't know if seeing her again is as simple as you said...returning to the starting point. After all, people will always change over time, and the feeling... said
Maybe it will change!" Sensing the surprise in her eyes, he said: "I'm just expressing my feelings. Maybe it's true as you said, I still love her and nothing will change!"
"..." Lin Jia couldn't tell what she felt for a moment. She agreed with what he said, but was also a little unsure and didn't know what to say.
"What? Are you worried that I don't love Xiao Wan and will pester you? Destroy your happiness?"
Lin Jia didn't think deeply at all. She was very simple and happy. "Can you do it?"
"You know I don't know how?" Ruan Yunan asked back. His eyes were burning and a little cunning, like an elegant fox.
"Come on! I've been pestering you for so many years and you don't like me. How could you suddenly turn around and take advantage of me?"
"Some things always take a long time to know how good they are! The same goes for people! In many cases, you have to go through some things and time to know who is the person you should cherish!" In fact,
In the past, he had always known that no matter how others treated him, she, Lin Jia, was definitely not a hypocritical person. However, her affair with Lu Qing was unbearable for him, so he thought of her in extremely bad and vicious ways.
, demonized her.
But when he fell to the lowest point in his life, was most embarrassed, and became addicted to drugs, she never left him. If she was really a selfish woman, after getting the Ruan family, she could have stayed with Lu Qing.
, there is no need to guard him all the time and accompany him through this difficulty. In the past month, she has not even seen Lu Qing. He knows very well how much sacrifice and determination this is for her.
For him, this was like being stuck in the mud, thinking that he was certain to die, but suddenly a hand stretched out from the light, and she smiled at him in the sunshine, encouraging him to persevere.
What happened in just a few months seemed as long as a whole life. His feelings for her could not be described as just "gratitude", he was willing to die for her!
It's a pity that if you miss it, you miss it...
It's all his fault!
Some people, even if they regret it and want to cherish it, are no longer there. This is probably the saddest thing! When she loves you, you treat her as nothing. But when you suddenly wake up, you realize how much she means to you.
After that, she fell in love with someone else.
This kind of miss was really cruel, and he couldn't blame anyone else but himself.
Thinking of the heavy past, Ruan Yunan not only felt more and more like a scumbag, but also felt a little sad. This bitterness could not be explained clearly, as if something was tugging at his heart, and the feeling of pain was indescribable.
The fact that he could say such things proved that he had matured, and Lin Jia felt very relieved. Her efforts these days were finally not in vain. As long as he could get out of the haze and start a new life, she would feel it was worth the sacrifice no matter how much she sacrificed. Even though Ruan Yunan once said
No matter how bad she is, over the years, good and bad have been intertwined, and he has been burned into her bones and become an irreplaceable existence. Even if the person she loves now is Lu Qing, she can't give up her love for him.
emotion.
The pain, disappointment, sadness, and anger of the past...have disappeared now and become no longer important.
I just sighed: "Once upon a time, the sea was difficult to make water, except for Wushan, it was not cloud." No matter how many grudges and entanglements there were in the past, they would eventually turn into nothing as time goes by.
She was silent for a moment and smiled at him. "Just think that this is a test between you and Lu Wan! More than two years will allow you to grow into a better man and be able to give her a better life!"
"But the person who made me grow up is you. Thank you!"
Lin Jia felt warm in her heart and joked: "You are suddenly so polite and polite, I am not used to it... Look, I'm getting goosebumps... I'm still more used to that nasty Ruan Yunan!"
"You mean, I turned you into a masochist?"
"I'm not a masochist. Anyway... don't thank me all the time. I'm not used to it! Although you were arrogant in the past, sometimes you can be charming and quite cute." She patted his shoulder, "
Keep it up!”
Ruan Yunan twitched the corner of his mouth, "Shaking m..."
"You're the one shaking your m..."
On such a summer night, under the bright silver moon, the two of them were blowing the summer wind, joking easily, and the atmosphere was wonderful. It seemed like they were back to when they were teenagers and girls more than ten years ago. Some memories came flooding back.
Flooded over. Lin Jia lowered her head and looked at Ruan Yunan.
The moonlight poured on his face, casting a shallow shadow, which made his already pure facial features more beautiful. This was the first time she felt that the Ruan Yunan in front of her was different from the warm one in the past.
Cheerful teenagers overlap.
Full forehead, ink-like thick eyebrows, long and curled eyelashes, with faint shadows flashing on the eyelids. Pupils are like glass balls, containing the entire ocean, rippling in the sun with dripping light. The bridge of the nose is high, and the wings of the nose are high.
