The Most Beautiful Years Met You [97] The Emotional Enlightenment of an Old Man
Yu Zhongxiao entered the National University of Defense Technology at the age of eighteen, became an official soldier at the age of twenty-two, and was selected into the special forces at the age of twenty-three. This may be related to his subsequent career. The twenty-five-year-old Yu Zhongxiao developed a writing style.
The habit of diary is to record the things that happen around you in a few words.
This chapter excerpts Yu Zhongxiao’s diary after the Spring Festival in 2006, focusing on the content related to Ye Hehuan, with special explanations.
February 10, 2006
I called home last night, and the person who answered the phone was my mother. As the old saying goes, she hoped that I could be transferred back to Fengcheng. Furthermore, the weather was cold, her asthma was aggravated, her father was in the capital, and my mistress and her wife were abroad.
She said she felt lonely staying at home alone.
I originally wanted to say, let Jingqiu come over to accompany you, but listening to my mother's cough, for some reason, I never said this.
February 11, 2006
The original plan has been temporarily changed and I will go to city B tomorrow.
February 12, 2006
I arrived in City B in the evening. The transaction was for the next day. The hotel had been booked in advance. I just got addicted to cigarettes and stood by the window of my room to smoke. I saw a couple passing by downstairs. The man was wearing a military uniform and carrying two large bags of things.
He must have just come back from the supermarket.
Suddenly I remembered that I haven't seen Jingqiu for more than half a year, and recently we have even had less phone calls.
February 13, 2006
The transaction was carried out in a bar. After the transaction was over, I went to see Yao Lie who was waiting outside. He also mentioned Jingqiu to me. In fact, when I contacted the boss last night, I mentioned that I wanted to take a break, and Lao Qi agreed without saying a word.
people.
After marriage, Jingqiu was not used to the customs and customs of Fengcheng and had been living in city B for these years.
She seemed surprised to see me, maybe she didn't expect me to come back suddenly.
When I was getting ready to go to bed at night, I found a sock under the pillow. It was a black men's sock, not mine.
February 14, 2006
In the morning, I sent Jingqiu to Ye's house to visit her sister.
On the way, Jingqiu complained that the Ye family’s little Tai Sui had returned from abroad a few days ago, and her tone when she said the word ‘Little Tai Sui’ was disgusting.
He knows a little bit about the old affairs of the Han family.
But I don’t want to add any more slander.
While waiting for Jingqiu on the roadside, I met a little girl. Her car broke down. She looked about 16 or 17 years old. She didn't have a very good attitude when asking for help. She had a young and frivolous arrogance. When she looked at her face clearly, she realized that she was
The 'little girl' who hit someone I met near the bar last night.
He agreed to repair her car and immediately changed his attitude. He turned out to be a shrewd child who knew how to adapt to the changing circumstances.
While the car was being repaired, I heard her calling her boyfriend and couldn't help but look at her twice.
As Lao Qi said last time, children nowadays are extremely precocious.
February 15, 2006
An aunt of the Han family passed away, and the funeral happened to be today.
I met the little girl again at the funeral home, this time dressed in a black dress, making faces at the portrait of the deceased when no one was paying attention.
When she saw me, she was startled and stared like a little black cat with fried hair, but immediately smiled frivolously, with the charm of a mature woman in her smile.
That's not the look a teenager should have.
I learned from my father-in-law that she was the little Tai Sui of the Ye family mentioned by Jingqiu.
Looking at that smiling little face, I thought of the red spots on Jingqiu's face, and suddenly I believed Jingqiu's guess last night.
I'm afraid this little girl is really capable of buying mangoes to tease her elders.
When that little hand rested on my thigh, I could clearly see the teasing look hidden beneath the innocence in her eyes, and I could no longer associate her with the title "little".
No kid would be bold enough to put his hands on a man's body.
I went to the door to answer the phone and met her again. She stood aside slowly, as if she had something to say to me.
The little girl recognized her mistake very quickly. She was no longer provocative in the lounge. She seemed like a completely different person. She also knew how to attack enemies. When her fingertips intentionally or unintentionally circled the palm of my hand, I felt that she actually didn't.
Change, and at the same time I am curious about how she can use these methods to seduce men.
I later realized that she did so much because she was afraid that I would tell her family about her other side, including those little tricks in the car.
Returning from a dinner party with friends in the evening [obliterated with a black line by a pen]
February 16, 2006
I woke up in the morning with a slight pain in my throat. I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and found a scab on my Adam's apple.
It was left by the child last night.
