Qian Xiaojiu no longer reaches out. Since she doesn't need it, she won't force herself to be with her.
Qian Xiaojiu sat back down, thought for a while, took out a piece of paper and handed it to He Lianyu: "At least wipe your tears yourself."
"Did I cry?" He Lianyu raised his head and looked at Qian Xiaojiu with misty eyes. His face was obviously full of tears, but he was still stubborn and unwilling to admit it.
"Yes, you cried." Qian Xiaojiu answered for her coldly and honestly.
"Ha... yes, I cried." He Lianyu reached out and took the paper handed over by Qian Xiaojiu. He lowered his head and wiped his tears. When he looked up again, his eyes were still red.
As if he had regained his composure, He Lianyu's cheeks that had turned slightly red from crying no longer looked as white as a piece of paper, because they looked more like a transparent cherry blossom petal.
"Everyone pities me, mom, dad, grandma, brother, Ling Xilingdong, including you, right? They all feel that I am very pitiful, so they want to comfort me and help me get revenge, but what I need is not pity! I have become
It’s my own fault. It’s not anyone’s fault. It’s my own fault. Really, sister-in-law... It’s me! I lost my true self. I don’t want dignity. It’s also my own fault that I can no longer be a mother... Sister-in-law.
…”
Tears fell uncontrollably again. Qian Xiaojiu felt uncomfortable seeing He Lianyu like this but didn't know what to say to comfort him. He could only keep pulling out the paper and handing it to her, looking at the tissues.
Drenched, Qian Xiaojiu could still only look at her silently.
She doesn't need pity or sympathy, so just be a bystander.
No questions asked, no comfort.
Perhaps because he had cried enough and was tired from crying, He Lianyu gradually stopped his voice, and his trembling frail body also calmed down. His eyes became red and swollen, but his lips were pale and colorless.
Looking up again, He Lianyu looked at Qian Xiaojiu who was as calm as a lake: "Sister-in-law... I don't want you to see me like this... but I know... only you can face such a situation so calmly."
I... thank you for allowing me to cry so happily."
Qian Xiaojiu sighed: "That's because I'm stupid and can't speak out. Yu'er, you are torturing yourself."
"Are you stupid? Haha... If you are considered stupid, then there will be no smart women in the world."
He Lianyu shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I think you already know about me from my grandma and mother, right? Yes, I am already like this, who doesn't know."
"They are worried about you. Didn't you say it yourself that only your family will tolerate everything you do?"
"But they are tired, and so am I. What has happened to me in the past few years has drained all my energy. Sister-in-law, everyone should pay the price for their stupid behavior. Now I,
I'm just paying the price for my stupidity."
"What exactly made you have such a mentality? If you don't want to talk about it, don't talk about it, because I don't have the right to know."
Qian Xiaojiu didn't want He Lianyu to be burdened with pressure, so even if she really wanted to know and understand this sister-in-law with whom she had a very good relationship, she would not force her to speak out.
"I...I can't say it..." He Lianyu lowered her head, still unable to let herself go.