He Lianyu paused, nodded and said, "Okay, I just happen to... want to be alone with you for a while."
Alone together? Just right, it coincides with each other.
The two of them came to He Lianyu's room. It was still the same as before, with almost no changes, except that there was an extra picture frame beside the bed. In the picture frame was a wedding photo of her and Li Hui. It looked very clean.
He Lianyu gently closed the photo, then smiled, turned around and took Qian Xiaojiu to the terrace.
Pastries and tea can be prepared in He Lianyu's room, so she fiddled with it for a while before walking over with rose tea and rose paste and putting them down. While pouring tea for Qian Xiaojiu, she said to herself: "I've been here lately.
Isn’t my complexion very bad? So my mother prepared a lot of rose tea for me and asked me to drink it every day. But in fact, I know that drinking it will have no effect at all, because my face is still as white as a piece of paper."
"So you know it yourself." Qian Xiaojiu raised her head coldly and looked at He Lianyu, who was actually self-aware.
He Lianyu still smiled nonchalantly, sat down, picked up the teacup and took a sip.
She put down the tea cup and sighed again: "I can't hide it from your eyes. I'm looking forward to your return, but I'm also afraid of your return."
Qian Xiaojiu raised her eyebrows, wondering why she said that.
He Lianyu smiled contemptuously and said: "You were the first person to change me, remember? My mother and I both hated you in the past. Hating you can make your elder brother take it to heart, and you can make your elder brother pay for everything he has ever done.
The heat that has not been given to us
Love and intention, anyway, everything. But you kept attracting me. You gave me care and love that even my elder brother never gave me. You made me realize what it feels like to be protected by someone at all costs. At that time, I really
Thank you very much.”
Qian Xiaojiu shook her head and completely denied her credit and explained: "Because you are A Qing's sister, that's why I saved you. In fact, your brother also cares about you, but he is not very good at expressing his feelings.
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"I know. I know that people in our family actually care about me, but I didn't realize it before. This is home, this is family. No matter how many mistakes you make, I will tolerate you, let you go home, and let you heal.
...I finally knew, but it was too late."
He Lianyu was so sad that Qian Xiaojiu couldn't bear to see her falling down the cliff.
"You know what? Grandma, and your mother, they all hope that I can help you."
He Lianyu's expression was shocked, and there was a hint of bitterness on his face: "This is why I'm afraid of your coming back..."
Qian Xiaojiu looked at her quietly, but she stared straight ahead. It was just a wall, but she seemed to have seen something abominable, and there was even a strong look of cruelty in her eyes:
"You made me beautiful, you made me find my true self! But I lost myself again... I hate myself like this!!"
He Lianyu covered his face, and his shoulders began to twitch in grief. Qian Xiaojiu immediately stood up and walked to He Lianyu's side. Before he could reach out, He Lianyu screamed again: "Don't touch me!"
Qian Xiaojiu retracted her hand and looked at He Lianyu in disbelief. Can she see herself? Or is it because...
He Lianyu let go of his hand again, punched the table, and said angrily: "Each of you are here to comfort me, but I don't need it, I don't need it!"