Narrow, outlining the arc of an aristocrat. Naturally smiling lips. Even when angry, the corners of the lips are slightly raised, as if they are always wearing a bright smile.
With such unparalleled eyebrows and a charming smile, she sighed at that time, how could there be such a good-looking young man in the world. He seemed like a character in a painting, which shocked her.
The man she once loved deeply was indeed very good to the extreme.
The atmosphere was at a warm moment. Ruan Yunan suddenly felt a chill, and the familiar pain spread again, wrapping him in the center like a tide. Cold sweat broke out on his forehead, his lips turned white, and his face became unsightly.
, subconsciously protecting himself with one hand.
Lin Jia was familiar with his reaction and asked worriedly: "Another attack?"
"...Hmm!" He wanted to give her a reassuring smile, but he couldn't help but shudder, and his lips and teeth took a breath. "I...it's okay...I'm used to it..."
"I'm going to call the doctor!"
"No!" Ruan Yunan held her hand, as if he was afraid that she would leave, "I can get through it on my own! I don't want to take medicine!" His hands were as cold as ice and were shaking all the time, but he held her tightly, "Stay here
Come on, stay with me..."
Lin Jia couldn't bear it and couldn't help but watch him suffer. Seeing him shivering constantly, she leaned forward and hugged him tightly, rubbing his back constantly, trying to warm him up, and whispered in his ear again and again.
Said: "Hold on... I will definitely make it through... I will definitely be able to... I will accompany you..."
"Thank you!" Ruan Yunan also hugged her back. Her fragrance made him attached to her, and it penetrated into the bone marrow and would never be removed. "For you, I will definitely persist!"
Not far away, under the shade of a tree, a tall figure had been standing there for a long time. Lu Qing silently looked at the two people embracing, curling his fingers one by one, and finally clenched them into a fist. His other hand was still holding
A box of hand-made mooncakes. His pupils narrowed slightly, stinging and angry. But his whole person exuded a sad atmosphere, and his figure was like a lonely cold arc, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.
Today was the Mid-Autumn Festival, and he finally couldn't help but come to her, but he didn't expect to see such a scene.
He had already thought of such a scene since he agreed to accompany Ruan Yunan in his drug rehabilitation, but seeing it with his own eyes still made him heartbroken.
Yu Sen stood aside and tried to speak for Lin Jia. "President, Miss Lin is just..."
Lu Qing gave him a cold look, and he lowered his head and remained silent.
Fingers, release.
The box fell to the ground.
Lu Qing strode away without saying a word.
The figure disappeared into the darkness, and the night seemed to be frozen and cold.
Lin Jia seemed to be able to sense something. She looked up and saw that it was dark and empty under the shade of the trees. There was no one there. She frowned and felt flustered for no reason.
Why does she always feel that he is by her side?
…
After struggling with drug addiction for a long time, Lin Jia sent him back after Ruan Yunan's condition improved. It was already late at night. Not long after returning to her room, there was a knock on the door. She opened the door and it was Yu Sen. She smiled slightly.
"You're still up so late?"
Yu Sen silently handed her a box, and she opened it and saw a moon cake inside. The style was very unique, different from those bought outside, and should have been made by herself. "Thank you, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!"
"This mooncake is made by the president!"
She was stunned, "Did he have someone deliver it?"
"The president just came..."
Lin Jia was about to chase after him when he grabbed him. "He has already left!"
"Why didn't he come to me?" Lin Jia wanted to see him very much. She was in a bad mood every day because she was busy helping Ruan Yunan detoxify. She didn't call him for fear that she couldn't help it.
Complaining made him worried, so he kept enduring it. For more than twenty days, she didn't miss him even a day.
"The president came to see you. You and Ruan Yunan were in the backyard!" Yu Sen, who had always been reserved, had a hint of dissatisfaction in his tone.
"Did he see Ruan Yunan and me..." She was startled, "He misunderstood! Ruan Yunan just had a drug addiction attack, so I..."
"No matter what, you shouldn't be so close to him!" Yu Sen said with a tight face, "It's useless for you to explain to me. If you feel guilty, just call and explain to the president in person!"
"I……"
"Ms. Lin, I respect you because you are the woman that the president loves. But you should not rely on the president's love to make him sad repeatedly. If you really care about him, please treat him kindly and don't make him sad again."
After leaving these words, Yu Sen left without looking back.
Lin Jia hurriedly called Lu Qing, but he didn't answer. She called several times in succession, but no one answered.
Last call, but hung up!
She was a little panicked, very restless, and as anxious as an ant on a hot pot.
She knew he must be angry, otherwise he would not answer her call and hang up.