My father-in-law learned that I was going to H City and asked me to take his granddaughter to the nursing home to visit his eldest daughter. I didn’t refuse and went upstairs after breakfast. By chance, the child came out of the room yawning. After seeing me, he
He immediately slipped back.
Are you afraid of me?
Halfway through, the little girl brought up the old matter again. This time she no longer acted out of character. She just begged me not to tell Han Yongzheng about her.
I never planned to tell anyone about this matter, but she mentioned it again and again, and finally couldn't hold it back, so I reminded her once or twice. After saying it, I felt that I was in trouble because I was not a member of my family after all.
After finishing my work, I went to the nursing home to pick someone up.
On the way back to city B, the little girl took out cold medicine from her bag and said she bought it especially for me.
A little surprising.
Later, something happened at the gas station. Thinking of the tricks the little girl used on me, it is not difficult to understand why she provoked those gangsters who asked her to run away first, but ended up bringing a barrel of gasoline back to help.
It did help, but it didn't help.
The little girl is very talkative. She didn't stop talking all the way back to the car. Maybe it's because she has been living abroad for many years and she doesn't know how to use words properly.
In fact, she was not as fearless as she imagined. She was going to buy a few bottles of water to wash the gasoline off her body. When she learned that she would be left alone in the car, the little girl seemed a little scared.
When we were approaching city B, the girl suddenly said she didn't want to go home.
Seeing her embarrassment and the injuries on her face, I didn't object. When I was buying something for her in the convenience store, I subconsciously browsed the toiletries aisle.
I was not worried about her staying in the hotel at night. Maybe it was because she already had a lot of criminal records in my mind. I planned to let her stay in the apartment for one night. After shopping, I saw her standing next to the car and hooking up with a boy.
Backpack.
She said that he was her little boy and she called him herself. The boy looked playful and smiling, but his eyes were quite clean.
When I returned to the apartment alone, I realized that there was only one set of daily necessities in the house, which was really not suitable for two people.
February 17, 2006
After taking a shower last night, I received a text message from a stranger. When I called, I found out it was from that child.
Don't know where she got the number.
At noon, Jingqiu called. She had already returned from Suzhou. She expressed a few words of concern, but didn't ask much about anything else.
The moment I hung up the phone, I remembered what those divorced veterans in the army had said.
When a marriage fails, the fault is often the fault of both parties.
I went out to eat with Yao Lie and the others in the evening. I don't know who suggested that we go sit at the bar next to us after dinner. I didn't expect to run into that kid again.
The changing dance floor lights, swaying dance music, bold and sultry dance postures, messy and sexy long hair, frivolous eyes that are not suitable for age, and the most decadent atmosphere are fully exposed.
The night before, she seemed to still be hearing the words she vowed to never do this kind of thing again.
The moment she saw me, she was obviously panicked and ran away without caring about anything else.
I got up and chased after him, and only one sentence flashed through my mind to describe my feelings at that time - a little brat who loves to lie.
But when her tears fell on the back of my hand, she felt inexplicably soft-hearted. She also knew a little bit about the situation in her family, and clearly saw through the calculation in her eyes, and finally chose to hide it.
The quality of the family environment does have a decisive impact on a child's growth.
When she got home, Jingqiu started making trouble, but she didn't expect to get her involved.
Before going to bed, I received another text message from the child. I picked up the phone and was about to reply. As soon as I pressed my fingers on the keyboard, I remembered the angry words Jingqiu said. I couldn't help avoiding suspicion. I replied to one text and ignored it. Then a call came in.
Then came the questioning text message from the child.
Being suddenly at a loss is no better than encountering a difficult enemy in those tropical forests.
Don't understand why I feel this way.
I didn't understand why I got up, so I changed my clothes again, took my car keys and hurried to Binjiang Garden to find her.
Maybe he was really afraid that she would wait there all night.
————————The author has something to say————————
The old man can write about 10,000 words in his diary. He will describe the psychological changes in the process of his acquaintance with the little girl. He should be able to finish it today and tomorrow. I will start with 3,000 words. These chapters of the diary are relatively long because the two of them just just met.
Many things that happened when we met were concentrated on the same day. It will be shorter later and will be specially explained. The content of the first three chapters has also been modified. Friends who haven't read it yet, remember to take a look and there will be no repeated charges.
[Put a short joke posted on Weibo]
One time, the little girl Huan and Chief Yu went to the supermarket and met a college classmate.
The following conversation happened on the way home. The little girl sighed: "What should I do, uncle, I feel so much pressure when I am with you~"
Chief Yu said seriously: "Well, I'll let you be on top tonight."