She accompanies Ruan Yunan to detoxify, and he has long had a knot in his heart. Now she lets him see them hugging each other. You can imagine how angry he will be, but the truth is really not what he thought. She can't wait to let her go now.
Yu Sen brought her to him and explained it clearly in person. However, Ruan Yunan... there were still a few days before he would fully recover, and she could not leave him at this critical moment.
After thinking about it, she could only temporarily suppress her anxiety and stay calmly. She said to him in her heart, I'm sorry!
…
Late night, bar.
In a corner, a handsome, cold and arrogant man was drinking hard. The lights of various colors in the bar were extremely noisy, but they did not shine on him at all. He seemed to be alone in another cold world, looking even more cold, arrogant and mysterious. He
He looked like he had drunk a lot. His shirt was messy and his tie was loose, exposing his slender neck. His face was a little red, but it became more and more charming. He had a pair of dark and deep eyes that shined under the light, like a wolf. He had sharp edges and a high bridge of his nose.
Ting gives people a cold, arrogant and domineering feeling, and is the best among men.
One after another, women tried to get closer, but they were all taken away by his cold aura and took a three-foot detour. They only dared to look at him from a distance, trying to find opportunities.
Cheng Qingsang and several colleagues came to the bar to hang out, but they didn't expect to meet Lu Qing, and her eyes couldn't help but light up. He was drinking alone and seemed to be in a bad mood. She hesitated, determined not to miss this opportunity, and let
The colleague left first and sat next to him. "Brother Lu, Brother Lu?" She called a few times, but when Lu Qing ignored him, she held down his hand and said, "Stop drinking!"
At this moment, Lu Qing was already a little drunk and looked up at her in confusion. "Who are you?"
Cheng Qingsang's heart suddenly ached. He actually didn't remember her? She had never left any impression on him, right? She suppressed her heartache and forced a smile. "Don't you remember? I am Qingsang.
,Cheng Qingsang! Mr. Cheng’s daughter!”
Lu Qing had no impression of Cheng Qingsang or Mr. Cheng's daughter, and didn't want to deal with it. He pushed her hand away and took a sip of wine.
"Brother Lu, are you in a bad mood?" Cheng Qingsang asked bravely. If he hadn't been in a bad mood, he wouldn't have gotten drunk with his drinking capacity. He clearly got himself drunk on purpose. She had been paying attention to "Jun Lin Tian Xia"
There are no problems in the company, so his bad mood is definitely not because of official business. So... because of feelings? Could it be that he already has a woman he likes? However, he is Lu Qing, and any woman he falls in love with is completely
How could the happiest person in the world make him sad?
Cheng Qingsang couldn't guess for a while, "Brother Lu, if you are in a bad mood, you can tell me and I will help you share your worries!"
"Share my worries? How do you want to help me share my worries?" Lu Qing smiled infatuatedly, his expression became more and more charming, causing Cheng Qingsang's heart to skip a few beats. "Can you bring her to me?"
Did she say that? Is there really such a woman? Cheng Qingsang's heart felt like a knife had been stabbed, and she felt a little uncomfortable. Her lips seemed to have lost blood, and the color had faded.
Lu Qing raised his head and took a deep drink of strong wine. The flames burned his throat, and there was a scorching heat that went deep into his heart. "Tell me, for you women! Isn't it true that a new love will never be better than a new love?"
Falling in love with her old love? No matter what I do, I can't tear him out of her heart! This is not fair, you know? This is not fair!" Every word came out from the gaps between Lu Qing's teeth, with murderous intent.
and unwillingness.
"I'm so much better than him. I can give him everything he can't give. But in the end, why am I still not as important as him in her heart? Is it just because he appeared a few years before me? Just because he once gave her
Is warmth worthy of her, worthy of her never looking back? Even if he hurt her severely, when something happened to him, she still rushed to him regardless of her own safety and threw me aside?" He grabbed Cheng Qingsang's hand abruptly,
The fire burning in his eyes was hot, "I'm not willing to give in, you know? I'm not willing to give in!"
"She asked me to wait, okay, I waited... She asked me to understand her, and I understood... But, which man can tolerate the man he likes staying with another man for a whole month? Just thinking about them
What might happen... My heart hurts like a knife... Why does she always think that he is weak, and I am so strong that she doesn't need to care, but I am also a man. Isn't my heart also made of flesh?
?”
"Does it mean that just because I have been forbearing to take care of her feelings, she really thinks that I don't care? Hahaha... What is the reason why I have been waiting for so long and accommodating her in everything? Is it just to watch her and that person?
Scumbag..." Lu Qing clenched his fists and continued speaking in disgrace. "I tolerate her, who will tolerate me?"
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